Glitter all around
We're delirious, tear it down, till the sun comes around
Gives you hell,
October 30, 2008 / 11:47 AM

Wonder girls never fail to make me feel happy. Hahahaha. And I can't wait for Genie's and Rainie's album. They're released on the same day. :D

By All-American Rejects, the title of this post says it all. I think this song is rather.. different from all the songs I listen to. It's great though. The lyrics are cool, no?

I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place

And you're still probably working
At a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes


When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell


Now where's your picket fence, love
And where's that shiny car
Did it ever get you far?

You never seemed so tense, love
Never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are?


Truth be told, I miss you
Truth be told, I'm lying


If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well, hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where did it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on


Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
If you look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well


When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope it puts you through hell

Superrrr.

When you walk my way, I hope it gives you hell.

I am officially school-less soon. Actually, I already am. Sort of. Does that sound awesome or awesome? :D

Do you know where you are?

带我走
October 29, 2008 / 6:34 PM

带我走 (杨丞琳)
作词/作曲:苏打绿

每次我总一个人走
交叉路口自己生活

这次你却说等我走
某个角落就你和我

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑
像天空缠绵雨的汹涌

在你的身后 计算的步伐
每个背影 每个场景
都有 发过的梦


带我走 到遥远的以后
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞

带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由
都将成为泡沫

我不怕 带我走


每次我总独自远走
抱持缄默不皱眉头
这次你却说一起走
彼此温柔从此以后

白马溜过漆黑尽头
潮汐袭来浪花颤动
凝在海岸结成了墨
蔷薇朝向草原气球
邮差传来一地彩虹
刻在心中拍打着脉搏

For the first time in quite a while, these are the full lyrics to a song. Yup.

Rainie is really good, I like. Both in singing and dramas. No, I don't really care what else you think of her.

Anyway, I watched 不良笑花 yesterday and it was good. :D

The physics paper was hard, yes. I forgot to draw my rabbit, yes. I think I'm going to do horribly, yes. A throbbing headache was bugging me the whole morning, yes. But to hell with forces, waves, electricity and what not. This is going to be my last physics exam. Ever.

I have a feeling.. okay, no, scratch that. I am sure my olevels are more screwed up than my prelims. And that's saying something. My prelims wasn't even wonderful in the first place.

Then again, I can't seem to be bothered anymore.

I'm sure my life is so much more than exams. I'll go where life takes me. And I have a pretty darn good idea where that is, I think. Just that I'm not sharing with you.

Hu hu~

Thrown my words all around but I can't, I can't give you a reason
October 28, 2008 / 5:59 PM

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out until you know


I have insomnia, seriously.

A miracle that I even managed to wake up to go to kap today.

& many people seem to be sick. Take care, don't mug too hard. :D

(edit)Crap, I think I am sick tooooo. Wth. Before bio again. AGAIN.(/edit)

I can't wait to be spending everyday at NLB. Did I mention I have a new book to read already? Hahahaha yay.

Byeeee.

Tomorrow is physics. I am going to draw rabbits all over my paper at the end and write a note to my lovely examiners to spare me. :D

Yes, this I am totally serious about.

I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

I'll be lovin' u long time,
October 27, 2008 / 3:41 PM

Don't care what no one has to say
They don't understand us like we do
I need you near me night and day
Together there ain't nothing we can't do

"I'll always be there for you no matter what. Anyway thank you you are so awesome!!"

You are awesome shit. :D

You all are.

Xoxo.

I don't want another, ain't gna never be another
Can't nobody do what you do to me

You'd hold me close in your arms,
October 26, 2008 / 8:04 PM

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me

My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know

I just finished the book I borrowed.. one week ago?! 600 freaking pages. I must be either 1) Crazy, 2) Crazy or 3) Crazy. It's like in the middle of olevels? And Liangjie helped me to borrow another book hahahaha.

One more thing, I have inspiration for a new blogskin. I will fiddle with that after olevels, and I will change my blogskin along with the url. Yup.

