Glitter all around
We're delirious, tear it down, till the sun comes around
Why won't you release me,
May 31, 2008 / 3:19 PM

I don't know what this is, but you got me good
Just like you knew you would
I don't know what you do, but you do it well
I’m under your spell

Woke up late today. Lol. I guess reaching school so early everyday in the holidays and having too little sleep is finally taking a toll on me.

Anyway, went for Chinese. I copied her notes but otherwise, wasn't really listening. I did maths instead.

It was quite unconstructive so Evelyn, Emelia and I left during the break time. :x

Then it turned out everyone mass ponned class, leaving very few 409 people in the AVA. I think Foolaoshi would be damn pissed. Never mind.

Mugged in school.

Sent Evelyn to the bus stop and Yunian to Tiong. Dropped by Liangjie's house to collect something.

Going to read now. Perhaps watch dnyby later. Oh yes, I'll try to mug too. :/

P.S. my friend test thing is working again, so do go try, yeah?

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
May 30, 2008 / 6:36 PM

But I don't know him anymore
Theres nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on,
Nothing's fine, I'm torn

I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn


Something's wrong with the quiz. Zzz I don't care, I'll leave it there first.

Reached school at 7+, almost 8. Early for once, and headed for SS remedial with 410. Froze my butt off.

Went to the canteen to eat and I did some maths. The usual people were already there, lol. Then Amanda Ng came really late. (Tsk, someone said she'd come as early as possible, maybe around 8). Soon, all the 409 people left for SS remedial except Evelyn, Emelia and I. Amanda Ang came to join us. :D

Talked a lot today. Wasn't very productive.

But but but! Physics remedial with 411 was alright. I never even almost fell asleep. Neither did you k, Amanda Ang. See, we really need each other in our classes so much. It's just too bad we only have lessons together once in a gold moon. And I felt really good too, that I had already done the worksheet (most, anyway). Plus, I did some questions on the spot before we went through it.

Ang Qi Qi Love is now at camp! Roarrr, let's go out to mug.

Headed to BPP with Evelyn and I almost fell asleep doing maths. Very demoralising, zzz. One day, I'm going to go to macs to mug and spam apple pies.

K bye, there's still remedial tomorrow. I barely got five hours of sleep yesterday and it's not likely I'll get anymore today, damn.

P.S. I realized I haven't posted about this.
Happy belated birthday Amanda Ang!
I'll always be here for you, whenever. Because that's what besties are for. Not just for spotting chicken skin, hahaha. Cheers to four years (soon, and still counting) of friendship and everything we've been through together.
Love, much! :D

I don't care, I have no luck,
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things that I can't touch

Watched all the bitterness burn,
May 29, 2008 / 6:54 PM

And I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time
This is the time to be
More than a name or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life

Mugged with Evelyn in the morning. I asked who else was coming and Evelyn said Eugene probably wasn't coming today. Then he suddenly appeared behind her. Lol! Anyway, it was the usual morning mugging thing. K, morning mugging sounds pretty cool right?

Sidetracking, I really like his himbotic shoelaces.

Lots of people came and went. I kept getting suanned by Evelyn, Eugene, Liangjie. Er ok, or I was suanning them (not the point) too. Then finally the people who went for English came. Yanling and Judith joined in to do homework/mug/whatever.

Geog remedial was okaaay. Did mindmap on food.

Off to NJC with Evelyn after school. We missed the bus stop and thus, had to walk for freaking long to the school. Talk about kukus. But it's okay, because another parent did too. The office table was literally piled with DSA applications. Lol. Got lost again, and oops did I just xiasuay myself? Hmm.

Found our way out soon after and got to island creamery after much trouble. Had ice cream that made all the walking pretty worth it.

K bye, I don't feel like mugging at all. I'm going to continue watching my shows (which I have a never-ending list of) all night. Goodbye.

P.S. I suppose I will still try DSA to SAJC. If I don't get in for both SAJC and ACSI (which is most likely), it's going to be pretty xiasuay but it doesn't matter la. Zzz, DSA isn't easy especially when I'm in a uniform group and have no special talent (sports, aesthetics etc). Plus, ACSI probably doesn't even give a damn about guides seeing as it's a boys' school.

For one, I am never going to try DSA-ing through kayaking. I never, ever, ever want to spend two years of my life with fishes.

Now I'm coming alive,
May 28, 2008 / 8:06 PM

Holding onto things that vanished, into the air
Left me in pieces,
But now I’m rising from the ashes, finding my wings
And all that I needed was there all along
Within my reach, as close as the beat of my heart


I was tired today so I went to school only at like 3+. Maths remedial was quite slack. I was very amazed by Evelyn's giant stack of certificates. Mine is little like zomg.

To NJC tomorrow with Evelyn. And HCJC campfire is coming soon, again.

Roarrrrzomg. :D

Cheryl♥Pooh,
i'd always wanted to try and know how it feels to be like the bimbos in the movies.
because.
hahahahha
because.
dont need to tryyyyyyy

HAHAHAHAHA WTH MAN. I must be bringing honour to the world of bimbos. I must be the first ever smart bimbo.

I still want to go to ACSI. With scholarship, if not it'll cost like $10000 excluding examination fees, damn it. $450 a month, you do the math.

Zonked.

我知道坚持要走是你受伤的借口
如果要走 请你记得我

泪已够 别挽留


P.S. All lyrics, that don't mean anything. Lol.


And I'm done, I'm hanging up on you
May 27, 2008 / 9:10 PM

Waiting for your call, baby, night and day
I can't keep on waiting for you
I know that you're still hesitating
Don't cry for me cause, I'll find my way
You'll wake up one day, but it'll be too late

Hihizxzx, I just came home!

I (almost) finished one a maths paper 1 and paper 2, excluding e maths questions, today in the morning and during maths remedial.

Nothing much. I'm bloody stressed about DSA and who to ask for testimonial. Zzz, I don't know why am I even bothering to try when the probability of me getting into ACSI IB is 0.00001%.

):

Never have I been more motivated for something. Hahahaha. Right. If you don't get it, don't ask.

By the way, I read Evelyn's blog and thought it was quite true. I have always thought I'd never even consider AC because it was for rich people (which is true in a way seeing as ACSI charges $450 per month for IB) and obviously I am poor. But hey, look who wants to go to ACSI now? Shucks.

Reminder to self: Learn to always keep your mouth shut because you never know when you'll change your mind.

你曾说,太久没见面,你忘了我的样子。
现在呢,根本没见面,你是否已彻彻底底地忘了我?

那也好。

你有没有过承诺我已忘了,那都不重要了。

我没遗忘(多亏我的记忆太好),但是我也并没有想念。
祝你幸福
因为我很幸福。

Finally, now my life doesn't seem so bad
May 26, 2008 / 7:17 PM

Found what it's like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give of me, afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the nets that I had made


Yay. Went to school damn early to do work, which I did actually get some stuff done. For one, all my chem papers are done, except essay questions for some papers. I'm going to be in school everyday from around 8 to 9. Zoom.

