♥CHERYL

You're the sugar in my high

2011-11-19T17:43:00.003+08:00

I'm back to working for intercruises because I'm cool like that. Also watched you're the apple of my eye with Morgan and Pengrong yesterday. Omg such a cute but sad movie!!

Alright, I should probably start studying for DSC. Marketing is over and only two more finals to go! (:

New friends found at work today! Carolene and Jiaqi (:

And my best friend found from the last cruise season, Victoria! (:
Hehehe yup I should really really study now omg help me.

The room's hush hush and now's our moment

2011-11-16T00:50:00.002+08:00

(Not so) happy reading week guys! Still can't believe one semester is gone and it's now exam time all over again. Urghhhh I'm so unproductive and screwed for finals. Stressed like mad, that is why I am back here to share some happy photos.

Clique! Slutty three friends hahaha

The girls :)
The DSC groupmates! Though DSC was a shit module, yay for my new friends!
Classmates!!
I really need to start studying seriously omg.

After everything, I must confess I need you

2011-09-09T21:42:00.005+08:00

Can you believe it's already September? I'm drowning in assignments, projects and presentations - which seem to just keep coming in one after another. Sigh.

But I like my class. AG12. (:

Can't wait for our kfc and karaoke outing!!

I guess I'm really lucky because I think it's very rare for a uni class to bond and actually have outings outside of school. But we will. :D

We've got a future full of blue skies, blue skies

2011-08-18T12:41:00.003+08:00

Uni life is mad. I mean in terms of classes. Projects are slowly pouring in already. And my printer has never had this much work to do. Not even when we had to print 3 copies of our EE during IB. :(

That said, I've met the most awesome people. And I'm happy.

Rag day!! Yay for biz winning the shield back. :') Miss team b'rag!! School's so different without them. You'd think so too after staying together in the seminar room for two weeks.

My classmates! :)

The OG and rag best friends!! :)
And my BFFs found through rag!! :')
The rag BFFs again!! You guys better mean forever okay. Must must must keep in contact!! (:
Okay that was just a summary of uni life and the people in it because I realized I haven't posted here in a while. So yeah that's all, HAHA. BYE.

Dance the night away

2011-07-03T19:41:00.003+08:00

Sometimes things don't turn out the way you expect them to but these little twists and turns in life aren't necessarily bad. Camp was awesome. This is the time of our lives. I'm going to enjoy the next four years and live with no regrets. :)

2011-05-14T14:09:00.005+08:00

Yay NUS Business Admin!!! I've signed up for bizad camp and I'm too freaking excited now. The more I think about it, the more I'm sure this is the right choice I'm making. There's just so many programs to join at NUS hehehehe. :)

Just saying so if anyone else is going to do bizad at NUS this year and has no friends, you can make friends with me!!! I am a fun person I promise you! HAHAHA.

As for LSE, it's not meant to be. The best I can do is to frame up their offer pack but it's no longer going to be important in my life. Sure, I'm proud of what I've achieved. But you know what? I'm even prouder of my decision to stick to NUS and to stay here.

To end of this post.. Avril!!!! :) It was so so so so amazing, that night. I'm so happy I got to meet her!! I've been her fan since her first album man. Listened to her since I was in Primary School and this is like a dream come true. :')

2011-05-10T17:17:00.003+08:00

I didn't get into NUS medicine and I probably can't afford to go to LSE so NUS business it is. I've accepted that I'm more suitable for business and I might even be happier so yeah.

(Edit 8.36pm: I've just accepted the NUS Business offer. Mmm feeling quite lonely I have no friends matriculating. Oh well.)

Anyway, WHATEVER. Not the point of this post.

Avril Lavigne's concert yesterday with Sunshine was absolutely amazing. Before the show, we actually got to meet her in person. She smiled and waved at us. And she freaking signed my CD! She's so lovely. :')

The concert was awesome. I had the best time ever. I'm never missing any of her concerts again.

2011-05-04T23:51:00.003+08:00

I've never cared for politics. But it's like this general election has woken me up. It's my favourite topic to argue about whenever I meet people hahaha. Not that anyone is going to bother reading this since my blog has a pathetic number of readers. Still going to rant anyway.

People say that youth these days are supportive of oppositions. Here, I would proudly like to proclaim that I am the exact opposite. I cannot understand why people blame the PAP for everything. Look around you at the rest of the world. Tell me what you think is wrong with Singapore? There's no denying that Singapore is doing well in general. PAP deserves credit for all they have done.

Sure, you may disagree with certain policies but there's a good and bad side to everything, isn't there? Sure, there may be people suffering but it's not like PAP doesn't try to help. They may not be able to reach everyone and who can blame them for that?

People complain that taxes are going up. Well, you want more help for the low-income, don't you? You're just getting what you're asking for. Funding needs to be taken from somewhere. Cost of living going up? Well, that's what you get for trying to maintain world-class facilities. A lot of foreign competition? As much as that sucks for locals, it's necessary. Work harder then that won't be an issue.

One more thing I can't stand is how people flame Tin Pei Lin for saying that "education is very affordable in Singapore". Let's make it clear, I don't support her. I don't think she is really MP material BUT regarding her point, there is absolutely no fault with it. Firstly, take note that compulsory education (Primary School) barely costs you a few dollars each month and even if you can't pay for it, the government pays for you. How is that not affordable? There's also edusave. If you're talking about higher level education like University then that is different. In the first place it isn't compulsory. And anyway it's extremely subsidized.

By the way, I'd say more but I'm too lazy plus I just read Xiaxue's post and I think she has done a good job and said more than enough so goodbye.

P.S. Nothing against any opposition parties or any hardcore supporters. I don't care if there are oppositions in parliament. I'm perfect agreeable with that. This is just my two cents worth on why I support PAP, unlike many people my age. And ranting because I'm tired of people who keep saying they want to completely kick PAP out of the government.

2011-04-28T17:50:00.002+08:00

I'm definitely staying in Singapore for undergrad. Which means I'll be saying goodbye to LSE for now. And I'll just wait for NUS.

Bah there's this nagging regret in me right now while I'm saying this but.. perhaps I'll try again for postgraduate studies. :/

2011-04-10T20:05:00.004+08:00

Well, I'm done with my interviews and essay test for NUS medicine. I don't think I did very well. I don't think I did myself justice. I never got to tell them a lot of things.

The only consolation I have right now is that the Caucasian doctor on the interview panel actually said my personal statement was very well written. That said, I doubt that's enough to save me. Sigh, not harboring high hopes of getting in but we'll just wait and see.

There's always business. Though it's just not the same. Was talking to Rachel just now and.. meh. I really, really do want to go to medical school and be a doctor.

Hi NUS/YLLSoM if you happen to see this. Haha okay I'm just kidding. I'll take whatever comes. (Not like I have a choice if they reject me)

2011-04-04T23:55:00.002+08:00

London School of Economics. Medical school. Heeheehee IB I love you for all you have given me.

And on a side note, today I opened my EE. I think it looks really good. I think I'm amazing. Hey come on man, after doing all that you can't blame me for being proud of it.

2011-03-27T00:32:00.005+08:00

Stayed over for choir camp. Probably going to be my last night spent at ACS. All I can say is you guys are beyond awesome. :)

Jumping and singing in the middle of the astroturf at 2am in the morning. Just having heart to heart talks. And of course, a major camwhoring session. It was an amazing night.

Camwhoring in the KBL, my favourite iphone function. HAHA.

During their dinner time!
Staying up to sing, dance and just talk. :D

Still camwhoring hahaha.

I had a lot of fun. I really felt welcome though I've already graduated. Love you guys!!!! :D

2011-03-24T20:21:00.004+08:00

NUS Medicine interview in two weeks. Can't believe I'm shortlisted and actually am going to get the chance to be interviewed. So thankful.

I will have no regrets because I've come this far and my mind's made up. I'm already extremely lucky as it is.

Now I'll let fate decide the rest of my life and where I'm headed to next.

2011-03-12T21:40:00.002+08:00

Received an unconditional offer from LSE this morning. I honestly can't believe it. I didn't apply for economics. I applied for their management course and it definitely doesn't lose out to economics since they have an applicant to place ratio of 23:1. I feel pretty amazing right now.

Other than amazing, I'm also confused. This is going to be very difficult to pass up for NUS, should I get my first choice. This is something I'm going to have to think through.