P.S. Pretty pictures on the left, right? I love the rectangular shapes, the high contrast, the greyscale, the border and just about everything. If you have something bad to say, go away because I'm not interested.

/ 1:18 AM


Happy birthday Emelia Loh! :D
We've been in the same class for 4 years and although we haven't been close, we've had a lot of fun together. Many, many crazy stuff. It doesn't feel like 4 years have just gone by at all. Maybe I'll save the mushy stuff for an sms (or two), yeah. No good for everyone to know what lesbians we really are. P:

Oops, I think I just told everyone.

This is all for now anyway. And haha, I love you. I bet you love me too.

Of course you would, this whole post is yours, you know.

P.S. Your sms will come in approximately 79200 seconds more. Bye!

October 25, 2008 / 1:25 AM

409 at speech day 2008. I wonder how things will be like next year for all of us, hoho.

Take a look at her and do you like what you see?
October 24, 2008 / 6:29 PM

Cause I'll be there, in the back of your mind
From the day we met till you were making me cry
And it's just too bad, you've already had the best days
The best days of your life

Happy birthday to Gladys!
I don't know if you'll see this but anyway, heh. Love you, and hope we'll be able to keep in contact. I still think the sms you sent about 409 was really nice. :D

Womanizer is freaking addictive. Yaya according to Ian, because there is the ah ah ah inside HAHAHA.

Today was tiring. Yeah, my own fault for sleeping at 1 because I was reading my book. E maths was horrible. I was half asleep. A maths was fine. Aiya, you know what. I'm not going to get any A1s at all la.

Had mcdelivery today though. 20pc nuggets always make me happy. :D

Not going for cultural potpourri anymore because everyone was too lazy to pay up. Lol heck, there's no reason for us to go anyway. Let's have our own outing on that day, yippee.

Great weekend ahead, whoooo finally time to finish up my book.

Anddddd, confirmed going for buffet on 13th! Many, many people. (409) Yay yay. If you want to come along (but you'd better be willing to pay), tell me tell me. P:

Yeah, someone told me once, when you were out
She went a little crazy, ran her mouth about me
Ain't jealousy funny?

But, I've been told that a cheater is always a cheater
I've got my pride, and she's got you

Kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart,
October 23, 2008 / 5:49 PM

First I was afraid, I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
Without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong, I learned how to get get along

Go on now go, walk out the door
Just turn around now
Cause you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
You think I'd crumble
You think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I, I will survive

Elect geog was rubbish but manageable I guess. Alright, this hectic week is ending soon. Cheers.

I hope I can wake up at 6+ again tomorrow. It seems so long since I've even attempted to sleep early and wake up any earlier than 9.

409 is an exciting class. Imagine after collecting the last paper on 13th, a whole row in the hall stands up to dance. Freaking funny. Shake it mama shake it. Hahahaha.

Womanizer woman-womanizer, you're a womanizer. Oh womanizer, oh you're a womanizer baby. :D :D :D

And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry but now I hold my head up high
And you see me, somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
Still in love with you

How come,
October 22, 2008 / 5:56 PM

I am on the brink of insanity.

There goes my full marks. Still, a maths was not that bad.

How Come by Brown Eyed Girls. Really catchy song. I was addicted to it quite sometime ago but I only watched the video yesterday because Damien told me about it.



I really want to go for kpop night 2008! Nevermind olevels, just screw olevels. Wonder girls are going, woohoo.

I've made mistakes that I can't erase,
October 21, 2008 / 8:14 PM

Oh I should have seen the signs
Now we're falling back in time
So far from where we started
So far from what we wanted
And I’m trying to right this wrong
So I need you to be strong

My compo is kinda screwed up again. Nobody else did the question I did!

Let's also pray that cambridge examiners never find out that it is really botanic gardens and not botanical gardens.

I wonder why I am so dumb and refuse to stick to what normal people would do, like narrative essays.

Boo.

Overprepared, huh. Please don't let this be the end of all my dreams.