Then headed off to ACSI IB open house around 12+ with Evelyn and Emelia (instead of going for remedial, oops). :D

IB is damn cool la k. I think I'm going to aim for that now. English literature is like compulsary unless you want to take chinese literature. Whee.

Went to ikea for dinner afterwards. Shared meatballs, spaghetti and chicken wings with Emelia. Rofl.

Go Cheryl, get 6 points for O's and a scholarship for IB. Omg, I'm going to cry if I can't get in. They only have 20+ places for DSA and 100+ places for admission with O-level results. I really want to go to Princeton. Lol, zomg zomg zomg!!!!

On the bright side, I do know clearly where I think I want to go. It isn't confirmed but I'm aiming for ACSI IB, SAJC, Ngee Ann poly mass communications. Yippee. Ah well, they say it's good to have goals in life anyway. :D

Evelyn and I were both so enthusiastic in filling up the DSA form. Well, since they printed for me already, might as well not waste what.

Then again.. maybe I shouldn't apply to ACSI and SAJC. Because what if both accept me?! Later cannot choose how! HAHAHAHA.

P.S. I don't give a shit what you think about ACSI. And perhaps I once showed no interest etc etc, too bad la ok. I really, really want to go there now. :D

And last thing, I watched the 209 video again today. Love love love. PART ONE and PART TWO.

Give my love to him, finally

May 25, 2008 / 10:52 PM

Good luck to everyone taking express chinese O-levels tomorrow! :D
Especially to my girlfriend, yeah? You can do it!

Oh you know, technically I did reach my goal and got an L1R5 of 15 for midyears. It's 22 now but if I use my express chinese for R5, I'd get 19 for L1R5. Then minus 4 for CCA and HCL, it gives you 15 what. HAHAHAHAHA I am teh best.

Whee. Jiayou jiayou, 10 (raw score) for prelims. :D

But girl, you make it hard to be faithful
/ 5:36 PM

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words, it makes me weak


I'm vair happy now. Lol.

1. I went to Tiong to eat, and ate a lot.

2. My mum drove me down to SAJC, and the drive home only took 20 minutes. Though it may jam and stuff in the mornings, not to mention countless ERPs on the way, the conclusion is that it's not that far after all.

3. I really love the colour combination I had on me today. Purple tee, black shorts, black belt, black sleeveless hoodie, silver bag, black slippers.

4. Watching accuracy of death tomorrow morning with Amanda Ng. I don't know if the guys are coming along but it's all very insignificant anyway.

5. Then meeting Evelyn and Emelia to go for ACSI IB open house. Or if there isn't, then I'll go study. Heh.

6. I am loved. & it's enough.

Honey, why you calling me so late?

If you show me real love, baby
May 24, 2008 / 11:08 PM

I don't mind spending some time
Just hanging here with you
Cause I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside

Just came back. Lol, it was quite fun. Had some activities at Amanda's church. Like played 'who am I?' and I happened to be a parrot. Hahaha. Then, the party at someone's house. Ate, watched TV, played taboo. Then Amanda's parents sent me home.

Quick post because I'm pretty tired and I'm kind of rushing off to do chemistry. (10/13 papers done) Yay. Oh yeah, talking about parrots. I do regret not ever getting to know some parrot. Shucks.

Even though people can drift apart and many things can become insignificant, what was there can never be changed. People can have moved on but, it's so hard, to forget.

Quiz.
/ 12:02 AM

Koped everything from Jamie,

5 Random Facts about me:
1. I can talk to any random person about anything because I'm very friendly.
2. I will feel weird not blogging for a day, lol.
3. I can literally eat non-stop or not eat at all, depending on my mood.
4. I have a fetish for bright colours.
5. I am not what I may appear to be to most people unless you know me very well, which of course almost nobody or rather, nobody does.

10 Things I wanna do before I die:
1. Tell all the people I love how much I truly love them.
2. Sing many, many songs to you, you and you.
3. Furnish my own house, with a walk-in wardrobe etc.
4. Shopping sprees all over the world. (Omg, I am so shallow.)
5. Try waterskiing.
6. Finish watching all the dramas/animes I can.
7. Drive a porsche.
8. Repeatedly throw stuff at glass panels and watch the glass shatter.
9. Burn/delete everything that may tarnish my reputation after I die. (e.g. diaries, photos etc)
10. Throw a nasty tantrum and throw things around my room.

20 things I'd do if my best friend slept with my boyfriend:
(I actually wouldn't have to do anything because they would never sleep with each other. If not they wouldn't be my best friend/my boyfriend already. But anyway, here goes..)
1. Ditch whoever that ass of a boyfriend is.
2. Slap him up, down, right, left, centre.
3. Completely humiliate him.
4. Yank off his hair.
5. Oh, I'd ditch that whoever best friend too.
6. K, the rest is for me to know and you to find out/guess.
7.
8.
9.
10.
11.
12.
13.
14.
15.
16.
17.
18.
19.
20. Get over it.

10 things I'll never do in my life:
1. Scuba diving.
2. Take drugs.
3. Smoke.
4. Have tattoos all over.
5. Wear a skirt without shorts.
6. Be a paedophile.
7. Act like someone else just to fit in. (Can you spell 'poser'?)
8. Jump off a building.
9. Arson.
10. Be someone else's slave.

I cancelled off this question because it is grammatically incorrect and I have no answers to it. :D

5 ways I would propose:
1. I don't think I would be the one proposing. But anyway.. (Lol, I know I'm so cliche, I'm sorry. Can't help it. I watch too many dramas.)
2. While lying on a grasspatch staring at the sky.
3. At the rooftop of some really high building at night.
4. At the beach during sunset/sunrise.
5. While eating a homecooked dinner at home.

1. Do you think people have any misconceptions about you?
- Yeah, probably a lot. But it's okay, I can't be bothered.

2. What'd you do last night?
- Watched dou niu yao bu yao.

3. Who was your last call from?
- Liangjie.

4. What show did you last watch?
- Dou niu yao bu yao.

5. Do you wear Hollister?
- No.

6. Who's the last person you had a deep, meaningful conversation with?
- Hmm. A person who doesn't exist anymore.

Jamie ate question 7.

8. Do you remember what you were doing a year ago today?
- No. Musn't have been anything special anyway.

9. What's on your mind right now?
- Nothing, at all.

10. Would you rather be with your "lover" right now?
- Lover? Oh my, which one are you referring to?

11. Who is the hottest teacher you've ever had?
- N/A. Lol.

12. Does anyone like you?
- This question is unnecessary.

14. Do you give special ringtones to certain people?
- No. Whatever the hell for?

15. What's the weather like outside?
- Don't know. It's 1.13am already o_O

16. Have you ever seen a 3D movie in theaters?
- Hmm not exactly movie. But the one at sentosa, yeah.

17. What is your favorite holiday?
- December holidays.

Jamie ate up question 18 and 19 too!

20. Do you text with T9 or ABC?
-T9.

21. Have you memorized your social security number?
- Er no?

22. Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying?
- I don't think so.

