Glitter all around
We're delirious, tear it down, till the sun comes around
Happy birthday me!
December 31, 2008 / 11:03 PM

Thank you
My family who won't read this for the celebration, cake, presents and all.
Amanda Ang for the candle, earrings and card.
Liangjie for the humongous card, tiny present and baby paintbrush (neopets :x).
Emelia for the gingerbread man and card.
Ian for the necklace (I think it is a souvenir from overseas as well as a present?).
209'06 for the birthday song and cake.
Jocelyn for the food and card.
Abigail for the soft toy and duck.
Cynthia for the crab keychain.
Gladys for the mug.
Yanling for something (don't know what).

For the wishes,
My lovely family, Evelyn, Sheryl Zeng, Ashleigh, Kheng Leng, Liangjie, Cheryl Yeo, Emelia, Ziting, Anlin, Lynette, Wanlim, Rachel, Zhengda, Yi An, Xinger, Waner, Ziying, Jolynn, Eleanor, Charlene, Damien, Kenneth, Jamie, Nianting, Jinguan, Alethea, Jiawen, Gladys, Hsiehhui, Yanling, Jingwei, Sherly, Kuanlian, Mindy, Xuemiao, Amanda Yeo, Amanda Ng, Cynthia, Abigail, Jocelyn, Xinyi, Sam, Museey, Kaiying, Malcolm, Raymond, CherngYew, Eckerene, Huishan, Beidi, Yvonne Lee, Yvonne Tan.

And I guess facebook too?? Since there is this popup wishing me happy birthday hahahaha. Wth.
You people are fabbity fab fab. If I missed anyone out, let me know. :D

P.S. I will have no closure post for 2008. After all, who needs it. What I need is an even better year ahead. Cheers to a new beginning!!

Unexpected, what you did to my heart
December 30, 2008 / 12:41 PM

Hello you awesome people!

Here is a toast to the new year, to 2009, to a new beginning. And another toast to 2008, to good memories, to a perfect closure.

Finally everything's cleared up, so thank you.

Bye, am off to meet Jamie!

K it's 10+ and I'm back now. Went shopping with Jamie at vivo. Ultra high heels! Loves.

Met Liangjie and Clive before going to Lynette's condo for 209's bbq. They celebrated my birthday too, with a cake and all. It was unexpectedly embarrasing. Hahah anyway, thank you!! :D

I'm going to start doing up a thank you post now.

December 29, 2008 / 11:40 PM

Cheryl L, says:
cos i don't rmb any lyrics
ian - how did we get here?. says:
u dun rmb any
ian - how did we get here?. says:
unless it catches ur eye
Cheryl L, says:
yeah like the what i like you naked one
Cheryl L, says:
-.-
ian - how did we get here?. says:
like the i like you so much when ur naked
ian - how did we get here?. says:
YEA
Cheryl L, says:
LOL WHATEVER

So, let me share with you a super catchy song!

Fyi, Ian sent it to me. He's the horny one, I'm innocent. I mean, okay I am horny (hey I'm a viking) but I am not as horny as him because he is a guy. P:

I like you so much better when you're naked by Ida Maria:

Oh the clever things
I should say to you
They got stuck somewhere
Stuck between me and you

Oh I'm nervous
I don't know what to do
Light a cigarrette
I only smoke when I'm with you

What the hell do I do this for?
You're just another guy
OK, you're kind of sexy
But you're not really special

But I won't mind
If you take me home
Come on, take me home

I won't mind
if you take off all your clothes
Come on, take them off

Cause I like you so much better when you're naked


AND OKAY, IAN. IF YOU READ THIS, I AM KIDDING. DON'T COME AND KILL ME LOL.

Although I am not kidding about guys being hornier.

My thoughts are choking on you, my dear
/ 9:56 PM

Went to clem for the first time in a million years with the intention of kboxing with Jiawen but they apparently have no student packages during festive seasons.

Sidetrack: I am soon not going to be considered a student and it is really unfair. I am barely going to be 16 only! How can they strip me of my student privileges so soon?!