Who would've thought that I'd be faced with such dilemmas? I've spent so much time preparing myself to settle for alternatives that are less than attractive to myself. I've certainly been blessed. All my wildest dreams used to look so distant and I'm actually seeing them come true.

P.S. Indeed, you may remind me that I haven't gotten my first choice at NUS but just for the fact that I'm so close to it, I'm really thankful for.

2011-01-26T23:50:00.002+08:00

I may have mentioned this before but I don't remember anything so no harm saying it again.

Fate brought me to where I am today. Two years ago, I was retarded enough not to save a copy of my school choices as proof. My appeal to HCJC probably got automatically voided because I lacked the documents to submit. Perhaps I was lucky it did because I came to ACS. And I don't regret the two years I spent here.

Yeah, there were times when I was pissed off with the world and hating my life. Things didn't exactly go my way all the time in the past two years. But now I realize if I could go back in time and change my decision, I wouldn't have done it any other way. I'm glad I was in 6.4. I'm glad I joined Choir. I'm glad I met so many people from miscellaneous events along the way. I'm glad I graduated with an IB Diploma.

There are too many things to be thankful for so that is all. Time for a mini picture spam!!!

Just a few of us. Timbre with the clique. :)

Pool and dinner meetup!!
Musical theatre school!! Alison and Boonhwee. :)
Mmm I hope these people I've gotten to know in the two years will become friends I'll keep in contact with for life. That'd be nice.

2011-01-08T19:31:00.012+08:00

Received our IB results yesterday. I did way better than I could've ever dreamed though it's not a perfect score or even close. I probably deserved less but all I can say is, I'm very blessed.

Not the point of my post. Just in case anyone chances upon this blog..

IB TEXTBOOKS FOR SALE!

Biology, Chemistry, Mathematics, English A1, Economics.

If you want books for any of the subjects listed here, please feel free to drop me an email (282731@gmail.com). We'll see if I have the book. Perfect condition, possibly even brand new and they're mostly wrapped! Prices are negotiable!

Alternatively, if you're looking for notes for IB stuff, be it IOC or whatever, you could drop me an email too. :)

Also interested in giving tuition for primary and secondary levels. Any subjects except Chinese. And oh, I was in the science stream for olevels so no humanities subjects too.

As for my qualifications.. 7 distinctions for olevels. L1R5 of 3 points. All distinctions for IB. Score of 40+ out of 45. So I'm not that unqualified either! Email me if you need a tutor please, thank you. :)

2010-12-25T03:02:00.002+08:00

It has been long since my last post and no one knows I'm back here but I don't care. I've too many photos to upload so I decided to stop with the photo spams. Maybe I'll post a few photos every now and then. Or maybe I won't. We'll see about that.

I'm extremely bored after a very awesome christmas eve and countdown with Evelyn and Yanling. By the way, merry Christmas if anyone is seeing this! Feliz navidad! Yes, I am taking spanish lessons for real now.

I'm going to do a quiz. :)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Caramel frap from starbucks.

2. Last song you listened to: It Had To Be You - Motion City Soundtrack
3. Last time you cried: I don't know.

HAVE YOU EVER:
4. Dated someone twice: Nope.
5. Been cheated on: I don't know, guess not.
6. Lost someone special: Yeah.
7. Been depressed: Nope.
8. Been drunk and thrown up: Nope.

THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
9. Pink.
10. Lime green.
11. Orange.

THIS YEAR (2010) HAVE YOU:
12. Made a new friend: Plenty. Choir juniors, NYCE and random people.
13. Fallen out of love: Yeah. Then again, not exactly.
14. Laughed until you cried: Nope, not to that extent.
15. Met someone who changed you: Nope.
16. Found out who your true friends were: I think I already knew. I always do.
17. Found out someone was talking about you: Don't think so. Well, people talk and I know they do. Nothing I can do about it.

RANDOM:
18. How many kids do you want: I don't know. Not something I'm thinking about right now.
19. What did you do for your last birthday: Nothing much. I stayed home but my friends from NH came to surprise me. I don't know what I did to deserve friends like them.
20. Name something you CANNOT wait for: University life. Yeah, it's true. What's wrong with that?
21. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish I was more hardworking. I wish I worked harder in the past two years. Then I would actually be scoring 40+ points like the rest for IB.
22. What’s getting on your nerves right now: I'm damn hungry but it's 3am.
23. Nicknames: Ryl, Ryllie, Cher.
24. High School: NH, ACS.
25. Hair colour: Black with brown highlights now, I'm delighted.
26. Height: 155cm. Oh shut up.
27. Do you have a crush on someone: Nope not really.
28: What do you like about yourself: I like that I'm me. If you don't like yourself, how do you expect anyone to ever like you?
29. Piercings: On my ear.
30. Tattoos: Don't have any.

FIRSTS :
31. First surgery: Probably when I slipped and knocked my head against the bottom of the sliding door when I was young and I know I had stitches.
32. First piercing: Ears.

33. First best friend: Best friend.. Jiawen?

YOUR FUTURE :
34. Get married: If I find someone, yeah.
35. Career: I'd like to do business. Not for the money. I have bigger dreams than that but I won't disclose it here.

WHICH IS BETTER:
36. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
37. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
38. Romantic or spontaneous: I think a mix of both would be good. Am I being too greedy? Well too bad.
39. Nice abs or nice arms: No special preference for this I suppose. How about both?

HAVE YOU EVER:
40. Had sex on first date: Nope.
41. Broken someone’s heart: How would I know? Ask them, not me.
42. Turned someone down: Yeah.
43. Fallen for a friend: Yeah, isn't that how it always starts?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
44. Yourself: Of course. You can't do anything if you don't believe.
45. Love at first sight: It definitely contributes though it's not everything. You're lying if you say the first impression isn't important.
46. Heaven: Maybe.
47. Kiss on the first date: Hmm I guess not. It'll appear to be like the guy only wants you for.. er physical conquest.
48. Angels: Not really. I don't know.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
49. Ever cheated on somebody: Nope. I'm not that kind of girl.
50. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: There were many times when I was happier in the past, but no I wouldn't go back in time at all.
51. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: For 2009, I don't know. It wasn't exactly a good year for me. Maybe my birthday.
52. Are you afraid of falling in love: Not really.

2010-12-18T21:35:00.003+08:00

I just changed my template! It looks awesome, or so I think. Notice all the quotes on the banner! My favourite part of this new blogskin is getting to use song lyrics because I'm a huge fan of song lyrics yay k bye. I'm super tired but I'm going back to blogging on my livejournal about life. :D

2010-12-16T00:43:00.001+08:00

Sushi tei with the IB people. :D

Pohhui, Janice, Xintian. :D
At sentosa afterwards with Janice and Pohhui!
Janice! :)
Pohhui! :)
Okay bye. Yes, I'm having the time of my life. I'm also working by the way.

2010-12-14T00:19:00.002+08:00

With Jocelyn at Koba. :D

With Jocelyn, Yanling and Evelyn at the arcade! Where we spent a lot of money and time playing the kiapkiap thing HAHA.
MOF for dessert! :D
Awesome people. Looking forward to our KL trip in Jan and Taipei trip in March. :D

2010-12-06T15:42:00.002+08:00

Picspam from my awesome weekend!! Town with Yanling and International Volunteer Day with Janice, Xintian and Ian! :)

The stitch dressed in leopard prints!

More stitches.
With Yanling at Ion.
Getting food at taka!!!
Janice, XT and Ian plus MBS in the background. :)
I think the sunset looks very pretty.
My awesome sunglasses and starbucks tumbler from Janice last year.
Janice, XT and I with Ian's favourite octopus in the background.
Met Yeeni and Jiaqi!! :)
At the concert area with Ian, Janice and XT. :)
Okay that is all, bye!!!

2010-11-26T21:34:00.004+08:00

Photos in no particular order. Except for the first two because they're the .4 girls and class photo respectively. The rest are completely random and by no means by preference because the photo uploader is slow and it's so difficult to rearrange photos. If your photo is not here, KNOW THAT I STILL LOVE YOU.

