Glitter all around
We're delirious, tear it down, till the sun comes around
November 30, 2008 / 1:57 PM

I will update the previous post with photos soon.

Anyway, I SLAM (sound like a man, damn sexy haha) now, I don't know why. Perhaps my throat lags, just like the rest of me.

Still black and sunburnt too.

But I have something to say today. In fact, a lot of things.

1. Some people really need to be given the chance and the honour to plan and organise a big event from scratch. They don't seem to understand the effort others put in to make it work.

2. If you don't enjoy certain events, so be it. No need to whine like hell and complain about how people sucked. At least they did their best. Did you? Did you do your best to cooperate and enjoy?

3. Don't even comment on how shit everyone looks because you obviously look no better. Wait, that's a bit wrong. You don't come anywhere close. How can you say that people aren't popular? How'd you know? Are you? Not in the very least, please.

4. The events you helped out in were only half as successful. Now, you're blaming others for it. Talk about sour grapes. Would you understand now? That organising events isn't an easy job?

5. I need to make this clear. I do not hate people for no apparent reason. I hardly dislike people. I may be quick to judge but at least I know that I may not always be right (unlike you ha ha).

To end off, I wish you a good day. :)

Hold on to what you believe,
November 29, 2008 / 8:32 PM

Photo taken from Matt Octo/okto people! :) Anyone with other group photos, send me please!Note: Click on pictures to view the larger one. Alternatively, go to my facebook album for the clearer pictures.

I am freaking black now, like seriously. If I wear something sleeveless out, I will be literally black and white. Not to mention I am quite seriously sunburnt because my nose is red, my neck is red and my arms are red.

Talking about red, HA HA I STILL LOVE RED CAMP 5. Today was the unofficial red camp outing at sentosa. There'll still be an official outing and I look forward to it. Hopefully there'll be more outings actually.

To start off, thank you to Matt who took initiative and put in a lot of effort to organise the whole event, as well as to ensure everything went smoothly. Not forgetting, SLs that turned up today. I'm sure all the red campers appreciate your efforts despite your common tests and stuff. You all are really the best. :D

Was in octo/okto with Eck, Huishan, Wanlim, Jeris, Joanne and others because we were split up randomly. The group was named after 'octopus' since we were group 8. Then eventually our cheers made use of the tv one, and Matt posted it as okto on his post. So yeah, octo/okto. :x

I will summarize today's events rather quickly because I am tired: Sand, sun, beach, stations, dance. The amazing race had stuff like getting random people on the beach to join and spell SILOSO with their butts, drinking seawater, ball games and more cheering. Mass dances were also done in public to get attention.

Was tiring. Gladys, Jeris, Joanne and I returned to vivo very dehydrated for drink shopping but..

We all had fun in the sun, yo!

I can give you one final reason to convince you that red camp is worth going for. I woke up freaking before 8 today and even arrived at harbourfront, which is super far from my house, earlier than the expected time (9.45am). For someone like me, getting me up and moving at such unearthly hours is no easy feat.

What does that tell you about today's outing?

What camp? Red camp 5! :) :) :)

Ha ha my blog is becoming such propaganda nowadays. Too bad.

A funny (inside joke anyway) sms conversation with Eveyhoho:
Her: Even though I left early, I still love you (and _ haha)
Me: I love you (and _ of course) too. As in, not that _ loves you too.
I am standing in the distance
You can take your time
And I will be there waiting
Never far behind

November 28, 2008 / 4:12 PM

HELLO PEOPLE, JUST TO LET YOU KNOW, I DO HAVE A TAGBOARD. CLICK THE WORDS ON TOP "DON'T SELL YOUR HEART".

LOL. This is because many people don't seem to know I have a tagboard. So yeah, tag leh. Only 1% of people reading actually tag?!

Sentosa tomorrow. Woohoo.

He gives me this feeling that my love never ends,
November 27, 2008 / 10:01 PM

I am interested in giving tuition, yo. Don't laugh.

I am very friendly.

In case you'd like to know more, I am smart and you won't have any regrets. HAHAHA kidding. Still, I got As for chemistry, biology, e maths, a maths and combined humans (ss & geog, but I am better at ss) for prelims. For PSLE, I had straight As with A* in maths k.

I currently take higher chinese, double math, triple science and elect geog if you weren't aware already.

My L1R5 was 11 for prelims, after bonus points would be 7.
L1R4 after bonus would be 7 too. (hcl isn't counted)

Haha whatever. No one who reads this from my blog will ever want me as a tutor. Anyway, this post is just for fun because I've been reading a lot of advertisements from students who are giving tuition. I figured since I have the same qualifications as them, as well as the same results, I might as well post too, rofl.

That being said, if you really do want tuition and you trust me, I don't mind giving. (It'll save you a lot of money and I can do something with all my stupid books) Hahaha. I am free until start of April, probably.

Mail me, 282731@gmail.com, bye.

P.S. No physics, no chinese.