So we went for lunch and had an adventure before crashing at my house to do the usual boring stuff. But it was alright, at least we finally met up. Hahaha.

His heart was filled with broken wings
And rag-flowers, feeble worthless things

For 2009,
December 28, 2008 / 2:16 PM

1. I am going to work harder towards my interests.
2. I must build up my at the moment non-existant portfolio.

Need to go plan when to visit all the poly open houses with Joanne. Although I am quite set on NP already, I suppose it won't hurt to just go take a look. Shall go check out the dates now. :)

It's two months after olevels and I have finally found one person who wrote the same question for English compo as me. My English is bound to be so screwed up haha.

I love you, awesome people!!

No one loves you like I love you,
December 27, 2008 / 11:00 PM

Once again, I have just reached home and bathed. And am going to blog about today's Cenvikings gathering at NP! I had an awesomely fab time.

No pictures yet because some idiot (namely myself) charged her camera battery and forgot to bring the camera out today. I will still post pictures next time when I get my hands on some. Hello people, upload on facebook and tag me asap!!! :D

We had icebreaking first. The vikings outnumbered the centurions again hahaha! Played games like handiplast, where everyone was rather slow. Then we split up into three groups and I met new people. Again, yes.

Our group name had to start with C because we were the 3rd group so we ended up being called "c first". What is your group name? C first. LOL.

Okay, then we played amazing race inside (and outside) of NP. The girls were awesome people. Alyssa, Gladys, Joanne, Sasfinn, Tricia and myself. Took many group photos. Got damn wet. Hugged each other in attempts to squeeze onto newspapers. Filled up a cup of water with our mouths and stuff. I can't really remember. Shucks. I'm going to wait for photos.

Oh, we didn't manage to tackle Fauzi for points but we did see Matthew. 50 points? Haha.

After that ended, we went to play pictionary and charades. Gladys had to leave but Cheryl Yeo and Shery joined us. Sherly joined us later.

Had buffet and dinner, followed by a treasure hunt involving plucking Amar's hair. Poor guy, seriously. Had to pass fries and beehoon round the table with our mouths. Was really obscene but it was funny. (Ahh Cheryl Yeo stole my first kiss to a girl on the lips)

To clear the leftovers, we were also made to see which group could finish the bowl of beehoon fastest. Smart. We should totally do that too the next time.

We had the paegent for Mr and Miss Cenvikings and Mr and Miss Hot. Hahahaha our reps rocked. All of them sportingly did their catwalk and scenarios. *claps*

Gift exchange, mass dance, cheers and phototaking followed. We're high people and we were like zi high-ing again. Hahahaha.

K I AM GOING TO STOP HERE. One of the rare times you'll see such a detailed post on this blog.

So what? I'm still a rock star,
/ 1:30 AM

Heyhoheyho, I'm superbly high thinking about the cenvikings outing tomorrow. Or rather, later today. Woohoo, I'll be back quite late I suppose. Don't miss me too much.

Been chatting on facebook and spamming poor innocent people, like Matt's status and Yvelyn's photo, with Cheryl Yeo. We are such enthusiastic people.

Speaking of that, Matt mentioned on his status while we were chatting there (oops) that he won't be blogging much, or at all. That is sad. I have fewer and fewer blogs to read daily.

My virtual world is revolving around facebook and neopets now. Eh, what! Neopets is fun and it has advent calendar in December to get free stuff okay!

Really random post because I just felt like it.

Got a phone call, haha k bye.

If it just won't sing for you,
December 26, 2008 / 12:51 AM

Spammed with emails from facebook. Go see for yourself lol! We're going to break a record with photo comments, man. Cheryl Yeo, on arh! Let's go spam everyday. Oops, I think I meant chat there, not spam. :D

We totally deserve best tribe because our unity is unrivaled. After all, we are the most bonded tribe. Hahaha we are proud of us, say we are proud of us!! *clap clap*

I don't know why I'm still on a post-redcamp high. It's like more than a month since it ended already. Oh well. I'm not the only one. :x

I'm losing my voice, like totally zzz. How to cheer!! Omg I'll SLAM and sound sexy, great.