So yeah, random photo spam once again while everything is on FB. As usual. Record of happy times!!! Last time I'm saying this. Happy photos from prom, here goes:

The 6.4 girls, without Sam. :)

Class photo on the stage. :)
With David, Ian, XT, Mingann and Alison. Dying feet after prom - at least for the girls.
Arthit, Levia, XT, Janice and I. :)
Alison and Pohhui! :)
David! And his hat. And look who's tall? :D
Tri! Who is leaving all of us for Vietnam soon haha.
Koonhan! I'm the same height as him! After standing on a step with extremely high heels on.
Jeremiah! The only person I knew (unfortunately, not even personally) in ACSI before I got there. My sad life haha.
Yay choir people plus XT! :) No, XT don't worry you're not a choir wannabe. Hahah.
I wanted to upload more! But sorry I need to go back to Harry Potter and the half-blood prince. Re-reading the series! :) K bye!

2010-11-21T01:41:00.005+08:00

600th post here. Photos from the past two days - choir seniors night and shopping with the girls.

In no particular order because I just uploaded randomly. No one reads this and the rest are already on FB anyway.

With the y5 guys. :)

Alto photo! Without Wenxi. (At least those people at seniors night)
Hadi! :)
Girls. Hehehe. ♥
The girls again, with Mr Phua. :)
Janice and Yuen!! And her sunglasses haha.
With Pohhui. :)
Choir girls hehehe.
With XT. In my heaven. :)

Okay bye!

2010-11-17T00:04:00.008+08:00

At dintaifung. Taken from the outside hahaha.

All of us. :D

Trying to camwhore while waiting to go in.

What girls usually do. :D
Monorail to sentosa!
On the beach tram.
Soft sand, me like. :DFailed jumpshot but hey look who's jumping? (Yes that's right, I am)
So yes IB is over. Too many things to do!!! Right, I'm going back to rereading Harry Potter. Continuing with Goblet of Fire now! :D

2010-11-14T15:30:00.003+08:00

Hell yes it's our last paper tomorrow! :)

Can I just say that it has been a fabulous two years? Yeah there were the times when I just wanted out but all in all, I don't regret this two years because I found myself. ♥

2010-10-28T19:56:00.003+08:00

IB exams start in 4 days. Plus with my genius idea to take SAT subject tests together with IB exams because of overlapping subjects, I will be taking a grand total of 16 papers over 10 days, or less. I'm still far from ready, just like how I was before prelims. I want to die now. :(

I realize the last time I posted before prelims, I was feeling screwed because I had 4 days left too. Sigh. I hope things turn out better than I expect it to be.. but I'm positive that I'm not going to do well. :((((

2010-10-10T12:50:00.003+08:00

I'm back to post happy things because that's what my blogger is for. A record of happy things. Though probably no one still visits this. I don't care.

I've made improvements in every subject for prelims and I am positively delighted. It was a pleasant surprise because I thought I screwed it up again this time. I really did screw up certain parts but still! Yeah you may say it's not hard to improve from common tests when I got 26/42 points for common tests. Hey I did jump at least a grade for every subject so yeah teehee.

Now for the IB exams in 22ish more days. 37 days or so till it ends. 36? I'm not sure. Anyway, we all can do it. All the best guys!! :)))

2010-09-09T14:34:00.002+08:00

Time check. Four days to study for prelims, today included. Nowhere near ready. Shucks my life is so screwed up.

2010-08-21T12:44:00.003+08:00

Singing the chorus of look at the world at vivo. :)

And being drowned out by Yuenwai (who was holding the camera) but awesome nevertheless.

P.S. Prelims in 3 weeks. IB exams in 70ish days. Time really flies.

2010-08-13T21:47:00.004+08:00

I'm done with IOC! I got an extract from King Lear. While everyone else seemed to get Owen/Soyinka's poems. Ugh. I spent so much more time on poems too.

Anyway, the point is I'm done and I didn't screw up, yay. :) :)

See shalt thou never thy cruel nails. Yay. At least my extract wasn't difficult, I think.

Only prelims and IB exams left now.

This is home, truly

2010-08-08T17:36:00.009+08:00

Full choir photo after the community singing during the national day celebrations on Friday. :)

Going off for choir outing and clogging the road/bus.
At vivo after we sang at the rooftop. :D
The girls camwhoring! :D
An outing to the zoo. :D
Look at what the girls' photo became hahaha nevermind.
Eating at the foodcourt and just, talking. :D
Choir outing was awesome and yes it's been a wonderful year. But because everyone says this sounds too sad, I shall stop here. And I can't wait for seniors' night. :)

So awesome knowing that everyone loves choir. ♥

Yeah, my life is pretty awesome. :D

2010-08-08T14:34:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow's national day and I miss NDP 2006, everything from the countless practices to bus rides to the stadium, so here are some photos. I didn't take many and that's something I'll regret forever but whatever.

I'll post the photos of national day celebrations and choir outing tomorrow.

Meanwhile, have an awesome national day!!! :)

Amanda!! :)

The 209'06 girls. :)
I'm at the back and I don't know why but I like this photo of me. Maybe it's because this is one of the ONLY photos of me from then. Haha.

Alright see you guys!!

2010-08-05T22:13:00.007+08:00

Uh more FOA photos because I'm still in a choir-ish mood. :)

Post-show camwhoring. :D

Practicing choreography.
During the more formal section of the show.
Photo crashing, yay.
I looked weird but nevertheless, choir y6s 2010. :)
Foooood.
Look at Yuen's flowers and look at mine!!! Hahaha actually I had quite a number too but they look so sad next to Yuen's. Nevermind!!

Tomorrow's national day celebrations and it'll be my last choir performance, I think. I don't know. I don't want it to be but it's not up to me, I guess. I hope tomorrow'll be fun. Plus the choir outing. I hope it happens because it's really the last time all of us can go out together. At least, choir 2010.

Alright, bye!

Sing a song every night and day,

2010-07-31T20:13:00.011+08:00

IB girls during the full dress rehearsal.

With Pohhui, Yuen and Alison before the show. :D

IB altos backstage. ♥ (Horribly taken photo though)

The IB girls before the show. ♥
Choir FOA was awesome. I think we put up a really good show. I think we defied the stereotype that choir concerts are boring stuff when people just fall asleep. We not only had the "best dressed rehearsal in 5 years" this time but it was also definitely the best FOA, ever. Absolutely. When I get the video of in the heights, I'll upload it. Love the choreo. :)

Thank you to the people who came down to watch despite IOC being around the corner. Another thank you for the flowers. I didn't invite anyone except classmates so I didn't really expect all that.

On a less happy note, this is also my last FOA. I'll miss choir. Combined practices. Even the noisy sectionals. Everything. A lot. ♥

Teehee these are the only photos I have right now. I'll upload more here when I get them from Yuen! Yay. :)

2010-07-23T19:46:00.002+08:00

My midyears were a complete disaster, and definitely one of my own making with world cup and all. Nevertheless, I think it's time to move on.

Choir FOA's next week so I guess I'll be really busy next week. IOC's in 20 days and there's so much to do. King Lear and like, 8 poems. Okay nvm need to study for IOC now.

2010-06-07T17:05:00.006+08:00

Remember I said this blog is for happy things? Well, I have something happy today!

The end of focus camp/remedials!!!

Three weeks left. Time to finish our last bio IA, world lit, TOK essay and touch-up econs IAs. Nothing left to do for chem and math except study. CAS is done. TOK OP is done. And thank goodness I don't ever have to touch my EE again.

Can you believe it? I finished an EE in chem okay. Ikr, you should be so proud.

Back to point. Then, it'll be time to study for common tests and IOC.

Five subjects. Shucks, need to stop wasting time.

Note to self: Must learn to write proper topic sentences for each paragraph.

Note to friends: We didn't get eaten by the worst of IB - the mad deadlines in the previous term. So we're going to survive the last bit. Hehehe. :)

My very best friend,

2010-05-28T19:08:00.007+08:00

I figured I'll come back to blogger to post about happy stuff. And now I have photos to share, yay me.

Sam's awesome oreo cake with m&ms!

Empty tray, with a lot of crumbs. (Y)

Cutting the cake. :D
Awww. :D
Yay XT.
Hehehe feasting.
Still feasting, oops.
Now who says IB is sad? Speaking of that, CAS is out of the way. So is TOK OP. For most of us, EE is almost out of the way too. Not many things left now. :D

2010-05-18T21:51:00.001+08:00

This photo looks so happy. Of course. It was taken during the valentine's day singing telegrams we did for choir. :)

2010-05-05T21:33:00.004+08:00

The uber cool recording studio. :D (stole the photos from Sha)

When we got bored of mugging while waiting.

