Cheryl & Evelyn, don't you just adore plain red hoodies?
I wonder why Evelyn is taller than me in every photo. Oh, because she IS. Okay shut up.Unedited photo, but I like.

You're talking way too much
You tell me one more time how I should live
I swear I'll bite your head off
I am who I am and I can't be no one else
You got nothing left to say
Keep your comments to yourself

Happy birthday, Amanda Ng Li'En!
Wo ai ni x10000! *gives you big hug*

Hi bitch. Amusing, much? Lollll.

I have a bunch of wonderful friends. :D

School rocked. I mean, okay it rocked compared to other days.

Yileen, Emelia and I were singing the silver train song. I like that song y'know. Really want to see the lyrics again. It was the standard song for all the choirs in primary school, can't remember which year. By the way, BPPS choir got a gold, so there. And yes, I was in choir. I joined innovation and modern dance before too in case you didn't know. Shut. Up. Ok. Innovation used to be hard to get into because there were interviews and stuff.

I am the silver train, zoom~

After school, wasted time by taking 173 with Waner, Ian and Craigven. Took 184 back with Ian later.

Have lots of homework to chiong now, because I am not going to have much time to do any tomorrow. Craaap. Not to mention, common tests are coming. Need to settle class girls' hoodie. Need to settle grad night video. Woohoo.

I am addicted to singing. I will sing to myself, preferably with instrumental versions of songs on youtube and like, record it, listen to it myself and finally, delete. Lollol!

And you, shit you. Why're you so cute? Hahahaha omg.

(edited;7.17pm)
Didn't go eat with AmandaN and co because I was lazy and needed to catch up with work. But I guess they were right, me coming home early is of no help, seriously.

Bimbo is the best, right? She just got angry with homework and threw away everything she just wrote so she is back at square one, in terms of homework. -.-
(/edit)

Important Note: Do not read the following post if you are a goody-two-shoes or have nothing better to do and are looking for someone to sue in court or something.

Oh, one more sad thing for you if you are, I have not mentioned any names and neither will I do so. If you intend to assume who I am referring to is whoever, then it's your own mere assumption and I will hold no responsibility for that. For all you know, this is my own hallucinations, illusions and such. Therefore, if you choose to discuss this or whatever, it is your own problem and none of my business. I repeat, I will hold no responsibility.

You can also try going to facebook instead, if you have nothing else better in your life to do than to be nosy.


I wonder why I am so unlucky to have to tolerate you.

"Loyal friend who trusts and respects those whom she feels are her good role models."
Huh? Making me sound like a follower, what do you know about me? You tell me whom I feel are my good role models?

"Seeks to improve her academic performance by approaching her senior peers for coaching"
You tell me who again? I don't even have any senior peers, damn. Once again, making me sound stupid.

Yes, so you may say it's a fact that I'm not smart comparing myself to other people in class. You still have no right to be so demeaning. You have even less right to belittle others like that, when you have the same language standard of a teletubby. Just because my academic performance is not up to standard, yet. It doesn't mean it never can be, neither does it mean that I'm stupid.

You'll eat all your words in time to come.

Eat my shit, too.

That's not even all that I am pissed with. -.-

Goodbye.

I think CJC is pretty cool. Lovely subject combinations and CCAs. :D

And no, not because of the high abortion rates thing. I don't know how true is that but it doesn't matter, like I care. It supposedly is merely a rumour that has been around since 20 years ago.

Sidetracking again, you'll never be Cheryl. I hope you realized that because you are really nothing. I wish you'd know what I do, teehee.

WhinyHappyOrangeRingElephant.

Bye.

P.S. I've been updating my livejournal.


To school to find A.Tan with Evelyn today. Eugene and Peixuan were there too.

Left with Evelyn for the library at 10+ and sat at the cafe until my butt hurt. I think the cafe has pretty darn good drinks though.

Finished bio TYS mcqs. Zzz now left with all the short answers and essay questions.

Took neoprints for the first time in 1230921309123092 years, lol. Neoprints aren't only for twits. What matters is how you take it, duh.

Letter, please come. *prays*


School finally begins to feel like school. I have lots of homework to do already. Not that it's a good thing, but I suppose it's a wake up call. Like, I've gotta spend more time on work and reading up and stuff. Haaa.

I love japanese songs. I need a japanese song supplier. :D

They say results are nothing, so as long as you try your best, it'll all be okay. That's such a lie. Results are never nothing, they're really everything. Without showing the results, to the rest of the world, you aren't trying your best. Just because they don't see the effort you put in, they think you aren't trying. What the hell. Who freaking cares about how much effort you put in?

P.S. In case you haven't realized, I came home straight after school today!! :D

I am pissed like zomg, though school was alright.

Two hours of physics, lol wth. Did maths with Eveyyy after that. Bubble tea! :(

And I will throw away the testimonial I got because it's like not true anyway.
1. She left out a maths in the list of subjects I'm supposedly taking for olevels.
2. She listed wrong awards that girl guides got, and that's even when Mdm Surin already prepared for her the list of achievements, including my position.

Mostly, I'm so pissed because I still can't go mug overnight. Aiya, wth la.

Whatever.

On a happier note, my hot pink shorts/miniskirt is cute lol.

Common class test (o_o) starting on 14th july.
Prelims starting on 26th august.
Olevels starting on 20th october.
Note to self: They are coming soon.

117 days more to the start of olevels. Exciting!

Soon, I am gna be like hardcore and not even come online. Nehneh, so you'd better talk to me while you still can. P:

Went for cca and sec 4s had like mass mugging, lol.

Omg, wo ai ni.

Hahahaha obsession, manzxzx. Study hard, plspls. I will too. :D


PE was fun.

And that's it for school.

Went to JE with Seraphina Amanda Ang Qi Qi. We're both such weird people and we've never done things logically. If not, would we be us?

You know the amazing thing about us? I stared at her, wanting to ask for a pencil. She stared back and handed me a pencil before I could say a thing. And it wasn't that I was using my pencil halfway and mine spoilt or something. Hahaha what a trivial matter, yes I know. But isn't it cool? :D

Bestieeee. ♥

I feel stressed, suddenly. Like, I've been telling everyone my mugging plans which I have yet to embark on. And everyone is like omg really, and rushing to buy their books too because of my big mouth. Now I'm going to lose out if I don't do what I said I would. Oh no.

But never mind, I never do learn from my mistakes, do I?

And the bimbo climbed all the way up to the 4th floor today only to realize she was at the wrong block and there was no tuition centre there. Zzz. Ended up spending 15 minutes getting to the centre.

总是要来不及才知道我可爱

_ you please. *glares* Shit of a basket. Alright, I don't really know what am I scolding. Whatever, I don't need no fashion plskthx. It's you, not me.

Everything was boring. Every teacher felt the need to remind us that O's and prelims are coming in no time at all, including Mr Foo (who got the date wrong anyway).

Still, Olevels are in 4 months. Common tests are in 5 weeks. Prelims are before and after September holidays. Woohoo.

But I do like one sentence Jesse said today. (Oh gasps, the horror.)
"What's your problem? Who ask you do so well for midyears? Now the school expects you all to get 90% distinctions for all subjects."

Somewhat. Like wth?! BUT, hahahahaha we can do it, yay.

After school, studied at Yewtee with AmandaN, Rachel, Jingwei, Wenfu. And Winarto was supposed to come, but he pangsehed us. (!!!) Lol, quite funny. Laughed a lot.

"I will be chilli, cause I can be hot."
"I want to be body foam."
"I will be a bra, cause can support."
"Eh, but so heavy leh!"
"Okay, I will be a bikini."

And I remember what Qiqi and I were doing.
"*pokes* Love hurts."
Hahahaha do you get it!! Literally. :x

...

Sex and the city is a bimbotic show. But I think I like it! :x

Okay, bye. :D

P.S. still no mail from SA la damn it, it's going to be your school's loss if I go to ACSI ok.

230608;
Happy birthday Jiayu! :D
I don't know if you'll see this. Anyway, I haven't been talking to you for quite sometime already and we're all going to be really busy from tomorrow onwards. ): Let's work hard for olevels and after that, go out more with the 209 girls, yeaaah. :D


I'm going to die tomorrow. Because my stack of homework is 4cm thick hahahaha. Plus the bio file. It's like omgwth 8cm thick at least?!

Nonetheless, school is starting and I am excited.

Not.

Alright, maybe the slightest bit. :/

Because it's closer to olevels now and yayyyyy! *beams*

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

220608;
Happy birthday, Rachel Chenchen!
I've already known you for four years and counting and we've been through countless things together. Like how we used to spend bombs on neoprints and go out everyday. Well, I guess we grew up and now we go out everyday to mug. :x We may not be best friends but I think you're a really good friend to me and yeah, I appreciate it. Hahaha alright, I'm so cheesy. (But you don't hate cheese, do you?) I hope to be able to spend romantic mornings or afternoons or evenings crossing bridges with you for two more years in the future. :D
Love you, xoxo!

See, Rachel, this whole post is for you. O:

Going to do chem. Byebye.

P.S. I slept at 5.30am yesterday because I went crazy after being stuck at a question forever. Hahahaha and I woke up at 12, yay.



Delighted, I am. I've just finished geog and ss. And yes, it's 4.46am. But I think I'll chiong some maths before sleeping. Then I can wake up and finish chem and physics. And I'll be all ready for school hahaha. :D

P.S. I want to go to kbox, anyone? Let me know where and when plox.


Rebonded my hair today. I am happy. My hair is long now. I mean, not really. But thank God it isn't really short anymore. Though if I don't tie my hair to school, I don't know how Jesse is going to abcdefg me.

Met Amanda(s), Jamie and the 209 guys at Bukit Batok to go to Rachel's bbq.

I think the bbq was fun in our own way. AmandaA and I actually sat on a wall for an hour. And we persisted though we were in a danger zone (they were playing with water bombs).

To think we were really talking about nothing. That's what besties are for huh? Being able to sit there and just talk about whatever comes to mind (eg. bald guys).

Eventually, took a lift home from AmandaA. <3

Humpty dumpty sat on a wall~

I keep trying to find my way but all I know is
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you
If I could only hold you now
And make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face

Lol I am super dead, hooray. Left with so much homework and yet I don't feel like ever doing any anyway. Instead, I spent the whole day playing isketch and volcano run on neopets.

This is all because of people like Ian, Ashleigh and Jianlong telling me that they haven't/are not intending to do whatever homework.

I tell you, they are all lying. When school starts they chiong all the homework, then I'll be the only one that will die. Pfft.

So much for being so excited too. I haven't gotten any letter/call from SA. :(

One more random thing, I don't see what is wrong with homosexuality. If they want it, then that's their problem and not yours. Why are people so discriminating?

Sidenote, I love Genie loads. She has a nice voice and can really act. :D

I am positively delighted. Pastamania delivers to my house. Hahaha joy to the world. I cannot believe I woke up at 10am when I slept at 4am. o_o I am waiting for lunch.

Sadly, I think I am the kind of person who prefers being by myself. Bah.

Bye, I'm going to do geog play neopets.

♥♥♥♥

Goodnight hahahahaha I think I am mentally unstable.