For everything I've left behind
None of it was true
He's all that

Would be yours if they only knew,
November 25, 2008 / 1:30 PM

Class of 08, 409. And the girls were forced to bend in their dresses and heels, sigh.
My buddy is the prom king and I can bet yours isn't. P:One of my best friends in Nanhua, really.
Another one of my best friends in Nanhua. :)Self timer and all my pretty girls.
(Full albums up on facebook now)

I thought prom was quite boring and the hotel stayover was alright. Perhaps I am now cranky because I haven't had any sleep in 25 hours and still counting, but I daresay that I had more fun at redcamp. Honest. :/

We camwhored, talked and laughed all night. At least, those who didn't sleep did. Actually, there wasn't much to do anyway. After all, what else do you do during prom but take pictures and talk?? No doubt the photo-taking was alright. Other than that though, there was really nothing special.

Damien was voted prom king, which is like uber cool. Then I can tell people, hey the prom king is my buddy!! Hahahaha. I am honoured.

I also found out a random fact, that Amanda Ng comes to my blog the first thing before anyone else's. She loves me that much, you see. I never knew I was that interesting but, yeah. Yay I love you. Let's get married. (Hi Rachel, you too)

One more thing, the letters I received yesterday were really sweet. I didn't make any, as usual but hey, I love you guys and I'm happy to have you all around me as much of a bitch I can get at times. You know who you are, I'm sure.

To end off, I will leave you with something Matthew said at red camp, which I thought was true. (Coming from a guy, oh well, at least he knows.) Guys are like toilet bowls. They are either taken, available or full of shit. Imo most of them must be full of shit, ha.

With reference to above, his post (I think I became a very loyal reader recently) and reality, hello girls, have some sense of pride. Stop taking all the shit from those baboons already zzz. Give them back what they deserve, pls.

You believe and you doubt
You're confused and got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours

RED Camp mass dance,
November 24, 2008 / 1:10 PM

I am being completely high over all the wrong things. Post-RedCamp outing!!! Haha omg. I cannot wait, I am still missing Red Camp.

On the other hand, I am not the least bit excited over prom and would just skip it if only I hadn't paid such a sum for it. (P.S. I rock, the only thing I bought specially for prom is a pair of shoes. I mean seriously, who is there to impress anyway?)



Look at the colours, cool right? Yay for red campers.

Xoxo

She's never gna love you like I want to,
November 23, 2008 / 12:07 PM

Matthew won't be able to emcee for Nanhua's prom.

It's too bad but nevertheless, I think he's really nice to even have considered it given that he was given such short notice. Commonwealth people are lucky to have him for emcee, hahaha. Okay, to an extent we are lucky too since he offered to do a short performance but there wasn't time.

I think Evelyn and I must be pretty awesome, for helping to invite him. No idea how we did it. But, but, but damn cool right haha.

Am boring myself to death, am on facebook everyday. And my blog is rather awesome. I had 87 unique visitors yesterday, most of whom came by because of searches to do with 'red camp'. Not many to you, maybe. But whatever, I think I can be an ambassador for them already.

K, bye. Tomorrow is prom already. :)

P.S. Vote for the vikings to win the unofficial best tribe on Matthew's blog!


And you just see right through me
And if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbeliveable
Instead of just invisible

Pictures from Red Camp,
November 22, 2008 / 1:23 PM

A side note before I start on the post, karaokeparty.com is really cool. Go check it out if you're free, and if you're playing, let me know and add me k!

Awesome people.
Awesome tribe, VIKINGS, AYE!!
Awesome student leaders.
Awesome emcees.
I look shit in the photos but I don't care. In other words, this post is used to prove my exceptional vocabulary (which is limited to the word 'awesome') and of course, that Red Camp has been awesome in every way. And I'm really, truly, honestly going to miss it.

For all the pictures, including some mass photos, go to my facebook album. :)

A disease of the mind, it can control you
November 21, 2008 / 10:47 PM

What camp? RED CAMP 5! :D

I tell you this, these three days were superbly well spent and were totally crazy, in a good way obviously. I don't regret going, at all. I can guarantee you one thing, I've never had that much fun at a camp before and I've never even been to a camp where people were so high.

Never before, people did cheers with such enthusiasm in my own school camps. Not to mention, we hardly even know each other and we only spent a grand total of three days as a tribe.

Vikings had CCA fiesta and we learnt hiphop dance. Did mass dance, went absolutely nuts cheering and dancing. We also set a Singapore record with everyone freezing for a minute. Woohoo. At night, had zouk out. It was quite alright but perhaps clubbing isn't my thing.

Finally, we won the most bonded tribe, too. Aren't we totally awesome! Aye aye captain!!
Hey vikings, hey what's up
You're so hot, you burn me up
Red camp fiveee!! :)

Thank you to SLs and all the red campers for making these three days so wonderful, hahaha. Serious, okay.

Put on your pretty lies
You're in the city of wonder
Ain't gna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under

Boy, you got some things to prove
November 20, 2008 / 8:29 PM

Red camp has been really awesome so far. Even though only Evelyn, Gladys and I were there today, I think we all had fun. Today was full of activities, while we visited schools in NP. Lunch and dinner were of enormous portions as usual. Learnt mass dance and more cheers.