Recording. :D

Photo of me being hardworking while waiting, see!

Yes that's right, I'm still alive. No need to worry. Lots to do, not enough sleep, dying. Actually, I sleep a lot but never mind. Not enough sleep nevertheless.

You're my true, true friend

2010-04-23T22:55:00.004+08:00

We're the recording choir for the SYF opening ceremony this year. Going to go down to the studio next week. Lots of stuff next week. Die.

Oh today I went to Ikea for dinner with Janice. Met lots of people, teachers included. Hahaha.

Promise me you'll stay beyond the sunrise,

2010-04-18T20:05:00.004+08:00

One of my random updates. (Go friend me on livejournal)

Had complimentary tickets to S.H.E's concert last night. I think it was awesome. They're great live singers and they can dance. They're very natural too. Hebe's so pretty and cute and her voice is awesomeeee. Hehehe.

Still being flooded with work to do. Meh.

Lost without you,

2010-04-01T22:46:00.005+08:00

Oops, I forgot about blogger.

Choir camp 2010, song composition competition thing. My group. :D

Alison's stuffed toys from the primers' den. :D
Yay my group. Go watch the video if you haven't already.
Choir girls. ♥

Okay bye, I'll blog again another time. Or rather spam photos, not blog. See you!!

P.S. TOK OP is done hahahahha IB, I'm almost done with you now.

2010-03-25T23:40:00.003+08:00

Choir camp tomorrow, how exciting. And TOK presentation in a few days. Feeling kind of sick, don't know why. Oh well.

Because my dreams are bursting at the seams,

2010-03-18T17:49:00.004+08:00

This warped idea of friendship. Friendship was never meant to be something that crumbles away in the face of a paper chase. Sure, we all have our own selfish goals and pride. But friends are friends. A friend is supposed to walk in when the rest of the world walks out. Will you do that?

Love my friends. I have so many people to thank. Not just from IB but outside of it as well. I'm a lucky girl because I've always had people who'd help me out when I needed help most.

Escapism, parallel plots, betrayals, deceit.

So young, but true.

2010-03-10T21:22:00.001+08:00

I procrastinate all day and yet I whine about not getting enough sleep. MLIIB.

There's no place left to go,

2010-03-07T13:56:00.003+08:00

Please don't let history repeat itself. You know how bad it felt like to be unable to see any future at all. You know how bad it felt like to be left behind. You know how bad it felt like to hear others speak of things you can hardly even dream about. You know it's not that you can't do it. You know you are capable of much more. You know you'll regret it, so what the heck are you doing? How many more wake up calls do you need?

Just 253 days to do 1230921039120931 things. But who says it's impossible?

There can be miracles, when you believe. And wait, scratch that. Believing itself is not enough. It never is. Still, don't stop believing because it's only when you do, then everything is possible.

P.S. Hold on to that feeling.

Wna pause it, but I can't make it stay

2010-03-05T13:44:00.008+08:00

For the record, stuff that needs to be completed over the weekend/by end of term.

Bio: 1. Worksheets (DRQ/Essay)
2. Prac 21
3. Design prac (Maybe not yet?)
Chem: 1. Design prac (Soon, damn it)
2. A lot of worksheets
Math: 1. Probability
2. Stats
3. File (?)
4. Math port (Soon too, damn it)
EnglishA1: 1. World lit draft
2. Essay
3. IOC on King Lear extracts (x2)
Econs: 1. DRQ
2. Essay (x2)
3. IA 3 final
TOK: 1. OP script and slides
2. Essay draft
EE: 1. Draft (againnnnnn)

Now, it's time to stop failing. Don't want/can't have lousy predicted grades, zomg. IB, bring it on yo. Nanana.

K yes, I hope this is not just all talk, too. I'm in the mood now, and hopefully it'll last.

Love you so,

2010-02-28T16:45:00.003+08:00

From the minute that you got my attention

I was taken and I have to mention

I was trying not to let it show

But I knew that I wasn't gna let you go

From the way that you came right to me

Looking all hot with the style that threw me

No one would've ever known it

You would be the one who'd take this heart and hold it

You got that extraordinary way

Got to be next to you every single day

You do something that I just can't explain

Wna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Boy, I love you so

Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go

Do you know it

Boy, I love you so

Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go

I just want you to know

You can say anything you want to

No stress 'cause I understand you

We got a vibe you can't define

Want everyone know that boy is mine

We won't fight and stop and stare at the way you hold me

You take me there at times

I feel I lose control

Forget everyone but the hand I'm holding

Please know this

I'll always be right here

And you don't have to look

Nowhere else babe

Don't think for a minute

This love will change

Oh you should know that

Boy, I love you so

Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go

Can you feel it

Boy, I love you so

Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go

I just want you to know

I'm walking on sunshine,

2010-02-27T20:10:00.003+08:00

Sometimes all it takes is just for you to have some faith. Put aside the skepticism you've been harboring, maybe you'll start to see the finer details you never noticed before.

D'you know? You know I love you so.

P.S. Camera tomorrow. Time to capture more memories. :)

Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

2010-02-18T21:37:00.002+08:00

Why can't I trust the way I did before?

Selfishness. This sense of deja vu isn't right.

Every little earthquake,

2010-02-14T00:29:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year. Not forgetting, a happy valentine's day.

Never been an expressive person by nature. I can find the words, but I can't ever say it, or even type it. I hope you understand.

So let's put it simply here. Friends, I love you guys and thank you. :)

This year's going to be tough for many of us but we'll pull through. Because we're going to be here for each other.

So what if this world just throws me off the edge,

2010-02-07T20:00:00.002+08:00

When life gives you lemons, make lemonade. Everyone knows this. But if life were that simple, it wouldn't be life. Life doesn't just give you lemons. But what's stopping you from making apple juice out of apples, orange juice out of oranges and okay never mind, I don't know. I'm going crazy.

Change. I don't know what to make of it anymore.

Be my escape.

In midnights, in cups of coffee

2010-02-06T19:06:00.002+08:00

Sup guys, if anyone still reads this. Side note: unless I say so, all updates here are completely random whenever I feel like it just so I can click on archives, and I still have no intention of blogging here regularly. :)

Life's been busy. Choir's been hectic. I've probably had my fair share of downs because work is piling up exponentially. I really don't see how I'm ever going to graduate but never mind. Things will work out somehow. I've been happy too and I guess that's what counts. :)

Friends have been awesome. People who've been talking to me, cheering me up. People who believe in me. You'll know who you are.

Okay it's February. Time is flying by and I need to work much harder than this. :/ halp.

Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes, how do you measure, measure a year? Seasons of love.

2010-01-17T17:20:00.002+08:00

HI EVERYONE, IT'S 2010!

And I'm still not going to blog here but you can follow me on livejournal if you know me and I know you. :)

If you don't, don't bother trying because I don't add unknown people. Hahaha.

My point of blogging here.. well, happy new year and have an awesome 2010 guys! :D

So many things are awaiting us this year heh.

P.S. Template still screwed, still too lazy to figure it out.

You're the definition of a life I would be missing,

2009-12-28T21:44:00.004+08:00

Ian says:
*why dont we ever get snowdays in singapore
*its not fair
Cheryl; life. says:
*really meh
*hahha it's good in a way
Ian says:
*haha rly. 1 day off in addition to drong's random holidays!!!
*why not??
*haha
Cheryl; life. says:
*cos later
*my ee screws up
*i'm doing temperature LOL
Ian says:
*HAHA

On a side note, do visit http://www.mylifeisib.co.cc/. It's quite awesome hahaha. Okay I know this is my first here post in months. Bye!

P.S. My template's kind of weird now but I don't intend to blog here on a regular basis so I'm too lazy to figure it out. Too bad. :)

Choir is the love

2009-08-16T16:32:00.019+08:00

Photo spam! :)

Combined choir during finale. :D

The glass windows at the chapel.

Camwhoring before the first half with MingAnn and Yuenwai.

Some of the first half girls. :)

Alison, Janice, MingAnn, Yuenwai, Pohhui my dearest choir girls. :D

Pohhui and I with Gabriel! The dancers are so awesome okay! :D Oh, and he's an awesome alto too haha.

Backstage with Pohhui, Janice, Hadi and the girls' lollipops! Awesome dancer again. :( I want to danceee!