I don't know if it's true and I don't really care but anyway, I'm bored. :D

You Are a Log Ride

You prefer to live a fairly calm, relaxed life... with a few surprises thrown in. You don't tend to get yourself worked up easily. You can roll with what life throws at you. In relationships, you are steady and solid. You maintain a pretty broad perspective on what's going on. That's not to say you can't get swept away. You're emotions run as deep as anyone else's. Your life seems like it has been remarkably easy so far. But that's due to how you manage it. You never stretch yourself too thinly, and you think out your decisions carefully. Taking the time to enjoy each day is important to you, and you don't let your emotions rule you. You stay the course and do what's right... knowing it will all work out in the end. At your best, you are tolerant and understanding of other people's quirks. You take "go with the flow" to the extreme. Even if you don't like where you're going. At your worst, you repress your feelings and end up being a little tightly wound. You definitely have some explosive emotions that occasionally come to the surface!

What the House Test Says About You

You consider yourself important, but no more important than anyone else. You love attention, but you don't feel like you deserve more of it than anyone else. You aren't against being community oriented, but it's not really your thing. You tend to prefer to focus on your family and not the neighborhood around you. You are a playful, charming, and seductive person. People feel instantly close to you. You look attractive, but mostly because your rely on your natural good looks to get by. You are moved by romance and love. You are optimistic about people, and you love hearing about happy endings.

What the Beach Test Says About You

You are a loner, and you're fine with that. You find the most fulfillment in solitude. And you never feel more lonely than when you're in a crowd. You fall in love with ease and confidence. Even if you've had bad experiences in the past, each new love is a reason to start completely over. You are deeply passionate about several things in your life. You're not passionate about much... and the few passions you have are truly obsessions. Your sense of humor is very physical. Your facial expressions or spot on imitations of people are hilarious.

Today is the 19th already, yo.

People are coming back~

Also, silly is one year old. Hahahaha! Okay, silly is the 12cm long scar (yes, I measured) that I got from abseiling by banging into the ledge because my jump was too powderful.

This time last year, I was having the camp of my life man.

It was like a chalet, not like an adventure camp at all. Oh well. :/

This is my post on it. Click here! Hahaha.

And one more thing I bet you never knew, my phone bills were $10+ just for that 3 to 4 days. Lol! I'm teh best, I didn't even bring my phone out for all the activities!!

♥♥♥

Going to do tys now. Shall ignore homework.


真的够了
能不能让雨别再下了
能不能让心别再痛了

The bimbo took the wrong LRT route today and ended up walking damn far and thus, resulting in her only just reaching home.

Mugged with Jamie, AmandaN, Rachel, Jingwei, Raymond at yewtee mac for a while, then limbang mac. Yining came and left.

Haha hmm, love love Ng Li'En. We shall form the tys gang and motivate each other. P:

And Jingwei, you will mark your words. Lol.

How I wish tomorrow never comes. How I wish you'll get lost and be stuck in a jungle forever. How I wish I could stab you and pull out all your hair. How I wish you can just disappear from the face of the Earth.

Those 6A1s seem to be such an unrealistic, far-fetched dream. Everyone has always said you can never expect to jump from a C to an A. And others work so hard for their well-deserved A1s. What about me? What the hell am I doing with my life? What right do I have to even yearn for it? You know what, life is screwed and so am I. Just screw thaaat.

Zai jian.

Bus-ed down to Orchard with Jamie today and met AmandaA and LLJ.

Note: Jamie and I live 120 minutes away from Orchard in total, so it's okay to be late. By the way, we were earlier than someone living 5 minutes away from Orchard! The horror. O:

Ate, watched kungu panda, stoned, walked around.

You know, I have this obsession with rings suddenly. Zzz, once I have money I'm going to go mass buy rings (cause there are many designs I am totally in love with).

Considering whether to watch the happening tomorrow with Jingwei and co. Though I'm also going to meet Jamie in the morning and mug with AmandaN and Cyn-bimbo-thia .

I am a busy girl, yo.

我的野蛮奶奶 is a really nice show! Hahaha it's so funny. But I can't seem to find the show in cantonese to watch online! Zzz.

P.S. I really want to watch sex and the city but it's freaking M18. -.- Anywaaay, my mum allows me to watch. So there.

The ending song of Zettai kareshi/Absolute boyfriend.
Really cute show, and great song from the OST too.



Okaeri, by ayaka.
Lyrics in Romaji:

okaeri sweetheart
kaeru bashou yeah
ai wo arigatou

mata heiki no furi wo shite
kanashimi no iro wo nuritsubushite
waratte shimaun desu
shinjiru koto no taisetsusa
wakatteru no ni iza to iu toki
utagatte shimau yeah

karappo no karada
nagareru toki ni
fuiteshimaisou ni naru kedo
anata no koto dakishimetai
kono kimochi katsugi ugokasu no

okaeri im home
hitogoto de mitasareru kokoro
okaeri sweetheart
kaeru bashou yeah
ai wo arigatou
sweet home

jibun no koto bakkari wo
kangaeru otona wa zuruin da to
omotteitan desu
demo hisshi ni kaeru koto wo
sakenderu hito mo iru'n da
yatto shitta'n desu

atarimae no shiawase nanka
kono sekai ni hitotsu mo nai
anata no tame, sou omoeta
kono kimochi katsugi ugokasu no

okaeri im home
supiido ga kasokushiteku mainichi
okaeri sweet home
kawaranai zutto aru keshiki
sweet home

sagashite nakushita
kokoro no kizu ga
tachimukau tsuyosa ni kawareta no wa
"okaeri" ga atta kara

okaeri im home
hitogoto de mitasareru kokoro
okaeri sweetheart
kaeru bashou yeah
ai wo arigatou

okaeri im home
daijoubu anata ga iru kara
okaeri sweetheart
mattete ne mou sugu tsuku kara
sweetheart
oh yeah
okaeri...sweetheart

(Note: Not too sure about the translation. Though I don't own the lyrics or translations, I'll try to get the translation figured out soon and will post it in italics, yup.) :D

I am excited.

Because there's only one more week before I may be asked to go for an interview at SA.
Because I'm going out to mug tomorrow.
Because there are lots of tvb shows to watch.
Because I'll be watching kungfu panda on tuesday.
Because I may switch my tuition to Saturday and join Abigail.
Because even my mum and dad are giving me shows to watch instead of letting me study.
Because Hsiehhui and my mum apparently can be good friends. (and me, of course.)
Because I have a bunch of bimbotic/himbotic friends.
Because of _. (!!!)

Yes, this is a random post.

Whatever. Because of many other things but I am lazy to post already, yo.

Amazing, I have lost the urge to blog everyday now. Mmm, I do feel like mugging overnight though. Like sleep all day and we can meet at 10pm to mug till 6am. How fun.

Oh, went to eat lunch with my family and I ate a lot. Zzz I think I can be super amazing, when it comes to eating. At times anyway.

Last week of the holidays. Goodbye, life.

My love, where are you? :(

And Alethea, I am not obsessed. I am just.. ok fine, obsessed. Boo!!!

I have nothing to post today. Other than.. er, I wore my red shorts to tuition with Abigail just now. Hahah I think they're cute alright. K, I'm going to do a quiz koped from Hsiehhui. She didn't tag me but.. it's okay, I'm bored.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
How betrayed? I will cry, lol. Okay, I'd be damn pissed?
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Let me get at least 6 A1s for O's and go to ACSI and meet my love. Shit, that's three dreams.
3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Overseas? Ha I don't know yet. Must see with who first what. And what if I don't even have any intention to get married!
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
No, not at all. I am very sure of what I want.
5. What's your ideal lover like?
Sweet. Actually, I only want _ now. :D
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Depends on wait for what. But I'm telling you first, I am impatient so I can't wait.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Lol, then it's not meant to be and I'd be sad. But I won't be a bitch. I'd do nothing.
9. Is being tagged fun?
Yes, if I am bored.
10. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Hand in hand with _. :x
11. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family and friends.
12. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
I wasn't really tagged. Anyway, I think Hsiehhui is crazy and fun to talk to. She's cutee. :D
13. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
You know, it depends on married to who right? If it's someone I love, I don't mind being poor. If it's not someone I enjoy being with.. -.-
14. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Off the many alarms I set.
15. Would you give it all in a relationship?
Define all? I'd try, but it's not easy because I think I am rather selfish. :/
16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
How'd I know who I'd pick if I don't know who are the two people I fell in love with simultaneously?!
17. What type of friends do you like?
I obviously have to like you if I regard you as a friend. As to what type, I don't know.
18. What type of friends do you dislike?
Lol. If I dislike you, you are not my friend so I wouldn't say 'friends'.

Cheryl, Jamie, Caitlyn, Emelia, Rachel, Waner, Jiayu ♥♥


More photos to come soon!

Not me, not I is a really good song by Delta Goodrem. Anyway, I just came online to post. Then I'll be gone again. Didn't go out in the end, as you probably can see.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEIGH. :D
If you see this (you will you will you will, right?), you should tag me k.

I don't really see any reason to come online nowadays. I've only been letting my time fritter away so.. yeah okay.

I am rather tempted to change my blog url or use xanga or something. Ha no, I don't want to use LJ. Whatever, will update again if I ever decide to move. I have stuck by this url for like more than half a year and that's pretty darn long already k. (And I even accidentally spelt the url wrongly -.-)

Oh, I've never really analyzed my results with the stupid thing they gave us during PTC. Now that I look at it, I really need to do something about my chinese or I'm never going to pass hcl at the end of the year zzz. My chinese is freaking hopeless. It's like near the last in level. Ok not really, but it's at the 2nd page. So much for good English and bilingualism, it looks like I have to do some of the homework foolaoshi gave. Other than that, both of my maths are below average in level too. Zzz I hate maths.

Zoo today with Caitlyn, Emelia, Jamie, Jiayu, Rachel, Waner.

Photos will be posted when I get them.

I love otters, meerkats and elephants. Heh.

Did you know otters are such show-offs? Meerkats are such bimbotic creatures. They keep staring at you with those eyes and well, their poses. Elephants are bimbos too. They actually do pedicures every week. And I tell you, they even do spas, lol.

Nevertheless, the zoo is still a cruel place. The poor animals stay in there for years and do nothing except parade around in their puny enclosures and let people take pictures of them. They even have to suffer in a place that is far from their natural habitats.

I'm not saying that I didn't enjoy myself and I don't like the zoo though. I had lots of fun with my girlfriends today, yeah. And the zoo is still pretty cool (and expensive) but I guess a safari or something would be better, huh? Let's go to Africa. :D

Didn't join the rest for dinner because I didn't feel like it.

Rolling love isn't a very nice show if you ask me, but I will continue watching when I am free for Genie's sake. Plus, I love the ending song by Genie.

After a fun day out, it's back to my pathetically boring life and homework. Is there such a word as pathetically? Whatever k, I don't care. Jamie's house with LLJ tomorrow to mugzxzx. :D

P.S. I learnt two new bimbo poses today. And I just cracked my phone keypad by dropping it for the 100000th time. Hahah zomg, I am damn amazing. -.- Okay, it's not cracked that seriously if not I will kill myself (how to survive without a phone). Still, the up key has split into half!