And I feel like eating duck rice, chicken rice, scallops, salad prawn, donuts and a lot more. Okay, I'll edit this post tomorrow. I forgot what else already.

Btw, I did another quiz but I posted on my livejournal so I won't flood this blog. It's a public post. In future I'll do quizzes there too.

Circling these patterns, living out of memories
December 25, 2008 / 4:08 PM

The coolest bunch you'd ever meet. Most bonded tribe, yo!
The absolutely rocking and crazy high people! :D
Cheryl, Xinger, Dama and Eleanor (kindergarden friend, omg!). Loves.
I can't wait for the happy ever after party 2008 for vikings and centurions. Friends from other tribes, come crash and I'll teach you vikings' cheers!! Assuming I don't lose my voice completely by then, that is. I'm freaking croaking now. I SLAM again. :D

Even my pet, who is amusingly called Scallop on pet society (in facebook) is a viking through and through. It has horns on its head.

I need to redo my profile someday because I've just seen Sheryl's. Anyway, I'm a bit lazy now. I have to tell you something though. I love late nights, and being out till late in the night.

Have a merry christmas, all! :)

At least they're not lonely,
December 24, 2008 / 5:44 PM

Haha I can hardly type because I have a hand of fake nails (testing) and can only type with the other. Anyway, I can go for vikings/centurions (cenvikings?) outing after all and I am happy. Bought many Cecelia Ahern books. Am not working. Am still quite busy though I'm not working.

Going to sidetrack, I just received the hype magazine from Ngee Ann Poly. I know quite a lot of people inside! People like Matthew, Cheryl, Bernice. K haha random.

I wonder if you know, there's someone here, still holding on to all she can. Someone waiting patiently for you to just simply look her way, for you to acknowledge her presence. How long more will this last?

True friends, who are you? I'm quite sure there are just that very few. Most friendships tend to change. Or maybe some were never true friendships from the beginning. But still, some never change and only grow stronger. Hey besties, (AmandaA, Jamie, LLJ) love you all.

Till we meet again, Je t'aime.

They'll never be lonely.

Everyday's another opportunity to shine,
/ 12:16 AM

I am damn shagged. I've worked for one day. That's like, bad enough. It was from 1pm to 11pm for me. My feet are bloody killing me. I'm so not getting any temporary full day jobs anymore in the near future.

Results, results! Why don't you come out soon? I can't wait to see you. I will love you, no matter what. Whether you are good, bad or ugly. I am so tortured without you. Come out soon, please?

I'm being bombarded with facebook notifications. That's why I hate not being online for one full day.

Am dying to post some photos. But, sigh. Maybe tomorrow.

Bye, loves.

You turn my world around with a single smile
That's who you are
You're the star, you're on tonight

I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to, hello
December 22, 2008 / 11:08 PM

Judith, Jenna, Alethea and Cheryl. :)
Yanling (lol my shirt!!!), Cheryl and Cynthia. :)
Class party today, at Jenna's condo's function room. Quite many people turned up in red/green. In fact, almost the whole class. Everyone played twister and afterwards Alethea, Huiqin, Jenna, Ashleigh, Jingwei and I played taboo. Rachel and Emelia joined in too. Had gift exchange too.

So time literally flew past as we screamed (to be heard over the noise) and laughed.
Thank you Rachel and Emelia for the cupcakes, Emelia again for the present, Ian for the souvenir, Evelyn for the christmas card and someone for the gift exchange present. I still don't know whose present was that.

Today would be one of the last few times we'd be meeting up as a class, other than chalet and results. All I have to say is, 409 you guys are truly awesome although we've had our ups and downs. I don't think there are many downs anyway. I didn't expect almost everyone to turn up for the class party but I guess this is proof. We're an amazing class. I wish you guys all the best for results and wherever you'll go to in future.