23. What was the last advice you gave?
- Neh, I'm not telling you.

24. What's the relationship with you and the person you last texted?
- My girlfriend, Alethea.

25. Are you on youtube?
- I do have an account if that's what you mean.

26. Is there anything wrong with you?
- Everyone thinks I am weird and a little mental. I guess so, then.

Jamie ate up even more questions.

31. What's the last food you ate that had salt on it?
- Everything has salt in it right? But on it.. I don't know.

32. What are you watching?
- Words appearing on my screen. I'm typing, duh.

33. What do you want in your life right now?
- Academic achievement. Lol.

34. Would you ever consider having a relationship with a good friend?
- Why not?

35. What piercings do you want to get?
- One more on my ear.

Jamie must have been pretty hungry.

37. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- The ceiling. Person, I don't know. Have I ever? :/

38. Have you ever had a panic attack?
- No, not that serious that I'd call it a panic attack I suppose.

Talk about pigs.

40. What does the last text in your inbox say?
- Nothing you'd be interested in. I ain't telling you.

41. Would you ever consider moving back to your hometown?
- Hometown?

42. Describe your laugh?
- Ask someone to describe it for me. I don't laugh in front of the mirror and notice how I laugh.

43. What do you think about the person that last commented you?
- Commented where. Lazy to check.

44. Who was the last person to sing you a song?
- Amanda? Lol, quite long already. I remember asking Amanda and Yining to sing me a song on thursday though.

:(

46. Whose houses have you been to today?
- Mine.

47. How much do u respect yourself?
- 200%.

I told you Jamie can eat more than me!

49. How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
- I can't remember. If I'm not wrong, 7.

50. Who was the last person you slept in a bed with?
- Lol! That's damn long ago. Jamie and Stella.

K, it's now 1.27am. -.-

It's all impossible now. Move along, girl.

Between you and I,
May 23, 2008 / 7:20 PM

Hello.

I am freaking annoyed myself, so perhaps I am annoying others. But have you people ever realized that I do get annoyed too? I'm sure you all hate it when others keep bragging about their results that are better than yours especially when you're feeling shitty enough. You think I love it when people complain to me about their 'lousy' results that are better than mine? Just because I haven't been one to take results too seriously, just because I don't cry over not getting good results, just because I don't say anything, just because I always tell myself I'm doing okay, doesn't mean I don't really care. Lol, I have never had anything to brag about. I shall work harder and do a lot better so I'll actually have something to brag about in turn.

Aiya, whatever la. I'm sorry if I offended you here. This post means no offense and is simply what I feel. It's natural to be proud of your achievements but sometimes I guess you have to be more understanding.

Goodbye, off to finish chem papers. (I will have no life this month if it will help me get my 6A1s)

Going to Amanda's church tomorrow.

/ 12:41 PM

I think many people are pretty darn unappreciative of what they have, like say education. It's not that I'm being patriotic here but seriously, what right do you have to say there are limited choices when you can actually choose to go to a polytechnic? They offer so many courses already. If you aren't interested in any, what do you want to do? o_O Basically the truth is, many people are just prejudiced against polytechnics. You refuse to take into consideration anything else except the more conventional route. Like hello? Sorry, I know I'm ranting like hell. But I don't think it's very fair. And I completely disagree with people who think entry to polytechnics are easy and only for people who don't do well enough. I think I can do what I like in the future and I don't see why you can't. So there.

Going out in an hour! (:

Someone who won't pretend,
/ 10:31 AM

And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share, shows he cares
I'm thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for

I am positively delighted. Though to many people, my results are nothing but shitty. Neh, highlight if you are kpo. I know you are P:

English 65.0
HCL 59.0
A maths 56.7
Maths 68.1
Bio 72.1
Chem 55.0
Physics 58.3
Combined humans (SS, geog) 64.0

%: 62.3
L1R4: 17
L1R5: 22
Class position: 11/16 (express)
Level position: 82/279 (express)

Yala yala not a big deal right? Lol. I think my position is not bad though. I've never even been in the top 100 before. o_O And did I mention my english was the top 40 in level including special stream? :x

"Aim to get 15 for prelims and you won't have a problem getting single digit for O-levels."
Ms Jesse Lim.

See, I told you she has faith in me. I can do it wooooh.

HAHAHAHHA I am still delighted as you probably can tell. Bye, I'm going out later.

For a lover not a friend,
May 22, 2008 / 8:08 PM

Is it you? Is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Jesse is the best today. She was very supportive. Like whoa.

Cheryl: I was thinking of applying for DSA.
Jesse: Oh, yes yes go and try! To where?
Cheryl: SA.
Jesse: Very far leh.
Cheryl: No la, I want to go to SA.
Jesse: Huh aiyo you want to apply, apply to a better JC la!
Cheryl: My academic cannot make it leh.
Jesse: Never mind! Still can try!

Anyway, I went all over school looking for Mr Liu with Ian because we all couldn't find our sec 1 records, which was like zzz. We didn't find him in the end. Lol.

It's really very stressful being in 409 huh. 409 was 1st in level for bio, 2nd in level for chem, 3rd in level for physics. Piangzzz.

Assembly was crazy. Everyone was screaming like mad.

K skip skip skippydeedoo. After school, I went to orchard with Yanling, Waner and Gladys. Had fun eating and at borders. I seriously think I can spend all day at borders reading and sampling music la. Zomg, I'll do that more often from now on.

I shall (try to) get myself into nerd mode and spend my holidays chionging homework, studying japanese, mugging, reading books and watching all my dramas/anime. Nehhhh. P:

Back to the place where I belong,
May 21, 2008 / 6:30 PM

No, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home

Today was pretty amusing. Oh oh, I remember that Ms Loy said 409 was top in bio, which is still believable since 409 had 30 As. But she also said 409 topped triple science, which I don't know if is real because.. it's just unbelievable. I didn't do well in all 3 sciences anyway. Lol.
Cheryl: Yanling, fine dining leh, omg you need!
Yanling: !!!!
Cheryl: Hahahhaha
Yanling: Eh, that means can eat leh!
HAHAHAHAHA okay. Thank you la Yanling, I'll get you an extra large bag of m&ms for your birthday.

Detention was interesting. I actually told Blim there was no detention classes to attend because there was midyears. o_O

Oh, but anyway I happened to have served an hour extra. Never mind, I hope they take it as detention in advance because I'll surely be late again. Then again, you know what? Next term if I wake up late, I shan't go to school already. Maybe I'll just go out to mug. :D
Blim: If I'm not wrong, you are a good student right?
Cheryl: Huh??? (thinking if it was a trick question)
Blim: You were only late twice.
Cheryl: Huh?????? Is it because of..
Blim: Oh yes, your grandmother, yes.

I think I was excused 3 times. Omg, I didn't know la, what an idiot manzxzx. And she said that probably because she saw my reflection letter (which she made us write) and in the first paragraph I wrote all the excuses already. Lol.

We were asked to write how we would solve the problem and I was fully intending to write "I will walk faster from my house to the car and from my car to the school gate." But I decided against it since.. well, Jesse was there. I am thankful I am being driven to school. If you think I am a loser because I don't go to school myself, I tell you, too bad okay. It's a privilege so please don't be a sour grape.