I WANT TO CHANGE PHONE. :(

Photo at Jamie's house last year. I need to take more photos, no? I hardly even take any now. Why? Thanks a lot to my dead tablet. I used to sort photos into folders by dates eh. Now I don't have any photos to sort. Even if I do have a few, I don't bother sorting. Hahaha.


虽然我们说好了 还是朋友
但为什么却没有再联络
爱你不是两三天
每天却想你很多遍
还不习惯孤独街道
拥挤人潮 没你拥抱

The freaking school has been almost void of teachers the past few days. Got Mr Foo to sign for us. Then Rachel and I couldn't get any teacher to verify our forms for us. Called Ms Poon but she was only coming to school at 2. Eventually, A Tan saved us so yup. They're both very nice. Ms Chian too. Haha. :D

Off to SAJC. Didn't take long. Handed in the forms. Btw, I handed in my DSA without a testimonial la, freak. Still haven't gotten my testimonial from zzz so I had no choice.

Frigging ironic when zzz tells you to set your priorities straight while zzz him/herself doesn't do that. The very least you can do is clear up your work before you disappear and become uncontactable right.

Anyway, I think SA is a bit scary. Lol. Pfft.

Oh, it's pretty fun being with Rachel because both of us are kind of anti-social and prefer to go home alone so we can just listen to music and stone, instead of having to keep conversations going. So yeah. :x

Now you know if you ever were to go home or anywhere with me, you are free to ignore me on the bus/train. I won't mind. I'd be quite happy actually. I'm more than happy just being alone with touchy. :D

I took 966 back by myself. Heh. And I have made a new discovery. It only takes 20 minutes to get home from potong pasir without jam. The bus is almost non-stop. So SA and my house are only 3 bus stops apart. Lol! Oh, 10 minutes of walking. All in all, half an hour? Then again, with a jam, it's going to take an hour zzz.

Library books are overdue today. I'll go return it soon.

Zai jian le.

还是像我 只和寂寞作朋友

I'll edit this post later at night. Say, 10 or 11pm. Because I'll be going off for campfire soon.

}edited;10.32pm
Campfire was like o_o this year we had the largest company. Lol, rather embarrasing because everyone was pretty dead. Though Xinyi, Wenhui, Brenda and I were being very high at the back k. Really! We were screaming (and laughing like mad before the campfire even started)!! Almost was made to do the friendship dance with this HCI guy. Didn't in the end, which was good. I tell you, I don't like guys I don't like guys I don't like guys. I am a feminist. Teehee. K, very quick update on the campfire because I'm kind of bored of posting and getting tired. :D

Hahahaha I am everything you're not and more and everything you'll never be too. So you can just godieplskthx. Actually, ok whatever, I don't care. :D

Note to self: Tuition on saturday 4-6pm.

Omg omg omg, I managed to not come online until now!! It's a damn great accomplishment, knowing me. :D

Anyhow, I got a frigging lovely four hours of sleep yesterday. Because I was watching videos of _. Hahaha. Damn cute la. And their video production skills are like whoaaaa k.

Reached school at 8+ and got my result slips and cip certified. Still haven't done the personal statement shitty bit.

Went to Emelia's house with Evelyn. We did chem syllabus. Seriously, I figured why Evelyn and I can study with each other. We both talk a lot. And we laugh at each other non-stop. And we still keep writing while talking. Lol!

I left pretty early. Came home around 2 and I have no freaking idea what I did because I didn't come online.

Watched like 3 episodes of 'catch me now' just now though. Some TVB show that my mum has now.

Nehneh, I think my efficiency rate is double in the night. So maybe I'll just stay up all night to do chem syllabus. P:

But I am really tempted to start writing my stories with lesbian content. Love fictionpress. I'm a sucker for cliche things, as well as love stories. (Boyfriend, please take note.) LOL k, I am kiddinggg. About the boyfriend part that is, not about the writing about lesbians. Relax. :D



I am very, very motivated to get into ACSI's IBDP.

After reading about all the stress and etc there, I don't know why I'm not put off at all. In fact, it made me even happier and more motivated. Haaa, I am a crazy person. I think it's rather cool to be a hardcore mugger. Like, you literally spend every moment mugging. Oh man.

Bye, I need to sleep. I won't even be getting four hours of sleep if I don't sleep now. Lol, I'm going to school frigging early tomorrow.

All the different coins. There's even the really old $10 coin, which is gigantic.


舍不得
弦子 (不爱最大)


第一次你陪我坐着
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏著
还怕我难过

不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么一起哭了

我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了
没有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的 错了就错了
不用担心我
我不爱你了

至少你记忆里的我是微笑的
亲爱的 有你牵著我的那些日子
真的好快乐

我走了

I like 读心术 by Genie.

And I feel like getting a tragus and 2nd earlobe piercing. Hahahaha. (Please note: Only piercings on the ears are fine with me.)

I think I am crazy.

I should really get blonde highlights after Olevels too. Hahahahaha then I can be a bimbo through and through. Thank you thank you!

Hahahhaha fergalicious, so delicious!!



I am, at the moment, very happy with life.
Though I seem to have wasted years of my life.

I can hardly believe that four years are going to be over soon.

Not much time left before I'm finally free from Nanhua.
I really can't wait.

Best friends don't necessarily have to be together 24/7. They don't even need to talk on the phone everyday. That's because they're always able to talk about anything and everything, regardless of when. They're already able to understand everything that's left unspoken.
& that's why I love all my darlings. :D


I know this is going to be a long post but I don't care because I don't really have intentions to post tomorrow. Or rather, later. (Today is Saturday) Nobody's asking you to read it all either.

Shucks, I really admire _ eh. She's damn smart and her CCA is so pro! Why why why?! Er she isn't from Nanhua.

Now proceding to my favourite, quizzes. This is a little messy and I would tell you please not to kope because I randomly took questions. Yeah, so it's in rather random order. :x

Do you believe you can survive without money?
You wait long long.
Coolest thing you’ve gotten in the mail lately?
Er, clothes? Bank statement? What?
What’s your weakest point?
I talk without thinking.
Ever been given a ring?
Hmm, yeah. It's from my cousin. But it's Jay's concert merchandise. So technically, it's from Jay?
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Happy either way.
Have you ever been cheated on?
I think so, I hope not.
What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?
Nothing I can think of now. :x (I'm a feminist, thanks.)
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
How'd I know about someone's heart? All hail, the heartbreaker.
Do you believe everyone deserves another chance?
No, I think no one does. Well ok, that depends on why too.
Believe in love at first sight?
Maybe.
Ever dated two people at once?
No, I'm not such a bitch.
Do you want to get married?
Maybe.
What time is it now and what are you supposed to do?
1.57am. I don't know.
What was the last thing that made you sad?
I don't know, I was tired?
What made you happy today?
Abigail and Cynthia kept me entertained.
Is there anything to look forward to today?
Of course. Mugging, I really look forward to it.
Do you think dreams can come true?
Yes, at least nightmares do.
Who did you dream of last night?
Nobody.
Who was the last person who said I love you to you?
Bu zhi dao leh?
Who was the last person who said I hate you to you?
I'd prefer you to tell me that in my face instead of pretending k, thanks.
What is a decision you have made that others question?
If it's my decision, others have no right to question it.
Can you write with both of your hands?
Everyone can.
Do you know anyone who has changed a lot in the past year?
I believe so.
What is one song that brings up an important memory?
Er, none important enough, yet.
Who were your last 5 calls from?
Home, Evelyn, Rachel, Emelia, Mum.
Are you a heart breaker, or the broken hearted?
Hearts don't break but.. I think I'd prefer to be the heartbreaker. So call me selfish, too bad.
Have you ever liked someone because of their appearance?
Yeah, like.
Do you have a cell phone or iPod with a patterned cover?
Yes, ipod touch has. No, not those twit-looking ones though. It looks damn classy.
Isn’t there another appropriate response for “I love you” besides “I love you, too.”?
Okay, thank you.
What color would you like to bleed?
What the hell?
Do you know any Furries?
Yeah, Emelia is furry. :x
If you have a wall calender, what kind is it?
I have postcard with calendar I suppose. But they're all not of 2008.
Have you ever been to a convention?
Yeah?
Were you an honor roll student in school?
Were? No. But I will be. You wait and see.
What do you know about the future?
I'm going to do really well and meet _.
Is there one thing all of your love interests have had in common?
Er. Common interest, Cheryl?
Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
Hahaha, she's the man! Stuff tampons up your nose. Alright, no I have never.
If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
If I really had to.. wrist. Or will I die if I attempt to get my wrist tattooed?!
If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
Japanese.

SCHOOL LIFE CONFESSIONS
[x]Talked back to a teacher. Hahahaha detention.
[x] Been kicked out of class.
[ ] Worn pyjamas to school.
[x] Had your tooth fall out at school.
[ ] Gotten lost in your school.
[x] Broken the dress code in school. Does hair count? Oh, now.. wearing fbts? Zzz.
[x] Completely failed a test. Single digit for a maths leh o_o
[x] Left class without asking.
[ ] Missed a whole week of school.
[x] Thrown up in school.
[ ] Been beat up at school.
HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS
[x] Argue with your parents a lot. Not really serious arguments?
[ ] Argue with your brother(s) a lot.
[ ] Argue with your sister(s) a lot.
[x] Have your own room.
[ ] Do your own laundry.
[ ] Cook dinner once in a while.
[x] Are loud and obnoxious at home.
[x] Wear pajamas when you are not going anywhere.
[x] You sleep in very long. To make up for lack of sleep on weekdays?
[ ] All you do is watch television.
[ ] Your parents are divorced.
[ ] Your family makes you cry alot
[x] One or both of your grandparents live with you.
[ ] You cant stand being with your parents
FRIEND CONFESSIONS
[ ]You currently dislike one or more of your friends. If I dislike you, I obviously don't regard you as a friend
[x] You are jealous of one or more of your friends.
[ ] You have known a friend your whole life.
[ ] Your friends are all taller than you. No!!!
[x] You have been ditched by a friend. Maybe?? I can't really remember.
[x] You have memorized a friends phone number. Not on purpose?
[x] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number.
[ ] You have been to all of your friends houses.
[x] You love most of your friends
HABIT CONFESSIONS
[ ] You bite your nails. I scratch, cut, peel but I don't bite :x
[x] You have an odd obsession with knives. I think they're pretty cool but that doesn't make me an emo freak -.-
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed.
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door open.
[x] There is at least one sound you cannot stand.
[ ] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers
[ ] You are good at telling lies I have no idea
LOVE CONFESSIONS
[x] You currently like someone.
[ ] You want to kill one of your ex's.
[x] You can stay committed for an unusually long time. I think I can
[x] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily. Crush, yes. If it's more than that, no.
[x] A crush/bf/gf has called you a bitch before. Eh maybe? I think so..
[x] A crush/bf/gf has called you self- centered before. But I am what. It's human nature.
PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
[ ] You hate George Bush.
[ ] Abortion is horrible and should be illegal. It's horrible but there are people with no choice, I suppose
[x] Gay marriage is fine by you. They want, so let them?
[x] Boys make better friends than girls do. Not all, but yeah at times.
[x] The beach is an excellent place for a date.
[ ] Pink is an ugly color.
[x] Needles aren’t so horrible. Unless they're giant? :/
[ ] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal
[x] You have plenty of secrets
HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS
[ ] Fallen up the stairs.
[x] Someone has tied your shoelaces together.
[x] Had a nail fall off.
[ ] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul by Ars Falcis
[x] Had surgery Stitches counted?
[x] Slapped someone across the face.
[ ] Killed someone.
[ ] Someone has called you a tease.
[ ] You have been to Europe.
[ ] You have worn something inside out for a whole day.