If I had more money honey
Would you love me, love me, love me
If I wasn’t just somebody like me, like me

October 20, 2008 / 5:00 PM

I am so pissed, I don't feel like posting lyrics with this post, so I won't.
I am so pissed, I don't even want to blog anymore, but I still will.
I am so pissed, I don't think I'll be coming online today.
I am so pissed, I will bite off your head or breathe fire onto you if you talk to me about senseless things.

I am so pissed with myself. Such a freaking easy paper, my freaking best subject, yet I can manage to screw it up.

I feel like cursing and swearing but I will not. I feel like biting somebody and yes, I think I will go find some food to bite soon.

So they say without hopes, there'd never be disappointment. I guess I never learned. It's not that I never studied. It's not that I didn't understand. I just had too high expectations. Why did I ever put so much hope in my chemistry.


Oh well, I am still rather disappointed but I guess it is safe to talk to me now. P:

I figured why olevels are going to suck like hell. We're stuck in the classroom now. Stupid dumb school let us take prelims in the hall and when we got used to it, they're throwing us back to the classrooms. Zzz.

RJC's open house on 14th January. Jocelyn and Rachel are going with me, yay. Anyone else wants to go? (Although if we get results before that and I confirm cannot go RJ, I will not go anymore) Sigh.

It was really nice to receive all the well-wishes from people through smses, my tagboard, facebook and all. Thank you, I feel loved. Definitely something that made me smile. :D

说好的幸福呢
October 19, 2008 / 1:05 PM

After so long, it's finally tomorrow.

Whoo, have no fear. Bring it on! All the best to everyone, we can do it! :D :D :D

I will do my best, for all the people who believe in me, for all the people who have always been there for me, for all the people who have never given up on me. Also, for the rest of the suckers who don't believe in me, who have always underestimated me, I will prove it to you. That I am so much more than who you think I am. (:

I say, you go eat yourself.

I've decided after o's I'm going to spend my time reading books since I've compiled a rather long list of books to borrow. Maybe I'll just sit at NLB/JRL to rot. Anyone wants to join me? :x

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
伴你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了


时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了却了我哭了
一开始的不快乐

你用卡片拭写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了


怎麽了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦淹了
开心与不开心
一一叙说着 你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着

要怎么停呢

Happily never after,
October 18, 2008 / 7:05 PM

"I dont think I want this anymore"
As she drops the ring to the floor
She says to herself "You've left before"
"This time you will stay gone, that's for sure"


And he shattered something as
She dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be the time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving

But this time, without crying
As she got into her car

She said n
o, happily never after
That just ain't for me because finally
I know, I deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall

As she drove away she starts to smile
Realized she hadn't for a while

No destination, she drove for miles
Wonderin' why she stayed in such denial

I'm done, I'm done
Said I'm so done
So done, I'm done, I'm done
I'm free, I'm free, I'm free
Free to be me


She inhales an air she'd never breathed before
The air of no drama, no more

Happy birthday to Eckerene!
Had really great times during guides talking to and laughing with you both you and Huishan. Shall go out again to zi-high and camwhore after o's, which isn't far away. Love you loads, womannnn. :D

Today was the last tuition class with Abigail. Mr Koh bought a cake haha. :D

Studying at library with Evelyn, Ian and Jingwei was quite horrible. I am never going to mug with Ian and Jingwei together again. I can hardly get anything done.

Shall reserve Cecelia Ahern's books next week or maybe tomorrow. Whenever I feel like it. Whooo.

Andddd I'll be going for like $50 (omg?!) buffet with Prawny after olevels!!! You are invited to invite yourself along if I like you. Yay.

Beyond the world to the end of time,
October 17, 2008 / 2:29 PM

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold it's making me insane
I've been waiting here so long
But now the moment seems to have come
I see the dark clouds coming out again

2 1 1 1 1 1 2 3 4

7 - 4 = 3

You don't get it? Oh, too bad. If you're smart enough, you'll figure out what I'm talking about.