The 5.4 people who came down to support plus Melody, Alison and Pohhui. Love them much. :D

The ever so awesome NH people who came down. Damien, Jamie, Evelyn, Jingwei, Liangjie, Ian and Yanling. Lovelovelove! :D

At Frolick after the performance.

Besties, Liangjie and Jamie. :D

Buddy! P:

Okay the end of my photo spam. Go to facebook for more photos. And I don't know if I'm coming back to blogger. Haha.

I love choir!! :D You guys are damn awesome and yay choir FOA was the awesome-st. I'll miss all our practices, sectionals and every little thing.

All the songs are damn cool k. Love the combined songs - tequiero, wicked, everybody rejoices. Going to miss the bimbotic moments with the girls - lollipop. The IB songs - witness, shenandoah. And the sec sch songs are great too. Heh k bye.

When I have nothing left to prove,

2009-06-23T21:36:00.003+08:00

I think I might consider shutting this blog down and moving to livejournal. But I'll need a pretty layout first.

I've been trying to breathe, but I'm fighting for air
I'm at an all time low with no place to go

Don't you judge by the cover,

2009-06-22T02:39:00.008+08:00

I felt like updating on swine flu so here I am.

Important disclaimer:
This is merely the childish thoughts of a going-seventeen year old student whose opinions truly do not matter. You don't need to bother reading. :)

Singapore has 142 cases right now. Yes, this number can be trusted because I actually read the news. I know, you're so amazed. Hahaha okay fine, I read news selectively.

Anyway the point is that I remember before our WOW trips, Taiwan had 10 cases. Now, Taiwan only has 61 cases while Singapore has managed like, 3 to 142.

Honestly, how is the situation under control? I don't see how it is. Plus, with students carrying the virus going to school?

School's definitely the perfect breeding ground for H1N1, especially since the virus seems to affect more teenagers according to the age breakdown.

It doesn't help that JCs plus ACSI are having exams when school reopens. We're all going to be enclosed in a room. Plus air-conditioned, enclosed school compound.

Did I mention that I just heard even Malaysia's closing some schools? And Malaysia only has 50 cases now.

Just extend the holidays by a week already.

Tata.

(edited @ 6.48pm)
Okay, so schools are going to reopen as per normal. You can read the news here. This is so stupid.

Seems like the world is crashing at my feet,

2009-06-21T02:20:00.003+08:00

My internet's really screwed up these days. It's so slow that I can't stand being on facebook. That's annoying yet good, in a way?

Ashley Tisdale's new album is pretty cool. I love her new look. She looks so much better now. :)

Yay, love being up with Jocelyn till 5am everyday. Haha.

Homecoming, I'm coming, my sweet mistake

2009-06-18T23:41:00.007+08:00

Went over to limbang today to meet Rachel, AmandaN and Jingwei.

I love random talk with them. A year ago we were there, at the same place, we talked about our future. Today we were there, and we talked about the future even further away.

We happened to talk about a JC for Nanhua. Well, yeah. Nanhua JC. They said they'd definitely go there. Despite that horrible name (I mean seriously, NHJC o_o), I think I would too. Okay, maybe it will depend.

"But I'm still hot. I'm like a chilli." Ahem.

These people. They were my past, are my present and will be my future.

I read somewhere online. Someone mentioned if they were to ask an American "Which school were you from?", he/she would name his/her university whereas if you ask a Singaporean the same thing, he/she would name his/her secondary school, like say.. ACS, instead of NUS or whatever.

I guess, the strongest bonds formed will be those with the people from secondary school. Maybe it's the four years together that makes a difference? Or.. I don't know.

Whatever it is, hopefully, this two years will get better.

I'm coming back for more

Don't let your heart go

Please don't walk away

Make your heart drop and come alive,

2009-06-17T02:32:00.004+08:00

Rachel, Amanda Ng, Cynthia
Yanling, Jocelyn, Rachel
What is impossible? When you dare to dream, all else doesn't matter anymore because you'll make it, somehow. And if you think that's rubbish, just watch me. :)

OMGWTHNYC!

Let's make a scene, like the movies in our dreams

2009-06-16T00:49:00.002+08:00

Today, or rather yesterday.. over at Amanda's house for her surprise birthday party.

It was just another 409 gathering with a lot of eating involved. After which we all ended up in her room, watching gossip girl. Yes, with the guys too. It was awesome.

409 is great. I know, right? :)

Dear books, study guides, notes and all

I know, I've been ignoring you for quite some time. I'm so sorry if you've been feeling neglected. You know I didn't mean it. Forgive me. Please don't give up on me, not yet.

Because I'm back for you now.

Love, Cheryl

Why not take a star from the sky,

2009-06-14T13:09:00.012+08:00

First off, happy belated birthday Ashleigh Choo! Meeting 409, and 209 people was great. I guess it did feel like everything was different at first, but it was fine. After a while, I knew nothing was different. They're still the people I love.

Ashleigh's present was awesome. It caused a snowstorm. How cool is that?

Oh, and yesterday I almost missed the last bus home. Horrible.

Photo spam!!

Yanling and Ale, my dearests

Something funny happened but I can't remember what.
The girls.. Yining, Cynthia, Amanda Ng, Cheryl, Yanling plus an Ashleigh

Eugene Lee (friend for.. 9 years!), Cheryl, Damien buddy

Ian Barbarella Bimbo Choi (oh damn he's going to kill me when he sees this, if he does) and Ashleigh

I like this group photo

Another random one

Jamie and Emelia

Yanling, Ale, Amanda

Today's Sunday. Today marks the end of week 2 of my long-awaited holidays. The thought is depressing but on the brighter side, over the next 2 weeks, I'll get to spend more time with the dearest people in my life.

Hi ex-wifey!

Turn it up, it's five minutes to midnight

2009-06-13T13:36:00.003+08:00

An update with my life, I'm going out soon.

These few days, I finally feel like I'm having the holidays I've waited for since forever.

I really gotta do better than this. Yes, Hoho and I are going to be roomies. We can do this. Then we'd be able to have a storage of food and eat and mug together everyday. ♥

Talking about everyday, I can't wait for the next two weeks. They're going to be so awesome. I still can't figure what I'd do without all of you.

Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity

2009-06-10T23:01:00.003+08:00

Today, there was choir. Unfortunately though, it was only the IB side and the secondary side wasn't there. Ahhhhhhh I really need them around, they're super pro. Hahaha.

Hi Pohhui, I super love you!! And.. :D HIIIII DO YOU HAVE A FACEBOOK?!

Met up with Jiawen after a million years after choir and we had a chitchat session.

I miss you my 409 olevel mugging gang. I can't wait to see you guys everyday. Omg I'm so excited. JE 9.30am everyday from next week onwards!! Hilarious hazelnuts, milkshakes and chicken chunks! Love.

I wish the holidays would last forever.

On the brighter side, choir is getting more interesting because the song sounds pretty awesome and I can't wait for combined practice. Awesome song!!!

Don't know much about your world,

2009-06-08T22:58:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was dinner at Swensens and random shopping at night with the cool people. Janice, Astika, MingAnn, Koonhan, Stewart.

Today was KAP with the awesome people. Jingwei, Ian Choi, Jocelyn, Nigel. Gladys and Yuxuan joined for a bit too.

Hahaha life is great. Pictures when I can be bothered to upload them to the com.

For now, be very amused, for I have a video to share. Presenting to you 5.4's chinese oral. (My few minutes of fame!)

Click here to watch!! Alternatively, go to facebook HAHA.

Holding on, the days drag on

2009-06-08T00:47:00.012+08:00

I will finally blog about WOW trip to Halong Bay, Vietnam now!!

Actually, no. I'll just spam photos. And I'll blog more about today's (or should I say yesterday's?) outing tomorrow (later?).

5d4n on the ecoboat, Halong bay. 2 nights at Hanoi hotel. No doubt the conditions were bad compared to here but I guess it was good to step out of our comfort zones. And the friends made it better. Now that I look at all the photos, I really did enjoy myself then.

Summary of activities: 8km hike, 200m vertical climb, kayaking, mangrove planting, visit to school.

PHOTO TIME BECAUSE I CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO TYPE ANYMORE HEHEH. In no particular order, am just randomly posting. For the rest, just go logon to facebook.

