I am very tired, I've only slept for two hours.

Met Jocelyn and bus-ed to NH for bbq. Met Evelyn along the way. Lots of 409 people there. Yanling, Amanda and the rest. I am seriously the only one who got into ACSI. I'll manage, though. I hope.

Hello, if anyone from NH is going to ACSI too, come and be my friend k. I can't believe it's going to be my school.

Ate at Ramenten with couple of people afterwards.

Roar! Will blog more tomorrow.



I am officially in ACSI.

SEE, I TOLD YOU SO.

I really don't know if I'm going to appeal, or leave it. Sigh, maybe I'll leave it. After all, I used to want to go to IB very badly. This is fate.

This year's JAE is kind of screwed, huh. So many people are getting into their 3rd choices.

Haha on the bright side, ACSI does sound awesome. If I forget the fact that I'll be all alone on the first day, I would be excited to start school. I am going to be a loner, hohoho. Hello, here I come!

School posting results are out soon. I mean.. okay, there are a few more hours. Sheesh. Why can't they just hurry and send me the sms already?!

No, I am not going to be sleeping because once I do, I won't be able to wake up till afternoon.

Omg, I'll post again when I get the results.

409, NH people and REDcampers, all the best. I hope we'll be able to get into our desired schools. My dear friends, I hope we'll all manage to keep in contact and for some, remain close as ever.

I haven't known REDcampers for very long. Probably only two months, tops but I've made really awesome friends from there so yes, you guys are included.

Hey, there's always msn, facebook and stuff, alright? :)

Let this love stay strong. ♥

Kbox-ed with Yanling today. Did lots of recordings.

Mmm, tomorrow is the day. How awesome. I can't appeal without my JAE verification slip. How dumb can I get? To actually not even bother to save the verification. Sigh.

♥

Watched inkheart with Liangjie and Jamie today. The movie was boring. Damn, all the movies I watch are boring. Anyway, it's been so long since I've went out with them. ♥

The korean hana yori dango, boys before flowers (꽃보다 남자), is an awesome show. I think the cast is great. Joonpyo is cute. :)

Guess this means you’re sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
What you said before

Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you’d never come back
But here you are again

Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid
For telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for
Tryin’ to pick a fight

I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Anyway, I found out
I’m nothing without you

Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn’t miss you
But I can’t let go

Dear friend, it's been long. :)

Today, I've learnt that I have psychic powers.
An October 2008 post.

I wanted 1 1 1 1 1 2 2 3 4 (olevel grades)
I eventually ended up with 1 1 1 1 1 2 2 3 6

I wanted 7 - 4 = 3
I eventually ended up with 7 - 4 = 3

Omg? Perhaps this is telling me, I should go into psychology.

Don't know why I was digging through my archives. I amuse myself.

I am having the most un-CNY-ish CNY, ever. I am boring myself to death and I feel like crap wasting away in front of the computer.

Many freaking songs to download but I kind of can't be bothered. Maybe when I am bored, yo.

在这第九夜 没有你的我 终于承认我好寂寞 过去这期间 我的无所谓 全都是谎言

Mmm. The 25 random things about yourself quiz is circulating like crazy on facebook. I am really sleepy now after mahjong-ing the whole day. Noo, how can it be? It isn't even 2am. And I am sleepy?!

I know I haven't posted my JAE choices up here. Fine. Stop asking where am I going. I am worried I can't get into my 1st choice. In fact, I think I will not. Still, I am hoping for the best. And do NOT tell me I will get in for sure, thanks.

1. Hwa Chong Institution (Science)
2. Raffles Junior College (Science)
3. Anglo-Chinese School (Indep) (IB)
4. National Junior College (Science)
5. Catholic Junior College (Science)
6. St Andrew's Junior College (Science)
7. Pioneer Junior College (Science)
8. Mass Communication (Ngee Ann Polytechnic)
9. Child Psychology & Early Childhood (Ngee Ann Polytechnic)
10. Advertising & Public Relations (Ngee Ann Polytechnic)
11. Business Studies (Ngee Ann Polytechnic)
12. Tourism & Resort Management (Ngee Ann Polytechnic)

Pray hard. Pray hard, for me. I need this. Please. If I end up in some crappy school, I'd really regret not putting NgeeAnn as my 1st choice. (I already do regret a bit, sigh)

Goodbye.

Okay, because of all the formatting (my blogskin has weird formatting), this post is going to be very ugly. I should totally post on my LJ. Whatever, I don't care. Bear with it. I still want to post here.

Happy CNY to you all, btw.

The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed.
1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicise those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you love
4) Strike out the books you have no intention of ever reading, or books you read but didn't like.
5) Reprint this list in your own blog so we can try and track down these people who've read only 6 or less and make them read more.

1. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2. The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3. Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4. Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5. To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6. The Bible
7. Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8. Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9. His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10. Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11. Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12. Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13. Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14. Complete Works of Shakespeare
15. Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16. The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17. Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18. Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19. The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20. Middlemarch - George Eliot
21. Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22. The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23. Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24. War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25. The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26. Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27. Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28. Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29. Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30. The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31. Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32. David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33. Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34. Emma - Jane Austen
35. Persuasion - Jane Austen
36. The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37. The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38. Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39. Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40. Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41. Animal Farm - George Orwell
42. The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43. One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44. A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45. The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46. Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47. Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49. Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50. Atonement - Ian McEwan
51. Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52. Dune - Frank Herbert
53. Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54. Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55. A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56. The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57. A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58. Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60. Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61. Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63. The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64. The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65. Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66. On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67. Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68. Bridget Jones' Diary - Helen Fielding
69. Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70. Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71. Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72. Dracula - Bram Stoker
73. The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74. Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75. Ulysses - James Joyce
76. The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77. Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78. Germinal - Emile Zola
79. Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80. Possession - AS Byatt
81. A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82. Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83. The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84. The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85. Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86. A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87. Charlotte's Web - EB White
88. The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89. Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90. The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91. Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92. The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93. The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94. Watership Down - Richard Adams
95. A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96. A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97. The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98. Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100. Les Miserables - Victor Hugo

P.S. A lot of books were read when damn long ago. I was still very young and innocent so I would have forgotten the storyline by now. I am still quite awesome hor. I am not even an adult yet, and I have read more than 6!!

All the things I love:
Writing, singing, music, drama, blogger, facebook, talking, laughing, reading, heels, hairbands, bags, photos, polaroids, colours, being high.