Btw, school wasn't a complete waste of time. I can tie my own plaits rather quickly now hahahaha.

Just got an SP gift pack from SP's lucky draw thing. o_o Lol wth, maybe I'll go down and get it if I'm free.

Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon, just me and you

FM S.H.E
October 16, 2008 / 9:50 PM


Everything has arrived. My autographed album and all.

Life is good, which is why I am in the mood to post twice a day. :D

&& Mr Foo dedicated a song on 987fm for sec 4s in nanhua. Amusing. But this also shows we must be a pretty amazing batch of students.

"Wah this principal so cool." HAHAHAHHAHA yeah man.

I have a love-hate relationship with Nanhua. :D

你在我不了解的世界
/ 7:35 PM

城市的爱情弥漫着多少的虚伪
在表情冷漠的街 上演着离别

将过去刻化成石碑
我温习所有情节
却刻出一个字叫后悔

星星的眼泪满天的风雪
我被回忆四面威胁
你拒绝了解什么叫凋谢
什么叫做哭着失去一切


星星的眼泪满天的风雪
谁不为爱伤痕累累
你竟然坚决 将故事结尾
我的笑容已经不完美

Studied at mos with Rachel, Jingwei, Ashleigh and Amanda Ng today.

I am damn good. I slept at 2am and managed to meet Rachel at 9am today hahahaha.

Finished bio topical TYS (without essay questions) in a day!! Since I started after 12am yesterday, it's only counted as a day. Omgomg. :D Ok technically it isn't finished but hey, a bit more only la.

Excited.

On the other hand, I haven't started on chem and the chem paper is on monday. Awfdnkjfnkjndasndadwsdadqwedw!!!

In an attempt to do well for higher chinese for that two bonus points, I will listen to more chinese songs and try to decipher difficult lyrics instead of skipping them from now on. Hoho.

700+ smses in a week. Crazy. I think my bills are going to be crazy and I have just broken my own personal record.

只有夏天盛开的玫瑰放肆的嘲笑
落叶自己却不敢不敢面对被搁在玻璃瓶的岁月

魔杰座
October 15, 2008 / 9:00 PM

Alright, since I got my album already, I shall stop harrassing the people at the CD shop. Of course, I am still pissed with them wasting my time but ha whatever hahahahaha.

This is my 409th post on this blog. It's time for a change. I've stayed here for way too long. Perhaps after olevels or whenever I have inspiration. (:

BYE.

香水有毒
/ 1:55 PM

我曾经爱过这样一个男人
他说我是世上最美的女人

我为他保留着那一份天真
关上爱别人的门

也是这个被我深爱的男人
把我变成世上最笨的女人

他说的每句话我都会当真
他说最爱我的唇


我的要求并不高
待我像从前一样好

可是有一天你说了同样的话
把别人拥入怀抱


你身上有她的香水味
是我鼻子犯的罪
不该嗅到她的美
檫掉一切陪你睡


你身上有她的香水味
是你赐给的自卑
你要的爱太完美
我永远都学不会

Before I start ranting, handbagplanet.com is giving away free handbags and you have nothing to lose anyway. So do check it out, alright? :D

Completely forgot about the launch of Jay's album today until Jiayu reminded me. Rushed down to BPP only to find out it had yet to arrive.

Wtf is this?! I think CD shops ought to have more responsibility, especially those dealing with CD preorders. The least you can do is keep customers updated with delays and shit like that. In the first place, they didn't even let me know that the CD would be released officially on 15th due to a delay. Luckily, I figured for myself. If not, I'd have wasted more time. I did see people going to collect the cd on the 9th though, only to be let down by the CD shops. Please do something about the preorder system. Even an sms system for updates on delays and shit would be good enough. Your calling system is completely inefficient. Did I mention that your website is a waste of time too?

Jay Chou's new album "Capricorn" is available for pre-order from 24 Sep 2008 to 08 Oct 2008. Reserve your copy at any Sembawang Music Centre store now!