Went to pastamania with Eveeelyn after that. She got excused too. Banana chocolate pizza is damn good, really. Hmm, I need to go to the library more often. Then I will read more books. Wheeee.

DNYBY is a super nice show. I love Hebe. :D

确实存在过的东西就永远不会消失
那种感动永远不会消失
就算现在我只有一个人
一个人坐在一条小破船上
努力的划向爱情的海洋
但是我真的相信 真爱是值得我付出努力的


How long has it been and I'm still damn screwed up. I guess the delete button solves nothing.


You and I are done pretending,
May 20, 2008 / 9:06 PM

Drink, to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But, love remains the same


"What's there to peep at. They're all wearing clothes what."
Quoted from Ian, lol.

Hi, I just came home from tuition. Had bio after school and I was bored to bits and pieces. Went to JEC to find something after that, and it was a wasted trip. Basically my day was boring, other than the random laughing here and there.

Physics SPA was bimbotic. Okay, sorry wrong word. Doesn't matter. Anyway, Alethea tried to murder me and burn down the school. I took about 12381398239128 years to figure out the diagram and connect so.. zzz.

Detention tomorrow. How lovely, harharhar. Evelyn and I are going to be the most enthusiastic people who have ever went for detention. We're going to chiong there right after dismissal and get seats to chiong chem for the three or so hours we have to serve.

What would Jesse say if she ever saw my hair extensions hahahhaha.

And you know, we're taking height and weight tomorrow too. If I weigh like an elephant, I will just dig a hole in the ground and jump inside to hide forever. (Alethea though, has offered to dig me out and go in herself. Aww, how selfless.)


We only got 4 minutes to save the world,
May 19, 2008 / 6:42 PM

If you want it, you already got it
If you thought it, it better be what you want
If you feel it, it must be real just
Say the word and imma give you what you want


Hi. I am posting to show that, much to your horror, I am still alive and kicking.

5 chem papers done out of the 13. I aim to finish at least 2 today.

Oh yeah, I watched rolling love the day before yesterday and I think Genie is as cute as ever.

Reminder to self: There is school tomorrow. Please show up on time. And learn how to sing 頭號甜心!

Frigging hate myself for being so _. Ugh screw it. :(


Now find a way around,
May 18, 2008 / 8:57 PM

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

Went for tuition in the morning then I left for Orchard to meet Yanling.

Lol, I got my oversized tee from stitch and clip-on hair extensions. Finally. Yeah I got very weird colours, hot pink and green. I've never been normal anyway. Too bad, neh. P:

We just suddenly walked into kbox because we felt like it. Oh ya, I managed to sing a cantonese song. Hahaha yes, the one that I posted the lyrics here before. It's uber nice. We paid 22 each for 3 hours only. :/

你离开我 要不要庆祝
我没有空在乎

Hmm, kkk I think I'll go try to finish some more chem since I'll be going over to Alethea's to do some data entry thing tomorrow and I still need to study for physics SPA. 4 done out of the 13 already. I finished 1 before I went to tuition this morning. (Shucks, I feel like such a mugger.)

But seriously, studying is good distraction from the rest of the world.

Thanks a lot to you la. It's all your fault I took triple science and am dying like zomg now. Okay, fine I know I had a choice. Whatever. Don't ask if you don't know who's you. P:

When you tell me you're in love,
May 17, 2008 / 11:46 PM

And now there's a voice inside my heart
That's got me wonderin'
Is this true, I wanna hear it one more time

I finished 3 out of the 13 chem papers that Jesse gave us to do today.

And now I feel really shitty. I don't know what's my problem. And why can't I do what I always thought I could do easily. Sucker, sucker, sucker.

Shucks, I think I need to spend all my time studying. It actually makes me feel pretty darn good instead of like zzz. :/

:(

Bye.

Say it again for me,
/ 12:39 PM

It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say it again
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really wanna let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Firstly, happy birthday to my daddy. He will never see this but anyway, the thought is there. Hahhaha.

Next, today is a lovely Saturday and I have nothing to blog about.

I like Alethea's latest post. So just a paragraph or two from there:

The point is, do I have the capability to faciliate all good and bad things that will approach me in the near future? Do I really possess the fundamentals that is needed? Do I, can you hear me? DO I? This term's results have got me down on the ground, they have hit me harsh, and hard. Am I ever going to stand on my two feet and get myself together for the eminent downpour? I am never really going to get out of this stage of inertia, am I?

To be honest, I am afraid of answering all these questions, for I know my forte is to compromise this and that, and never seem to get things done then after.

Hmm. I think her post sparked off a lot of thought. Oh, Huishan's post too. It seems that this midyears has been a rather effective wake-up call for many sec fours. Me not being an exception. I guess I'm going to make the best out of all the time I have left, to seriously do some mugging and not wait and panic a few months later. Well, at least I'll try my best so I won't end up regretting.

I can do so much better from now on. I mean, at least I'm passing all 8 subjects, right?!

K bye, I'm kind of rushing out. So I'll leave you with her post (or part thereof) to think about. P:


Pain make your way to me, to me
May 16, 2008 / 6:48 PM

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense
With the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Roarrr.

A2 for bio. Eh I feel like such a sucker. People get like 100+/120 la. :(
B4 for combined humans. 33 for ss and 31 for geography. I'm relieved to have passed both pretty well. Though I didn't do as well because I didn't finish.
Like seriously arh, I only got 6/13 for the last seq for ss. Not to mention, I did the screwy question. 12/25 for the human geog part too.
C5 for a maths. Overall was 59 or something. Lol whatever. I know I ought to be frigging happy I finally passed. But I'm not!! :/

And I added 1 mark for physics, a few marks for chemistry. Can't remember. Oh yeah, I tell you I am a confirmed A student. Wait till I get A1 for O-levels. I'll smack it in your face. And yes, I will do the argumentative or discussion essay. Thanks a lot.

I really want to try direct admission (SAJC!) but my results are frigging pathetic. Zzz.
1 A2, 3 B4s, 4 C5s. L1R5 of 21, using my express chinese. Hmm, maybe on the bright side, I passed everything? :/

Oh no, I just remembered I still owe Emelia $6 and Evelyn 50c. Lol.

Didn't bring home physics file, and 409 is the first class to take physics SPA on Tuesday morning. Screwwww.


Love.
May 15, 2008 / 8:21 PM

Cheryl, Amanda, Alethea, Abigail, Evelyn;
The guys;
I swear I was really kissing Amanda, just that the camera angle is lousy :(
Talk about ballet class. Alethea and I have potential right?
Cheryl, Evelyn, Alethea;


& This is what love is.
No matter how unglam,

Oh, more photos to come when I feel like, of course.