Hello you, I am freaking dead tired.

Went to meet Evelyn at JE library in the morning. She was early, I was an hour late, Abigail was half an hour later than me. Lol!

Seriously, only Evelyn that crazy woman is able to have only two hours of sleep and still mug like mad the next day.

Tried to do some work till 12+. Evelyn left for home. Abigail and I went to Cynthia's house.

Coincidentally, we were all wearing pink, lol.

We looked at her baby photos and did some more homework. Talked, listened to songs and yeah. Oh, did I mention I was dying from a flu the whole day, and still am? Pfft.

Left Cynthia's house and went for dinner with Abigail at JP.

K, I need to try to finish maths by tomorrow or something.

It isn't true love, ahahaha.


Just came home. So as usual, I shall continue with my ramblings for the day.

Went to school in the morning. Met AmandaA, Liangjie, Emelia. Supposed to do homework with Liangjie and Emelia but I took a kuku long time to certify all my certificates. And I haven't even gotten my results certified yet, lol.

Took a bus to JE library to meet AmandaN. Did a bit of maths at the cafe. Though Amanda wasn't able to do anything with me around. (She kept staring at me)

Amanda: Just now I saw a lot of chiobu leh.
Cheryl: Oh? I don't see any.
Amanda: Ya but just now a lot, before you came.
Cheryl: Eh? You only have eyes for me right?
Amanda: HAHAHAHA YES.

Raymond came and we went to eat at LJs.

Kbox-ed with AmandaN, Abigail, Raymond and Jingwei. I'm going to be a regular at kbox already. K-tapas is very worth money. (Free flow of coke, lol!) Please shut up about having to study. I know ok, I know. :x

Oh you know, I have known Jingwei for a frigging ten years already leh. Hahaha.

Anywaaaaay, two weeks are going to be over. Lol, die. I need to chiong homework zzz.

}Edited @ 1.23AM
I am going to be mugging with Evelyn, Abigail, AmandaN, Jingwei, Raymond in like less than 12 hours. Lol. Okay, actually I don't really know who's going either. Doesn't matter.
I think I am freaking cool la. You'd think so too. That's nice. Hahahahaha.

ħũϊ ŝђäŋ«¢нεяιиε»cookies ! says:
omg lah,i saw a cute guy today at _!!!
ħũϊ ŝђäŋ«¢нεяιиε»cookies ! says:
;X
Cheryl♥HJX, says:
hahahah i saw a cute guy at _ :x
Cheryl♥HJX, says:
sorry, MORE THAN JUST CUTE :D
ħũϊ ŝђäŋ«¢нεяιиε»cookies ! says:
i regretted not asking for his no.
ħũϊ ŝђäŋ«¢нεяιиε»cookies ! says:
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Cheryl♥HJX, says:
YEAH MAN
Cheryl♥HJX, says:
HAHAHAA

Now you see why this girl is my friend? ♥
And mind you, we don't do this all the time so we're not like bimbotic or anything. This is the frigging first time. Whoa. :D

*Places have been censored :D

(Edited @ 11.30PM)
I feel freaking bimbotic la like zomg. I'm still photocopying my kuku certs for DSA. I've been at it for over two hours. Lol! And I forgot completely abt photocopying results. Tang cu yu de. K, never mind. I don't feel like posting anymore. I'm going to school tomorrow morning and probably going out in the afternoon. If you want to go to kbox tomorrow with AmandaN and I, sms me. (Yes, I know my smses have exploded alr. Shut up, I'm not listening.)

(Edited @ 12.10AM)
Yay, I'm done. Just left with all the sorting out. And hahahaha I feel damn cool! Lol!!!

(Edited @ 12.43AM)
HAHAHAHAHA ZOMG. I've been laughing non-stop for the past half an hour or so. My mouth feels damn tired, seriously. All your fault too k, Emelia Loh. Zzz. I should really sleep soon.

你这糖醋鱼的，滚回太平洋去吃自己吧。

哈哈哈。

这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗

我也应该去忙了吧。再见了。:D


I am happy, I had a pretty good day.

Met Evelyn and went for Singapore Poly open house. Lol, I think they have super duper cool courses. Let me name you a few I am interested in. :D

Hahaha k but IB is still first choice. :x

I really love to talk. I love it so much that I would love to take mass communications and learn how to talk for three years. :D

Went to eat pepper lunch at IMM. Seriously, I cannot cook to save my life. I think everyone who knows me know that.

Quoted from Evelyn's blog
Cheryl: -frantically adds corn to my plate- HAHA you are corny!
Evelyn: -stares at her Chicken Pepper Rice- HAHA you are CHEEKY:D
Cheryl: zz you are beefy? Ok nevermind, I take corny and beefy back :x

Walked around and I bought a red hoodie. It's damn sexyyyy.

Oh, I swear Evelyn and I can shop anywhere? Literally anywhere. We can shop at SP's small popular. We are such self-entertainers.

We bought a lot of stationery.

Hmm. Went off to tuition after that, which was pretty good too. I finished my worksheet like 15 minutes earlier.

I tell you, if all goes well and according to plan, 409's grad night video will be the freaking best video you'll ever see in your life. No, I am not telling you what is it about.

I think it will be damn good even if it doesn't go according to plan because we have people like Rachel Chenchen, who can actually make the video plus come up with ideas and people like Evelyn and I, who have wonderfully creative and original ideas. :x

Plus wonderful people and teachers, of course.

My smses have seriously exploded. Zzz. To think I had 1000 free smses and thought I had too many to spare.
Note to self: Please stop smsing.

Today. I went for guides. Did painting, which was pretty fun. Then got my testimonial thing thing from Mdm Surin. Played captain's ball.

Went to change and went to Alethea's house. Finished up the data entry thing. And I realized I didn't eat anything the whole day except a few biscuits. So of course, I'll make up for it by eating a gigantic dinner.

Walked to KAP. Shared onion rings and a large fries. I got nuggets and an apple pie too.

I am seriously screwed up. Really lagging behind in homework/revision. So much for chionging all the chem papers so fast and having a headstart.

Finally, before I go eat already, good luck to Eveylyn Hoh for auditions at NJC tomorrow! Love love! And I'm going out with her tomorrow too.

I am highly annoyed with all the things I've bought from blogshops. They freaking take forever. Yes, I know sprees from overseas may take months. I don't care. I get it. But all the things you can get locally end up taking an equally long time. Zzz. Okay fine, maybe it's the fault of those inconsiderate freaks who take 13219832839183 years to cough up money. Then again, aiya whatever.

I know of a few blogshops whose owners I think are efficient and nice too. So yes, I'm not saying blogshopping is bad. In fact, it's pretty convenient and all if you buy from the right blogshops.

For one, I think handmakemyaccessories has really pretty and unique stuff. I really like my customized necklace and the earrings. Not to mention, she's very efficient. I got my customization pretty quickly. So you can go take a look if you're free. :D

There are more blogshops I like. But I can't remember the urls. Heh.

And I felt like doing a quiz. So I koped one.

Note: Firstly, a crush is a crush. A crush is not love and hardly even like. I have no love. My love is non-existent. Therefore, thou shall not jump to conclusions. Next, as usual being me, I am not serious most of the time. So if you're intending to read this and judge me, please eat yourself and go away.

Will you tell your crush that you like him or her?
Yeah, I suppose so. A year later, when I get into _ k. Lol!

If your crush likes somebody else, what will you do?
Hmm. Not possible. :D

You have accidently bumped into your crush and his or her friends. He or she invited you to join them. What exactly would you tell him or her?
Okay? Why not?

Prom is just around the corner. Your crush wants you to be his date. Now, do you think he likes you?
Why not?!

What will you do if your crush said I Love You to you?
Give him a big hug and say I love you too. HAHAHAHA. Shit, I'm so cliche.

Who is your crush?
Oh, you finally asked. But I don't want to tell you. I give you a hint, he's too cute to be found in Nanhua. P:

Do you think your crush likes you too?
Ah, he will.

Why do you like your crush?
Confident, witty, smart. Hmm, the way he carries himself.

Do you share any interests with your crush?
I think so. We have a common interest, 'Cheryl'.

Will you ever marry your crush?
Nah, I doubt so.

NOW, DESCRIBE;
Having feelings
Everyone has it. You don't have any? Zomg, you're a monster.

Loving someone
Has to come with being loved in return.

Breaking up
Tough at the beginning and perhaps, occasionally. But there's always a reason for it so it's okay.

Going on a date
With whom?

Long walk on the beach
Quite fun especially during sunrise or sunset. :D

Saying I Love You
Is fun!

Making out
Er, please spare a thought for others and do it in the privacy of your homes.

Prom
Can't wait, really.

Long phone-calls
Can be entertaining but it really depends on who.

Your bf/gf
Bf, N/A. :D

Knowing the painful truth or hearing the beautiful lie?
Knowing the painful truth. What for do you want to hear a load of shit about something fake and just feel even worse when you really know the truth?

Pretty but mean or ugly but nice?
To what extent? Neither, lol. There are pretty and nice people out there (eg me).

Group date or One-on-one date?
Mixture.

Dating someone or staying alone? (Imagine your bf/gf is away for a few years)
Hmm, really depends.

Great body or great mind?
Both. But I think the mind is more important, the body can't be that bad either right? P:

It's Saturday; Going out with your bf/gf or your friends?
Friends. I have no bf to go out with w0rhsxz. Nevertheless, friends are important and even with a bf you shouldn't neglect them.

Follow your heart or your mind?
Hahahaha wo bu zhi dao.

You did a lot of bad things in the past; Confess or hide?
Confess. If people love you, they'll accept you just the way you are. Besides, I've never done a lot of bad things k.

Your perfect date; Romantic dinner at an exclusive restaurant or a fun night at the amusement park?
Amusement park, amusement park, amusement park. I don't need no exclusive restaurant to satisfy me, as shallow as I seem to you. As long as the food is good, it's okay. :x

The way you say good bye after you went on a date..
I don't know leh. You want to date me, just say la.

The time zone in my head is just a little screwed up. Oh wait, did I say a little?

I slept throughout yesterday after coming home and woke up at 11pm only to keep reading. Then I finally slept again at 6am. Seriously.. -.-

我们变成了世上 最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折 各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了 搁浅了 沉默了 挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里沉沦

This song is rather old, but it is rather meaningful. Like.. someone you think you knew and someone whom you think knew you just drifting apart and such. It's pretty interesting. Hmm.

It's already June. Please hit me on the head. O's are coming in what, four months? Lovely, can't wait. And no, this isn't sarcastic. Let me study, make me study, I have to study.