Hey vikings, how're you feeling?
Feeling hot?
Hey vikings, how're you feeling?
Feeling high?
Baby, you can call me if you're feeling kinda horny tonight.
Haha! Actually our cheers all seem pretty obscene but ha, vikings!!! We're so horny, we are the vikings! :D

V-v-v-vikings
We are the vikings
We like to shake it
And when we shake it
Oh, shiver me timbers

When it's not alright, when it's not okay
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright?
Will you say okay?

When I met you on the outskirts of town,
November 19, 2008 / 8:50 PM

Today was red camp at Ngee Ann and I think it was great. Being in vikings was fun. We are the horniest creatures on Earth, rofl. I'm too lazy to elaborate on much but I'll post pictures after everything. KFC (american cuisine) for lunch reminded me of ndp in 2006, when we ate that for practically every meal.

I look forward to mass dance. :)

This sucks though. I'm reconsidering my choices. If I'm totally honest with myself, mass communication is the only thing I'm really, really interested in. Perhaps, I aim for other things just for the prestige and the success. How!! Haha I'll never get to uni if I don't go to a JC because I know myself and I have no portfolio at all. I have no experience, exposure, whatever. Zero.

Either way, I'll say again, I'll go where life takes me.

And pray that it will be right.

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head I don't know what to think

My little decoy, don't look so blue
November 18, 2008 / 9:41 PM

Happy birthday to Jiawen!!
We need to catch up already. I think you're like almost the only primary school
friend I still keep in contact with, sort of. Hahaha. I'm going to be freaking retarded and go for nanhua's open house just for you. Sigh. Why am I doing this? Because I love you! HAHA okay, I am crapping and all but the last line is still true k. :D
My second post today and I know my posts will disappear from the main page rather quickly now. I don't know who's going to care about that but if in the unlikely scenario that you do want to read my posts and didn't get to yet, I have archives under my links.

I think I am never going to grow any taller than I already am so I will have to rely on heels for the rest of my life. That isn't very bad because personally I love (x10000), absolutely love heels. If I get a job and have enough money, I'm going to splurge on more heels. A girl can never have too many heels!! :D

And my mummy is funny. I told her, "I'm sick of cheena schools, please." And she said, "I'm happy you're back to normal." Wahlao, she means I'm cheena.

When I grow up, I'm going to have a walk-in wardrobe and a whole wall dedicated to rows of heels and boots. When I grow up, I'm going to have a swimming pool in my house. When I grow up, I'm going to be rich and famous.

Ha ha ha, well. A girl can dream, can't she?

Pretty soon you won't remember a thing
And I'll be as distant as stars
Reminiscing, your heart's been wasted on me
I'm not sorry at all
No, I won't be sorry at all
I'd do it over again

If I were a boy,
/ 5:18 PM

Met Jamie to go down to Bugis in the morning. We were both late, the usual case. Though I was admittedly later today. Didn't go for the cotton on interview eventually.

Walked around a bit around Bugis and headed off to Vivo to walk some more. I really, really like mango. I meant the shop, not the fruit, in case you're too dense. Went to arcade, but it was damn crowded so we went to dhoby ghaut to play. My favourite place, yes. And I'm so awesome, I can play hard mode on 2nd mix para. :x

Freaking tired so we left early. Camwhored a lot on the bus. Yeah, my forte.

Saw many people today. No one interesting, though. :(

Fabulous song for you, if I were a boy by Beyonce. Lyrics can never get more accurate than this. Thanks, I'm such a sexist, I know.
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go

Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Cause they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man

I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah, you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed

But you’re just a boy

And we can get away with this tonight,
November 17, 2008 / 7:02 PM

Went to cck with Jamie and LLJ. Had sakae buffet. I tell you, their lobster red plate thing sucks, like totally. But I love their mochi ice cream.

Shopped with Jamie. Bought lots of stuff at cotton on. You know, I bought dark denim skinnies. You thought you'd never see the day I'd be wearing skinnies but ha, I am because I am so fickle-minded that I hate myself for it. Well, too bad, I changed my mind only about dark denim skinnies. Grey and black are acceptable too, I guess. :D

Will be working at bookfest with Amanda love love love this weekend. Not sure of details yet. Going to miss last day of red camp if I work too. Whatever, I'm going to interview with Jamie for cotton on tomorrow.

In any case, won't be highlighting hair because I won't be allowed to work. The person asked me over the phone whether my hair was coloured last week hahaha. It'd also cost me a bomb (which I can't afford at the moment). Sad, isn't it?

I miss you all on facebook, lol. I'm finally getting the hang of finding friends and stuff after so long. But who cares, I love their games.

:)

Love the ending to Jay's feature on the December issue of teenage.

That's not magic. That's just Jay.

We're one mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
November 16, 2008 / 1:17 PM

Did I tell you that I'm very inspired now? Hahaha. About what? No, not something you should know about. What is my point for posting this? Nothing. To make you curious. Right, never mind. I have gone utterly mad.

I love you, dear friends.

Prom is coming. Red camp is coming. Everything is coming. And going. It's all going to be over soon. But then, it's alright. 209 and 409 chalet in two months.

"I think you're really cute", xoxo

I've just gotten myself Genie's album. I hope the rest of the songs are nice because the songs that are released on radio are quite disappointing.