Hello? Update your website at the very least? CD rama states there that the album is released on the 15th though, so I have nothing to say about that. I am extremely pissed now, I hope someone reads this and does some feedback to CD shops doing preorders. Perhaps they can use a more effective system, thank you.

No offense meant, this is merely constructive criticism. (:

Sigh, back to the sad reality, O-levels are in 5 days time and I have yet to receive Jay's album. Neither have I helped Jiayu collect hers.


I stay in love,
October 14, 2008 / 8:40 PM

Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will

I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know


We said let go but I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone, it's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you


It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Mugged at KAP with Jamie, Liangjie and Ashleigh today. Ian and band people were there too. He bought fries for us. :D

Whoooo. 6 more days!

Ganbatte ne~

Shinjirarenai.

爱多少 早知道
October 13, 2008 / 10:40 PM

我的头发已全部剪掉
你制定的发型我现在不想要
我再也不会抱着你聊
聊那些以前以为有的未来

对你说的话 现在想起来多可笑
请你别太计较


早知道我会爱得受不了
就该随身带着一把剪刀

把所有我不爱的画面都去掉
是否我会更好

早知道认识你像玩高空弹跳
拉着你我爱 的距离忽大忽小

也许认识我的时候你就知道
你对我的爱有多少

KAP-ed today with Yanling and Liangjie.

Sigh, I just finished a drama series in two days. Wth am I doing!!! :(

Cheryl is listed as engaged to Rachel Chen. 12:09am - Comment

Hahahaha omg facebook is such fun. I just can't figure how to put engaged to Amanda Ng too. :x

比你贱
October 12, 2008 / 1:36 AM

你说你已寂寞三个月
非常怀念有我的从前
但是你前天更新的相簿
明明搂著一个正妹


你说她只是个好朋友
怎麼你说谎越来越弱
而为什么我们都已经分手
我还有心痛的感受


你从来都不知道 我对你有多好
就连命都可以不要

你说你其实早就知道 只是你不需要
何必犯贱痛苦自找


谁比你贱 恋爱只求新鲜
谁比你贱 对谁都要欺骗
我庆幸 我高兴 不用再被蹂躏

我比你贱 分了手还想念
我比你贱 但你比我可怜
我至少
还拥有颗 你没有的真心


Time to mug, yo! Whoooo! Meanwhile, my life will be boring so I won't post much. Perhaps I'll just spam lyrics daily. After all, that is what I do best, and I have an endless flow of awesome songs.

/edited}
I am left with only 3 episodes to finish hyd2 and I only just started on it today. Daaamn, I am totally not studying at all. :/


But now I know the games you play,
October 11, 2008 / 12:16 PM

See, there's not much you can say
He said he's done, changed and I finished today
Cos I can't do it no more, I wont be there when you call
So you besta move on because
I couldn't be your substitute no more


Talk about needing to grow taller. -.-

Happy birthday to Hsiehhui! I know you'll miss me in school. But it's okay. There's just like a month before we can meet up haha. Great talking to you though, I wonder why it took us so long to get to know like really 'know' each other. :D

Alright, bye.

Graduation Day,
October 10, 2008 / 6:21 PM

409 409 409!!! The best bunch of people you'll ever meet. :D
409 clique, xoxo. :D :D I am blocked though. It isn't me who is short. Cynthia is just tall.
Most of the 409 girls. Much love. :D
With Ms Lim and Mrs Chiang. Ok I decided I will attempt to scrape at least a B3 or A2 for physics, sigh.
409 girls.
The 209'06 girls, love them. With people missing though.
Ashleigh, Liangjie, AmandaAng, Cheryl.
For more photos, go to my facebook and add me, or whatever, go save the photos yourself k. Because there are too many, like seriously. 100+. I will upload the whole album there.

I finally got back my sec 1 report book. My position was 316/360 for eoys in express stream. No A's at all and freaking failing everything. Amazing, aren't I? I know.

And the progress report is quite cool, it says like COMPLETED S4 EXPRESS. So we have officially completed school. Hip hip hooray!