My friends, hearts. :D
At the airport with the awesomest people.
When we hiked to the village to climb navy peak.Upper deck of the ecoboat, our home for five days.
In the cave we visited.
On navy peak. Can't believe I made it all the way up, and down. Hahah.
Kayaking, with flying fish. My favourite!! Seriously.
Mangrove planting, which I'm utterly hopeless at.
Farmers!!! This is awesome, me like. Rear cows. Yay.At the school and the girls we played with.
Tata, I might post more photos if I ever feel like it next time! :)

Everything, everything makes me think of you

2009-06-05T21:32:00.008+08:00

Hey people, I'm back (if anyone still reads this) and I finally have photos from a long time ago. Since I am way too lazy to blog about Vietnam right now, I'm just going to upload those photos.

Alison. :)

Back when this person used to be my idol.

Alright, I'll post about Vietnam soon. Heheh. With the pictures, when I get them.

Remember when we stole the night,

2009-05-29T22:50:00.004+08:00

I'm off for wow at Halong Bay, Vietnam tomorrow morning with 5.4. Will be back on 5 June.

Might set a pre-post or two. Depends if I can be bothered to later. Heheh, I hope it's going to be fun. After all, it's with some awesome people. Will take more photos!!

Oh, let's talk about school today. We had no lessons. We had a class party for Usha because she was leaving us. I failed econs, I feel so sorry for my uber nice teacher but so did everyone. I guess 9/20 is not bad. HAHAH. And almost a grade 6 for English, am damn pro.

Yeah, I only like to blog about all the pro stuff about me. Hahahaha, bye. See you in 7 days.

Another heart calls

On the outside looking in,

2009-05-28T19:17:00.009+08:00

Pohhui, XT, J, Tri, David
The three initial SL history students

J and Sam

Rest of the photos up on facebook soon. Group 4 project for our group went pretty well. With us talking to the weirdest things and then with 'Daphne' and 'Danny'. Teehee, I am going to Vietnam in two days!! :)

I ♥ these awesome people. The reasons I go to school for.

Life is a maze and love is a riddle,

2009-05-26T19:25:00.004+08:00

I had to just be so lucky to have a mound of wet tissue fall on my head while walking.

You fail terribly in your life. You fail to have the character many other people do. Nowhere near. At this rate, never will be. You need to get a life.

Anyway, I have good friends. I am so sorry if I am being mean. Haha I still love you all.

As deep as I need you, you wna leave it all

2009-05-24T12:36:00.005+08:00

P.S. A note to all you awesome people reading: do me a favour and click the advertisement on the header above. Thanks, I give you love. :)

My body clock's so screwed up k. I ended up sleeping the whole night and only woke up in the wee hours of the morning. Then I went to sleep at 5am again. Hahaha wow trip would be such a torture, having to sleep early and wake up early all the time.

Yesterday was spent tutoring at ACSJ and ACSI (International). ACS Int's funfair was pretty good. XT, PH and I met Georgie. Oh, they had so much food and stuff for sale. Didn't bother playing any games because we didn't want to waste the money. We have a whole bag of cookies and random food stuff for the class.

Now, it's time to get back to math port. I will be done with this early tonight or something. I will not stay up just to finish up. I don't want to be late for school any more times. It's like, not even half a year and I've chalked up for myself a record breaking all my previous latecoming records at Nanhua.

Hahaha, can't believe the weekend's almost over, once again.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you,

2009-05-21T18:12:00.006+08:00

Hahaha cool facebook quiz, click to read.
Today, school was from 7.30 to 4.40 and yet, we only had 20minutes of proper lessons.

The bio olympiad teacher knows my name zomg, I must be an outstanding student. Not. Hahahha, maybe next time.

Astika: We have some changes, you know? (Referring to group 4)
David: What changes? Only pokemon what!

Hahahahaha, genius.

Feel like sleeping.

Standing by and waiting at your back door

All this time, how could you not know

Baby, you belong with me

But no, I'm not breaking

2009-05-19T17:52:00.011+08:00

Heyho you all!

I am so tired and I have so much to do. Hahaha math portfolio is such fun though. Not colluding kthx. It's probably going to be my greatest mathematical achievement to date.

(L)

Heheheh. Current to-do list:

1. Bio IA 9, 10, 11 (coming soon)
2. Chem IA 8, 9
3. Math portfolio
4. EnglishA1 IOP topic
5. TOK reflections
6. Study chem (periodicity)
7. EnglishA1 IOP script (?)
8. Chemistry EE proposal

Priorities, anyway.

(edit @ 10.38pm)
Oh I forgot to mention, my poor eraser was so stressed last night. It lost so much weight. The poor little dear has never been so abused before. Reason being math port, of course. Linking TOK in, I conclude that math has no ethics. It doesn't even let a poor eraser off.

For your benefit if you didn't know, I have to write a TOK reflection on mathematics and/or ethics.

Hahahaha I apologize for my incessant ramblings here, IB has driven me mad, I come up with really lame stuff.

Alrighty, going to sleep early today! By early, I mean 11ish.

The struggles I'm facing, the chances I'm taking

2009-05-18T19:47:00.005+08:00

Today, I am a happy girl because I met up with Ale, Ian (the BBC) and Jocelyn.

Today, I am a happy girl because mock IOP is over and I did reasonably well.

Today, I am a happy girl because I handed in my econs IA final draft. It definitely was far from good but I tried my best.

Today, I am a happy girl because I survived the chem prac without breaking the crucible or burning myself.

Today, I am a happy girl because I am on my way to solving math port. Sort of. I hope so. Anyway, I really have to solve it soon, ugh.

Today, I am a happy girl because everyone loves me.

Jiayou, jiayou people. We can survive these two years. Listen to The Climb by Miley Cyrus. :)

Nice knowing you but there's the door,

2009-05-15T20:20:00.008+08:00

It's Friday night and I have a busy weekend ahead! Oh, what's new?

Hahahhahaha the sms from Ashleigh this morning was so awesome, because for once someone in JC actually knows how busy I am when they ask me to go for gatherings or stuff like that.

School was annoying. I hope I didn't screw my chances of a grade 7 for chinese B because of going for oral with Janice unprepared and speaking on the spot. And I feel damn bad I stained the micropipette thing red. Roar omg, I hope they don't kill me. Argh. :(

Okay, ignore all the annoying parts about school. Let's move on. Chemistry olympiad training after school was more awesome. We sat in for a year 6 lecture by George Chong. I freaking understand everything better than periodicity, I think.

Too bad I can't say the same for bio. I missed the olympiad lecture on immunity today for bio oly because of chem. I'll probably either have to study on my own or drop BO.

Cabbed down to ACSJ with Xintian and Melody and we were super late. Made Keefe and the HODs (oops) wait for quite a while. Had dinner with Melody before coming home.

And oh, I met a junior from NH on the bus home. So cool right. Hahahhaha.

Okay, time for my to-do list this weekend. Things I definitely must do and cannot put off. Btw I have like 4 IAs + 1 IOP okay.

1. Bio IA 9
2. Econs IA 1 final draft
3. EnglishA1 Mock IOP slides
4. HL Math portfolio
5. Chem EE topic
6. Read bio (immunity)
7. Chemistry olympiad worksheet
8. Study chem (periodicity)
9. Ahhhh I don't know!!

Overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form,

2009-05-12T18:33:00.005+08:00

Just to update on my insanely busy life before I sleep. And wake up again to do econs later on. (Of course, how can I possibly have the time to sleep when it's only evening? Doesn't sound right, does it?)

Econs test tomorrow.
Bio IA 7 overdue.
Bio IA 9 due soon.
Math portfolio lecture and task tomorrow.
Econs IA final draft due Friday.
Chinese oral on Friday.
English Mock IOP on Monday.
Chem EE topic ASAP.

Yadayada, I bet there's more. Only that I can't recall at the moment. Hahahaha BOCO + Englit FTW!!

Having a freaking migrane, shall go nap before I die.

He's not like all them other boys,

2009-05-10T13:59:00.005+08:00

I love you guys, though this is like.. a less than half of the class photo.
And I miss our very auntie queueing outside glass doors, fighting for tables in the library weekends.

Do you remember?

Happy mother's day, mother Goh!! HAHAHAHA.

You're so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal,

2009-05-08T21:58:00.010+08:00

At the tea chapter thing. And my signature pose.
Still camwhoring in the train.

Our ben&jerry's waffle!! Awesome to the power of infinity.