Same goes for RED Camp. The three days seemed immensely long from the start. To be honest, I'd wanted to leave halfway on the first day and not come back. Whoever would have thought that I'd enjoy myself so much and turn up all three days, even going for all the post-camp outings. Now, I'm even organising an outing for next year. Looking back at a month ago, RED Camp ended when we were just getting familiar with each other, more bonded as tribes and even a whole camp. Still, some of us may be future schoolmates which is a great thing.

This is a post full of love.
From 'where are you' by Natalie. I'm staring out at the sky, praying that he will walk in my life. Where is the man of my dreams? Does he even realize I'm here? Where is he?

I love you, how crazy it seems.

The photos will be on facebook another time because facebook is kinda screwed now k, working tomorrow. Bye.

Hello, I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer,
December 21, 2008 / 11:06 PM

Heylo, I'm dead tired but I'm going to plough on, and post about today. :)

Yeah, I just reached home not long ago.

Met Abigail, Alethea and Yanling and went to decoder's for the gathering. We played a few games. Most of them required fast reaction, memory and stuff. I suck at stuff like that, so yeah I did land myself a forfeit.

Went off to Orchard to meet Evelyn for dinner. We had pepper lunch for dinner. How ironic, having pepper lunch for dinner. Okay, ignore that. I'm probably just thinking too much.

Now, here comes the highlight of the day. Mobbers @ Orchard!!

We did mass dance on stage, right in the middle of Orchard road. Quite many people were there but Vikings were the most responsive with the largest number of people again. Evelyn, Cheryl Yeo, Huilin, Sherly, Sherylene, Honglan, Hasinah. We're cool people, yo. Also met up with Dama, Xinger and the rest. They were with Ninjas though. Oh, I met Eleanor today too. Haha it's amazing eh, she's my kindergarden friend y'know.

Had fun camwhoring. We were all so high and cheering among ourselves. I think we don't even need SLs to lead cheers anymore!!

Love you guys hahah.

Photos soon when I get them or am free because the next few days are going to be really busy for me with class party tomorrow and work from Tuesday onwards to the end of the month.

And I don't think I can go for the next outing. They said it'd be on the 27th. Screw, I'm sad. :(

CherylL, Sherly, Shery, CherylY. Cool names. :D

5 rocking tribes, 3 fabulous days, 1 awesome camp.
You tell me what camp?

Here's to the last day of staying up till four in the morning, sigh. I'm going to have to adjust my body clock back to the normal persons' from tomorrow onwards.

Once you've had a taste of perfection,
December 20, 2008 / 4:57 PM

(UPDATE!!) Ooh, I'm not working anymore! Hahaha I'm a happy girl. :D :D I'll only be working after results if I do go to NP. Yay.

(Another update) I miss those mugging days. Days when I can go "Hey, library on Monday?" Everyone will just simply say okay and turn up on Monday. What are things like now? We hardly seem to go out at all. Every plan keeps getting cancelled. And people think I'm unfair because I bother to organise things for red camp (when I'm not from NP and don't even know everyone) and I don't bother to organise anything else? I can't help what you all think, but I hope you'll get where I'm coming from. Lol, what Anlin said probably was true. Mugging sessions always went well because mugging was a necessity for everyone, then. Now, do you all actually care?

I wish the olevel results would just hurry and come out now. Who cares if I get 6 points or 20 points now? It's too late, I don't care. Even if I get 20 points, I'll figure a way. At this point, I just wish I'd have something to celebrate for or mope about, then get a decent job with all the free time I have before starting school (if I go to NP).

Here I am and I'm coming for you,
December 19, 2008 / 8:33 PM

Sigh, I know I lack updates like crazy and this is totally not me. Well, I'm kind of bored and am likely to be starting work at jurong point soon. I'm not sure. Haha, yeah I know. After all I said about it being such an ulu place and shit, I'm actually going to work there. On the brighter side, if I do work there.. Huishan and Eckerene are working there too. Different shops, but still. Yanling is also going to be nearby if I ever need anything. :x

Meanwhile, another quiz.