Cheryl & Evelyn, don't you just adore plain red hoodies?
I wonder why Evelyn is taller than me in every photo. Oh, because she IS. Okay shut up.Unedited photo, but I like.

You're talking way too much
You tell me one more time how I should live
I swear I'll bite your head off
I am who I am and I can't be no one else
You got nothing left to say
Keep your comments to yourself

Happy birthday, Amanda Ng Li'En!
Wo ai ni x10000! *gives you big hug*

Hi bitch. Amusing, much? Lollll.

I have a bunch of wonderful friends. :D

School rocked. I mean, okay it rocked compared to other days.

Yileen, Emelia and I were singing the silver train song. I like that song y'know. Really want to see the lyrics again. It was the standard song for all the choirs in primary school, can't remember which year. By the way, BPPS choir got a gold, so there. And yes, I was in choir. I joined innovation and modern dance before too in case you didn't know. Shut. Up. Ok. Innovation used to be hard to get into because there were interviews and stuff.

I am the silver train, zoom~

After school, wasted time by taking 173 with Waner, Ian and Craigven. Took 184 back with Ian later.

Have lots of homework to chiong now, because I am not going to have much time to do any tomorrow. Craaap. Not to mention, common tests are coming. Need to settle class girls' hoodie. Need to settle grad night video. Woohoo.

I am addicted to singing. I will sing to myself, preferably with instrumental versions of songs on youtube and like, record it, listen to it myself and finally, delete. Lollol!

And you, shit you. Why're you so cute? Hahahaha omg.

(edited;7.17pm)
Didn't go eat with AmandaN and co because I was lazy and needed to catch up with work. But I guess they were right, me coming home early is of no help, seriously.

Bimbo is the best, right? She just got angry with homework and threw away everything she just wrote so she is back at square one, in terms of homework. -.-
(/edit)

Important Note: Do not read the following post if you are a goody-two-shoes or have nothing better to do and are looking for someone to sue in court or something.

Oh, one more sad thing for you if you are, I have not mentioned any names and neither will I do so. If you intend to assume who I am referring to is whoever, then it's your own mere assumption and I will hold no responsibility for that. For all you know, this is my own hallucinations, illusions and such. Therefore, if you choose to discuss this or whatever, it is your own problem and none of my business. I repeat, I will hold no responsibility.

You can also try going to facebook instead, if you have nothing else better in your life to do than to be nosy.


I wonder why I am so unlucky to have to tolerate you.

"Loyal friend who trusts and respects those whom she feels are her good role models."
Huh? Making me sound like a follower, what do you know about me? You tell me whom I feel are my good role models?

"Seeks to improve her academic performance by approaching her senior peers for coaching"
You tell me who again? I don't even have any senior peers, damn. Once again, making me sound stupid.

Yes, so you may say it's a fact that I'm not smart comparing myself to other people in class. You still have no right to be so demeaning. You have even less right to belittle others like that, when you have the same language standard of a teletubby. Just because my academic performance is not up to standard, yet. It doesn't mean it never can be, neither does it mean that I'm stupid.

You'll eat all your words in time to come.

Eat my shit, too.

That's not even all that I am pissed with. -.-

Goodbye.

I think CJC is pretty cool. Lovely subject combinations and CCAs. :D

And no, not because of the high abortion rates thing. I don't know how true is that but it doesn't matter, like I care. It supposedly is merely a rumour that has been around since 20 years ago.

Sidetracking again, you'll never be Cheryl. I hope you realized that because you are really nothing. I wish you'd know what I do, teehee.

WhinyHappyOrangeRingElephant.

Bye.

P.S. I've been updating my livejournal.


To school to find A.Tan with Evelyn today. Eugene and Peixuan were there too.

Left with Evelyn for the library at 10+ and sat at the cafe until my butt hurt. I think the cafe has pretty darn good drinks though.

Finished bio TYS mcqs. Zzz now left with all the short answers and essay questions.

Took neoprints for the first time in 1230921309123092 years, lol. Neoprints aren't only for twits. What matters is how you take it, duh.

Letter, please come. *prays*


School finally begins to feel like school. I have lots of homework to do already. Not that it's a good thing, but I suppose it's a wake up call. Like, I've gotta spend more time on work and reading up and stuff. Haaa.

I love japanese songs. I need a japanese song supplier. :D

They say results are nothing, so as long as you try your best, it'll all be okay. That's such a lie. Results are never nothing, they're really everything. Without showing the results, to the rest of the world, you aren't trying your best. Just because they don't see the effort you put in, they think you aren't trying. What the hell. Who freaking cares about how much effort you put in?

P.S. In case you haven't realized, I came home straight after school today!! :D

I am pissed like zomg, though school was alright.

Two hours of physics, lol wth. Did maths with Eveyyy after that. Bubble tea! :(

And I will throw away the testimonial I got because it's like not true anyway.
1. She left out a maths in the list of subjects I'm supposedly taking for olevels.
2. She listed wrong awards that girl guides got, and that's even when Mdm Surin already prepared for her the list of achievements, including my position.

Mostly, I'm so pissed because I still can't go mug overnight. Aiya, wth la.

Whatever.

On a happier note, my hot pink shorts/miniskirt is cute lol.

Common class test (o_o) starting on 14th july.
Prelims starting on 26th august.
Olevels starting on 20th october.
Note to self: They are coming soon.

117 days more to the start of olevels. Exciting!

Soon, I am gna be like hardcore and not even come online. Nehneh, so you'd better talk to me while you still can. P:

Went for cca and sec 4s had like mass mugging, lol.

Omg, wo ai ni.

Hahahaha obsession, manzxzx. Study hard, plspls. I will too. :D


PE was fun.

And that's it for school.

Went to JE with Seraphina Amanda Ang Qi Qi. We're both such weird people and we've never done things logically. If not, would we be us?

You know the amazing thing about us? I stared at her, wanting to ask for a pencil. She stared back and handed me a pencil before I could say a thing. And it wasn't that I was using my pencil halfway and mine spoilt or something. Hahaha what a trivial matter, yes I know. But isn't it cool? :D

Bestieeee. ♥

I feel stressed, suddenly. Like, I've been telling everyone my mugging plans which I have yet to embark on. And everyone is like omg really, and rushing to buy their books too because of my big mouth. Now I'm going to lose out if I don't do what I said I would. Oh no.

But never mind, I never do learn from my mistakes, do I?

And the bimbo climbed all the way up to the 4th floor today only to realize she was at the wrong block and there was no tuition centre there. Zzz. Ended up spending 15 minutes getting to the centre.

总是要来不及才知道我可爱

_ you please. *glares* Shit of a basket. Alright, I don't really know what am I scolding. Whatever, I don't need no fashion plskthx. It's you, not me.

Everything was boring. Every teacher felt the need to remind us that O's and prelims are coming in no time at all, including Mr Foo (who got the date wrong anyway).

Still, Olevels are in 4 months. Common tests are in 5 weeks. Prelims are before and after September holidays. Woohoo.

But I do like one sentence Jesse said today. (Oh gasps, the horror.)
"What's your problem? Who ask you do so well for midyears? Now the school expects you all to get 90% distinctions for all subjects."

Somewhat. Like wth?! BUT, hahahahaha we can do it, yay.

After school, studied at Yewtee with AmandaN, Rachel, Jingwei, Wenfu. And Winarto was supposed to come, but he pangsehed us. (!!!) Lol, quite funny. Laughed a lot.

"I will be chilli, cause I can be hot."
"I want to be body foam."
"I will be a bra, cause can support."
"Eh, but so heavy leh!"
"Okay, I will be a bikini."

And I remember what Qiqi and I were doing.
"*pokes* Love hurts."
Hahahaha do you get it!! Literally. :x

...

Sex and the city is a bimbotic show. But I think I like it! :x

Okay, bye. :D

P.S. still no mail from SA la damn it, it's going to be your school's loss if I go to ACSI ok.

230608;
Happy birthday Jiayu! :D
I don't know if you'll see this. Anyway, I haven't been talking to you for quite sometime already and we're all going to be really busy from tomorrow onwards. ): Let's work hard for olevels and after that, go out more with the 209 girls, yeaaah. :D


I'm going to die tomorrow. Because my stack of homework is 4cm thick hahahaha. Plus the bio file. It's like omgwth 8cm thick at least?!

Nonetheless, school is starting and I am excited.

Not.

Alright, maybe the slightest bit. :/

Because it's closer to olevels now and yayyyyy! *beams*

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

220608;
Happy birthday, Rachel Chenchen!
I've already known you for four years and counting and we've been through countless things together. Like how we used to spend bombs on neoprints and go out everyday. Well, I guess we grew up and now we go out everyday to mug. :x We may not be best friends but I think you're a really good friend to me and yeah, I appreciate it. Hahaha alright, I'm so cheesy. (But you don't hate cheese, do you?) I hope to be able to spend romantic mornings or afternoons or evenings crossing bridges with you for two more years in the future. :D
Love you, xoxo!

See, Rachel, this whole post is for you. O:

Going to do chem. Byebye.

P.S. I slept at 5.30am yesterday because I went crazy after being stuck at a question forever. Hahahaha and I woke up at 12, yay.



Delighted, I am. I've just finished geog and ss. And yes, it's 4.46am. But I think I'll chiong some maths before sleeping. Then I can wake up and finish chem and physics. And I'll be all ready for school hahaha. :D

P.S. I want to go to kbox, anyone? Let me know where and when plox.


Rebonded my hair today. I am happy. My hair is long now. I mean, not really. But thank God it isn't really short anymore. Though if I don't tie my hair to school, I don't know how Jesse is going to abcdefg me.

Met Amanda(s), Jamie and the 209 guys at Bukit Batok to go to Rachel's bbq.

I think the bbq was fun in our own way. AmandaA and I actually sat on a wall for an hour. And we persisted though we were in a danger zone (they were playing with water bombs).

To think we were really talking about nothing. That's what besties are for huh? Being able to sit there and just talk about whatever comes to mind (eg. bald guys).

Eventually, took a lift home from AmandaA. <3

Humpty dumpty sat on a wall~

I keep trying to find my way but all I know is
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you
If I could only hold you now
And make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face

Lol I am super dead, hooray. Left with so much homework and yet I don't feel like ever doing any anyway. Instead, I spent the whole day playing isketch and volcano run on neopets.

This is all because of people like Ian, Ashleigh and Jianlong telling me that they haven't/are not intending to do whatever homework.

I tell you, they are all lying. When school starts they chiong all the homework, then I'll be the only one that will die. Pfft.

So much for being so excited too. I haven't gotten any letter/call from SA. :(

One more random thing, I don't see what is wrong with homosexuality. If they want it, then that's their problem and not yours. Why are people so discriminating?

Sidenote, I love Genie loads. She has a nice voice and can really act. :D

I am positively delighted. Pastamania delivers to my house. Hahaha joy to the world. I cannot believe I woke up at 10am when I slept at 4am. o_o I am waiting for lunch.

Sadly, I think I am the kind of person who prefers being by myself. Bah.

Bye, I'm going to do geog play neopets.

♥♥♥♥

Goodnight hahahahaha I think I am mentally unstable.