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

If you go away,
November 15, 2008 / 5:53 PM

To start off, I am irritated to the max because of facebook. Someone tagged me in random photos when I wasn't even there. I was like, fine. I don't care. And now, even worse, someone is tagging other random people in MY OWN PHOTOS. Bloody hell.

Cheryl Leong wrote at 6:35pm
Do I even know you? Why am I being tagged in random photos and why
are people I don't know being tagged in mine?

I don't care if I'm rude, but I don't know what the hell is going on. If it's someone I know, maybe I'd think it's some sort of virus or shit like that. But I don't know her, so there.

You can hate me for that. I don't care either. Piss off, thanks.

Back to reality and out of the virtual world (okay, not really), I'm back on viwawa, maple, everywhere. Ha. Life is rather boring but I am happy being at home all day. Shopping is tiring and walking is annoying the shit out of me. The only thing that satisfies me is eating and being with my favourite girls (ha ha ha, be honoured).

And I also realize I haven't bothered to even attempt to start korean or japanese lessons yet. Crap, I am such a lazy person.

Sigh, the biasness of the whole wide world. Close-minded people who can't seem to accept that my opinions are different most of the time. I don't think you can judge me just because I think differently from you. :)

Right. I have writer's block. I can't think. So I will not leave you with anything thought-inspiring like I intended to.

P.S. If you don't treat someone like a friend, you'd better make it clear. It's better for you to be a downright bitch than a backstabbing, scheming and two-faced bitch, no? Oh wait, it's the same thing.


Don’t you let me go
Baby don’t you let me down

You're not the only one this heart has ever felt,
November 14, 2008 / 8:07 PM

Went to holland v to have lunch at crystal jade with my darlings (Alethea, Amanda Ng, Yanling). Bought a scoop of ice cream after that and cabbed to town because we were too lazy.

Shopped, ate, talked, stoned, walked, camwhored. I got new heels hahaha, I think I have a foot fetish nowadays.

Anyway, everyone was quite tired but I had fun today. Love you girls the most. :D

Photos for kuishinbo lunch and holland v are being uploaded on facebook already btw.

We're more hurt than we appear
The world will never know
We both have tasted tears, my dear
You're denying what I say, don't act like it's okay

And don't tell me you're okay,
November 13, 2008 / 6:01 PM

Let me share with you the exciting story of my life today.

I didn't bring my entry proof and was almost late for the bio mcqs. Many thanks to Evelyn who helped me get another entry proof printed at the office before I arrived, if not I would have been late like, for sure. They opened the doors to the hall a while after I reached.

Now, let's fastforward. Went to kuishinbo for buffet with many people. (Cheryl, Alethea, Abigail, Evelyn, Rachel, Jocelyn, Ian, Howard, Anlin, Ashleigh, Eric, Damien, Craigven) Okay, maybe not that many.

Heck, the food was quite alright. The beef was superbly awesome and the scallops, though small, were rather satisfying. Prawns pretty good too. Everyone ate like pigs and were totally stoned after we paid and left.

Walked around a little bit but eventually ended up shopping with only Evelyn and Alethea. Somehow, everyone split up to do their own stuff haha.

We walked until our feet were crying out in agony (which didn't take very long) and went to eat Anderson's ice cream. I think we are amazing people. We just had a buffet, yet we managed to eat ice cream and still plan tomorrow's lunch.

My camera died on me halfway so I don't have many pictures. Will upload on facebook tomorrow because I need to charge it now. :/

Exams are all over and this is really, officially the end of secondary school life. Why don't I feel anything? I don't feel like celebrating. I don't feel like I'm finally free. I don't feel like all the stress is gone. Maybe the fact that I didn't put in as much effort as I should have is finally settling in my head.

It's probably Pioneer JC for me. It's not a matter of giving up. Distance is just a really important factor I've always failed to consider. And I'm not interested in all those 'elite' schools along Bukit Timah Road. Not like I'll even be able to get in, in the first place. Back to the point, I know myself the best. I know I'll never make it waking up at 5am everyday and taking a bus to school from home at 6am. I can hardly even make it getting myself to Clementi every morning. And that's like freaking close to my house.

This is a superbly long post, for my standards. If you read all of it, you deserve a clap. I doubt many would at all but I don't really care.

Hope for the best, anyway.

I can forgive it, I can't forget it
You left me here with all these scars
And you can't deny the hardest part
I'm not in your arms

Please, don't flatter yourself
November 12, 2008 / 7:42 PM

Happy birthday to Jingwei!
Who would have thought this would be someone I'd mug with in secondary four? Anyway, I know he is secretly very happy that he is 16 now because he can do so many more things. Hahahaha.

Life brings us many surprises so don't give up hope.

We have the same aims, and we're going to make it somehow.

P.S. I did the "What Letter Does Your Soulmate's Name Start With?" quiz on facebook for fun. And the result is rather interesting. Let me show you:

Result: The Letter R
Possibly (but not limited to) Rachel, Raymond, Rafael, Randall, Renee, Raul or Rebecca.
HAHAHAHA. Maybe I should start believing in these stuff.