Okay, that's not really all but I'll stop there.

One more thing you wouldn't have known. I want to be a childrens' writer or be working with children with special needs. Yes, deejaying is still very appealing but I don't think it is a very realistic ambition. :)

She has never seen her future clearer than she has today.

Happy chinese new year! Have a great year.

Much love, xoxo.

Hello, I miss you guys like nuts! I haven't seen you REDcampers since the 10th. Ahhh. Photo flashback of all the crazy times.

Books are so boring. Stupid 'thanks for the memories'. Stupid 'the time traveller's wife'.

But ironically enough, I just spent all day rereading 'addicted to you'. It's a fictionpress story but it's pretty darn awesome. Leif is real hot stuff.

This is a little overdue, but I still need to post this. (I remembered because of the board Evelyn gave to me today)

I am thankful, that I have such awesome mugging partners who got me through my olevel year. Just to name some of them: Evelyn, Rachel, AmandaNg, Yanling, Jingwei.

All the camping outside library doors, rushing for tables, ditching school to mug outside (oops?), stuffing ourselves at random food outlets and calling each other up at unearthly hours to ask questions.

Not forgetting some others in 409, of course.

Thank you. Thank you for not ever giving up on me. For answering my dumbest questions. For wasting your time teaching me physics even though I never seemed to get it. For letting me peep at what you are doing during SPA hahaha kidding. For motivating me because I was tired of being near the bottom in class all the time lol.

Also, thank you. Thank you for not only being the muggers (mugger class?) we are known as. For letting me have tons of fun these 2 years and counting. For entertaining me everyday without fail. For almost burning down the physics lab. For being the dear friends I am sure I will still contact years down the road.

♥♥

Went to school (NH) for CNY celebrations. I'll be frank. It was boring haha. We couldn't borrow balls so yeah, no rugby for us. Still, the fact that a lot of 409 people turned up was great.

Ate lunch at rocky's with Alethea and Jocelyn after that. We ordered too much. Must have appeared like pigs to the people at the next table.

Headed down to BPP to walk around. By the way, don't look down on BPP okay. It's a neighbourhood mall, but there's quite a lot to buy if you want to. Bought stationery and went to talk at starbucks.

Yup I'm back pretty early. Fatigue is kicking in. Who the hell wakes up at 7 to go to school when there is no school? I need to sleep earlier from now on.

Am totally addicted to bring me to life by Evanescence all of a sudden. There is just something about their songs, that makes them really different from the rest.

Got books to read, shows to catch and shizzz k bye.

Slept at like 4ish yesterday. Eh Raymond (the REDcamp one not 409's), this is all your fault.

I am leading a wonderful life, where I can sleep and wake up anytime with no worries at all. Not for very long more, but I don't mind. In fact, I hope this holiday ends sooner.

My obsession is now about hairbands. Yay. I have the black and white one, normal black one, green one, f21 one and the pink bling one.

I need to photocopy my results and shit so I can go certify at school tomorrow. But I am too freaking lazy to dig everything up. Boo, maybe later.

K whatever, bye. What a full of crap post.

School with guides was alright. Catching up with Xinyi and Brenda was awesome. It was great being able to laugh with them. Collected guides tee and met a few teachers as well.

It's still where I fit in best, school. Life without it is damn shitty. People come but they'll leave too. It's just part of life. The friendships that are meant to be, will remain. I guess.

Hmm. I am really, really drained.

难过 是因为闷了很久
是因为想了太多
是心理起了作用

你说 苦笑常常陪着你
在一起有点勉强
该不该现在休了我

不想太多
我想一定是我听错弄错搞错
拜托 我想是你的脑袋有问题

随便说说
其实我早已经猜透看透不想多说
只是我怕眼泪撑不住

不懂 你的黑色幽默
想通 却又再考倒我
说散 你想很久了吧?
我不想拆穿你

当作 是你开的玩笑
想通 却又再考倒我
说散 你想很久了吧?
败给你的黑色幽默

我的认真败给黑色幽默

Have you thought, at all?

Lo and behold, gone are the good times. I can't wait for school.

Ngee Ann has attracted the highest number of first-choice-applicants in the
latest Joint Admissions Exercise (JAE), thus making Ngee Ann the most popular
poly for 2009!

Awesome or not!! Yay.

P.S. I will not be going to NP, but I am still all for NP. Sigh.

Anyway, you will not be seeing me online much because I don't see the point in being on msn anymore. It seems to be the root of all problems imo. I think I do have better things to do from now on than to stay online, waiting for people to talk to me so goodbye.

Ultimately, it's still you.

I only have you.

Hey awesome people.

Today was mugging at KAP with J, C and B. It wasn't productive but it's alright, I guess. There was at the very least, a lot of laughing (from myself) involved. Bought math book for myself.

Irritating shizzz.

Towned with Abigail, Alethea, Amanda and Yanling today. :)

Cheryl's hauls of the day: hairband, hoop earrings, suspenders, fringed boots, green clutch, 2 tees from stitch.

Nothing much to say. K bye, I need to go update my profile on upcoming stuff!!

Cool or not hahaha. All the polaroids. Only quite recent photos are there because I forgot about 9 being the max. I only realized after they told me I couldn't make anymore. Anyway, I still think the polaroids are cool!! Going to do more later, haha this was only a trial. :D



I am going to watch "Forgetting Sarah Marshall" now ha ha. Life is so dull. I don't know for sure where I'll be in a month. Either way, I am just hoping to mug really hard to make up for the past.

You may not always end up where you hoped to be. There's always bound to be a few twists and turns here and there. But you know, it'll all work out eventually. Don't give up.

For the people who care.



Am back a bit earlier from 409 chalet but I've had a fabulous time despite only having two hours of sleep so far.

I don't have any photos though I brought my camera because we are too awesome for cameras. Those memories we have together are way too many to be ever captured on film. Photos would do us no justice.

Right. Enough cliche shit. I just feel like ranting. Let's get on with my post.

Day One kicked off with Jocelyn, Jingwei, Ian and I reaching the chalet terribly late. We only just managed to catch the last shuttle bus to aloha. Basically, we explored the place and cycled. I am so accident-prone that I managed to fall because I cycled off the pathway.