I don't know if it's true and I don't really care but anyway, I'm bored. :D

You Are a Log Ride

You prefer to live a fairly calm, relaxed life... with a few surprises thrown in. You don't tend to get yourself worked up easily. You can roll with what life throws at you. In relationships, you are steady and solid. You maintain a pretty broad perspective on what's going on. That's not to say you can't get swept away. You're emotions run as deep as anyone else's. Your life seems like it has been remarkably easy so far. But that's due to how you manage it. You never stretch yourself too thinly, and you think out your decisions carefully. Taking the time to enjoy each day is important to you, and you don't let your emotions rule you. You stay the course and do what's right... knowing it will all work out in the end. At your best, you are tolerant and understanding of other people's quirks. You take "go with the flow" to the extreme. Even if you don't like where you're going. At your worst, you repress your feelings and end up being a little tightly wound. You definitely have some explosive emotions that occasionally come to the surface!

What the House Test Says About You

You consider yourself important, but no more important than anyone else. You love attention, but you don't feel like you deserve more of it than anyone else. You aren't against being community oriented, but it's not really your thing. You tend to prefer to focus on your family and not the neighborhood around you. You are a playful, charming, and seductive person. People feel instantly close to you. You look attractive, but mostly because your rely on your natural good looks to get by. You are moved by romance and love. You are optimistic about people, and you love hearing about happy endings.

What the Beach Test Says About You

You are a loner, and you're fine with that. You find the most fulfillment in solitude. And you never feel more lonely than when you're in a crowd. You fall in love with ease and confidence. Even if you've had bad experiences in the past, each new love is a reason to start completely over. You are deeply passionate about several things in your life. You're not passionate about much... and the few passions you have are truly obsessions. Your sense of humor is very physical. Your facial expressions or spot on imitations of people are hilarious.

Today is the 19th already, yo.

People are coming back~

Also, silly is one year old. Hahahaha! Okay, silly is the 12cm long scar (yes, I measured) that I got from abseiling by banging into the ledge because my jump was too powderful.

This time last year, I was having the camp of my life man.

It was like a chalet, not like an adventure camp at all. Oh well. :/

This is my post on it. Click here! Hahaha.

And one more thing I bet you never knew, my phone bills were $10+ just for that 3 to 4 days. Lol! I'm teh best, I didn't even bring my phone out for all the activities!!

♥♥♥

Going to do tys now. Shall ignore homework.


真的够了
能不能让雨别再下了
能不能让心别再痛了

The bimbo took the wrong LRT route today and ended up walking damn far and thus, resulting in her only just reaching home.

Mugged with Jamie, AmandaN, Rachel, Jingwei, Raymond at yewtee mac for a while, then limbang mac. Yining came and left.

Haha hmm, love love Ng Li'En. We shall form the tys gang and motivate each other. P:

And Jingwei, you will mark your words. Lol.

How I wish tomorrow never comes. How I wish you'll get lost and be stuck in a jungle forever. How I wish I could stab you and pull out all your hair. How I wish you can just disappear from the face of the Earth.

Those 6A1s seem to be such an unrealistic, far-fetched dream. Everyone has always said you can never expect to jump from a C to an A. And others work so hard for their well-deserved A1s. What about me? What the hell am I doing with my life? What right do I have to even yearn for it? You know what, life is screwed and so am I. Just screw thaaat.

Zai jian.

Bus-ed down to Orchard with Jamie today and met AmandaA and LLJ.

Note: Jamie and I live 120 minutes away from Orchard in total, so it's okay to be late. By the way, we were earlier than someone living 5 minutes away from Orchard! The horror. O:

Ate, watched kungu panda, stoned, walked around.

You know, I have this obsession with rings suddenly. Zzz, once I have money I'm going to go mass buy rings (cause there are many designs I am totally in love with).

Considering whether to watch the happening tomorrow with Jingwei and co. Though I'm also going to meet Jamie in the morning and mug with AmandaN and Cyn-bimbo-thia .

I am a busy girl, yo.

我的野蛮奶奶 is a really nice show! Hahaha it's so funny. But I can't seem to find the show in cantonese to watch online! Zzz.

P.S. I really want to watch sex and the city but it's freaking M18. -.- Anywaaay, my mum allows me to watch. So there.

The ending song of Zettai kareshi/Absolute boyfriend.
Really cute show, and great song from the OST too.



Okaeri, by ayaka.
Lyrics in Romaji:

okaeri sweetheart
kaeru bashou yeah
ai wo arigatou

mata heiki no furi wo shite
kanashimi no iro wo nuritsubushite
waratte shimaun desu
shinjiru koto no taisetsusa
wakatteru no ni iza to iu toki
utagatte shimau yeah

karappo no karada
nagareru toki ni
fuiteshimaisou ni naru kedo
anata no koto dakishimetai
kono kimochi katsugi ugokasu no

okaeri im home
hitogoto de mitasareru kokoro
okaeri sweetheart
kaeru bashou yeah
ai wo arigatou
sweet home

jibun no koto bakkari wo
kangaeru otona wa zuruin da to
omotteitan desu
demo hisshi ni kaeru koto wo
sakenderu hito mo iru'n da
yatto shitta'n desu

atarimae no shiawase nanka
kono sekai ni hitotsu mo nai
anata no tame, sou omoeta
kono kimochi katsugi ugokasu no

okaeri im home
supiido ga kasokushiteku mainichi
okaeri sweet home
kawaranai zutto aru keshiki
sweet home

sagashite nakushita
kokoro no kizu ga
tachimukau tsuyosa ni kawareta no wa
"okaeri" ga atta kara

okaeri im home
hitogoto de mitasareru kokoro
okaeri sweetheart
kaeru bashou yeah
ai wo arigatou

okaeri im home
daijoubu anata ga iru kara
okaeri sweetheart
mattete ne mou sugu tsuku kara
sweetheart
oh yeah
okaeri...sweetheart

(Note: Not too sure about the translation. Though I don't own the lyrics or translations, I'll try to get the translation figured out soon and will post it in italics, yup.) :D

I am excited.

Because there's only one more week before I may be asked to go for an interview at SA.
Because I'm going out to mug tomorrow.
Because there are lots of tvb shows to watch.
Because I'll be watching kungfu panda on tuesday.
Because I may switch my tuition to Saturday and join Abigail.
Because even my mum and dad are giving me shows to watch instead of letting me study.
Because Hsiehhui and my mum apparently can be good friends. (and me, of course.)
Because I have a bunch of bimbotic/himbotic friends.
Because of _. (!!!)

Yes, this is a random post.

Whatever. Because of many other things but I am lazy to post already, yo.

Amazing, I have lost the urge to blog everyday now. Mmm, I do feel like mugging overnight though. Like sleep all day and we can meet at 10pm to mug till 6am. How fun.

Oh, went to eat lunch with my family and I ate a lot. Zzz I think I can be super amazing, when it comes to eating. At times anyway.

Last week of the holidays. Goodbye, life.

My love, where are you? :(

And Alethea, I am not obsessed. I am just.. ok fine, obsessed. Boo!!!

I have nothing to post today. Other than.. er, I wore my red shorts to tuition with Abigail just now. Hahah I think they're cute alright. K, I'm going to do a quiz koped from Hsiehhui. She didn't tag me but.. it's okay, I'm bored.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
How betrayed? I will cry, lol. Okay, I'd be damn pissed?
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Let me get at least 6 A1s for O's and go to ACSI and meet my love. Shit, that's three dreams.
3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Overseas? Ha I don't know yet. Must see with who first what. And what if I don't even have any intention to get married!
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
No, not at all. I am very sure of what I want.
5. What's your ideal lover like?
Sweet. Actually, I only want _ now. :D
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Depends on wait for what. But I'm telling you first, I am impatient so I can't wait.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Lol, then it's not meant to be and I'd be sad. But I won't be a bitch. I'd do nothing.
9. Is being tagged fun?
Yes, if I am bored.
10. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Hand in hand with _. :x
11. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family and friends.
12. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
I wasn't really tagged. Anyway, I think Hsiehhui is crazy and fun to talk to. She's cutee. :D
13. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
You know, it depends on married to who right? If it's someone I love, I don't mind being poor. If it's not someone I enjoy being with.. -.-
14. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Off the many alarms I set.
15. Would you give it all in a relationship?
Define all? I'd try, but it's not easy because I think I am rather selfish. :/
16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
How'd I know who I'd pick if I don't know who are the two people I fell in love with simultaneously?!
17. What type of friends do you like?
I obviously have to like you if I regard you as a friend. As to what type, I don't know.
18. What type of friends do you dislike?
Lol. If I dislike you, you are not my friend so I wouldn't say 'friends'.

Cheryl, Jamie, Caitlyn, Emelia, Rachel, Waner, Jiayu ♥♥


More photos to come soon!

Not me, not I is a really good song by Delta Goodrem. Anyway, I just came online to post. Then I'll be gone again. Didn't go out in the end, as you probably can see.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEIGH. :D
If you see this (you will you will you will, right?), you should tag me k.

I don't really see any reason to come online nowadays. I've only been letting my time fritter away so.. yeah okay.

I am rather tempted to change my blog url or use xanga or something. Ha no, I don't want to use LJ. Whatever, will update again if I ever decide to move. I have stuck by this url for like more than half a year and that's pretty darn long already k. (And I even accidentally spelt the url wrongly -.-)

Oh, I've never really analyzed my results with the stupid thing they gave us during PTC. Now that I look at it, I really need to do something about my chinese or I'm never going to pass hcl at the end of the year zzz. My chinese is freaking hopeless. It's like near the last in level. Ok not really, but it's at the 2nd page. So much for good English and bilingualism, it looks like I have to do some of the homework foolaoshi gave. Other than that, both of my maths are below average in level too. Zzz I hate maths.

Zoo today with Caitlyn, Emelia, Jamie, Jiayu, Rachel, Waner.

Photos will be posted when I get them.

I love otters, meerkats and elephants. Heh.

Did you know otters are such show-offs? Meerkats are such bimbotic creatures. They keep staring at you with those eyes and well, their poses. Elephants are bimbos too. They actually do pedicures every week. And I tell you, they even do spas, lol.

Nevertheless, the zoo is still a cruel place. The poor animals stay in there for years and do nothing except parade around in their puny enclosures and let people take pictures of them. They even have to suffer in a place that is far from their natural habitats.

I'm not saying that I didn't enjoy myself and I don't like the zoo though. I had lots of fun with my girlfriends today, yeah. And the zoo is still pretty cool (and expensive) but I guess a safari or something would be better, huh? Let's go to Africa. :D

Didn't join the rest for dinner because I didn't feel like it.

Rolling love isn't a very nice show if you ask me, but I will continue watching when I am free for Genie's sake. Plus, I love the ending song by Genie.

After a fun day out, it's back to my pathetically boring life and homework. Is there such a word as pathetically? Whatever k, I don't care. Jamie's house with LLJ tomorrow to mugzxzx. :D

P.S. I learnt two new bimbo poses today. And I just cracked my phone keypad by dropping it for the 100000th time. Hahah zomg, I am damn amazing. -.- Okay, it's not cracked that seriously if not I will kill myself (how to survive without a phone). Still, the up key has split into half!