It's not in the cards, it's not in the stars
I'm not sorry, I'm not sorry
You're not sorry

不良笑花
/ 10:39 AM

Hoho, chem was alright. I know I have 4 questions confirmed wrong though. Let's move on to my daily rantings. Today, I'm going to rant on about bu liang xiao hua.

"你这个平胸扁脸的白痴笨蛋三八 俗又没力的猪头台妹 你是个没胆没肺没大脑 唐门对你的一番好心苦心菩萨心被你白白糟蹋了 你拼死拼活也要拿到奖金 去参加什么鬼珠宝创意大赛 知道吗?"

Jojo (小call) is absolutely awesome. The way she said the whole chunk was freaking amazing. And btw, just so you know, I typed out the whole chunk up there hahaha.

I think it is rather sad that so many people want Jia Si Le to end up with Xiao Hua just because he is so poor thing and he truly loves her or whatever shit. Well, life doesn't work that way!

It's just merely one-sided love and men are never perfect. He has flaws too what. Why. Does. No. One. See. That!!! He was also never the one who stuck by Xiao Hua and believed her when no one else did. Why then, would he deserve her?

Tang Men and Xiao Hua are really cute and they believe in each other. It's only natural for them to be together imo.

So Jia Si Le had better not end up with Xiao Hua. D: <

半熟宣言
November 10, 2008 / 5:15 PM

封存天真的信件 开始收集高跟鞋
昨天存档成照片 我知道童话不会实现
我的可爱给藏起来 当成一种纪念
那个男孩 那张脸 突然觉得不那么起眼

偷偷做的卡片 就偷偷藏在心里面
想象画面 原来可以治好我的失眠

Cheryl is a happy girl today. Yes, rather surprising as today was physics MCQs. But haha, trivial matters such as physics will not bring me down!

Firstly, I got Rainie's album already. The calendar is really pretty and going to be useful while the stickers are super cute. The quotes by Rainie are especially awesome.

Oh, did I mention Miss No Good is great although I hope Tang Men and Xiao Hua can get on with it and get together already. Who cares about Jia Si Le!!! :x Omg Jocelyn, hahaha same sentiments.

Next, Genie's album isn't out in Singapore yet. Never mind then, I suppose I'll wait and see if there's a 2nd edition.

Then, I also bought P.S. I Love You (the movie) because it was on clearance sale, which is great.

Finally, BPP library is wonderful. I managed to borrow Nineteen Minutes, Swapping Lives and The Love Academy. Wheee. I hope I can finish all by the due date.

To end off this happy post, pray that Amanda Ng and I get the job!! :D
Although if we get it, I won't be able to dye or highlight my hair.

我的天 开始变 任性想法留一点
我的脸 怎么变 鬼脸不能常出现
无所谓 正在变 我拥有两个世界
宣布我半熟的宣言

You wanna mess with me?
November 09, 2008 / 2:04 PM

I'm talking back, look in my eyes
So you can see just where I'm at
You think you know me
Word on the street is that you do
You want my history
What others tell you won't be true

I have lots of photos of the past few days but I am too lazy to upload them because they take freaking long and I need to study physics, ugh.

Nevertheless, may upload a few next time. (Blogger is screwing up and I can't upload any now)Aaaand get the rest from me on msn k. :D

Am going to be rather busy. Going to help out in fansubbing too. :D

Fyi, my schedule below the tagboard will be constantly updated with activities. Book a day with me before I'm too busy. HAHAHA.

Baby, just ask me

Now that it's over you can't bring me down,
November 08, 2008 / 2:49 PM

Thought you thought that I was worth it
Now I think a little differently
All I wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love

Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around
And you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you

I still haven't received my red camp package thing. First, my email in the database was wrong so I didn't get emails. Now, my address must have been wrong so I didn't get any mail, again. What the hell is with this shit man, you tell me.

But I am in a much better mood since I checked my email because I think I may be able to help out in bookfest @ suntec part-time right after o-levels, which is greaaaat.

Wedding dinner later. I just came back from the church thing. (There was chocolate fondue!) I'm going to wear a dress later leh. Plus four inch platform heels, omg. Hahaha!!

Then you left me broken-hearted
Now you don't mean a thing to me

Just walk away, and don't look back
November 06, 2008 / 9:32 PM

Cinderella with no shoe, and
The prince that doesn't know he's lost
He says that her face is so familiar, and
Goodbye with just the same old song.
But this time I will not surrender
Cause I'm gone

Today, felt like olevels was over. In fact, we probably behaved as if it really already is over. In case you were wondering, no it isn't over yet.

Caught HSM3 with Evelyn and Yanling. I thought it was boring. Nonetheless, it reminded me of our own graduation and our own prom.

Shopped a bit and headed to BPP to eat and mug for MCQs. By then, it was rather late and I was not the slightest bit productive.

Ah well. I haven't received the camp package from Ngee Ann. I don't know what group I'll be in for red camp yet. Sighhhh.

Nobody but you,
November 05, 2008 / 5:41 PM

Today, I've bought myself macarons, peanut butter cups and milk chocolate coated nuts. I am going to grow fat and die, but do I look like I care?