After that, the night or early morning as you may call it, was spent playing mahjong and card games. I also spent a lot of time just reading and chatting about random stuff with Waner.

Day Two was spent having more mahjong games and playing at the shit arcade at aloha. Mr A Tan came and the first thing he asked me was "Cheryl, why did you look so scared before results?" Hahaha. He gave the girls a lift to ehub and we met the guys to go for lunch. Ate some pretty good (for its price) baked rice.

Went off to the arcade there, much better please. Spent a hell lot of money in a very short time. Played mostly very violent games but it was fun since there were so many people. Amanda and I had freaking many basketball games. We are not bad k!! 200+!

The guys went to play pool and Amanda, Jocelyn and I got another table to learn. Howard and Raymond helped us out. I swear Jocelyn is a natural at it. Amanda and I lost horribly to her. Since Howard says playing pool is actually all just physics, I see why I suck so badly.

Had KFC with Amanda and the guys. Amanda, Craigven, Howard, Ian and I walked to red house before heading back to chalet where they were having bbq. The awesome people started sitting in a circle discussing futures.

Ms Jesse Lim (Jesse!! We are now on a first name basis right hahaha) and Ms Loy came. We just rock too much so they are willing to come all the way to the East side from school. It is a school day today and tomorrow, remember? Hoho.

I am kind of lazy to be detailed and continue. A weird incident after that, and just more talking and stuff so yeah. I shall sleep soon. Two hours of sleep in two days is pathetic.



Happy birthday Low Zhengda.

Just posting to say I'll be gone for 409 chalet, 14th to 16th. Might not be staying for 2nd night, that depends but whatever. Till then. :)

P.S. I have to pay an extra $10 for amending my JAE choices after I submitted it. Please let me get into my 1st choice (though that will mean that I wasted the $10 because it'd have made no difference).

(edited)
I just found out that my 12 choices are almost all the same as Damien. Even the poly courses pls! Yay buddy, yay me. Hope, hope, still hoping that we'll end up in the same school.

Because I've never been one to hide especially when it comes to results, here goes: (Well, you'll know if you've been reading my blog for a while.. all the atrocious results I've gotten.)

The grades. The aggregates.


The top scorer comes from 409!! Omg haha, what did I say about 409 being totally rocking?! Congrats to Jocelyn, Waner and Nigel. Basically, like everyone in 409 because everyone did well.

Went to daily scoop for ice cream then KAP to eat and talk with Alethea, Jocelyn, Ian and Jingwei. Cool people, yo.

I am happy with my results now. I think it has finally registered in my brain because I really was feeling almost nothing previously.

Still, I can't go back for speech day. I don't have 6A1s. Bah!!

K that's all, bye.

So, tomorrow is the day that will sort of determine how I'll spend the next few years. Yes, I am aware of that. Quit reminding me already.

I hate all the expectations I have to live up to. It's like, even if I'm happy with the results I get, I will have that nagging feeling that I've disappointed someone else nevertheless.

Anyway, don't have to ask me to cheer up or what. I am so not depressed now. I am curious where I'll be later on this year. I am imagining how my school life will be like. I am grinning like an idiot while thinking.

I've watched a video on Keann and Shery's status(es) on facebook. For all olevel students, or at least those taking results tomorrow, click. :)

Thank you to the both of them, for the encouragement too.



Pictures will do most of the talking for this post.

The new NP ambassadors, hahahaha.
Camwhoring in the LTs with Cheryl. (Ignore my ugly feet)

As you probably realized from the photos above, today involved a lot of camwhoring with a lot of awesome people.

REDcamp special program @ NP open house was great. We did mass dance, cheers and had a few games. The usual. After it ended, we stayed around to camwhore, explore and just.. well, hang around till past 7.

I'm going to totally miss the fab REDcampers and SLs. You guys rocked, for all the events since REDcamp. :)

Hey yo! Today has been eventful, again.

1. Bus-ed down to CJC with Gladys, it took 10 minutes. Like I said, one stop away from my house. Awesome.

2. Missed our stop. Alighted at the next stop and walked back. In the middle of an expressway, no path and just grass. What an adventure. Met Alethea and Evelyn later at CJ.

3. To conclude, CJC was awesome. I like it there. People say "If I do well, I want to go to NJ.". Well, I'm going to tell you this: If I do well, I want to go to CJC and take their English language program. CJC is one of the three schools (The other two being RJC and ACJC) having this special program for English language studies. Not to mention, their English Lit is very strong. Even if I don't get into that program because their selection process is tough, I can still take Lit.

4. When we left, I attempted to cover my bag with the "I love CJC" and "Come to CJC" stickers that we were given. Very cute.

5. AJC with Joanne, Evelyn and Gladys didn't really leave me much of an impression because I am totally not willing to go all the way to YCK for a JC. :x

6. Crossed the road to NYP. Looked at mostly their business school and asked a few questions. The usual things we do at open houses. Their campus is rather nice and I won't mind schooling there. But yeah, it won't be my first few choices thanks to the distance.

7. Just when we were leaving NYP, we met Ziq. It was majorly amusing because I think we asked him a little too loudly "Why are you here? Aren't you _?" And he was like, "SHH!"

8. My room is now littered with goodie bags and brochures. The "I love CJC" stickers are stuck on the side of my table. I think I will sort everything out after I get results on Monday, so I can relook my choices again with my (incredibly shitty) results.

9. I am so amazing. I haven't been sleeping earlier than 2am and yet, I have been waking up relatively early these days.

Hahaha see you guys tomorrow at REDcamp special @ NP! :D

Yo yo yo. Met Yi An at PJC this morning. The school seems not bad. The people there are reasonably nice. There was this guy who talked to us and he was from Nanhua too. Awesome.

Down to NP to meet Joanne. Met many people there, kept seeing batman haha.

Batman: Don't keep calling me batman la!
Me: But I don't know how to pronounce your name.
Batman: It's.. okay, just call me batman.

Saw Sherly, Hairul, Wanying, Wenhui, Huiping, Hazlyn and many others. We said hi to Amar then he stared blankly at us before going "Oh oh oh.. vikings!" HAHA wow, he remembers.