1. Who’s the person who tagged you?
Yanling.
2. Relationship between you and her?
Good friends.
3. Three impressions of her.
Crazy, cranky and Cheryl's best friend. (all the C's)
4. If she becomes your enemy, you will?
I don't know.
5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
Haha take care, Imy. :x
6. Characteristic I like about myself?
I think I am funny.
7. Characteristic I hate about myself?
I don't really hate it but I'm quite proud.
8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
Go away because if I hate you, you shouldn't be here.
9. What do people feel about you?
I don't know, don't really care either.
10. Your crush?
What about my crush?

11. Pass this to 10 people.
I'm not going to tag anyone to do this but I'll just list out (it's random btw) for the sake of doing the questions below, yeah? You're still welcome to do this if you want though.
1. Yanling
2. Alethea
3. Amanda Ang
4. Liangjie
5. Rachel
6. Jamie
7. Jinguan
8. Evelyn
9. Abigail
10. Emelia

Damn, it's so unbalanced because so few guys actually have a blog.

12. If 5 & 7 were together?
(Rachel and Jinguan) Never going to happen. For one, Rachel is already attached to me.
13. Who does 5 look like?
(Rachel) Herself, which is good enough for me!!
14. What colour does 9 like?
(Abigail) Omg, I don't know. Red?
15. Say something about 8?
(Evelyn) She likes to talk, and she does that a lot.
16. Who is 2?
(Alethea) My good friend.
17. Talk about 3?
(Amanda Ang) She's my bestie.
18. Who’s 10’s best friend?
(Emelia) Rachel? Jocelyn?
19. Who’s the most sexiest among all 10?
Haha I don't know. You decide yourself.
20. What colour does 4 like?
(Liangjie) No idea!!
21. Is 4 single?
(Liangjie) Yeah. Girls can go attack him now.
22. Your relationship with 1?
(Yanling) Mentioned on top, I thought?
23. Are 5 & 6 best friends?
(Rachel and Jamie) If best.. then probably not?
24. 9’s surname?
(Abigail) Abigail Chee. :D
25. 7’s surname?
(Jinguan) Koh!
26. Say something to 8?
(Evelyn) Hey, _ is mine lor.
27. Say something to help 9?
(Abigail) Help her how??
28. Which of the 10 do you admire?
You decide. :)
29. Where does 1 live?
(Yanling) Damn ulu place, pls. Boonlay.
30. 10 of them know who you like?
Nope. :)
31. Say something to 6 when you see her?
(Jamie) Hello you.
32. 10’s spouse?
(Emelia) No idea.

How beautiful you are,
December 18, 2008 / 5:04 PM

Staring blankly at the empty box with the cursor still flashing away furiously, you feel a need to churn up something good. A million images, a million thoughts race through your mind. You want to pen them down. You don't know where to start. You hit the backspace key every so often. And you.. guess what?

That's what happens to me everyday. :)

HAHAHA that was a good try, for me, at writing descriptive anyway.

Eh, I'm going to bathe.

I've been doing nothing all day (and this is totally the life I love to live) except the usual. You know, facebook and all. Everyone is on a geo challenge frenzy today. No, I shall not let you all win my score.

I've talked to Jinguan for almost 5 hours by now, or at least that's according to what he says on his blog. He's away now which goes to show that guys aren't actually faster than girls because I am back already. Oh, he's back. Whatever, I'm still faster. Lmao.

This is like some monologue. It's an update because I lack updates.

Okay, I'll be back soon if I have something else to say.

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted,
December 16, 2008 / 2:19 AM

(updated!!)
Heyyyy, I'm so excited!!!!! Hahahahaha.

There'll be an outing for redcampers and SLs next year! It's going to be really fun okay. For one, SLs won't be in charge and red campers will be your game masters. I will make sure it is fun la, so you all must go:

RED CAMP 5 OUTING ON 4 JAN 2009

RSVP NOW. HAHAHAHA.

More photos for you!! Matthew and Amar. (Photos taken from Yvelyn)
Love much?

I know you all think I am so boring because I am not going overseas but I can bet with you I am having a better time in Singapore than you all are having overseas. Hahahahaha so there!!

I'll go sleep and update more on the outing later. (I am damn high, I must be drunk, I don't know how am I going to fall asleep)

Love is all around!! Omg I love you guys loads k, bye.