People really annoy me. Nothing gives you the right to judge others. Alright, I shall stop being mean. Still, doesn't change the fact that one day I'm going to murder all of the asdfghjkl.

Anyway, yes. 45 points, dean's list, BOCO. Show those asdfghjkl.

Moving on to happier topics, I had a great time with the girls. :)

I wish you would just be real with me.

I don't ever wna let go, I hope that you see

2009-05-07T22:01:00.005+08:00

Random photos from my webcam with Janice, Xintian and Pohhui.

Even though I only finished my econs IA first draft yesterday at 2.30am and I have 2 bio IAs to do tonight, school hasn't been all that bad.

In fact, I've been surviving. More or less.

More photos after tomorrow (yay, can't wait!!) and when I get some from Mervyn!!

Photos make me insanely happy and I stop being annoyed. The service at KAP was really bad today, not to mention their lousy wireless. I'm going to boycott that place already.

Waking up I see that everything is okay,

2009-05-06T16:52:00.004+08:00

Passed my math test!!!!!

That being said, I still have 3 IAs overdue. And I realize from now on, I'll be having to juggle studies, choir, MUN, boco and tutoring.

But I have faith in me. Is there anything I can't do? Course not, you wait and see.

Full steam ahead, I say! Love you, you dear girls.

I'll love you more with every breath,

2009-05-04T18:15:00.004+08:00

I HAVE MY MOCK IOP TOPIC ALREADY!

Muahaha, so that's one thing out of the way. About a hundred more (hyperbole) to go.

Life is really depressing. I am cursed for life.

Math is eating me up. Joy to the world.

All of the light just fades away,

2009-05-03T13:07:00.014+08:00

Pink laptop. Go be jealous, muahaha. :)

I thought I'd blog once a week or something of that sort.

I still feel more stupid and lazy than ever. I feel like a joke. BOCO makes me crazy high but deep inside I know, I don't belong there. What to do!!!

Cheryl, ♥ says:
i would like to be quarantined
Cheryl, ♥ says:
for 3 days.
I N D I V I D U A L I S T [And her life is a profound simplicity] says:
i want to contract swine flu
Cheryl, ♥ says:
then i'll miss all the deadlines for chem ia bio ia econs ia and maths test.

Look at what school has done to us, poor souls.

Then again, you can't blame us. We're in the most hardcore class in the most hardcore combi (BCME+lit+cl) in the most hardcore school there is. Quote someone else "We're on a suicide mission."

Totally. I feel like I'm playing survivor.

One and two-third years more to go. It seems like an eternity.

FML. Oh wait, life's not worth this rubbish.

Alrighty, shall get started on the damned chem IA. Haven't touched my bio plus econs IAs yet. IAs, be damned!

2009-04-27T22:17:00.009+08:00

IB killed Cheryl.

Hiatus;

Till I stop handing in work late, or till I get a decent social life to blog about. (Aka never)

But you're not real anymore. My only motivation now, shall be BOCO. And of course XT, Janice and.. you'll know who you are.

www.ibquotes.com

2009-04-26T01:38:00.006+08:00

I am so amused by this website that I'll help them advertise. Hahahaha.

http://www.ibquotes.com/ is a stress-relief for IB students, and a reason to procrastinate while still feeling like you're doing something IB related.

*sung to the tune of the 12 days of christmas*
On the first day of IB my teachers gave to me ...
12 examinations
11 long equations
10 mental breakdowns
9 questions begging
8 textbooks slamming
7 days of working
6 broken pencils
5 PAPER 3s!
4 thousand words
3 hours sleep
2 broken wrists
AND A LOUSY MARK THAT KILLED ME!!!

LOL this website is awesome. I have another I took off facebook!

The International Baccalaureate Diploma Program is also known to have made
students who once felt quite smart to feel quite stupid.

Shall end off with another:

This is IB, you may pick 2 of the following:
1. Good Grades
2. Enough Sleep
3. A Social Life

In case you didn't notice, I even credited my source (http://www.ibquotes.com/ and http://www.facebook.com/ just search for IB, HAHA).

See, I'm an IB-er through and through. Oh dear.

Keep me in your heart and I'll appear,

2009-04-25T21:35:00.008+08:00

Before you see the photos below, keep in mind I look pretty screwed (oxymoron? lol!). But because it's 409, I don't care and I'm going to post the photos up ANYWAY. Heheh.

I didn't take photos with a lot of people, like the guys, because I didn't bring my own camera!! I didn't take with buddy. Omg do you see this buddy, must take photo on Sunday!

409 class photo! Minus a few people who were also there, I think.
Ian and the girls.

Aaaand still the girls.

Cynthia Wee!!! :D

Ashleigh and the girls. I look damn black right. Never going to stand with Waner again HAHAHA.

Jocelyn!! :D Hahhaha and yeah, that's the RJ blazer, yes stop talking.

Amanda Ng!!! :D

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side,

2009-04-25T12:54:00.007+08:00

Walk ACS walk was great in the beginning, walking with some people. We were the last to finish because we stopped at mac. Hahaha.

Anyway, 4km walk, I'm so proud of myself.

Was so freaking annoyed when some guys + Ian attacked me with hairspray though. It isn't even just one spray or a bit or anything of that sort. Bloody hell, everyone could see how annoyed I was. I'd have been fine with it but the point is, I'm meeting my friend. And now my shirt is effing stained with a blue patch, so is my nail. Water isn't removing it. Fish.

I don't care if I'm going to be labelled as a spoilsport and be an outcast or something. Like seriously, wtf so inconsiderate. I really can't be bothered anymore. I'm not even going to try anymore.

Fyi right, I don't curse and when I do, you'll know I'm really pissed k. HAHAHAHA.

Can't wait for like 500ish days later.

I still wish I had all my 409 people with me now. Life would be so different. Yes, I'm a little too not over you. And I'm never going to get over you.

And so I am proclaiming my annoyance here. Pfft.

Hopefully, 409 will still remember each other, forever and always. I want to be one of those classes that still have gatherings many years down the road. I don't want things to ever change. I have faith that we will be.

Let's work hard together k, 409. Prove that we're not the most awesome class for nothing. Nothing's going to tear us apart. Distance is no exception.

Can't believe NH is a band one school. Must've been us.

Pray it won't fade away,

2009-04-24T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hahaha I am in a strangely good mood though it's past midnight. I can't string proper sentences together anymore because my brain is fried so I'm just going to summarize my good day.

BOCO!! I met Mervyn who is as crazy as me. This is so amusing. Omg if only he was in .4, it'd be damn fun.

Stoned around with Dekguan because there was seemingly no MUN before going back to NH with Jeremiah.

Speech day was awesome because more than half the class was there and one-third the class had awards. I'll let the photos do the talking when I get the photos. :)

Forever and always.

You said no star was out of reach,

2009-04-23T22:19:00.002+08:00

I am freakishly tired but I have to finish my econs IA outline tonight.

I've been staring blankly at the screen, with nothing coming to mind. Same goes for my IA. I'm dead. I need some inspiration, and quick too.

You were my strength when I was weak

I am everything I am, because you loved me

People in love, their hearts get eaten

2009-04-22T16:16:00.002+08:00

Slept at 2am finding econs article. Omg, I feel damn bad. Janice, I'm so sorry!! :(

Signed up for chem olympiad. I think we are crazy people.

And I know what you're thinking. "She's never going to make it". Well you can get those thoughts out of your mind because I am going to make it through this year.

Not only make it through, I'm going to be awesome. So are you people k, Janice and Xintian.

:)

And I wish you the best on your way,

2009-04-21T17:44:00.004+08:00

I find that I'm beginning to be listening in class. And I am actually managing to stay awake in lessons that are an hour long (or longer).

I know, I rock right?

On a side note, I didn't go for B&J's free cone day. I am really, really sorry k! To my two favourite guys in the world (Ben and Jerry), I'm so sorry, I still love you most and you know it.

Kay, I'm finally going to start clearing some work. Too much's piling up. I owe three chinese essays already. Let's not even get started on IAs and studying for tests.

Fellow IB-ers going back for NH speech day, let's do Huck Finn together!! :)

With love. :D

Now and for always, I give you all of me

2009-04-20T18:37:00.007+08:00

Hey, my life is screwed up. Just a few updates.