Back to the point, we were just walking around the school looking at the courses and CCAs and stuff. It was quite fun being on our own instead of being stuck in groups. Keann took us to tour FMS too. (The radio part was super cool!!) We left quite late because we were asking questions about almost everything. :D

I have way too many CCAs in mind now. Just to list some: Ambassadors, student council, touch rugby, debate. Oei, don't laugh. What I join will depend largely on which school I end up in anyway.

Heehee, tired and I'm sorry if this post seems incoherent. My schedule is way too packed with open houses. We didn't manage to go to SP today because there was too much to do at NP.

LOL, NP FTW!!!

Though I may not be going there. :x

P.S. Sidetrack. The navy's mail says "Look at the dot then look away and back, you will see your future." And I see nothing, no future. Gah, what an ominous sign.

?? jiИguan!+24}; says (20:38):
-.- honestly i have never in my life seen anyone get over depression so easily

I am damn happy HAHAHAHA.

OLEVELRESULTSARECOMINGOUT.

12th January, 1.30pm.

I feel like shit. I feel like crap. I feel like dying. I am dreading Monday like hell. I don't know what I'm going to do if I can't go to a JC. I'm scared that I won't even qualify for JC. I feel like crap!!!!

Anyway, I went to shop for books with Ian, Jocelyn and Jingwei today. We did get books. All was fine and wonderful until we received the news about results being released.

P.S. An edit. This is my 500th post here. I am awesome haha. And I have cheered up. I need to mug. Mugging makes me so happy, it's unbelievable.

爱上你 那时爱到不象话
后来 想尽办法忘掉
到最后 我就合上嘴巴
多说像对自己撒谎

星空下说永恒 额头上的吻
你双手将我环绕
未来即便它是一个问号
也能对自己炫耀

有一句话 再也都听不到
那些过往 只好放在心上
你爱我 太美好 时间会知道
怎样去 熬成一句动人的话

未来永远都是一个问号，也是种天荒地老。这是一种成长，还是一种逞强？
我的寂寞很善良，陪我到任何地方。

I think I am so cool and my friends are so awesome.

Hello mugging, I hope you still remember me. I know I haven't been a good friend to you in the previous year and I am so sorry for that. I totally regret it and would change things if I could but I can't. I promise I'll make it up to you this year. I just want to tell you I really miss you. Please visit me soon, xoxo.

Am going to shop for books and mug tomorrow today with Ian and Jocelyn!! Am so excited!!!

Mug mugging muggers omg mugggg!!!!!

Random btw but I just found a pink form in my stack of papers and it is filled in by Jingwei. Apparently, the reason says "Too much homework at door car cannot drive out". HAHAHAHA. Amusement, much?

I love my classmates. Or rather, ex-classmates. Sigh. I'm going to miss you guys. 409.

Hey yo. I've updated my schedule under my profile with all the open house dates of schools I am interested in. Sms me or something if you want to come along with me.

And today, I've succeeded in buying an M18 vcd. Rofl. Forgetting Sarah Marshall. I've always wanted to watch that.

Zomg. If only I can get hold of my results right now. Then I can start preparing myself mentally and shizzz.

Howhowhowhowhow!!! :(

Maybe, hopefully, our results will be lost in the ocean or something. Then they'll have to use our prelims results for JAE instead. Oh, joy!!!!

Pretty dresses.
Even prettier shoes.


Happy seventeen to you Damien buddy!!

I don't care how many other buddies you have but you are not going to forget me because I know you love me. Of course you do okay, I share touchy with you! Although now it's your turn to share with me.

J. says:
u know..
J. says:
just now before u posted
J. says:
i read ur blog
J. says:
then iw as like
J. says:
=/
J. says:
she forget D:
J. says:
HAHAHA

P.S. The msn conversation was the birthday boy himself. Hahaha I am so awesome and you know it.

Okaaay, bye ex-table-partner! :D

Today, pictures will do most of the talking because I am bloody tired.

One of the rare shots with Tricia. :x
The 'organisers'.


It's already 3 days into 2009. I've finally thought of some resolutions to share.

1. Be in a course/school that I like.
2. Work harder, put in more effort in exams.
3. Be a nicer, more sociable person.
4. Be active wherever I am, joining stuff and all.
5. Must bloody start exercising before I turn into a fat pig (if I am not already one).

I find myself back at the beginning, with no idea where I'm heading this year. This is something I'll really need to think through carefully after getting results.

I am proud of all that I've done and achieved in 2008, despite it not being much for many people. It has been one of my best years in school. I regret that I've not given my best but it's time to move on.

If given a chance still, I'd have mugged harder. I'd have left myself no room for regrets but I'll never have the chance to change the past. What I can do though, is to change my future. I will work hard, this I promise myself.

Because I am so much more than this. I can do so much better. I can do so much more.




First day at school was awesome!! Went back to Nanhua with a bunch of cool people: Jocelyn, Ian, Nigel, Shanjun, Raymond, Gladys, Abigail, Alethea, Cynthia, Amanda, Ashleigh, Damien, Howard, Jingwei, Rachel, Emelia.

I seriously never thought that my random idea to crash Nanhua sometime ago would really come true. But 409ers are so on man!! :D

Ian, Jocelyn and I came together and got booked for latecoming (hahaha). Then we went to sing the school song during morning assembly.

The teachers were all damn happy and shocked to see us again. Mr Foo was too! Lol! He got off his phone to come talk to us.

We didn't manage to crash Ms J Lim's classes because she never seemed to be there. I swear we went to 306 at least 5 times man!! Hahaha. She's very funny anyway, I think she is getting facebook!!! :D

Ms Loy talked to her class (coincidentally, 309) about us. Mr Foo mentioned to the sec 4s this year in his talk that a group of seniors came back. And we sat in 410 for a while too.

Played rugby together. Ate lunch. Went off to town for movie with Anlin joining in. Seven pounds was quite boring cause everything only began to fall in place when it was nearing the end. A lot of us fell asleep.

Nevertheless, today was awesome. 409 is still rocking. All the teachers know that by now. One of the top classes in level (as said by Ms Loy) and the most bonded too.

We're uncomparable and never going to be replaced. :D

I have something to complain about though this is a happy post! I am currently paying adult fare and one bloody bus ride from school to orchard costs me $1+! Wth man hahaha. Some of us still have student fare while some are paying adult fare, this is freaking unfair. I am going to pay coins and refuse to tap my ezlink.

Happy new year!