So I'm gna set me free.
/ 5:56 PM

I'd lie in bed and think about
The person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized
The fairy tale life wasn't for me
I can slay my own dragon
I can dream my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me


B4 for english. And I think it was 3rd in class or something already. o_O Who's the freak who marked our papers la. Aye, either way, I pwned people. :x
B4 for e maths, so far. Chia hasn't marked the graph question.
C5 for hcl.
C5 for physics, and I improved eh. Wth, am I that lousy to begin with? Okay, I think so. Oh yeah, my mcq was teh best, really. I got the whole last column wrong.
C6 for chemistry, and Jesse said I improved too. Wthhh!!!
A maths P1 42/80. Crap. Please let me do better for P2. I thought the paper was easy la. -.-

Perhaps you can say at least I passed everything. Still, kinda sucks right? Think I'm going to fail both geog and ss.

And okay, I hardly even studied this time. But that isn't the point. I know I am smarter than that. :(

I am trying to be a crazy mugger. (I am frigging hell good at procrastinating. Ugh.) I must get 6A1s for O's and go to SAJC. :(

Zzz. Wo bu zhi dao. I can't really remember if I have anything else to post. I'm going to watch shows so Cheryl will be a happy girl.

Maybe I am depressed, I have been eating a lot since I came home and I still feel like eating zomg.

Cheryl Pig


So let me get it up,
May 14, 2008 / 7:15 PM

Let me break the ice
Allow me to get you right
Won't you warm up to me
Baby I can make you feel

After physics paper 1 (by the way, I am teh pro. I didn't even bring pencil case cause my bag was full.), chiong-ed down to harbourfront. It wasn't really a class outing but nevertheless, there were 14 people. And only 6 girls. :/

Went for breakfast. It was raining so the girls went shopping. Girls, being girls, spent a lot of time in this shop which was having a sale or something. And we bombed $100 in half an hour.

I have a damn pretty pair of heels as well as a new school bag. Yay. Ya la, don't say "not again".

Took the monorail to sentosa and headed for the beach. Played in the rain for a while. We went to eat and then came back to play. Hmm, I finally gave Amanda the kiss I owed her. Everyone tried to spoil our romantic moment. Lol!

Quote of the day week:
"Today, all the guys are half-naked so tomorrow when we go back to school and must wear tie, you will be like 'why they wearing so much?!'"
HAHAHAHA :D

Okay, I'm too lazy to post properly. Hah never mind, I really want to go play sims 2 already. So.. I'll stop posting and post the photos again some other time.

And tomorrow, we'll be getting our results. Like damn fast right. :/
Also, I'm seriously just going to laugh if all of us fall sick tomorrow because of today. Kinda sucks thinking there's still school after we enjoyed for a whole day.

In the back of my mind I can't help but question,
May 13, 2008 / 6:37 PM

Does he kiss me on the forehead
Show on my doorstep
Does he call me in the middle of the day
Just to say baby, I love you
Like you used to


I am such a sucker, really. It's midyears and I can walk in happily and do the exam without studying beforehand. I mean, ok I practiced tys but I didn't touch the textbook at all. Ha, screw. :/

Bus-ed to JE with Evelyn. I bought bio, chem, a maths tys. I'm going to finish them in/by June. Not going to say try to because this is a must. Then went to eat and off to library to do physics tys. I've finished 4 years of MCQs already.

Like I said, I ish teh best. What? You hate me? It's alright, I hate myself too.

Just remembered I skipped tuition today. Hmm, I'm going to call up now to tell them I'll go make up.

Can't wait for sentosa tomorrow after physics paper 1, with darling(s). Hi, anyone want to try banana boat with me tomorrow/next time? :x

Did I tell you I frigging can't stand bengs who can spout vulgarities faster than you can say banana? Please restrict your enthusiasm man. Your face is already shitty enough, don't open your mouth and make it worse.

P.S. Reminder to self. Drop by 309 tomorrow to pass Sheryl eclipse. :/


Now that it's all said and done,
May 12, 2008 / 6:23 PM

I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left,
Just left me cold and out of breath
I felt if I was in way too deep,
Guess I let you get the best of me


I am teh best. Let me tell you why I am so happy today.

1. The a maths paper was great. I left 19 marks blank which means I won't do well. I spent the last few minutes staring at Jesse because I knew she'd collect on time and figured there would be no point cracking my brain anymore seeing as there would be no time to write. Nevertheless, I have never expected to get an A1 for a maths so the 19 marks blank isn't that bad. At least for the first time, I completed more than three quarters of the paper la.

2. After school, I chiong-ed with Evelyn to Science centre for my McGriddles and we actually made it before 11am. I know I am very weird and unglam. I tore my whole McGriddles burger apart before actually eating it.

3. We got to work soon enough. I did chem and bio TYS (MCQs only). 40 questions per year. And I did six and a half years. Without reference and studying beforehand. But I did reasonably well. Please tell me I rock oh so much.

4. We ate at LJ's at JEC afterwards. Did I tell you how much I love their cheese?

5. Taking Japanese course at Tj Pagar and JLPT immediately after o's. :D

6. Lim Liang Jie is lending me sims 2 on Wednesday. (AND YOU'D BETTER BRING IT ON WED OKAY. I WILL SMACK YOU IF YOU DON'T.)

7. Oh, an uncle walked past me and asked me to jiayou for exams. o_O I think I am too pretty. Hahaha alright, I can't stand myself too.

8. I WANT TO MUG HARD AND GO TO RJC/HCJC/SAJC :D :D :D They're all bloody far from my house, except HCJC. Whatever, I'll make it. As I've said many times before, I'm smart. I'm just not working hard enough. Woooh.

9. Shit, I can't remember. I think it's something along the lines of getting my RED PSP or RED CYBERSHOT T300 at the end of the year. Did I mention I can learn japanese, dance, french etc too? Yay!!

10. Freaking long post right? I'm positively delighted.

Oh, there is two sad things to balance it all out though. You know, just to show this is not a biased post and the source is still useful etc etc. (Alright, I'm crapping. Ignore that.) I woke up and could hardly get off my bed. Kept stumbling. Zzz. Even now, everything seems to spin when I bend down or lie down or something. Either I seriously have low blood pressure or I just need more sleep. Lol.

And shit, I really want a chanel bag and wallet. It's super super nice la, alright. But I don't like non-authentic stuff. Then again, since it's so nice.. BUT STILL IT'S DAMN EX FOR SOMETHING NON AUTHENTIC. Plus I'm never going to afford real chanel goods. Well, not now anyway. ROARRR!!! :(

Hahaha bye darlings, I love you all!
Eng Xiu Ying, Hoh May Yee, Huang Yan Ling, Chu Hui Shan! :D
Especially you, you, you!!! :D :D :D


Packed your bags and walked away,
May 11, 2008 / 5:01 PM

There was nothing I could say

And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see that
You were never the best for me


My ipod touch is now mentally new. Seriously, it's completely empty. :/

Roar, whatever.

Wow I think it's amazing how people have so many comments (like 500!) from people asking them to add because their livejournals are friends-only. I wonder who's going to ask me to add them if I actually lock up my blog completely. I feel very tempted to try it out.

But it'll be quite embarrassing if no one asks you to add and you're the one going around asking people to add you, lollollol!