1. I can't run to save my life, everyone knows that.

2. Bio IA due soon and I still can't figure out error bars, confidence intervals and shit like that.

3. My chem EE topic got rejected.

4. For chem EE, we have to present our proposals in front of a panel of teachers and keep doing that until our supervisor approves our topic.

5. Chem test this week. Math and econs test to do.

6. Week 6 (which is next week) to week 8 is class tests.

7. WOW trip is coming, shitzzz.

8. After june holidays, it's going to be midyears.

9. I owe homework from a month ago.

10. Ahhhh I don't know, I don't want to think anymore. Basically I'm damn screwed.

Dumdiddydum, I need to read Huck Finn up to chapter 21 today and I'm only at chapter 8 now. I think I can't sleep at all tonight.

请你一定要比我幸福

(edit @ 10.10pm)
OMG SCRATCH ALL THAT ABOUT ME AND MY DEPRESSING LIFE. I AM EXTREMELY HIGH NOW. A RARE SIGHT.

BECAUSE I HAVE A SAVIOR!!!! HAHAHHAHAHA I am amusing myself.

When was the last time you really laughed?
at my convo with CHERYL because it is amusing how we've changed. in many ways, such as our tolerance for homework

That's right, my savior's note.

This heart of stone will sing till it dies,

2009-04-19T02:15:00.010+08:00

Today is Sunday and I am utterly depressed because it's the time of the week to be rushing homework. And I have to prepare to drag myself back to school for another brand new week.

Things to do today:
~~1) Chem IA~~ Ooh, 8 pages long typewritten
2) Bio IA
3) Econs IA
~~4) Chem EE~~ Somewhat? Hahaha yay :)
5) Chinese
6) Math functions, transformation & inequalities
7) Chem assignment 2a
8) Read Huck Finn

This is absolutely impossible. I'm already ignoring a lot of other work and yet, the list is as long as ever. I need to motivate myself.

So, let me introduce the love of my life.

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...

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...

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Haha yeah, I wish. :(

如果能再遇见你把你抱紧

2009-04-18T19:30:00.002+08:00

听到我的电话响了一声就暂停
会不会是你我总怀疑
因为这原因心情不稳定

我们之间的问题是我不相信你
敏感又多心怕你变了心
因为爱你害怕失去你

爱的天气总是阴晴不定
爱的情绪也在欢笑中哭泣

Baby 想对你说声对不起
用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意

如果没有你我的世界只剩回忆
每天只面对孤寂
已来不及再说我爱你

自从那天分手後停不住泪滴
想念一个人能忘记自己
让我爱你什麽都愿意

如果能再遇见你把你抱紧
从此不分离绝不放弃
我要告诉你
Baby I'm sorry

Teeheehee I'm in the mood for sad chinese songs. If you have any nice ones, do share with me. Thanks and bye.

Spell out the lyrics to love in the sky,

2009-04-17T17:04:00.004+08:00

Yo yo yo, it's Friday!

I've got the whole weekend to catch up on sleep now, yay.

Friends, they're everywhere. But eventually, most of them aren't there when you need them. Most of them don't care what you're going through. Not that it's a bad thing. That's how you know, who are the friends worth your love.

I'm not getting used to life now, still. I hope friends will make these two years better for me though.

Nothing but a stepping stone to greater and better things. Hmm?

P.S. I am bimbotic ttm! I have a pink phone and want to get a pink laptop. Yay me. That being said, I'm only bimbotic and not a bimbo because I am smart.

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better,

2009-04-16T22:51:00.006+08:00

We're cool like that. The cool classroom (and this isn't even all). Cuz you know you ain't cooler than this:

Janice, Xintian, Samantha. The awesome girls, I ♥.

Hmm. I am incredibly bored, and still tired though I've been sleeping since I came home from school. Yeah, I need to start sleeping at proper times, like when normal people do. Oh no.

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone.

Got me out here in the water so deep,

2009-04-15T23:37:00.005+08:00

Hello, I am happy and full of love! Grade 6 for English A1! Hahahaha isn't that like, so awesome? I know a lot of people got like 6s and 7s but I don't really care. I'm just going to live in self-denial and think that my literature is actually very good.

I am still going to harp on the fact that I have had no literature background.

I don't know who the heck keeps trying to tag on my tagboard without their own names. Just so you know, you are an epic fail and you should give up. Because I know I am loved by everyone already. I don't need you to tell me that k. Thanks for trying though. :)

P.S. I don't even know why you'd bother to read my blog because I don't blog about much interesting stuff at all. Hahaha suit yourself if you have nothing better to do with your life.

(edited @ 1.36am)
Oh no. Lots of stuff due over the next few weeks, like my chem EE proposal and econs IA. The CAS forms are being a bitch to re-type out.

Class tests are also from week 6 to 8, if I'm not wrong. Must get at least 60% for math or I'd be screwed, omg how is that even possible? I am a mere human. :(

如果我们继续向前走进雨里面

2009-04-14T17:56:00.004+08:00

Heheh I love you. ♥

Like one of those bad dreams when you can't wake up,

2009-04-13T19:03:00.008+08:00

I broke my own record by being extremely late today, walking into chapel at 8am. I swear, there was a jam okay, I left my house at the usual time. And there is no way I'll do CWO because of this. It is so not my fault!!

Heehee, today's chem prac went really well for a change. Other than the faulty pipette filler. I want to do titration for the rest of my life. I think I'll do chemistry EE. Shall hunt for topic soon. Uh either way, I'll be doing a science EE. Yes, I'm such a geek. 8-)

Our cupcakes were great. Yay ily guys. Oh, and the bundle of toilet roll (our country for international friendship week is Egypt) on the teachers' table kept making me laugh in the middle of bio. Hahaha.

Meow.

No, I don't believe you

When you say you don't need me anymore

Somehow, somehow I'm gna take that step,

2009-04-12T19:29:00.002+08:00

Haha I'm too lazy to upload photos today. Another time when I'm more free.

Yesterday, I had three hours of sleep because I was up doing chem IA and I had to meet Pohhui in the morning.

Went down to Keefe's church with Pohhui. Met Xintian for lunch and got lost around tp. Made our way to Janice's house to join Astika and MingAnn. Ian and Samantha came later.

Life is great, I still have a bio IA and chem worksheet to do by tomorrow.

I need to sleep tonight. Haha I just aim to finish my work by midnight. Nowadays finishing my work at that time is considered early for me lolloll.

♥CHERYL

You're the sugar in my high

The room's hush hush and now's our moment

After everything, I must confess I need you

We've got a future full of blue skies, blue skies

Dance the night away

This is home, truly

Sing a song every night and day,

My very best friend,

You're my true, true friend

Promise me you'll stay beyond the sunrise,

Lost without you,

Because my dreams are bursting at the seams,

There's no place left to go,

Wna pause it, but I can't make it stay

Love you so,

I'm walking on sunshine,

Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

Every little earthquake,

So what if this world just throws me off the edge,

In midnights, in cups of coffee

You're the definition of a life I would be missing,

Choir is the love

When I have nothing left to prove,

Don't you judge by the cover,

Seems like the world is crashing at my feet,

Homecoming, I'm coming, my sweet mistake

Make your heart drop and come alive,

Let's make a scene, like the movies in our dreams

Why not take a star from the sky,

Turn it up, it's five minutes to midnight

Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity

Don't know much about your world,

Holding on, the days drag on

Everything, everything makes me think of you

Remember when we stole the night,

On the outside looking in,

Life is a maze and love is a riddle,

As deep as I need you, you wna leave it all

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you,

But no, I'm not breaking

The struggles I'm facing, the chances I'm taking

Nice knowing you but there's the door,

Overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form,

He's not like all them other boys,

You're so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal,

I don't ever wna let go, I hope that you see

Waking up I see that everything is okay,

I'll love you more with every breath,

All of the light just fades away,

www.ibquotes.com

Keep me in your heart and I'll appear,

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side,

Pray it won't fade away,

You said no star was out of reach,

People in love, their hearts get eaten

And I wish you the best on your way,

Now and for always, I give you all of me

This heart of stone will sing till it dies,

如果能再遇见你 把你抱紧

Spell out the lyrics to love in the sky,

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better,

Got me out here in the water so deep,

如果我们继续向前走进雨里面

Like one of those bad dreams when you can't wake up,

Somehow, somehow I'm gna take that step,

如果能再遇见你把你抱紧