I am very tired, I've only slept for two hours.

Met Jocelyn and bus-ed to NH for bbq. Met Evelyn along the way. Lots of 409 people there. Yanling, Amanda and the rest. I am seriously the only one who got into ACSI. I'll manage, though. I hope.

Hello, if anyone from NH is going to ACSI too, come and be my friend k. I can't believe it's going to be my school.

Ate at Ramenten with couple of people afterwards.

Roar! Will blog more tomorrow.



I am officially in ACSI.

SEE, I TOLD YOU SO.

I really don't know if I'm going to appeal, or leave it. Sigh, maybe I'll leave it. After all, I used to want to go to IB very badly. This is fate.

This year's JAE is kind of screwed, huh. So many people are getting into their 3rd choices.

Haha on the bright side, ACSI does sound awesome. If I forget the fact that I'll be all alone on the first day, I would be excited to start school. I am going to be a loner, hohoho. Hello, here I come!

School posting results are out soon. I mean.. okay, there are a few more hours. Sheesh. Why can't they just hurry and send me the sms already?!

No, I am not going to be sleeping because once I do, I won't be able to wake up till afternoon.

Omg, I'll post again when I get the results.

409, NH people and REDcampers, all the best. I hope we'll be able to get into our desired schools. My dear friends, I hope we'll all manage to keep in contact and for some, remain close as ever.

I haven't known REDcampers for very long. Probably only two months, tops but I've made really awesome friends from there so yes, you guys are included.

Hey, there's always msn, facebook and stuff, alright? :)

Let this love stay strong. ♥

Kbox-ed with Yanling today. Did lots of recordings.

Mmm, tomorrow is the day. How awesome. I can't appeal without my JAE verification slip. How dumb can I get? To actually not even bother to save the verification. Sigh.

♥

Watched inkheart with Liangjie and Jamie today. The movie was boring. Damn, all the movies I watch are boring. Anyway, it's been so long since I've went out with them. ♥

The korean hana yori dango, boys before flowers (꽃보다 남자), is an awesome show. I think the cast is great. Joonpyo is cute. :)

Guess this means you’re sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
What you said before

Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you’d never come back
But here you are again

Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid
For telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for
Tryin’ to pick a fight

I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Anyway, I found out
I’m nothing without you

Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn’t miss you
But I can’t let go

Dear friend, it's been long. :)

Today, I've learnt that I have psychic powers.
An October 2008 post.

I wanted 1 1 1 1 1 2 2 3 4 (olevel grades)
I eventually ended up with 1 1 1 1 1 2 2 3 6

I wanted 7 - 4 = 3
I eventually ended up with 7 - 4 = 3

Omg? Perhaps this is telling me, I should go into psychology.

Don't know why I was digging through my archives. I amuse myself.

I am having the most un-CNY-ish CNY, ever. I am boring myself to death and I feel like crap wasting away in front of the computer.

Many freaking songs to download but I kind of can't be bothered. Maybe when I am bored, yo.

在这第九夜 没有你的我 终于承认我好寂寞 过去这期间 我的无所谓 全都是谎言

Mmm. The 25 random things about yourself quiz is circulating like crazy on facebook. I am really sleepy now after mahjong-ing the whole day. Noo, how can it be? It isn't even 2am. And I am sleepy?!

I know I haven't posted my JAE choices up here. Fine. Stop asking where am I going. I am worried I can't get into my 1st choice. In fact, I think I will not. Still, I am hoping for the best. And do NOT tell me I will get in for sure, thanks.

1. Hwa Chong Institution (Science)
2. Raffles Junior College (Science)
3. Anglo-Chinese School (Indep) (IB)
4. National Junior College (Science)
5. Catholic Junior College (Science)
6. St Andrew's Junior College (Science)
7. Pioneer Junior College (Science)
8. Mass Communication (Ngee Ann Polytechnic)
9. Child Psychology & Early Childhood (Ngee Ann Polytechnic)
10. Advertising & Public Relations (Ngee Ann Polytechnic)
11. Business Studies (Ngee Ann Polytechnic)
12. Tourism & Resort Management (Ngee Ann Polytechnic)

Pray hard. Pray hard, for me. I need this. Please. If I end up in some crappy school, I'd really regret not putting NgeeAnn as my 1st choice. (I already do regret a bit, sigh)

Goodbye.

Okay, because of all the formatting (my blogskin has weird formatting), this post is going to be very ugly. I should totally post on my LJ. Whatever, I don't care. Bear with it. I still want to post here.

Happy CNY to you all, btw.

The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed.
1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicise those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you love
4) Strike out the books you have no intention of ever reading, or books you read but didn't like.
5) Reprint this list in your own blog so we can try and track down these people who've read only 6 or less and make them read more.

1. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2. The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3. Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4. Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5. To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6. The Bible
7. Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8. Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9. His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10. Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11. Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12. Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13. Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14. Complete Works of Shakespeare
15. Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16. The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17. Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18. Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19. The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20. Middlemarch - George Eliot
21. Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22. The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23. Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24. War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25. The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26. Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27. Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28. Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29. Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30. The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31. Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32. David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33. Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34. Emma - Jane Austen
35. Persuasion - Jane Austen
36. The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37. The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38. Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39. Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40. Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41. Animal Farm - George Orwell
42. The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43. One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44. A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45. The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46. Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47. Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49. Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50. Atonement - Ian McEwan
51. Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52. Dune - Frank Herbert
53. Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54. Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55. A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56. The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57. A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58. Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60. Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61. Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63. The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64. The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65. Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66. On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67. Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68. Bridget Jones' Diary - Helen Fielding
69. Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70. Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71. Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72. Dracula - Bram Stoker
73. The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74. Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75. Ulysses - James Joyce
76. The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77. Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78. Germinal - Emile Zola
79. Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80. Possession - AS Byatt
81. A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82. Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83. The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84. The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85. Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86. A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87. Charlotte's Web - EB White
88. The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89. Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90. The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91. Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92. The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93. The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94. Watership Down - Richard Adams
95. A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96. A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97. The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98. Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100. Les Miserables - Victor Hugo

P.S. A lot of books were read when damn long ago. I was still very young and innocent so I would have forgotten the storyline by now. I am still quite awesome hor. I am not even an adult yet, and I have read more than 6!!

All the things I love:
Writing, singing, music, drama, blogger, facebook, talking, laughing, reading, heels, hairbands, bags, photos, polaroids, colours, being high.

