Hello.

I hate running. I weigh like an elephant. I am still short as ever. I am aching everywhere. I am dead tired. I have much math to do. I need to finish reading Siddhartha.

Nooooo, everything in my life is screwing up including academics and CCAs. I have a million things to do. I badly need to sleep. I signed up for Youth Leaders Summit. I am going to miss a whole day of lessons. I am going to die.

I do regret not trying to run for council though I say that.

But I must be happy on Wednesday. I must keep my spirits high. I must be excited. I must do a good job.

Damn, this is depressing.

Days like these make me wonder if I did make the right decision. Would I have been much better off elsewhere? I don't know. I guess it's once again, another wrong turn in my life for me to deal with. There's a long way ahead and I'll plough through it all. I'll give all I can. I must. Because, of you. Because, I can.

Hello.

I hate running. I weigh like an elephant. I am still short as ever. I am aching everywhere. I am dead tired. I have much math to do. I need to finish reading Siddhartha.

Nooooo, everything in my life is screwing up including academics and CCAs. I have a million things to do. I badly need to sleep. I signed up for Youth Leaders Summit. I am going to miss a whole day of lessons. I am going to die.

I do regret not trying to run for council though I say that.

But I must be happy on Wednesday. I must keep my spirits high. I must be excited. I must do a good job.

Damn, this is depressing.

Days like these make me wonder if I did make the right decision. Would I have been much better off elsewhere? I don't know. I guess it's once again, another wrong turn in my life for me to deal with. There's a long way ahead and I'll plough through it all. I'll give all I can. I must. Because, of you. Because, I can.