And I got a bag. I have a fetish for bags in every colour. -.-

I can't wait for the buffet hahaha.
People who are going: Cheryl, Evelyn, Alethea, Rachel, Jocelyn, Amanda, Ian, Damien, Howard, Anlin, Jingwei, Ashleigh, Craigven, Abigail

And whoever else, please confirm if you're going. HI EMELIA, DO YOU SEE THIS? :D

Righto, off to play. Bye.

Lyrics and translation below taken from Damien, who took it from http://moogledesu.wordpress.com/

Nobody by Wonder Girls (원더걸스)

You know I still love you baby
And it will never change

Chorus
I want nobody nobody But You
I want nobody nobody But You
난 다른 사람은 싫어
니가 아니면 싫어
I want nobody nobody
nobody nobody


난 싫은데 왜 날 밀어내려고 하니
자꾸 내 말은 듣지 않고
왜 이렇게 다른 남자에게
날 보내려 하니
어떻게 이러니

날 위해 그렇단 그 말
넌 부족하다는 그 말
이젠 그만해 넌 나를 알잖아
왜 원하지도 않는 걸 강요해


Chorus x2

난 좋은데 난 행복한데
너만 있으면 돼 더 바랄게 없는데
누굴 만나서 행복하란 거야
난 널 떠나서 행복할 수 없어


날 위해 그렇단 그 말
넌 부족하다는 그 말
말이 안 되는 말이란 걸 왜 몰라
니가 없이 어떻게 행복해


Chorus x2

I don’t want nobody body
I don’t want nobody body
나는 정말 니가 아니면
니가 아니면 싫단 말야 아

Chorus x2

Back to the days
when we were so young
and wild and free
모든게 너무나 꿈만 같았던
그 때로 돌아가고 싶은데
왜 자꾸 나를 밀어내려 해
why do you push me away
I don’t want nobody nobody
Nobody nobody but you


Translation

You know I still love you baby
And it will never change


Chorus
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I don’t want anyone else
I can’t have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody, nobody nobody


Why are you trying to push me away? I hate it.
You ignore what I am saying
Why are you trying to send me to other guys?
Why are you doing this?

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not enough
Stop it right now, you know me well enough
Why are you forcing what you know I don’t want?

Chorus x2

I’m satisfied, I’m happy
If I have you I don’t want for anything else
Who do you want me to meet and be happy with?
I can’t be happy away from your side

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not enough
Why can’t you understand that it makes no sense?
How can I be happy without you?


Chorus x2

I don’t want nobody, body body
I don’t want nobody, body body
Really, if it is not you
I hate it!

Chorus x2

Back to the days
When we were so young
And wild and free
Everything was just like a dream
I want to go back to those times
Why do you keep on pushing me away?
Why do you push me away?
I don’t want nobody, nobody
Nobody nobody but you

November 04, 2008 / 11:04 PM

This is just something to waste your time, because I like to waste your time.

Shoe size: 37?
Height: 154.5? Lol I don't know. Whatever, I'm short.
Where do you live: Far from you.
Favourite drink: Chocolate milk. :D
Favourite breakfast: I hardly eat breakfast.
Have you ever been on a plane: Yes.
Do you smile often: I think so.
Are your toenails painted: No.
Whose bed other than yours would you want to sleep in: Not yours.
What colour shirt are you wearing now: White.
What were you doing at 7pm: Either facebook or youtube, lol!!
Are you a friendly person: I thought I was.
Do you have any pets: No. But I may be getting a dog soon. Hello, twitty!
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: Probably at home.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: I don't know who.
Do you sleep with the TV on: No, I hardly even watch tv.
What are you doing right now: What a dumb question.
Have you ever crawled through a window: 409's classroom window?? :x
Are you too forgiving: Probably.
Are you closer to your mother or father: Perhaps my mum?
Who was the last person you cried in front of: Can't remember.
How many people can you say you've really loved: I don't know.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: .
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: Maybe? I can't remember.
If you're having a bad day, who are you mostly likely to go to: No one.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: No idea.
Are you confident: Perhaps.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Go on a shopping spree
2. Bribe a school to accept me -.-
3. Go for buffets everyday
4. Rent many shows
5. Sleep in a bed of money

I carry my cell phone almost always.
I like to shop.
I slept out last night.
I don't know what I want to be when I grow up.
I hope it's sunny tomorrow.
I know what day of the week it is.
I checked to see what day of the week it was.
I'm watching a movie.
I used to be smarter.
I prefer laptops to desktops.
I like fruit juice.
I can handle my liquor.
I watch cartoons in the morning.
I utilize the ice cream truck.
I never liked dolls.
I'm looking forward to tomorrow.
I'd like to go to a concert soon.
I had a bagel for breakfast this morning.
I've been forced to do something at gunpoint.
I like Superpretzels.
I've seen The Curse of the Black Pearl already.
I didn't like the movie's ending.
I'm thirsty.
I hate the smell of low tide.
I have a lot of cousins.
I have the best dreams.
I am currently sore.
I tan easily.
I'm going to sleep soon.
I don't care about celebrities and their lives.
I read the magazines anyway.
I have a Neopets account.
I love the summer.
Bolding surveys are my favorite.
I own at least one sports bra.
I could never be a vegetarian, ever.
I'll be old enough to vote in the elections this year.
I prefer a tanning salon over natural sunlight.
My school ends for the summer in June.
I believe that a woman's virginity is a valuable thing.
I can't walk up a flight of stairs without being a little winded.
I don't understand how some people could fail English class.
I am so tired of hearing about 'Juno' and how amazing that movie is.
I can fit into a size two or smaller.
I can eat anything I want without gaining a single pound.
I don't understand why some people freak out when two people of the same gender kiss.
I wish they offered a language other than Spanish or French at my school.
I've called somebody a bad name before and meant it.
Somebody has called me a bad name before and meant it.