Okay, that's not really all but I'll stop there.

One more thing you wouldn't have known. I want to be a childrens' writer or be working with children with special needs. Yes, deejaying is still very appealing but I don't think it is a very realistic ambition. :)

She has never seen her future clearer than she has today.

Happy chinese new year! Have a great year.

Much love, xoxo.

Hello, I miss you guys like nuts! I haven't seen you REDcampers since the 10th. Ahhh. Photo flashback of all the crazy times.

Books are so boring. Stupid 'thanks for the memories'. Stupid 'the time traveller's wife'.

But ironically enough, I just spent all day rereading 'addicted to you'. It's a fictionpress story but it's pretty darn awesome. Leif is real hot stuff.

This is a little overdue, but I still need to post this. (I remembered because of the board Evelyn gave to me today)

I am thankful, that I have such awesome mugging partners who got me through my olevel year. Just to name some of them: Evelyn, Rachel, AmandaNg, Yanling, Jingwei.

All the camping outside library doors, rushing for tables, ditching school to mug outside (oops?), stuffing ourselves at random food outlets and calling each other up at unearthly hours to ask questions.

Not forgetting some others in 409, of course.

Thank you. Thank you for not ever giving up on me. For answering my dumbest questions. For wasting your time teaching me physics even though I never seemed to get it. For letting me peep at what you are doing during SPA hahaha kidding. For motivating me because I was tired of being near the bottom in class all the time lol.

Also, thank you. Thank you for not only being the muggers (mugger class?) we are known as. For letting me have tons of fun these 2 years and counting. For entertaining me everyday without fail. For almost burning down the physics lab. For being the dear friends I am sure I will still contact years down the road.

♥♥

Went to school (NH) for CNY celebrations. I'll be frank. It was boring haha. We couldn't borrow balls so yeah, no rugby for us. Still, the fact that a lot of 409 people turned up was great.

Ate lunch at rocky's with Alethea and Jocelyn after that. We ordered too much. Must have appeared like pigs to the people at the next table.

Headed down to BPP to walk around. By the way, don't look down on BPP okay. It's a neighbourhood mall, but there's quite a lot to buy if you want to. Bought stationery and went to talk at starbucks.

Yup I'm back pretty early. Fatigue is kicking in. Who the hell wakes up at 7 to go to school when there is no school? I need to sleep earlier from now on.

Am totally addicted to bring me to life by Evanescence all of a sudden. There is just something about their songs, that makes them really different from the rest.

Got books to read, shows to catch and shizzz k bye.

Slept at like 4ish yesterday. Eh Raymond (the REDcamp one not 409's), this is all your fault.

I am leading a wonderful life, where I can sleep and wake up anytime with no worries at all. Not for very long more, but I don't mind. In fact, I hope this holiday ends sooner.

My obsession is now about hairbands. Yay. I have the black and white one, normal black one, green one, f21 one and the pink bling one.

I need to photocopy my results and shit so I can go certify at school tomorrow. But I am too freaking lazy to dig everything up. Boo, maybe later.

K whatever, bye. What a full of crap post.

School with guides was alright. Catching up with Xinyi and Brenda was awesome. It was great being able to laugh with them. Collected guides tee and met a few teachers as well.

It's still where I fit in best, school. Life without it is damn shitty. People come but they'll leave too. It's just part of life. The friendships that are meant to be, will remain. I guess.

Hmm. I am really, really drained.

难过 是因为闷了很久
是因为想了太多
是心理起了作用

你说 苦笑常常陪着你
在一起有点勉强
该不该现在休了我

不想太多
我想一定是我听错弄错搞错
拜托 我想是你的脑袋有问题

随便说说
其实我早已经猜透看透不想多说
只是我怕眼泪撑不住

不懂 你的黑色幽默
想通 却又再考倒我
说散 你想很久了吧?
我不想拆穿你

当作 是你开的玩笑
想通 却又再考倒我
说散 你想很久了吧?
败给你的黑色幽默

我的认真败给黑色幽默

Have you thought, at all?

Lo and behold, gone are the good times. I can't wait for school.

Ngee Ann has attracted the highest number of first-choice-applicants in the
latest Joint Admissions Exercise (JAE), thus making Ngee Ann the most popular
poly for 2009!

Awesome or not!! Yay.

P.S. I will not be going to NP, but I am still all for NP. Sigh.

Anyway, you will not be seeing me online much because I don't see the point in being on msn anymore. It seems to be the root of all problems imo. I think I do have better things to do from now on than to stay online, waiting for people to talk to me so goodbye.

Ultimately, it's still you.

I only have you.

Hey awesome people.

Today was mugging at KAP with J, C and B. It wasn't productive but it's alright, I guess. There was at the very least, a lot of laughing (from myself) involved. Bought math book for myself.

Irritating shizzz.

Towned with Abigail, Alethea, Amanda and Yanling today. :)

Cheryl's hauls of the day: hairband, hoop earrings, suspenders, fringed boots, green clutch, 2 tees from stitch.

Nothing much to say. K bye, I need to go update my profile on upcoming stuff!!

Cool or not hahaha. All the polaroids. Only quite recent photos are there because I forgot about 9 being the max. I only realized after they told me I couldn't make anymore. Anyway, I still think the polaroids are cool!! Going to do more later, haha this was only a trial. :D



I am going to watch "Forgetting Sarah Marshall" now ha ha. Life is so dull. I don't know for sure where I'll be in a month. Either way, I am just hoping to mug really hard to make up for the past.

You may not always end up where you hoped to be. There's always bound to be a few twists and turns here and there. But you know, it'll all work out eventually. Don't give up.

For the people who care.



Am back a bit earlier from 409 chalet but I've had a fabulous time despite only having two hours of sleep so far.

I don't have any photos though I brought my camera because we are too awesome for cameras. Those memories we have together are way too many to be ever captured on film. Photos would do us no justice.

Right. Enough cliche shit. I just feel like ranting. Let's get on with my post.

Day One kicked off with Jocelyn, Jingwei, Ian and I reaching the chalet terribly late. We only just managed to catch the last shuttle bus to aloha. Basically, we explored the place and cycled. I am so accident-prone that I managed to fall because I cycled off the pathway.