Cause you know, you know you're nothing
December 15, 2008 / 6:22 PM

I have lots of books. I'm going to bury myself in them like right now because if I don't finish them I'm going to owe the library a hell lot of fines. I miss studying. I can't wait to go to a new school and have something to do everyday. I can't wait for orientations. I miss RED camp. I miss doing TYS. I miss you. I think you are a loser though. I have been getting sudden urges to do my TYS. I wonder why I didn't get them before the olevels. I haven't found a job. I am not really trying to either. I am going to give up on organising a christmas gathering. I am wondering if any kind soul would like to take over from here. I actually enjoy studying. I need to clear my email. I hate friendster. I am literally living on facebook. I am so sick of holidays. I want to go to school. I think my brain has exploded and therefore causing me to type this whole chunk of rubbish here.

Sigh. On a random note, whatever happened to chivalry!

Hahahaha good day, all. I wonder how many people actually read the most disjointed post on this blog, ever.

Give it time, it's worth the ride
December 14, 2008 / 6:15 PM

I'm thinking of organising a christmas gathering, or some sort of gathering for redcampers. I'm definitely not going to organise something really large-scale because I am sure I won't be up to it. I don't know how Matthew manages. Ahh.

More details on the gathering will be planned after the date can be confirmed. If we can't find a date then we'll just have to postpone it to next year, maybe after the open house event since it'll be easier to organise an outing with everyone in person. Hopefully, we'll get to meet up this year first though.

So.. if you're interested, go to my facebook and comment on the note 'christmas party' with the days that you can/cannot make it this month. Feel free to ask your redcamp friends to comment too. Do try to suggest where and what we can do too. Thanks.


Cheryl wonders if you will wish her a happy birthday or reply her.
:):):)

Not a minute spent to think that we'd regret,
December 13, 2008 / 8:33 PM

About half of the girls who were there, LOL.
Fellow red campers. :D
Now you know who to call. (I love that effect my camera has)
The SLs/ambassadors.
The guys playing soccer.
Very few people went for the soccer thing at NP. Probably around 40? The number of girls there, including SLs were like, 10. Hahaha. Btw, only Gladys and I were there but I met new people who were great.

I played (attempted to) street soccer for the first time in my life today. I have to conclude that I suck at it. It rained quite heavily for a bit too and everyone still stayed out in the rain.

Today was interesting, I guess. It wasn't boring and neither was it a failure despite the small turnout. Everyone has heard of 'fun in the sun' but who has heard of 'fun in the rain'? :D

Photos all up on facebook. Took some from Dama already. Am a bit lazy to tag people. Maybe I will, soon. Or if you're kind enough, help me.

Poor feet are sore because we were running around barefoot. I think I need to play more soccer (practice la!!). Anyone? HAHAHAHA.

Nothing like such an experience.

My heart can't rest till then,
December 12, 2008 / 6:37 PM

Today was over at Alethea's for a while with Abigail, Evelyn and Jocelyn. I didn't join them for dinner and church so I am back pretty early.

Red campers!!

Tomorrow's unofficial red camp outing is on again. It's going to be a soccer tournament at NP, lollol. Click here to go to Matt's blog for the details and to RSVP hahahaha.

I'm not sure who else is going but there are many, many vikings RSVP-ing, yo! Totally rockinggg. Plus red camp is awesome stuff, so I'll be there.

That's all, for now. :D



& I can't wait to see you again

Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now,
December 11, 2008 / 7:49 PM

I made a blog with Yanling, listoflaughs. It's under my links. It's really random and merely for our own entertainment. I don't know if you'd find it funny and neither do I care but you can visit it if you want. Also, my full profile is there. I like that wordpress layout and all. We'll see.

Life is absolutely wonderful, I send you hearts. :D

P.S. I like blogger's standard templates a lot but the font is too large for my liking, sigh.

Breaking the city's heart together,
/ 12:01 AM


Cheryl L, says: THAT IS WHY I SAID I AM SO GOING TO MARRY HIM
Cheryl L, says: LOL
Cheryl L, says: you are so totally mine man.
Super(wo)man says: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
Super(wo)man says: you go girl!!!