I WANT TO CHANGE PHONE. :(

Photo at Jamie's house last year. I need to take more photos, no? I hardly even take any now. Why? Thanks a lot to my dead tablet. I used to sort photos into folders by dates eh. Now I don't have any photos to sort. Even if I do have a few, I don't bother sorting. Hahaha.


虽然我们说好了 还是朋友
但为什么却没有再联络
爱你不是两三天
每天却想你很多遍
还不习惯孤独街道
拥挤人潮 没你拥抱

The freaking school has been almost void of teachers the past few days. Got Mr Foo to sign for us. Then Rachel and I couldn't get any teacher to verify our forms for us. Called Ms Poon but she was only coming to school at 2. Eventually, A Tan saved us so yup. They're both very nice. Ms Chian too. Haha. :D

Off to SAJC. Didn't take long. Handed in the forms. Btw, I handed in my DSA without a testimonial la, freak. Still haven't gotten my testimonial from zzz so I had no choice.

Frigging ironic when zzz tells you to set your priorities straight while zzz him/herself doesn't do that. The very least you can do is clear up your work before you disappear and become uncontactable right.

Anyway, I think SA is a bit scary. Lol. Pfft.

Oh, it's pretty fun being with Rachel because both of us are kind of anti-social and prefer to go home alone so we can just listen to music and stone, instead of having to keep conversations going. So yeah. :x

Now you know if you ever were to go home or anywhere with me, you are free to ignore me on the bus/train. I won't mind. I'd be quite happy actually. I'm more than happy just being alone with touchy. :D

I took 966 back by myself. Heh. And I have made a new discovery. It only takes 20 minutes to get home from potong pasir without jam. The bus is almost non-stop. So SA and my house are only 3 bus stops apart. Lol! Oh, 10 minutes of walking. All in all, half an hour? Then again, with a jam, it's going to take an hour zzz.

Library books are overdue today. I'll go return it soon.

Zai jian le.

还是像我 只和寂寞作朋友

I'll edit this post later at night. Say, 10 or 11pm. Because I'll be going off for campfire soon.

}edited;10.32pm
Campfire was like o_o this year we had the largest company. Lol, rather embarrasing because everyone was pretty dead. Though Xinyi, Wenhui, Brenda and I were being very high at the back k. Really! We were screaming (and laughing like mad before the campfire even started)!! Almost was made to do the friendship dance with this HCI guy. Didn't in the end, which was good. I tell you, I don't like guys I don't like guys I don't like guys. I am a feminist. Teehee. K, very quick update on the campfire because I'm kind of bored of posting and getting tired. :D

Hahahaha I am everything you're not and more and everything you'll never be too. So you can just godieplskthx. Actually, ok whatever, I don't care. :D

Note to self: Tuition on saturday 4-6pm.

Omg omg omg, I managed to not come online until now!! It's a damn great accomplishment, knowing me. :D

Anyhow, I got a frigging lovely four hours of sleep yesterday. Because I was watching videos of _. Hahaha. Damn cute la. And their video production skills are like whoaaaa k.

Reached school at 8+ and got my result slips and cip certified. Still haven't done the personal statement shitty bit.

Went to Emelia's house with Evelyn. We did chem syllabus. Seriously, I figured why Evelyn and I can study with each other. We both talk a lot. And we laugh at each other non-stop. And we still keep writing while talking. Lol!

I left pretty early. Came home around 2 and I have no freaking idea what I did because I didn't come online.

Watched like 3 episodes of 'catch me now' just now though. Some TVB show that my mum has now.

Nehneh, I think my efficiency rate is double in the night. So maybe I'll just stay up all night to do chem syllabus. P:

But I am really tempted to start writing my stories with lesbian content. Love fictionpress. I'm a sucker for cliche things, as well as love stories. (Boyfriend, please take note.) LOL k, I am kiddinggg. About the boyfriend part that is, not about the writing about lesbians. Relax. :D



I am very, very motivated to get into ACSI's IBDP.

After reading about all the stress and etc there, I don't know why I'm not put off at all. In fact, it made me even happier and more motivated. Haaa, I am a crazy person. I think it's rather cool to be a hardcore mugger. Like, you literally spend every moment mugging. Oh man.

Bye, I need to sleep. I won't even be getting four hours of sleep if I don't sleep now. Lol, I'm going to school frigging early tomorrow.

All the different coins. There's even the really old $10 coin, which is gigantic.


舍不得
弦子 (不爱最大)


第一次你陪我坐着
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏著
还怕我难过

不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么一起哭了

我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了
没有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的 错了就错了
不用担心我
我不爱你了

至少你记忆里的我是微笑的
亲爱的 有你牵著我的那些日子
真的好快乐

我走了

I like 读心术 by Genie.

And I feel like getting a tragus and 2nd earlobe piercing. Hahahaha. (Please note: Only piercings on the ears are fine with me.)

I think I am crazy.

I should really get blonde highlights after Olevels too. Hahahahaha then I can be a bimbo through and through. Thank you thank you!

Hahahhaha fergalicious, so delicious!!



I am, at the moment, very happy with life.
Though I seem to have wasted years of my life.

I can hardly believe that four years are going to be over soon.

Not much time left before I'm finally free from Nanhua.
I really can't wait.

Best friends don't necessarily have to be together 24/7. They don't even need to talk on the phone everyday. That's because they're always able to talk about anything and everything, regardless of when. They're already able to understand everything that's left unspoken.
& that's why I love all my darlings. :D


I know this is going to be a long post but I don't care because I don't really have intentions to post tomorrow. Or rather, later. (Today is Saturday) Nobody's asking you to read it all either.

Shucks, I really admire _ eh. She's damn smart and her CCA is so pro! Why why why?! Er she isn't from Nanhua.

Now proceding to my favourite, quizzes. This is a little messy and I would tell you please not to kope because I randomly took questions. Yeah, so it's in rather random order. :x

Do you believe you can survive without money?
You wait long long.
Coolest thing you’ve gotten in the mail lately?
Er, clothes? Bank statement? What?
What’s your weakest point?
I talk without thinking.
Ever been given a ring?
Hmm, yeah. It's from my cousin. But it's Jay's concert merchandise. So technically, it's from Jay?
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Happy either way.
Have you ever been cheated on?
I think so, I hope not.
What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?
Nothing I can think of now. :x (I'm a feminist, thanks.)
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
How'd I know about someone's heart? All hail, the heartbreaker.
Do you believe everyone deserves another chance?
No, I think no one does. Well ok, that depends on why too.
Believe in love at first sight?
Maybe.
Ever dated two people at once?
No, I'm not such a bitch.
Do you want to get married?
Maybe.
What time is it now and what are you supposed to do?
1.57am. I don't know.
What was the last thing that made you sad?
I don't know, I was tired?
What made you happy today?
Abigail and Cynthia kept me entertained.
Is there anything to look forward to today?
Of course. Mugging, I really look forward to it.
Do you think dreams can come true?
Yes, at least nightmares do.
Who did you dream of last night?
Nobody.
Who was the last person who said I love you to you?
Bu zhi dao leh?
Who was the last person who said I hate you to you?
I'd prefer you to tell me that in my face instead of pretending k, thanks.
What is a decision you have made that others question?
If it's my decision, others have no right to question it.
Can you write with both of your hands?
Everyone can.
Do you know anyone who has changed a lot in the past year?
I believe so.
What is one song that brings up an important memory?
Er, none important enough, yet.
Who were your last 5 calls from?
Home, Evelyn, Rachel, Emelia, Mum.
Are you a heart breaker, or the broken hearted?
Hearts don't break but.. I think I'd prefer to be the heartbreaker. So call me selfish, too bad.
Have you ever liked someone because of their appearance?
Yeah, like.
Do you have a cell phone or iPod with a patterned cover?
Yes, ipod touch has. No, not those twit-looking ones though. It looks damn classy.
Isn’t there another appropriate response for “I love you” besides “I love you, too.”?
Okay, thank you.
What color would you like to bleed?
What the hell?
Do you know any Furries?
Yeah, Emelia is furry. :x
If you have a wall calender, what kind is it?
I have postcard with calendar I suppose. But they're all not of 2008.
Have you ever been to a convention?
Yeah?
Were you an honor roll student in school?
Were? No. But I will be. You wait and see.
What do you know about the future?
I'm going to do really well and meet _.
Is there one thing all of your love interests have had in common?
Er. Common interest, Cheryl?
Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
Hahaha, she's the man! Stuff tampons up your nose. Alright, no I have never.
If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
If I really had to.. wrist. Or will I die if I attempt to get my wrist tattooed?!
If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
Japanese.

SCHOOL LIFE CONFESSIONS
[x]Talked back to a teacher. Hahahaha detention.
[x] Been kicked out of class.
[ ] Worn pyjamas to school.
[x] Had your tooth fall out at school.
[ ] Gotten lost in your school.
[x] Broken the dress code in school. Does hair count? Oh, now.. wearing fbts? Zzz.
[x] Completely failed a test. Single digit for a maths leh o_o
[x] Left class without asking.
[ ] Missed a whole week of school.
[x] Thrown up in school.
[ ] Been beat up at school.
HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS
[x] Argue with your parents a lot. Not really serious arguments?
[ ] Argue with your brother(s) a lot.
[ ] Argue with your sister(s) a lot.
[x] Have your own room.
[ ] Do your own laundry.
[ ] Cook dinner once in a while.
[x] Are loud and obnoxious at home.
[x] Wear pajamas when you are not going anywhere.
[x] You sleep in very long. To make up for lack of sleep on weekdays?
[ ] All you do is watch television.
[ ] Your parents are divorced.
[ ] Your family makes you cry alot
[x] One or both of your grandparents live with you.
[ ] You cant stand being with your parents
FRIEND CONFESSIONS
[ ]You currently dislike one or more of your friends. If I dislike you, I obviously don't regard you as a friend
[x] You are jealous of one or more of your friends.
[ ] You have known a friend your whole life.
[ ] Your friends are all taller than you. No!!!
[x] You have been ditched by a friend. Maybe?? I can't really remember.
[x] You have memorized a friends phone number. Not on purpose?
[x] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number.
[ ] You have been to all of your friends houses.
[x] You love most of your friends
HABIT CONFESSIONS
[ ] You bite your nails. I scratch, cut, peel but I don't bite :x
[x] You have an odd obsession with knives. I think they're pretty cool but that doesn't make me an emo freak -.-
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed.
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door open.
[x] There is at least one sound you cannot stand.
[ ] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers
[ ] You are good at telling lies I have no idea
LOVE CONFESSIONS
[x] You currently like someone.
[ ] You want to kill one of your ex's.
[x] You can stay committed for an unusually long time. I think I can
[x] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily. Crush, yes. If it's more than that, no.
[x] A crush/bf/gf has called you a bitch before. Eh maybe? I think so..
[x] A crush/bf/gf has called you self- centered before. But I am what. It's human nature.
PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
[ ] You hate George Bush.
[ ] Abortion is horrible and should be illegal. It's horrible but there are people with no choice, I suppose
[x] Gay marriage is fine by you. They want, so let them?
[x] Boys make better friends than girls do. Not all, but yeah at times.
[x] The beach is an excellent place for a date.
[ ] Pink is an ugly color.
[x] Needles aren’t so horrible. Unless they're giant? :/
[ ] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal
[x] You have plenty of secrets
HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS
[ ] Fallen up the stairs.
[x] Someone has tied your shoelaces together.
[x] Had a nail fall off.
[ ] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul by Ars Falcis
[x] Had surgery Stitches counted?
[x] Slapped someone across the face.
[ ] Killed someone.
[ ] Someone has called you a tease.
[ ] You have been to Europe.
[ ] You have worn something inside out for a whole day.

