Glitter all around
We're delirious, tear it down, till the sun comes around
If there's one memory I don't want to lose,
March 31, 2009 / 7:07 PM

I love chinese B. I've never did so well for chinese before in my whole entire life (and everyone knows it -.-). Yay I love me.

Before you start slamming me for taking chinese B, I shall clarify this. It's definitely not as easy as I thought. People told me the compos were all pictures and everything. No, they aren't. Besides, my chinese is so not the standard for chinese A2 so stop it already. I didn't even get a B for hcl haha.

School was boring and looooong. It was such a drag but luckily it's over. Only three more shorter days to survive, yay.

So awesome talking to 5.4 people. :)

I really want to start the "I'm too cool for only 45 points" group hahahaha. Maybe I should work harder and at least be able to prove it (slightly) before creating.

599 days.

I told myself I won't miss you but I remember,
March 30, 2009 / 6:52 PM

Nothing is going right.

You want to know what's wrong?

1) It's monday.
2) I slept at 2am.
3) Classroom aircon broke down.
4) Have to redo chem IA.
5) PE was bloody 2.4.
6) Must finish bio IA, english and econs.
7) No EE topic, still.
8) Took 1.5+ hours, to reach home BY CAR, damn it.

Wtf, I'm just superbly irritated.

Oh, and donuts came late.

But I'll try to be happy. After I get out of hell two years later, I'm going to pick up more than one new language. Arabic, thai, tamil, japanese, korean. I haven't decided on which.

I promise I can be what you need,
March 29, 2009 / 11:04 PM

This is amusing. Janice just left my house and it's 11pm already. To think there's school tomorrow. Well, we finished our work aaand sang some karaoke but uh hahaha. Ian (Wong) was here just now too after we had lunch at subway. Ian (Choi) couldn't get out of the house, boo.

Awesomezzzz I love study sessions that are productive, bye. Should do math.

Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in
Because it's cold outside, cold outside, it's cold outside
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because it's cold inside, cold inside, it's cold inside


And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that you're scared like me so
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don't care


Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible


I was born to tell you I love you
Isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
And it's true I can't go on without you
Your smile makes me see clear
If you could only see in the mirror what I see


Slow down girl, you're not going anywhere
Just wait around and see
Maybe I am much more, you never know what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone, I can be anything
Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone, anything I promise I can be what you need

Love me like I know you can,
March 28, 2009 / 9:14 PM

Was at school for drama showcase, they were funny but I like choir better. Because IB choir is super and the secondary school choir is really awesome too.

Fish. I am so extremely grumpy and moody now. Bloody IAs.

It's amusing how I'm not the only grumpy one. The IB girls I know are feeling the same.

(edit;11.51pm)
Haha it's amazing how 409 people never fail to make me smile, somehow they do, no matter how grumpy I get.
Cheryl, says:
very depressing ya?
ian - WELCOME FATIMAH NORA ISABEL =D says:
ya
Cheryl, says:
like the great depression.
ian - WELCOME FATIMAH NORA ISABEL =D says:
makes me very depressed
ian - WELCOME FATIMAH NORA ISABEL =D says:
HAHAHAHA
Remember those times? We laughed like crazy at things others wouldn't get but what did it matter? No one cared if we looked like loonies to the rest. Because we had each other.

This, is irreplaceable love.

Comparisons are easily done, once you've had a taste of perfection.

It's all about love, it's all about us
March 27, 2009 / 6:05 PM

Look at my lovely cells during bio pract today. You can actually see the cell division. Anaphase and prophase, I think.

Yes, it's the weekend! I do have a lot to do (including two IAs, for the sake of non-IB people.. internal assessments) but I will not let that get me down.

MUN is getting cooler because I finally opened my mouth, despite the fact that I was without any points and just crapping on the spot.

Heheheh. It's a friday and I'm in a great mood. Bye, I love you all!


These days aren't easy anymore,
March 26, 2009 / 7:18 PM

I love my cozy classroom. I love all the cushions we get to hug and sleep on during breaks. We're so awesome.

I am going to accept the fact that I'm already in IB and there's nothing I can do to change it. All I can do is to believe, that this will bring me to great places.

And it will.

My love will get you home.