Then again, I still like blogger better. I am possibly a little too open about my life and such so there's really no need to lock up my posts. P:

Do tag me if you're here though. I'm friendly ok. I can see that I get many clicks but few tags. Oh and as I've mentioned, please don't tag or even come here anymore if you don't like me. Hahaha. I am seriously not in that desperate need of clicks.

I really want to take the course and try JLPT but I'm scared I'll fail or not be able to cope or something. Zzz.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! :D


/ 2:11 AM

Yay, I'm very happy. I have a few Japanese language schools in mind already. Two at orchard and one near Tanjong Pagar. But I'm still searching if there's better ones. Lollol. Wooooh.

Orchard is more convenient for me but the school at tanjong pagar is cheaper and seems better. Hmm.

I might go myself or wait until after O's when HOH MAY YEE is finally free then we can spam our weekends with countless activities and things to learn. :D

I know I'm such a sucker, wanting to learn Japanese when I should really be mugging like hell for o's. P:

But this is important to me. Multi-lingualism here I come.

And I'm not taking conversational. I'm taking regular Japanese and if possible, the Japanese language proficiency test, which will give me an internationally-recognised certificate. Hahahhaha. Okay, I'm crazy so sue me.

Yes, omg it's already 2am. I just realized.

More than you, more than you know.
May 10, 2008 / 11:59 PM

I'm slowly getting closure,
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
And now I'm picking up the pieces,
Spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together

Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you


ALL MY SONGS ARE GONE FROM MY IPOD TOUCH.

!!!!!

I transferred some new songs as usual and when I switched it on again, there was no more songs. Plus my itunes now tells me that it can't read the contents in my ipod and is forcing me to restore factory settings.

Screw, I'm damn pissed cause my desktop has only 455 songs!!! All of my old songs are in my tablet. Zzz. AND IT TAKES A FREAKING LONG TIME TO TRANSFER ALL THE SONGS AGAIN. :(

Eff, eff, eff. What rubbish is this. People have ipods for so long and no one has problems like this.

I hate you, touchy. To think I said you were my best friend and treated you like one too.

I think I will just reset the damn thing tomorrow and put in the pathetic 455 songs I have on my desktop. Hopefully my tablet won't lag and will let me put in some songs too.

Roarrrrr whatever, I'm going mad.


When you left, I lost a part of me.
/ 1:48 PM

Who else am I gna lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up
Who's gna take your place there ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together


Genki desu ka?

"You're so flat the click five sang something about your bra. It's empty~"
HAHAHAHAHA.

I feel like watching koizora and crying my eyes out again. Hahahhaha!

Miura Haruma is my forever love and the best part, he's only 18 now. His birthday just passed. And anyway, love can overcome all obstacles so language is nothing. I will learn japanese!

emelia says:
i havent really study yet leh
emelia says:
you?
Cherylrylrylly, says:
i don't care.
Cherylrylrylly, says:
forever love is more important.

HAHAHHAHAA ok ok, I'm kidding. I do love koizora a lot though. Hiro too.


I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now, you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me


But I'm still learning Japanese. P:

Rachel is hilarious. She's watching koizora now (thanks to me). And she is being very funny on msn.

Ima (now)
Hayakunaotte (get well soon)
Hitori (alone)
Konomanai (to dislike)
Owatta (finished, gone, over)

Te amo, te quiero.
May 09, 2008 / 11:20 PM

Con amore,

I am damn good la. This is my third post today. o_O

I'm beginning to worry that I have no time to mug for o's already. Yes, I know it's about time. How to catch up with two years worth of work in less than half a year. Zzz. But I will try my best and turn into a chao mugger from tomorrow. :/

If you people see this, feel free to ask me out to study anytime, yo. During holidays or weekends or after school, whatever. *Jabs Evelyn and Qin Ai De*

I will still blog as often no matter what anyway, because I love blogging. I can talk to myself about anything and yeah. Alright, I'm a bit mental.

Hi Alethea, I love you though you can be such a freak and I know you do get pretty annoyed with me (or do you?). There, your much awaited post dedicated to you. It's time to tag something nice, isn't it? I miss your engulfings. Hahahah.

(9:20 PM) Cheryl,:
if not, there's always you right
(9:20 PM) Alethea:
yeah of course

And hi Amanda Ng, if you see this, I love you too. Only she will sms me all of a sudden to tell me how much she loves me. Maybe she was trying to waste her smses or something but anyway, haaa thank you.


Song lyrics,
/ 3:02 PM

Hahaha seriously I think I update a little too fast. Doesn't matter, two nice songs for you people. How nice can I get right? :D Okay okay, I know they're just lyrics. I don't have the songs either. :x If you find them you can send it to me, thanks.

By Leona Lewis, Take A Bow
(Not the full lyrics)

The flowers are faded now, along with your letters
They will never see the light of day, cause I'll never take them out
There's no turning back, it's for the better
Baby I deserve more then empty words and promises
I believed every thing you said, and I gave you the best I had

So take a bow, 'cause you've taken everything else
You played the part, like a star you played it so well
Take a bow, 'cause the scene is coming to an end
I gave you love, all you gave me was pretense, so now take a bow


The future's about to change, before you know it,
The curtain closes, take a look around,
There's no one in the crowd, I'm throwing away the pain,
And you should know that your preformance made me strong enough

And by Rihanna, Cry

I'm not the type to get my heart broken,
I'm not the type to get upset and cry,
'Cause I never leave my heart open,
Never hurts me to say goodbye,
Relationships don't get deep to me,
Never got the whole in love thing,
And someone can say they love me truly,
But at the time it didn't mean a thing.


My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' round,
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown,
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I stray from love, this is how I feel.

This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim,
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life,
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a girl with a broken heart,
But no matter what you'll never see me cry.

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go,
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time,
And I know that it's no more,
I shoulda never let you hold me baby,
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart,
I didn't give to you on purpose,
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart.

How did I get here with you I'll never know,
I never meant to let it get so personal,
And after all I tried to do,
Stay away from lovin' you,
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know,
And I won't let it show,
You won't see me cry.

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life


It's still so hard to believe,
/ 11:45 AM

I only think of you and it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together but I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song it ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life, baby


I hope my e maths did okay.

I'm happy now cause Chia said he marked 8 questions of the a maths paper 1 and everyone got above 35/80 already, except two people who are guys. So most likely.. can pass la, right?! Hmm, please let him be right for once. 10 marks gone because my graph is all wrong (plotted wrong axis :x) and I didn't do 11 marks, which means I can get only a maximum of 59/80. And I won't seeing as I can't get everything right. :/

Ah anyway, fournine rocks like wooh. All the crazy freakssss. :D

Then again, I'm sad that I still can't eat, my smile is lopsided (if I even smile at all) and have been swallowing porridge (literally) for two days already. And I can't have my McGriddles burger. :(

Next week, if I get better, I'll go get it with Evelyn. :D

哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默都痛

原来我怀念以前的我,并不是因为更幸福。
以前的我只是不懂事,而生活得比较快乐。

Kanshasuru (To be grateful, to thank)
Kessiki no (Missing, absent)
Genki ni naru (To get better)
Genzai (Nowadays)
Shiranai hito (Stranger)

May 08, 2008 / 8:29 PM

If only you could see me now.
See me screw up my whole life.
Would you be happy?
Fuck.