Hello you, I am freaking dead tired.

Went to meet Evelyn at JE library in the morning. She was early, I was an hour late, Abigail was half an hour later than me. Lol!

Seriously, only Evelyn that crazy woman is able to have only two hours of sleep and still mug like mad the next day.

Tried to do some work till 12+. Evelyn left for home. Abigail and I went to Cynthia's house.

Coincidentally, we were all wearing pink, lol.

We looked at her baby photos and did some more homework. Talked, listened to songs and yeah. Oh, did I mention I was dying from a flu the whole day, and still am? Pfft.

Left Cynthia's house and went for dinner with Abigail at JP.

K, I need to try to finish maths by tomorrow or something.

It isn't true love, ahahaha.


Just came home. So as usual, I shall continue with my ramblings for the day.

Went to school in the morning. Met AmandaA, Liangjie, Emelia. Supposed to do homework with Liangjie and Emelia but I took a kuku long time to certify all my certificates. And I haven't even gotten my results certified yet, lol.

Took a bus to JE library to meet AmandaN. Did a bit of maths at the cafe. Though Amanda wasn't able to do anything with me around. (She kept staring at me)

Amanda: Just now I saw a lot of chiobu leh.
Cheryl: Oh? I don't see any.
Amanda: Ya but just now a lot, before you came.
Cheryl: Eh? You only have eyes for me right?
Amanda: HAHAHAHA YES.

Raymond came and we went to eat at LJs.

Kbox-ed with AmandaN, Abigail, Raymond and Jingwei. I'm going to be a regular at kbox already. K-tapas is very worth money. (Free flow of coke, lol!) Please shut up about having to study. I know ok, I know. :x

Oh you know, I have known Jingwei for a frigging ten years already leh. Hahaha.

Anywaaaaay, two weeks are going to be over. Lol, die. I need to chiong homework zzz.

}Edited @ 1.23AM
I am going to be mugging with Evelyn, Abigail, AmandaN, Jingwei, Raymond in like less than 12 hours. Lol. Okay, actually I don't really know who's going either. Doesn't matter.
I think I am freaking cool la. You'd think so too. That's nice. Hahahahaha.

ħũϊ ŝђäŋ«¢нεяιиε»cookies ! says:
omg lah,i saw a cute guy today at _!!!
ħũϊ ŝђäŋ«¢нεяιиε»cookies ! says:
;X
Cheryl♥HJX, says:
hahahah i saw a cute guy at _ :x
Cheryl♥HJX, says:
sorry, MORE THAN JUST CUTE :D
ħũϊ ŝђäŋ«¢нεяιиε»cookies ! says:
i regretted not asking for his no.
ħũϊ ŝђäŋ«¢нεяιиε»cookies ! says:
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Cheryl♥HJX, says:
YEAH MAN
Cheryl♥HJX, says:
HAHAHAA

Now you see why this girl is my friend? ♥
And mind you, we don't do this all the time so we're not like bimbotic or anything. This is the frigging first time. Whoa. :D

*Places have been censored :D

(Edited @ 11.30PM)
I feel freaking bimbotic la like zomg. I'm still photocopying my kuku certs for DSA. I've been at it for over two hours. Lol! And I forgot completely abt photocopying results. Tang cu yu de. K, never mind. I don't feel like posting anymore. I'm going to school tomorrow morning and probably going out in the afternoon. If you want to go to kbox tomorrow with AmandaN and I, sms me. (Yes, I know my smses have exploded alr. Shut up, I'm not listening.)

(Edited @ 12.10AM)
Yay, I'm done. Just left with all the sorting out. And hahahaha I feel damn cool! Lol!!!

(Edited @ 12.43AM)
HAHAHAHAHA ZOMG. I've been laughing non-stop for the past half an hour or so. My mouth feels damn tired, seriously. All your fault too k, Emelia Loh. Zzz. I should really sleep soon.

你这糖醋鱼的，滚回太平洋去吃自己吧。

哈哈哈。

这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗

我也应该去忙了吧。再见了。:D


I am happy, I had a pretty good day.

Met Evelyn and went for Singapore Poly open house. Lol, I think they have super duper cool courses. Let me name you a few I am interested in. :D

Hahaha k but IB is still first choice. :x

I really love to talk. I love it so much that I would love to take mass communications and learn how to talk for three years. :D

Went to eat pepper lunch at IMM. Seriously, I cannot cook to save my life. I think everyone who knows me know that.

Quoted from Evelyn's blog
Cheryl: -frantically adds corn to my plate- HAHA you are corny!
Evelyn: -stares at her Chicken Pepper Rice- HAHA you are CHEEKY:D
Cheryl: zz you are beefy? Ok nevermind, I take corny and beefy back :x

Walked around and I bought a red hoodie. It's damn sexyyyy.

Oh, I swear Evelyn and I can shop anywhere? Literally anywhere. We can shop at SP's small popular. We are such self-entertainers.

We bought a lot of stationery.

Hmm. Went off to tuition after that, which was pretty good too. I finished my worksheet like 15 minutes earlier.

I tell you, if all goes well and according to plan, 409's grad night video will be the freaking best video you'll ever see in your life. No, I am not telling you what is it about.

I think it will be damn good even if it doesn't go according to plan because we have people like Rachel Chenchen, who can actually make the video plus come up with ideas and people like Evelyn and I, who have wonderfully creative and original ideas. :x

Plus wonderful people and teachers, of course.

My smses have seriously exploded. Zzz. To think I had 1000 free smses and thought I had too many to spare.
Note to self: Please stop smsing.

Today. I went for guides. Did painting, which was pretty fun. Then got my testimonial thing thing from Mdm Surin. Played captain's ball.

Went to change and went to Alethea's house. Finished up the data entry thing. And I realized I didn't eat anything the whole day except a few biscuits. So of course, I'll make up for it by eating a gigantic dinner.

Walked to KAP. Shared onion rings and a large fries. I got nuggets and an apple pie too.

I am seriously screwed up. Really lagging behind in homework/revision. So much for chionging all the chem papers so fast and having a headstart.

Finally, before I go eat already, good luck to Eveylyn Hoh for auditions at NJC tomorrow! Love love! And I'm going out with her tomorrow too.

I am highly annoyed with all the things I've bought from blogshops. They freaking take forever. Yes, I know sprees from overseas may take months. I don't care. I get it. But all the things you can get locally end up taking an equally long time. Zzz. Okay fine, maybe it's the fault of those inconsiderate freaks who take 13219832839183 years to cough up money. Then again, aiya whatever.

I know of a few blogshops whose owners I think are efficient and nice too. So yes, I'm not saying blogshopping is bad. In fact, it's pretty convenient and all if you buy from the right blogshops.

For one, I think handmakemyaccessories has really pretty and unique stuff. I really like my customized necklace and the earrings. Not to mention, she's very efficient. I got my customization pretty quickly. So you can go take a look if you're free. :D

There are more blogshops I like. But I can't remember the urls. Heh.

And I felt like doing a quiz. So I koped one.

Note: Firstly, a crush is a crush. A crush is not love and hardly even like. I have no love. My love is non-existent. Therefore, thou shall not jump to conclusions. Next, as usual being me, I am not serious most of the time. So if you're intending to read this and judge me, please eat yourself and go away.

Will you tell your crush that you like him or her?
Yeah, I suppose so. A year later, when I get into _ k. Lol!

If your crush likes somebody else, what will you do?
Hmm. Not possible. :D

You have accidently bumped into your crush and his or her friends. He or she invited you to join them. What exactly would you tell him or her?
Okay? Why not?

Prom is just around the corner. Your crush wants you to be his date. Now, do you think he likes you?
Why not?!

What will you do if your crush said I Love You to you?
Give him a big hug and say I love you too. HAHAHAHA. Shit, I'm so cliche.

Who is your crush?
Oh, you finally asked. But I don't want to tell you. I give you a hint, he's too cute to be found in Nanhua. P:

Do you think your crush likes you too?
Ah, he will.

Why do you like your crush?
Confident, witty, smart. Hmm, the way he carries himself.

Do you share any interests with your crush?
I think so. We have a common interest, 'Cheryl'.

Will you ever marry your crush?
Nah, I doubt so.

NOW, DESCRIBE;
Having feelings
Everyone has it. You don't have any? Zomg, you're a monster.

Loving someone
Has to come with being loved in return.

Breaking up
Tough at the beginning and perhaps, occasionally. But there's always a reason for it so it's okay.

Going on a date
With whom?

Long walk on the beach
Quite fun especially during sunrise or sunset. :D

Saying I Love You
Is fun!

Making out
Er, please spare a thought for others and do it in the privacy of your homes.

Prom
Can't wait, really.

Long phone-calls
Can be entertaining but it really depends on who.

Your bf/gf
Bf, N/A. :D

Knowing the painful truth or hearing the beautiful lie?
Knowing the painful truth. What for do you want to hear a load of shit about something fake and just feel even worse when you really know the truth?

Pretty but mean or ugly but nice?
To what extent? Neither, lol. There are pretty and nice people out there (eg me).

Group date or One-on-one date?
Mixture.

Dating someone or staying alone? (Imagine your bf/gf is away for a few years)
Hmm, really depends.

Great body or great mind?
Both. But I think the mind is more important, the body can't be that bad either right? P:

It's Saturday; Going out with your bf/gf or your friends?
Friends. I have no bf to go out with w0rhsxz. Nevertheless, friends are important and even with a bf you shouldn't neglect them.

Follow your heart or your mind?
Hahahaha wo bu zhi dao.

You did a lot of bad things in the past; Confess or hide?
Confess. If people love you, they'll accept you just the way you are. Besides, I've never done a lot of bad things k.

Your perfect date; Romantic dinner at an exclusive restaurant or a fun night at the amusement park?
Amusement park, amusement park, amusement park. I don't need no exclusive restaurant to satisfy me, as shallow as I seem to you. As long as the food is good, it's okay. :x

The way you say good bye after you went on a date..
I don't know leh. You want to date me, just say la.

The time zone in my head is just a little screwed up. Oh wait, did I say a little?

I slept throughout yesterday after coming home and woke up at 11pm only to keep reading. Then I finally slept again at 6am. Seriously.. -.-

我们变成了世上 最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折 各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了 搁浅了 沉默了 挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里沉沦

This song is rather old, but it is rather meaningful. Like.. someone you think you knew and someone whom you think knew you just drifting apart and such. It's pretty interesting. Hmm.

It's already June. Please hit me on the head. O's are coming in what, four months? Lovely, can't wait. And no, this isn't sarcastic. Let me study, make me study, I have to study.