The usual, highlight to see results below (which are here for my own records), which also means you can see if you want to and skip if you're not interested. Of course, a test to see if you are kpo at heart.

English: 63 B4
Chinese: 74 A2
Higher Chinese: 62 B4
A Maths: 72 A2
E Maths: 80 A1
Biology: 75 A1
Chemistry: 79 A1
Physics 62 B4
Combined Humanities: 70 A2
CCA: A1

%: 70.8
Class Position: 7/16
Level Position: 71/280
L1R5: 11


I swear 409 is the greatest class I've ever had. Everyone gets along well with each other. And that is quite rare nowadays. Sigh, what will I do without you people? All the teachers love us, and said so today. Even though they may have said that to every class, Ms Lim even cried haha. See, we rock so much. And also to Jingwei, 9 years of friendship. Haha! Please let us make time for each other even next year, no matter what schools we're in or how busy we are. I love you all. :D

"This love? I heard they call it All- encompassing. And forget about the "nothing lasts forever" quote. I think we might just have it here. The three words don't cut it anymore. There's definitely more to this than those three over-used and over-rated words."
Alethea's post sums it up. I think her post is really good. These sentences are just prologues. You want to read more? Click here.

Yes, I sound like an advertisement. It was on purpose.

Today, I bet everyone could feel the love.

Stronger than ever, this love is.

This is it, I guess. This concludes four years of my life at Nanhua.

What a hideously long post.

See things now I didn't before,
October 09, 2008 / 6:28 PM

It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missing you crazy
How do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep

Happy birthday to Yunian!!

409 had a wonderful attendance of 10 people today. Amazing enough for 409. And 410 had 1. Hahahaha.

Went to limbang to mug with Rachel, Amanda, Jingwei, Kevin and Shanjun. Talked a lot about baboons, couldn't stop once we started. :D

Mmm tomorrow is the last day of school, sigh. As much as I can't wait to leave this damned school, it's sad that we may never have lessons with each other as 409 again.

Meh. Ima bring camera tomorrow. Take pictures with me, my dearests. :D

&& feel like going late for school tomorrow. Might go have breakfast. Anyone?

They say, we saw your girl at the game and
Damn we gotta say, a big mistake by you

Tell me that you're getting no sleep
Can't think, can't eat, until I come see you

Girl, you know it's over this time,
October 08, 2008 / 5:23 PM

Saw many sec 4s at the library today, including Eckerene, Huishan, Lingying and all. Wonderful. :D :D

This just proves it. School is a sad place and no one would go unless absolutely necessary. P:

I haven't went out with Eck and Huishan in damn long already! But never mind, let's study hard now, sigh.

Xoxo, loves.

It's Over - Jesse McCartney

We've run out of words, we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons really why we're together
We both know it's over baby, bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough, I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits, it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause


'Cause I'm not comin' back, I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed


'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages, messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear, girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin', leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby 'cause it's over

I still wake up every morning quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
No trouble stayin' occupied

Oh I ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need's another episode
Keep conversation short and sweet

You know that it's over when the burnin'
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when she don't do to you
And move you like the way she moved ya before


And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it's better

Letting go of the world we know,
October 07, 2008 / 7:16 PM

You're the one who looked right through me
Now you're saying that you knew me
When I was invisible
And you're the one who walked right through me
Now you're saying that you knew me
When I was invisible

Guess what? I.. *drumrolls* was in school today! :D

It was a royal waste of time and the most useful lesson we had today was PE. Surprise, surprise.

I spent the whole day talking to Yanling and Anlin, being childish and doing dumb things. We were even bored enough to prank call the people in front to see who would respond. -.-

Need to go kbox soon, I am having withdrawal symptoms. Hopefully on thursday, because I am free. But no one will go with me until after o's!!!!! :(

Freaking mad, I sent almost 100 messages yesterday. Mygod. (Like I said, god doesn't believe in me at all because everytime I say 'oh, my god', he never replies, sigh.)