You are the reason that I still believe,
March 25, 2009 / 5:05 PM


Catch me, catch me, catch me, c’mon, catch me
I want you now
I know you can save me, come and save me
I need you now

I am yours forever, yes, forever
I will follow, anywhere in anyway
Never gonna let go

Just two days to Friday!!

I'd do olevels all over again for a hundred times. Just for more time with you guys. All for you, 409.

Lucky we're in love in every way.


But tell me just how long I have to wait for you,
March 24, 2009 / 5:38 PM

It's tuesday, I'm already dying. There is still three more days to plough through. I've been surviving on an average of four hours of sleep for the past two days and I'm completely zonked out.

But today wasn't that bad. It was Arthit's birthday and he brought awesome mangoes to class hahahaha. And I saw Alethea! Heh me miss you much.

Also, the two insanely long school days are finally over and there's only Thursday left with to endure. CCA is another story.

Tonight, I will redo my bio IA, do the chem worksheets and understand complex numbers.

Hold on tight, because we're going to make it through.

There's nothing else, you're all I need
March 23, 2009 / 9:36 PM

Stressed ttm.

So much homework, I can hardly breathe. Okay, this is such an exaggeration but you get my point. Or maybe it's just me and that I can't prioritise. Hahaha.

I failed my EnglishA1/literature class test. I failed my chemistry diagnostic test.

I want to take the SATs in June but my english is so not up to standard. I still feel like trying. Hmm.

On a side note, today I had dinner with LLJ and J. :)

March 22, 2009 / 11:10 PM


Well, I am really going to fail IB if I keep doing facebook quizzes instead of homework. Yes, like I said 10 minutes ago, I need to go back to English.

And if you're in IB, do take the quiz. Damn funny, I swear. :)

P.S. Picture sizes kind of weird. Whatever.

(1.52am) Yay I'm finally done with English. Time to sleeeeep.

Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving,
/ 2:35 PM

Yesterday, I was up till 4ish with Jocelyn.

Normally, I am free to do whatever I want at 3am because no one would be online. Yesterday, as usual every group had like, 0 or 1 person online. When it came to 5.4, one third the people I had on my list were online. And I had more conversations open than normal afternoons.

But then that's IB life. We weren't just chitchatting about random stuff. We were unfortunately, all doing holiday homework, damn it.

Through timeless words and priceless pictures,
March 21, 2009 / 11:27 PM

Today, I went to KAP with Ian Barbarella Choi, Jingwei and Jocelyn.

As usual, everyone was late. Did our homework, ate, talked and finally left at 9ish.

I know, more than ever, that these are the people I can rely on. Always, and forever.

:)

You can be my superman, save me
March 20, 2009 / 11:02 PM

Did English group work at Janice's house (omg so awesome k, it's like about 3 or 4 bus stops from my house only) before going to eat dinner and watch Slumdog Millionaire at PS with other 5.4 people. Juno and Xintian left before the movie though.

Disclaimer: I do not get to enjoy anymore. We watched slumdog millionaire because we have to do a movie review on it for chinese. See, see, see!!! Life is sad. Very.

Heheheh judging by the amount of homework I have left, I am eternally screwed.

Plus my cough is still damn bad. BUT HAHAHAHHA I DON'T CARE, FML.

Now you can't find what you've left behind,
March 18, 2009 / 2:41 PM

Today morning, I returned to NH with some of the girls. How I miss those good times. How I miss that stuffy canteen. How I miss our familiar classroom. How I miss 409.

I'd never say I can't wait to get out of school again. If only I could bring yesterday back around, I'd treasure each and every moment I had at nanhua.

Too late.

Maybe in two years' time, I'll say the same thing of ACS Indep. Yeah, I hope so.

I'm sick now and crazily exhausted. All I feel like doing for the rest of the day is sleep. But no, I am even deprived of that chance because homework is waiting. Must start working hard because no one's here to save me anymore.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget,
March 17, 2009 / 2:18 PM

I am successfully reducing my number of posts!

Anyway, yesterday was bio prac. Ate awesome $2 chicken rice opposite school with Ian and Xintian for lunch. Was damn good, I swear.

Stoned around in school library looking at EEs while waiting for Xintian to go meet Evey at NLB.

I had great ramen, xiaolongbaos and some spicy beancurd thing for dinner with Evey at a random restaurant along Bugis.

Are you feeling jealous now? :)

Food makes the world go round, but I think I should stop fantasizing about food and get started on holiday homework because many muggers have finished everything, or are at least halfway through.