After that, the night or early morning as you may call it, was spent playing mahjong and card games. I also spent a lot of time just reading and chatting about random stuff with Waner.

Day Two was spent having more mahjong games and playing at the shit arcade at aloha. Mr A Tan came and the first thing he asked me was "Cheryl, why did you look so scared before results?" Hahaha. He gave the girls a lift to ehub and we met the guys to go for lunch. Ate some pretty good (for its price) baked rice.

Went off to the arcade there, much better please. Spent a hell lot of money in a very short time. Played mostly very violent games but it was fun since there were so many people. Amanda and I had freaking many basketball games. We are not bad k!! 200+!

The guys went to play pool and Amanda, Jocelyn and I got another table to learn. Howard and Raymond helped us out. I swear Jocelyn is a natural at it. Amanda and I lost horribly to her. Since Howard says playing pool is actually all just physics, I see why I suck so badly.

Had KFC with Amanda and the guys. Amanda, Craigven, Howard, Ian and I walked to red house before heading back to chalet where they were having bbq. The awesome people started sitting in a circle discussing futures.

Ms Jesse Lim (Jesse!! We are now on a first name basis right hahaha) and Ms Loy came. We just rock too much so they are willing to come all the way to the East side from school. It is a school day today and tomorrow, remember? Hoho.

I am kind of lazy to be detailed and continue. A weird incident after that, and just more talking and stuff so yeah. I shall sleep soon. Two hours of sleep in two days is pathetic.



Happy birthday Low Zhengda.

Just posting to say I'll be gone for 409 chalet, 14th to 16th. Might not be staying for 2nd night, that depends but whatever. Till then. :)

P.S. I have to pay an extra $10 for amending my JAE choices after I submitted it. Please let me get into my 1st choice (though that will mean that I wasted the $10 because it'd have made no difference).

(edited)
I just found out that my 12 choices are almost all the same as Damien. Even the poly courses pls! Yay buddy, yay me. Hope, hope, still hoping that we'll end up in the same school.

Because I've never been one to hide especially when it comes to results, here goes: (Well, you'll know if you've been reading my blog for a while.. all the atrocious results I've gotten.)

The grades. The aggregates.


The top scorer comes from 409!! Omg haha, what did I say about 409 being totally rocking?! Congrats to Jocelyn, Waner and Nigel. Basically, like everyone in 409 because everyone did well.

Went to daily scoop for ice cream then KAP to eat and talk with Alethea, Jocelyn, Ian and Jingwei. Cool people, yo.

I am happy with my results now. I think it has finally registered in my brain because I really was feeling almost nothing previously.

Still, I can't go back for speech day. I don't have 6A1s. Bah!!

K that's all, bye.

So, tomorrow is the day that will sort of determine how I'll spend the next few years. Yes, I am aware of that. Quit reminding me already.

I hate all the expectations I have to live up to. It's like, even if I'm happy with the results I get, I will have that nagging feeling that I've disappointed someone else nevertheless.

Anyway, don't have to ask me to cheer up or what. I am so not depressed now. I am curious where I'll be later on this year. I am imagining how my school life will be like. I am grinning like an idiot while thinking.

I've watched a video on Keann and Shery's status(es) on facebook. For all olevel students, or at least those taking results tomorrow, click. :)

Thank you to the both of them, for the encouragement too.



Pictures will do most of the talking for this post.

The new NP ambassadors, hahahaha.
Camwhoring in the LTs with Cheryl. (Ignore my ugly feet)

As you probably realized from the photos above, today involved a lot of camwhoring with a lot of awesome people.

REDcamp special program @ NP open house was great. We did mass dance, cheers and had a few games. The usual. After it ended, we stayed around to camwhore, explore and just.. well, hang around till past 7.

I'm going to totally miss the fab REDcampers and SLs. You guys rocked, for all the events since REDcamp. :)

Hey yo! Today has been eventful, again.

1. Bus-ed down to CJC with Gladys, it took 10 minutes. Like I said, one stop away from my house. Awesome.

2. Missed our stop. Alighted at the next stop and walked back. In the middle of an expressway, no path and just grass. What an adventure. Met Alethea and Evelyn later at CJ.

3. To conclude, CJC was awesome. I like it there. People say "If I do well, I want to go to NJ.". Well, I'm going to tell you this: If I do well, I want to go to CJC and take their English language program. CJC is one of the three schools (The other two being RJC and ACJC) having this special program for English language studies. Not to mention, their English Lit is very strong. Even if I don't get into that program because their selection process is tough, I can still take Lit.

4. When we left, I attempted to cover my bag with the "I love CJC" and "Come to CJC" stickers that we were given. Very cute.

5. AJC with Joanne, Evelyn and Gladys didn't really leave me much of an impression because I am totally not willing to go all the way to YCK for a JC. :x

6. Crossed the road to NYP. Looked at mostly their business school and asked a few questions. The usual things we do at open houses. Their campus is rather nice and I won't mind schooling there. But yeah, it won't be my first few choices thanks to the distance.

7. Just when we were leaving NYP, we met Ziq. It was majorly amusing because I think we asked him a little too loudly "Why are you here? Aren't you _?" And he was like, "SHH!"

8. My room is now littered with goodie bags and brochures. The "I love CJC" stickers are stuck on the side of my table. I think I will sort everything out after I get results on Monday, so I can relook my choices again with my (incredibly shitty) results.

9. I am so amazing. I haven't been sleeping earlier than 2am and yet, I have been waking up relatively early these days.

Hahaha see you guys tomorrow at REDcamp special @ NP! :D

Yo yo yo. Met Yi An at PJC this morning. The school seems not bad. The people there are reasonably nice. There was this guy who talked to us and he was from Nanhua too. Awesome.

Down to NP to meet Joanne. Met many people there, kept seeing batman haha.

Batman: Don't keep calling me batman la!
Me: But I don't know how to pronounce your name.
Batman: It's.. okay, just call me batman.

Saw Sherly, Hairul, Wanying, Wenhui, Huiping, Hazlyn and many others. We said hi to Amar then he stared blankly at us before going "Oh oh oh.. vikings!" HAHA wow, he remembers.