And how I used to be,
/ 11:16 AM

I'm feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me

I like Evelyn's blog. My name is everywhere. :D

Was almost late today. Then I realized I forgot to bring tie. So Jocelyn and I went to hide in the toilet and didn't go to the parade square at all. Hahaha! Anyway, still got caught and I have to wear tie tomorrow. Right. -.-

Oh, and I am home so early because my gum is swelling terribly so yeah, if not I'll probably go mug again. Ha.

I feel pretty darn terrible. I can't talk, can't smile, can't laugh, can't eat. Wth. And I feel like I'm developing a fever. :/

Hi Hsiehhui, your myes are over. Time to spam me with songs and distract entertain me more often.

Can't wait for mine to end. Though after it does, I'll probably be doing a lot of detention with Hoh May Yee Evelyn.

I shall post five random japanese words a day. It's for my own reference/entertainment only. But if the meaning is not really what I say it is, don't blame me, blame my references. (:

Utsukushii (which means me, beautiful.)
Migurushii (which means you,
ugly.) HAHAHA okay I'm sorry, I'm kidding.
Kitai o motte (hopefully)
Wasureru (to forget)
Gakushusuru (to study, to learn)


Quiz.
May 07, 2008 / 8:52 PM

1. at what age do you wish to marry?
Don't know.

2. how many children do you want?
Lollol no idea.

3. what do you want the most now?
To at the very least, pass all subjects for mye. :/

4. what do you want to be when you grow up?
Doctor?? (I don't know what's the ones to do with mental sicknesses called)

5. if you have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?
At least 6A1s for o's.

6. what are you afraid to lose now?
Myself.

7. do you believe in being in love forever?
Yeah, with myself.

8. if you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
Hmm, we'll see.

9. how strong can you be (in your heart)?
Well, not very. Everyone has limits right?

10. what are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
You to love me 100000000x more than I love you. Okay, a bit selfish but.. if I love you, you're the best already. :D

11. which type of person do you hate the most?
Nice people like me only love and ignore everything else. (:

12. do you cherish every single of your friendship?
I think so.

13. have you been betrayed by any of your friend?
Yes?

14. what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
People who love me.

15. roughly, how much of an age gap would you want to have between you and your husband?
Not too large. Hmm, 5 at most?

16. what do you want your friend to be like?
Me. :x

17. what kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
Ha I don't know.

18. if you have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?
I want to be a chao mugger. :/

19. if you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?
My bed. Lol, seriously. I'll just go to sleep.

20. I have no question to add on so I won't. (:

Lift your head to the sky,
/ 5:48 PM

This is for my people
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady


Imagine doing a maths and chem papers with a flu, teeth that were freaking killing (and still killing) and even the weather wanted to go against me. It was windy like wtf and I could hardly flip the papers during a maths anyway.

Yeah, so really no mood today. I think I talked very little.

I still screwed up a maths paper though I did for once in my life manage to do more than half of the paper. Even so, I'm still dead because they're going to be all wrong(like my graph). :/

Just when I can do sec three work, I can't do the rest. Zzz couldn't do circles, trigo and linear law. :(

BPP with Evelyn again. Ate, borrowed books and mugged. BPP library is cool. Their chinese books are damn cool. Plus, they have such lovely language stuff. I am going to master Japanese and Cantonese in two years, maximum. Then after that I will try French and Italian. I can do it because I have the interest. :D

My. Freaking. Teeth. Are. Killing. Me.
And oh, I just figured. My teeth isn't decaying and neither is it falling off. I have an ulcer on my effing gums. Don't ask why is it there. -.-

Okay, I must study physics. Cannot afford to let another subject go and die. Must try to do a bit of tys. Must try. Must try. Must try.


It's so hard to accept the fact,
May 06, 2008 / 9:26 PM

Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

Elect geog, gg.

Ya, my own fault for not studying enough. And for leaving human geog aside because I didn't like it and only reading it today morning. Pfft, whatever. P:

After school was at kobayashi, LJ's, iceskating rink, tuition with Evelyn.

I don't have the mood to blog a lot. Already spent half an hour trying to come online. Singnet sucks.

Teeth damn pain!!!! :(

By the way, guys who are from debate and can debate damn well are super cool, yo. (No, no one in mind. I don't even know any guys who can debate.)
Please bombard me with bombastic words. :D

And I still owe Amanda a kiss!

/ 12:01 AM

I pity myself. While people are having a good sleep and who knows dreaming about what-the-hell, I am having to memorise properties of forests, rivers, landforms, what shit.

And to be very honest, I haven't started on human geography at all because it freaking sucks. I'm just going to read through that though. Look at the time now. :/

Pfft. Goodbye, sleep. I have been sleeping at very holy hours these few days. I am just going to die. Even owls need some rest.

May 05, 2008 / 8:19 PM

Still damn bu shuang manzxzx. No more bags to bring to school. So never mind, I'll bring the freaking gold one. Zzz.

I don't think you should bitch about people when you don't know them personally and assume everything. Ha, more than meets the eye.

And and oh, if you are reading this and I don't know you or you don't like me, then I advise you to go away and not come to read my blog anymore because it's so pointless. You shouldn't even be bothered about what I say here if you don't like me.

On a lighter note.. hmm, ok there's none.

Goodbye, darlings.

Geog is screwed but no doubt I like it better than history and don't regret taking it. P:

You can make a million dollars,
/ 6:34 PM

But you might lose yourself
Well the pieces fall
Now she hardly recognizes herself at all
And there’s never any rain, when you want it
A hollow little game, and you’ve won it
Looking for a thrill but you’ve done it all


Damn pissed in the morning because of my bag. I was seriously bu shuang dao.. *curses*

K I am still pretty pissed now actually, and the slightest bit motivated. (I hope this lasts)

But I got a lot better after the bio paper. I really hope to get an A1 for bio. I know my expectations are a bit high seeing as I only started mugging the day before. (I did stay up till pretty late though. Commendable right?) Hm, but I'll do well for my bio for o's. I swearrr. Cheryl pwns bio. :D

Then again, I think I have a pretty damn good memory so you can stop feeling like you're damn smart compared to me cause you're not. You just work harder than me. You wait till I work harder then I'll show you. P:

5 marks question on enzymes with almost half a page of lines. And I squeezed everything into a few lines. Lol! Enzymes are biological catalysts that are protein in nature and lower the activation energy of a reaction, remaining chemically unchanged at the end of reactions. They are required in minute amounts and have an optimum pH and temperature. o_O ok sorry, I felt like ranting.

After school, mugged at cafe cartel for geog with Hoh May Yee.

And I'm going for tuition tomorrow. Woohoo I'm going to die. Will have to spend the afternoon studying for chem and the night studying for a maths.