Introducing, my gay friends and I. Rylrylz, Chelchelz and Memez. Go figure.

This is a dance for all the lovers,
December 10, 2008 / 11:56 AM

The woman I almost married but we broke up due to.. personal reasons. :) haha kidding la, we are both not lesbians. Confirm. :xI posted yesterday, but deleted it within a minute. I don't know why. Anyway, am rushing out soon so I will edit this post once I am back.

For now, to all red campers, if you happen to see this..

Saturday
13th Dec 2008


This unofficial RED Camp escapade may or may not happen this saturday, the plan is still tentative. But here's what you'll need to do for now.. if you (and/or your friends) are interested in having this get together and will definitely be there (if its confirmed), we'll REALLY need you to leave a note with your name and tribe.

Go comment on Matt's blog post about the outing if you're able to make it so that the outing can actually happen! Yayyy. :)


(edit; 7.31pm)
Picture above is rather ugly, too bad. I don't care. Anyway, I went to JRL for a date with Rachel today and not much reading was done.

You know what, imo I've never done anything even near crazy these four years in Nanhua. But this isn't the end. I'll be back. Wait and see! :)

Okay, I'll give you a hint. I'm going to be kicked out of school if I really do what I'm intending to do, rofl.

You know it's all the same, another time and place
December 08, 2008 / 4:18 PM

Heylo you all.

I know of 3 Cheryls whose birthdays are coming soon, this year. Inclusive of myself, I mean. Cheryl is a way too common name. On a random side note, I prefer being called 'ryl' to 'cher' hahah. Perhaps it's that I've been called 'cher' in the past and it too, sounds like teacher. Okay, whatever. Anyway I prefer 'ryl'.

How exciting. It's already december. I'm moving on, to somewhere new and better in no time at all. To someone out there, WFM. :)

I've never believed in things lasting forever, friendships and relationships alike. But maybe I should stop being so cynical because if anything, the current friends I have now, may just prove me wrong. You know who you are if I am referring to you so.. hello, make an effort too k! Haha!

About relationships, probably I haven't met anyone yet thus the cynicism, but there must be 'someone out there'. That being said, I am not a hopeless romantic and neither am I looking for anyone atm. I am single but not interested (SBNI) and am perfectly happy merely having eyecandy. Oops, too much information?

Still, who knows? Forever could just become a reality someday.

Love you all, dear friends. The poor people who put up with all my shit and nonsense.

It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change
December 07, 2008 / 3:25 PM

The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name

(edited @8.03pm) Freaking running a fever now. Yuck, of all times. Maybe it's the after effect of all the chocolates ha ha. (/edit)
This is proof of how gay I am becoming nowadays. I really don't think I belong in Singapore at all. I mean, in terms of dressing. I enjoy dressing as if it's winter. You can talk all you want, I don't care because I still love it. :D

Also, I am going to put on 10kg soon, if I haven't already. I have promptly finished the whole box of mini toblerones after I ran out of kitkats and timeouts. How much chocolate is that man, zzz.

Errr. Nothing else to say, for now. I don't know why I've been running low on inspiration these days. No topics to post about. Haven't been getting the urge to blog for sometime now. I've been posting constantly out of habit, and just out of habit. Pfft.

Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else

So can we make this thing ours?
December 06, 2008 / 9:36 PM

Have you ever felt more alone in the midst of people you call friends than when you're by yourself? People change. And it feels as if there's an invisible barrier separating us. No longer can we have conversations with each other freely.

I've never had many close friends and I don't suppose I ever will but I am happy with my current friends. Really am.

I don't feel like going anymore. But what can I say?

P.S. I can't wait for my stuff to arrive. I've just returned to my spending habits way before the exams (not a good thing) and bombed a lot today. 3 hoodies from spree and a cap from river island. Lovely. I have rather weird taste in clothing but as long as I am happy and comfortable, why do I give a damn what others think? :D

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to
Give you everything you want and need
Show you the way love's supposed to be

But that is gna change cause I'm coming back,
December 05, 2008 / 10:35 PM

Towned with Emelia. I am quite happy because I got my pretty hairband from f21 and 2 rings. After which we went for the band concert at NUS high.