The one I came all the way here for. The one I subjected myself to two years of torture for. The one I don't know whether to blame or thank. But now you're gone.

Lucky we're in love in every way,
March 15, 2009 / 4:31 PM

TJ's tie is so made for the ACS uniform k!!! (hahaha cheap thrill)
Pohhui, Georgie, Elis, Cheryl ♥

Youth Leaders' Summit is finally over.

Actually I forgot what I wanted to post about. Hahaha shit, I am damn forgetful nowadays. I went to IanW's locker to take my homework and ended up locking my phone inside, only to realize after a very long time.

Hmm, enough of the sidetracking. All I have to say is that the people I've met over these 3 days are truly awesome. :D


His heart is colder than the clay,
March 13, 2009 / 11:29 PM

Youth Leaders' Summit. I met strange people who are obsessed with school cheers and people who wear mismatching socks. Hahahaha kidding!! They are great k!

Went to SPH to tour and esplanade for concert. Took an hour plus to reach home.
Me: What CCA are you in?
Kevin: I'm in choir. Aren't you in choir too?
Elis: HAHAHAHA YOU DON'T KNOW HIM?
Me: Oh crap, how'd you know? Yeah, I am.
Epic.

Btw 5.04 numbers is going to Halong bay, Vietnam for our WOW (i.e. CIP) trip. We're going to be living on a boat for 6 days.

1. Cannot charge phone/ipod
2. Toilet doors cannot be closed properly
3. May fall into hole while bathing
It doesn't sound very good but at least I'll have good company. Yay 5.04, we're going to have an awesome time together!

Cause your presence still lingers here,
March 12, 2009 / 9:42 PM

The daily scoop with 'clique' (hate this word but anyway.. someone, Ian and David) minus Xintian after school.

Eventually, someone and I stayed till like 8.30ish to do homework.

Heheh. You guys can miss me tomorrow!! :)

They know exactly what we're here for,
March 11, 2009 / 9:21 PM

Hiiii. Just to show I'm still alive.

And, I won't be posting much on normal school days because I don't want to bore people to death about school. :)

The daily scoop ice cream, ice cream!!

And it's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying

If I decide I'm the girl to change the world,
March 10, 2009 / 6:35 PM

Today's the only day I get to come home early (inclusive of the weekends) for this week. Yes, 5 plus is considered early. School is such a drag. On the other hand, at least chinese oral is finally over and done with.

Happy birthday Guoyang! I know you stalk blogs, I doubt you'd ever see this, but whatever since I've wished you about 1000000 times already. Okay, that's obviously an exaggeration.

I miss choir. I miss the girls. I miss singing awesome songs with awesome people.

Heheh, must stop wasting time. Must stop procrastinating. Must stop desperately doing anything else but homework.

P.S. I edited this post a few times because of all the typos. Argh. Brain isn't really working. I apologize for my incessant ramblings. You can ignore me.

带我走 到遥远的以后
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞

I can't break it to my heart,
March 09, 2009 / 10:46 PM

Hi, I can't believe I haven't had the time to post until now, it's like past 10 already. Argh, I am damn tired and major-ly annoyed. Shitload of work to do. Sick of being in school till late everyday.

If it's okay, I'll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if alright, I'll lie awake at night
Pretending I'm curled up at your side

See I'm circling these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me

But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright, I'll still be loving you
'cause I can't break it to my heart


Is it just me, did I commit a crime
I won't believe that loving you
Is just a waste of time
Or was it in my head
I'm reading into things you never said


'cause I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that I did
So I can turn it back around

And nothing will come between us
I wanna convince myself we're perfect in
Every single way as long as I can keep
The truth away from my heart
Oh 'cause I can't break it to my heart

I wish you'd see. And if you could see, would you stay? ♥

Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much,
March 08, 2009 / 5:52 PM

I miss 409, so much.

I miss the comfort of seeing familiar faces in school. I miss going crazy with my great friends. I miss being able to talk about anything.

I miss getting scolded with Amanda Ng because we couldn't stop talking during chinese. I miss camwhoring with Yanling and Alethea. I miss exchanging song lyrics with Rachel. I miss doing twittish poses with Damien. I miss playing icy tower outside at the lockers with everyone. I miss mugging with Evelyn. I miss laughing at Ian and sister. I miss bus rides with Jocelyn.