I never have plans for the weekend.
Preps are not as bad as some people make them out to be.
I've looked at somebody and thought, "I'd never want to be them."
Mondays aren't THAT bad.
It bothers me when people claim to be "afraid" of falling in love.
I think bruises are cool.
I hate when people try to talk to me when I have headphones on.
I have at least one fake designer purse.
If you're always worried about what could happen, you're never going to have fun.
I'm in my school's band.
I play an instrument but I'm not in the school band.
It never snows where I live.
I hate when girls freak out when their boyfriend even looks at another girl.
I love wearing low cut shirts.
I could never be a tomboy.
I'm at an age where I should be out of high school already.
The college I'm going to/want to go to is out of state.
I just want to move out of my parents' house as soon as possible.
I've been in a relationship now for over five months. (Hi Rachel, hi Amanda Ng, hi Amanda Ang)

I'd never want to live somewhere where it is always hot.
I think anorexic people look unattractive with their protruding bones and stick thin legs and arms.
I mean, I could afford to lose five pounds, but I'm not going to starve myself to do it.
I trip over my own two feet.
I want to be a model.
I want to be an actress. (Drama, drama!!)
I want to be a famous singer. (HAHAHAHA shall I sing for you now??)

I don't see the point in wishing on 11:11.
Scene kids, please stop.
I don't have any school spirit at all.
I hate coming home to a house with no food.
I absolutely loathe waking up early.
My foot usually finds small, sharp, pain inducing items.
I've broken something that did not belong to me before.
I hate gym class!
I feel bad for people in wheel chairs.
I have a class ring.
I plan on going to my high school reunion.
I'm scared to go to the doctors because I'm paranoid they'll give me really bad news.
I work in a restaurant or cafe.
I got a job because my parents made me.
Please, like I have a job.
I have terrible balance.
I attend parties and school related activities just for the high school experience.
I live with both my parents.
It seems like there are more divorced people than married people.
I have a nightly routine that I must follow.
I live near a body of water.
I have jumped or would jump into a freezing body of water in the dead of winter just to support a charity.
My parents have at least one bumper sticker on their car.
My family has more than one vehicle.
I hate public transportation.
I've been to San Antonio before.
I've seen the Alamo up close and personal.
I can barely speak English; I can't imagine being able to speak another language fluently.
President Bush *beep* up for everybody.
I hate the world and everybody living in it.
People disgust me.
Everything on me has to match before I go out in public. (My theory is that the more colourful the better)
I don't understand girls who put make-up on even though they're not going to be leaving their house.
I can't run for a long period of time.
My parents won't let me bring food up to my room.
I eat in my room all the time.
I'm one of those girls that kiss my boyfriend before every class.
I don't need a man to make me happy.
That may be true, but I sure do love the man in my life right now!
I prefer to eat out than cook something at home.
I take a vitamin supplement.
I've never been to New York.
I'm a vegetarian.
I get mostly A's and B's on my report card. (HAHAHA thank you)
I'm taking Home Ec.
People tell me all the time that I'm photogenic.
I'm born in the month of April.
My astrological sign is Cancer.
I don't even believe in astrology.
I have been to Canada at least twice.
If I lost my lipgloss, I'd probably die.
Why are people so down about Barney? He helps little kids learn.
When I draw people they usually look like stick figures.
Kelly Clarkson gets on my nerves.
I have an iPod.
I listen to the classic rock station on the radio.
I have a crush on someone who's two years older than me.
I'll eat anything you give me.
I'm a picky eater.
I'm actually more of a cat person.
I prefer Lays to Pringles.
On school days I wake up around 6:00 AM.
I love Trix cereal.
I still buy Happy Meals.
My toenails are painted right now.
I've skimmed through the encyclopedia for no reason before.
The floor of the room I'm in right now is wooden.
I'm in the French Club.
My school doesn't even have a French Club.
I enjoy gardening.
I don't have a single favorite song.
I have a computer in my room.
I'm chewing gum right now.
I had a taco for lunch.
I can't play a musical instrument.
I sometimes wish I had a British accent.
I don't like crepes.
Music is my boyfriend.
I like to listen to rap. (Jay?)
No, actually, rap is crap without the 'c'
I've heard of The Spinto Band.
I love The Spinto Band's music.
I play basketball.
I play field hockey.
I'm a cheerleader.
I have, like, 17048710284 inside jokes with my friends.
I have some type of phobia.
I still have Barbie dolls/action figures from when I was a little kid.
I'd rather shave my legs with a nail file than actually ask my crush to a dance.. they can ask me.
Yahoo is my email provider.
I can't resist buying tabloids.
I hate the phrase "your mom", but even so, I say it all the time.
I have a job.
I get paid less than minimum wage.
When I first meet people, I usually hate them right off the bat, but then later I think they're okay.
I reallllly love metallics.
Math is probably my favorite subject.
My reading level is above what the average kid my age's is.
I'm 14 years old.
I don't understand why guys think that if they act perverted you'll like them. (They do?!)
I have personally met the person whose site I got this survey from.
No, I will not vote for Pedro.
I'm really mad now because the movie Napoleon Dynamite ROCKS.
I laugh at kids who try to dress gangster.
They seriously need to bring Boy Meets World back on the air.
People tend to label me, but I don't really care.
People do label me, and it makes me mad.
I don't think I even have a label.
I don't have my driver's license or permit.
I love movie theatre popcorn.
I'm not a Harry Potter fan.
I never notice people's eyes color, unless they point it out to me.
I spend waaaaaaaaay too much time on the computer.