Back to the point, we were just walking around the school looking at the courses and CCAs and stuff. It was quite fun being on our own instead of being stuck in groups. Keann took us to tour FMS too. (The radio part was super cool!!) We left quite late because we were asking questions about almost everything. :D

I have way too many CCAs in mind now. Just to list some: Ambassadors, student council, touch rugby, debate. Oei, don't laugh. What I join will depend largely on which school I end up in anyway.

Heehee, tired and I'm sorry if this post seems incoherent. My schedule is way too packed with open houses. We didn't manage to go to SP today because there was too much to do at NP.

LOL, NP FTW!!!

Though I may not be going there. :x

P.S. Sidetrack. The navy's mail says "Look at the dot then look away and back, you will see your future." And I see nothing, no future. Gah, what an ominous sign.

?? jiИguan!+24}; says (20:38):
-.- honestly i have never in my life seen anyone get over depression so easily

I am damn happy HAHAHAHA.

OLEVELRESULTSARECOMINGOUT.

12th January, 1.30pm.

I feel like shit. I feel like crap. I feel like dying. I am dreading Monday like hell. I don't know what I'm going to do if I can't go to a JC. I'm scared that I won't even qualify for JC. I feel like crap!!!!

Anyway, I went to shop for books with Ian, Jocelyn and Jingwei today. We did get books. All was fine and wonderful until we received the news about results being released.

P.S. An edit. This is my 500th post here. I am awesome haha. And I have cheered up. I need to mug. Mugging makes me so happy, it's unbelievable.

爱上你 那时爱到不象话
后来 想尽办法忘掉
到最后 我就合上嘴巴
多说像对自己撒谎

星空下说永恒 额头上的吻
你双手将我环绕
未来即便它是一个问号
也能对自己炫耀

有一句话 再也都听不到
那些过往 只好放在心上
你爱我 太美好 时间会知道
怎样去 熬成一句动人的话

未来永远都是一个问号，也是种天荒地老。这是一种成长，还是一种逞强？
我的寂寞很善良，陪我到任何地方。

I think I am so cool and my friends are so awesome.

Hello mugging, I hope you still remember me. I know I haven't been a good friend to you in the previous year and I am so sorry for that. I totally regret it and would change things if I could but I can't. I promise I'll make it up to you this year. I just want to tell you I really miss you. Please visit me soon, xoxo.

Am going to shop for books and mug tomorrow today with Ian and Jocelyn!! Am so excited!!!

Mug mugging muggers omg mugggg!!!!!

Random btw but I just found a pink form in my stack of papers and it is filled in by Jingwei. Apparently, the reason says "Too much homework at door car cannot drive out". HAHAHAHA. Amusement, much?

I love my classmates. Or rather, ex-classmates. Sigh. I'm going to miss you guys. 409.

Hey yo. I've updated my schedule under my profile with all the open house dates of schools I am interested in. Sms me or something if you want to come along with me.

And today, I've succeeded in buying an M18 vcd. Rofl. Forgetting Sarah Marshall. I've always wanted to watch that.

Zomg. If only I can get hold of my results right now. Then I can start preparing myself mentally and shizzz.

Howhowhowhowhow!!! :(

Maybe, hopefully, our results will be lost in the ocean or something. Then they'll have to use our prelims results for JAE instead. Oh, joy!!!!

Pretty dresses.
Even prettier shoes.


Happy seventeen to you Damien buddy!!

I don't care how many other buddies you have but you are not going to forget me because I know you love me. Of course you do okay, I share touchy with you! Although now it's your turn to share with me.

J. says:
u know..
J. says:
just now before u posted
J. says:
i read ur blog
J. says:
then iw as like
J. says:
=/
J. says:
she forget D:
J. says:
HAHAHA

P.S. The msn conversation was the birthday boy himself. Hahaha I am so awesome and you know it.

Okaaay, bye ex-table-partner! :D

Today, pictures will do most of the talking because I am bloody tired.

One of the rare shots with Tricia. :x
The 'organisers'.


It's already 3 days into 2009. I've finally thought of some resolutions to share.

1. Be in a course/school that I like.
2. Work harder, put in more effort in exams.
3. Be a nicer, more sociable person.
4. Be active wherever I am, joining stuff and all.
5. Must bloody start exercising before I turn into a fat pig (if I am not already one).

I find myself back at the beginning, with no idea where I'm heading this year. This is something I'll really need to think through carefully after getting results.

I am proud of all that I've done and achieved in 2008, despite it not being much for many people. It has been one of my best years in school. I regret that I've not given my best but it's time to move on.

If given a chance still, I'd have mugged harder. I'd have left myself no room for regrets but I'll never have the chance to change the past. What I can do though, is to change my future. I will work hard, this I promise myself.

Because I am so much more than this. I can do so much better. I can do so much more.




First day at school was awesome!! Went back to Nanhua with a bunch of cool people: Jocelyn, Ian, Nigel, Shanjun, Raymond, Gladys, Abigail, Alethea, Cynthia, Amanda, Ashleigh, Damien, Howard, Jingwei, Rachel, Emelia.

I seriously never thought that my random idea to crash Nanhua sometime ago would really come true. But 409ers are so on man!! :D

Ian, Jocelyn and I came together and got booked for latecoming (hahaha). Then we went to sing the school song during morning assembly.

The teachers were all damn happy and shocked to see us again. Mr Foo was too! Lol! He got off his phone to come talk to us.

We didn't manage to crash Ms J Lim's classes because she never seemed to be there. I swear we went to 306 at least 5 times man!! Hahaha. She's very funny anyway, I think she is getting facebook!!! :D

Ms Loy talked to her class (coincidentally, 309) about us. Mr Foo mentioned to the sec 4s this year in his talk that a group of seniors came back. And we sat in 410 for a while too.

Played rugby together. Ate lunch. Went off to town for movie with Anlin joining in. Seven pounds was quite boring cause everything only began to fall in place when it was nearing the end. A lot of us fell asleep.

Nevertheless, today was awesome. 409 is still rocking. All the teachers know that by now. One of the top classes in level (as said by Ms Loy) and the most bonded too.

We're uncomparable and never going to be replaced. :D

I have something to complain about though this is a happy post! I am currently paying adult fare and one bloody bus ride from school to orchard costs me $1+! Wth man hahaha. Some of us still have student fare while some are paying adult fare, this is freaking unfair. I am going to pay coins and refuse to tap my ezlink.

Happy new year!