I need help with sec three physics! P:
P.S. You know, if you are nice to me now I'll be nice to you and share with you my notes and stuff, which are very useful because my handwriting rocks, yaaa? Oh, if you need I can give you everything after o's too!!! I'm so excited. :x

Rhizophora, avicennia, sonneratia, bruguiera.
Follicle-stimulating hormone, oestrogen, luteinising hormone, progesterone.
I do feel very well-informed indeed. Geography is now my favourite subject. I must study. :/


What now, you're gone.
May 04, 2008 / 7:52 PM

That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more

I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

Tuition was fun. I felt smart. And you know, this is probably the first time in my life I've done math so early on a weekend morning. Okay, I know 10am isn't exactly early but whatever.

After that, at delifrance with Evelyn. Then collected my bag at the mrt and went to study at science centre mac. Hmm, okay I'm not going to post much because I WANT TO STUDY BIO! :D

Yay, she's going to call me up at 5am so I can wake up to study.

Bye, I really love you if you reading this love me too. (:

Still, I'd give the world.
May 03, 2008 / 10:57 PM

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on, I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by


I am going crazy.

Or maybe you'd say I already am.

I am posting because I really feel like proclaiming love for you, you and you! TE AMO, TE QUIERO! :D

...


Right.

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye.

HAHAHA, fyi bye bye by Mariah Carey is a pretty damn good song in my opinion. No, I don't have it though.

Mugging with Evelyn tomorrow again after tuition.


There was nothing to compare to.
/ 11:26 AM

Not a day passed me by
When I don't think about you
And there's no moving on
Cause I know you're the one
And I can't be without you


I'm damn happy la k. My bags from a taiwan spree have finally arrived (after two months). Okay, actually only one. Lollollol.

Graffiti hoodie preorder! :D

Oh, did I mention I bought a hoodie for $3. The best, right?

Okay this is wonderful. I am here shopping and talking so much, when I'm supposed to be mugging my guts out and stressing about midyears being.. now? -.- ha whatever, screw school.


I'M DAMN BORED!!!!
AND STRANGELY HIGH TOO.


会呼吸的痛
/ 1:17 AM

Good morning. I don't know why am I still up when it's 1.17am. And I'm not even studying. I think I'll stay awake as long as possible. Maybe if I feel like it I'll mug bio until the next day.

Aiya this midyears is horrible. Like there's no sense of urgency at all. Even though it has started, I'm not even studying. I'm like all, "Heck, it's only midyears."

I am feeling a bit crazy now, lol.

My mum always says that I have a mental problem because my room is always in a humongous mess. Then she says she read that scientists have proven that people who refuse to clean up their rooms and stuff are suffering from mental problems. Besides that, there's also the fact that I have damn weird ambitions like dealing with drug addicts in rehab and working in an asylum. Oh, who knows?

Must try reverse psychology on myself.

Studying is fun. When I have nothing to do, I like to study. I feel lost without studying. Cheryl loves studying. Hmm.

Ending with a nice song again, 会呼吸的痛.

你总说 时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天 就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛 连沈默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮著
你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什麼
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰
你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了

And there's no moving on,
May 02, 2008 / 8:03 PM

Can we bring yesterday back around?
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now


Ha serious wake up call. I super screwed up e maths and ss because of my damn shitty time management.

Talked a lot to Evelyn. Shitty crowded bus (and we thought we were damn early). Mugged at starbucks with Evelyn then shopped for stationeries. Wow, I think I've been mugging with Evelyn rather often, her name is becoming regular on my blog. I koped her pe shirt. Haaa.

Oh oh. I said my SS sure screw up. Ian was like "You don't bluff la. Always say your ss will fail in the end always get A." Like please arh, that happened twice only can. Lol! And seriously la this time I will just die. I know my ss has potential to do really well but ya, I admit I'm not well-prepared at all. And only I know what rubbish I wrote so.. if I can do okay this time it'd be like amazing.

liangjie. 'when i open your letter... the words makes it better... it takes it all away says:
-.-
liangjie. 'when i open your letter... the words makes it better... it takes it all away says:
then how
liangjie. 'when i open your letter... the words makes it better... it takes it all away says:
you draw the triangle
liangjie. 'when i open your letter... the words makes it better... it takes it all away says:
without compass?
Cheryl needs an approved calculator for next week, says:
uh no need
Cheryl needs an approved calculator for next week, says:
i try and error! :x
liangjie. 'when i open your letter... the words makes it better... it takes it all away says:
omg :X
liangjie. 'when i open your letter... the words makes it better... it takes it all away says:
ok pro :X

Cheryl needs an approved calculator for next week, says:
need compass to draw the triangle meh?!
ashleigh. says:
huh.
ashleigh. says:
need meh.

See, bimbozxzx.

HAHAHA another damn shitty thing, I didn't know until now that when they give you three lengths and no angles, they don't expect you to draw the triangle by trial and error (which stupidly, I did). Zomg.

Hoho, bye bye bye bye bye. I need to be kiasu and buy another calculator!!!! Or anyone who has an approved calculator can lend me for the whole of next week and aiya, until my midyears end? :/

All that it takes one more chance
Don't let our last kiss be our last

Mid-year Examinations
May 01, 2008 / 5:30 PM

Friday(tomorrow): Emaths P1 & SS

Monday: Higher Chinese P2 & Bio P2
Tuesday: English P2 & Elect Geog
Wednesday: Amaths P1 & Chem P2
Thursday: Physics P2
Friday: Emaths P2

Monday: Amaths P2
Tuesday: Chem P1 & Bio P1
Wednesday: Physics P1

It's going to be non-stop mugging from now.

I have a good mind to not go to school after exams. Stupid bird-brains, please? They make us have napfa followed by midyears immediately. And the best part? There isn't even a day we can skip. It's back to normal lessons after the exams. -.- Hmm, at least that's for the people taking the same subject combination as me. Not to mention, I'm going to owe three hours of detention and maybe more by then. Raah.

Nehmindzx. Bye, this post is merely for my own reference.

If anyone is interested in mugging outside on whatever days though, do let me know. (Hi Evelyn, do you see this?) (:

(edited;7.13pm)
I just did a quiz on my livejournal. Ya la I know, very wrong timing. But whatever. You can go click if you're bored and kpo, like I know you are.
(/edit)

Don't you mess up, mess up
/ 12:27 PM

I wna break free, I wna make it
Closer to your eyes, get your attention
Before you pass me by
So don't just leave me hanging on

Love is.. Cheryl and Evelyn. HAHAH.
All my Jay concert stuff. :D

The chocolates I got for myself in preparation of mugging. Lol!

So tomorrow's e math paper 1 and ss for sec fours. Jiayou jiayou. I'm going to memorise ss like crazy after this post. I must get an A1 for combined humans. ): < Double math and triple science are screwed enough, I know that.

"You have a really nice voice. Omg, did I just say that?" Hahaha I want to go to kbox after myes. (Gives AmandaNg a kiss and hopes she gets the hint) Okok, tomorrow. I'm very honoured Amanda has tagged twice. The same Amanda that hardly ever tags people. :D