My middle name starts with 'D'.
I don't have a best friend.
Fall Out Boy was AWESOME before, but now that they got on MTV, they've sort of lost their awesomeness.
MTV makes me mad sometimes.
But the Andy Milonokis Show rocks.
I hate the little kids in my neighborhood.
I have to take pills for depression.
I like bolding surveys.
This particular survey SUCKED.

Before it's too late, gna face tomorrow today
/ 4:27 PM

So you wna change the world
What are you waiting for?
Say you're gna start right now
What are you waiting for?
It only takes one voice
So come on now and shout it out
Give a little more
What are you waiting for?

In conclusion, facebook is actually really fun. Look at all the gifts for Poofy. :x

Kpop concert is tonight. Today, wonder girls are performing in Singapore. Sigh. And I'm actually missing it.

But never mind. Like I said, this is the life. Spending all day watching shows and on facebook. The life man, yes.

Sometimes, I feel a little helpless
Seems like well, I can't do a thing

But anything is possible
Just you wait and see
Good things happen, if you just believe

No one's there, who're you talking to?
November 03, 2008 / 8:08 PM

Cause it's you in my arms tonight
I don't need an imitation
Yeah, it's you that I'm thinking of
I don't need an imitation
Come and look, describe what you see
Is there hope standing next to me?

The end of all the studying subjects. I mean, okay there is chinese (but really, who cares?) and the MCQ papers.

I can't do anything about my chinese anymore and I won't. This is rather sad because people taking express chinese have the chance to get an A1 while I have zero, nada, zilch, none at all!

I have been busying myself with Rainie, facebook and youtube these days. What a life I have.

Hahaha okay, bye.

/ 1:41 AM

I swear, people on youtube are totally awesome. They upload shows really quickly. I just finished episode 9 of miss no good. And I'm going back to SS soon.

Anyway, awesome show. I love seeing Xiao Hua and Tang Men together. They're so cute. Why is it only showing once a week!!!!

可爱
November 02, 2008 / 9:58 PM

咖啡已经 温热不再
静静在一旁发呆
连风也停留窗外 等待

电话也已经 喧闹不再
静静在一旁无奈
时钟也不知怎么停下来


期待 突然醒来
有你 温暖依赖
只是爱与不爱在徘徊 摇摆


我想你明白 可能不是爱
我想你只想找个替代
你都说自己并没有那么可爱


我想你明白 这并不是爱
我想你忘了什么是爱
我不过是可爱 却还不够被爱

Ha ha ha screw SS.

You know, I feel old. The generation has changed. Everyone takes history instead of geography. We are the last batch. Therefore, we are all old hahahaha.

Super super super can't wait to go to JC. If I can even make it.

Alright, never mind. Back to SS.

Love you all.

November 01, 2008 / 5:57 PM

Watch Jay on 康熙来了 (23rd October). You won't regret watching it. :D

不要再问我奇怪的东西,哎哟。哈哈哈哈周杰伦好棒。小S也是我看过最厉害的主持人了吧。

I wanted to post completely in chinese but I doubt many would read so yeah, I refrained. HAHA.

Watch this too.



我爱你 丞琳 :D
听她讲日语真的很可爱。

I cry out, I reach out, don't walk away
/ 12:15 AM

Please remind me, my love
And take me back
Cause I'm so in love with what we were
I'm not breathing, I'm suffocating without you
Until you feel it too

Post-prom party sounds damn cool on the facebook event cause it isn't all just Nanhua people. Haha. Anyway, are we going? :D

Ya, I am a freaking facebook addict now. I go on like, everyday. But everyone has facebook. Isn't that great? *beams*

I can't believe I survived bio. (I know this post is rather late, since it's Saturday already) I mean, that I actually came out of the hall alive. After studying bio so last minute last night, I am amazed.

Righto. Left with SS, chinese and the triple science MCQs.

How great.

Cause I can't fake, and I can't hate
But it's my heart that's about to break
You're all I need, I'm on my knees
Watch me bleed
Would you listen, please