Also, I just received my top from a taiwan spree. I am radiating joy. It is really damn pretty though I didn't get the colour I originally wanted, I think this is even nicer ha ha. Plus the blogshop owner is relatively nice and efficient. :)

I know, nothing interesting in this post. I don't particularly feel like blogging now actually and am just posting out of habit.

I still want the NUM bag and tank top, zzz.

Can hardly believe I am done with secondary school life but cheers to that. It is rather upsetting, still. Decisions, decisions! If I'm doing mcm, I think I probably have to get contacts or braces. Most likely both too. Ugh, sai man. I don't want.

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around

Happy endings, now I know
December 04, 2008 / 3:27 PM

This is my favourite. Polaroid dress hahaha.
Eh I love all these colours k!! Don't know what is this. Some random board.
Cinema, haha.
Sketching effect.
Random spam of photos because I think they are damn cool. I am only posting nicer ones.

When I grow up, I want to own a chocolate buffet restaurant. Oh my, heavenly indulgence.

Okay no, I am not exactly serious about that. If you know me well enough, you'd know what I really want to be, impossible as it seems. Ha ha.

I don't know what else I wanted to post.
I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

All I want is love, someone to see
December 03, 2008 / 8:12 PM

Boo to you suckers who are doing my quiz without leaving your real name. I hate you. Whoever is !, ?, 123 and me, I hate you. All my stalkers man. Wle, just tell me who are you.

Over to Alethea's today to play her wii with Jocelyn and Amanda. I completely suck at rockband but hey, need practice k.

Attempted to jog. Walked to NP's track but it was crowded. Anyway we ended up spending more time sitting at the playground than actually jogging.

Tired.


Where do I go from here
You've gotten under my skin
And I don't know how
To get out of this place that I'm in

/ 12:31 AM

This is such fun, I love facebook.

Cheryl plans to attend post RED camp 5 escapade 2! 12:26am
And btw, if you're from redcamp, go check out that event k.

So far going to go with Gladys, Joanne and Jeris. :D :D

Yay, excited!!

Support mannn.

Fake a smile and deal with the side effects,
December 02, 2008 / 7:39 PM

Caught wild child at the cathay today with Abigail, Alethea, Amanda and Jocelyn. I think the show is quite cool. Super bimbotic and it's like the naughtiest girl series I used to read in primary school.

Anyway afterwards was a little bit of walking and a lot of eating. When we go out, we can't seem to walk around for long. I don't know why we always end up eating everywhere we go.

But these are my lovely girls. :)

They say secondary school friends are likely to be the friends you stay in contact with for life. I sure do hope so thought ultimately most of us will be separated.

Who is the '!' who did my quiz? Please don't do anonymously eh, thank you. Only 3/11 people have passed ha ha.


My future, I decide for myself. I thought somebody would understand the thoughts running through my head. Up till now, no one does. I'm really tired of people looking down on me and the decisions I make. The more this happens, the more determined I am to show you otherwise, to prove you wrong. I know it's a harder route, unconventional indeed, and perhaps I'm more likely to fail than succeed. But I will do my best, and have no regrets because this is what I decided on, this is what I want.

Forgive but I can't forget
Every day I deal with this
I live with the side effects
But I ain't gna let them get the best of me

If you're gna find yourself
December 01, 2008 / 10:43 PM

Hello world, go attempt my quiz k. It's meant to be a hard quiz so don't worry if you don't do well because everyone failed. Only Zhengda managed to pass, and I have no idea how he did it okay wle.

There's also some Red Camp 5 special program during NP's Open House on 10th January omg omg omg. I really want to go but then it clashes with like 209 chalet. How! Redcamp!! Suckfest man.

...

Going out tomorrow, bye people.

I know this really isn't you
I know your heart is somewhere else
And I'll do anything I can
To help you break out of this spell