That's just to name a few of the things I miss.

I miss each and everyone of you. Without such wonderful company, school would probably never be the same again. 409 is irreplaceable. I love you guys. All of you. Truly, madly, deeply do.

Quote the note I wrote before olevel results, "Let this love stay strong".

If this isn't love, what is?

P.S. If anyone uploaded our class video onto youtube, let me know the url k. :)

You already know that I'm all yours, what you waiting for?
March 07, 2009 / 10:24 PM

Damn shagged nowadays. I don't even have the stamina to stay up late in the night anymore. I only managed just past midnight yesterday and slept throughout this afternoon. Sigh. Got so much to do. Got so much to catch up on. School is driving me crazy. I'm so not going to have any life left by next year.

K, I shall stop my monologue.

We are in love, haven't you heard?
March 06, 2009 / 9:13 PM

My awesome choir girls Yuenwai, Janice, Cheryl and Alison. :D
Plus Rachel Miao now. Yay. :D Picture's a bit blur though.
For all my choir girlssss!
And all that we devoured during the IB girls' picnic.

Today was great even though we had to stay back for discipline talk cum picnic. It was like, so informal and everyone was just sitting everywhere and eating while listening. Awesome right? I bet we're the only school that holds discipline talks while everyone is munching away.

Oh yeah, back to the point, it was awesome to see all the choir girls again. It was even more awesome to sit together and just talk. :)

Love love love! CHOIRRRR. :D


Say that you're coming back to stay right here with me,
March 05, 2009 / 6:39 PM

I have quite a few reflections to do and all that shit. I really need to start prioritising. Especially since I don't understand what's going on in most lessons. Wheehee.

There's MUN tomorrow. Damn. I have so much to do. :/

More than half the 5.4 girls have birthdays in December. Levia 2nd, Janice 10th, Sandra 19th, Xintian 30th. And hehehe yours truly on 31st .

五点四 号码!(see we have a cool class name)

Don't need to buy a diamond key to unlock my heart,
March 04, 2009 / 5:29 PM

Merlion being struck by lightning, world war II bomb being found at Clementi (next to Nanhua), fire alarm going off in school.

Anyway, the fire alarm somehow went off and the class was damn funny after that. Actually I forgot what I was going to say. So this shall be all.

Hahaha my school life has never been this miserable. I've never been swamped with so much homework. I am drowning in a huge blue ocean. Nice.

Oh, I'm home early for once. And guess what? I'm not even supposed to be.

You always love me more, miles away
March 03, 2009 / 11:30 PM

Today was damn boring. Oh, except that we had the most enjoyable tok lesson ever because the teacher wasn't there and we had a cultural exchange. Tomorrow there's prose test. I wanted to simply upload a photo for today but blogger is turning against me so I'll just have to ask you to go to facebook. Even this post took me bloody long. Screw blogger.

I learnt Thai today (sorry, can't spell): Shangrakthur, thurrakshangmai?

K, goodbye.

Just dream tonight,
March 02, 2009 / 9:00 PM

I just read Janice's post and she summarizes everything in ACS!! Hahaha.

One month into school, I feel myself dying. But no, this won't do. I'm going to work hard(er) and I hope my results will show, two years later. Yay 5.4, we'll make it through together. :)

Oh yeah, today was skip-a-lunch day. Ian and I seriously skipped lunch. Fine, I ate after school. Whatever, that is already not lunch okay!

Hehehehe bye. I am so tired, sleepy, bored.

How could you have never caught my eye,
March 01, 2009 / 8:04 PM

AC Sunday today and IB choir performed two songs, one with the secondary school choir. A guy from secondary school choir told us IB choir sounded great, which was awesome. I don't know how true it is though.

Met Rachel, Jingwei, Raymond, Abigail and Evelyn at JE library later to do work. I felt so weird in uniform because seriously, I am the only loser who goes to school on Sundays. Haha.

Righto, need to go off to do Anthem for Doomed Youth written commentary. Four sided long, zomg how?!

(edited @ 11.57pm)
I am done typing out 1010 words of poem response!! I hope I won't fail, again. Argh. And I hope it can be almost 4 sides when I write it out. :/

(edited @ 2.04am)
Okay. I am finally able to sleep. 1300+ words in total. Damn it.