Am in a uber duper good mood today. I was so hyper, I scare myself. *screams*

It's so easy to be lost
But maybe you're not lost at all

Do you recognize me?
Do you know who I am?
Do you see me now?

第二个自己
October 06, 2008 / 11:41 AM

Di Er Ge Zi Ji 第二個自己 - Yang Cheng Lin 楊丞琳
Love this song, yo.

Variety show, call out to Rainie
Watch k hahaha. Rainie is really cute. She's not fake and is happy with who she is.

Variety show, Joe call out to Mike
Superrrr funny la omg. Plus, Mike is really a nice guy. I want his number tooooo. :D


Yeah, I'm not in school again. Hi.

Shall watch nodame cantabile (のだめカンタービレ) nowzxzx.

Fyi, I did study. I did physics. So it is perfectly justified for me to take a break for an hour to watch one episode.


相信 不放弃会到终点
October 04, 2008 / 11:32 AM

雨滴下了 模糊眼前视线努力
隐藏的痛 反而越明显
我们曾扣着指尖 承诺彼此的明天
当你放开了手 遗忘在昨天

我还记得你温柔的双眼
第一句我爱你多么的甜
幸福的瞬间 我们都曾相信会是永远

I like 与幸福有关, heh. Anyway, yesterday was fun. Mugged till macs closed at 11 with Amanda and Jingwei. Had lousy pizza hut with suckass service for dinner.

16 days left. Unprepared as ever. Sigh.

Screw the school though. Yesterday was the first day I skipped school and suddenly the teachers are going "Oh you didn't come, you don't deserve any handouts." Wth? Be more fair can? It's not like we don't want to do well or aren't studying right? -.- whatever, I am still not (all the more) going back to school.

你决定转身离开的那天
曾属於我们的约定 化成了碎片
那幸福的瞬间 多么不舍得也要说再见

那幸福的瞬间 忽然被划上了句点

想你的香气 我想遇见你
October 02, 2008 / 7:22 PM

那童年的希望是一台时光机
我可以一路开心到底都不换季
带竹蜻蜓 穿过那森林打开了
任意门找到你一起旅行

那童年的希望是一台时光机
给我放伯伯的糖糖你味道熟悉
所有回忆 在夏天的口袋里

Happy birthday to Charlene Chan! :D
I am still very excited about getting FM S.H.E!! Soon, I think. Yaaay.

I cleared my locker, which leaves me with completely no reason to go back to school, except for the report book.

But I will miss you people, 409. & these are almost about the only people I don't want to leave behind. (:

I do feel quite sorry for our teachers who plough on with lessons despite the amazingly uninterested and distracted class. As much as I can't wait to graduate, I will appreciate all they have done. && 409 has the best (almost) bunch of teachers ever. Heehee.

Any current sec 3s or whoever if you're interested in the following items, let me know, yo:
1. Sec 4 higher chinese textbook 4A & 4B (with a lot of notes and artistic doodles)
2. English oral notes
3. English TYS (1997-2006)
4. Biology Topical TYS
5. Chemistry Topical TYS
6. Physics Topical TYS

Hahahaha!! For the time being, that is all anyway.

Joy to the world!!!


一路争吵的话题
我们说好走到底
因为从此就分离

你好久 都没再来
October 01, 2008 / 7:53 PM

不要你离开 距离隔不开
思念变成海 在窗外进不来
原谅说太快 爱成了阻碍
手中的风筝放太快回不来

Happy birthday to Jamie W bestie! Love you, woman. Mug hard pls. && bimbo, do remember me next year, wherever you go. :D

Mugged at SMU with Evelyn today. I decided it's quite a cool place haha. I like. Then I braved the crowds and went down to Bugis myself to meet my parents for dinner.

I am damn happy, tomorrow is one of the last days in school already. Lol! Ya I am going for the briefing thing. Just in case.

Alrighty, I have a whole list of chick flicks to watch when I am free/after o's. Hahaha.

不要你离开 回忆化不开
请你等重来 我在等待重来

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