Cause everything is F'ed up, straight from the heart.
Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart.
Gotta pick myself up, where do I start?
Cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart.

Just came back from NUH. Was visiting.

Today is February 29th.
Happy birthday Alethea, girlfriend! I love you loads okay. All the hilarious moments at the lab, all the gossiping at KAP, all the laughing and many more. :D
You're finally four!

Roadrun at WCP. I was rather late but heck, there were too many people so they couldn't book me. Handwashed 1000+ apples. Seriously? With ____ rushing us like mad, do you know how tiring/boring it was washing all the apples and packing them for each class? Slacking? In what way huh.

Ms Chien and Mr Wee were being quite funny. Then Caitlyn and I went with Mr Wee to see the boardwalk. (Yooo Alethea, are you reading!!)

Love being bimbotic with Caitlyn.

Can't remember what else. Oh, thanks Jenna for getting food for Yuanting and I. :D

Took a lift from Waner to central and went with Yanling to Bugis. Had a lot of fun people watching. (Still can't stand skinnies.) And shopping too. Never have I been shopping at such an empty Bugis. I mean okay, it's not empty at all but it wasn't crowded at all either.

So I bought a lime green bag, a patent belt, black and white striped tights and a minidress. It's only a minidress only because I am too short. See? Who says being short is a bad thing? Tsk.

I always spend so much when shopping with Yanling. Why why why do you do this to me! Yanling, if you're reading, please ask me out to shop less often la!!

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HAHAHA I AM THE BEST RIGHT!!
117 WORDS PER MINUTE!!

My mum was like "Omg you basket" HAHAHAHA.


明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天

曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变

你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会

You're gonna wake up feeling sorry,
cause life won't wait.
I guess it's up to you.

My god. I haven't even reached 100 hours for my CIP. From sec two till now, at least. Because my sec one result slip is missing then I have no idea how much I did. Won't be much anyway.

A lot of people are going to do the 15 hours this Saturday and next Saturday. I don't really know what is it about but it's for chia chia. After I do that, I will need 6 more hours to reach 100 hours. Wooh. A1 for CCA, you'll be all mine.

Ms Loy is nice. She dismissed us first. Only class to get A for cleanliness for random check. HAHAHA. Pwnzzzz. Every other class got Bs, Cs and Ds. :X

Foolaoshi keeps not coming and giving us homework. Now I owe her three compos. Fabulous, really. That's not even counting all the newspaper articles, worksheets and other stuff that I owe her.

And 409 is going to be the first to die if there's a fire in school. We're the furthest from the stairs among all the 6th floor classes. And the staircase we're using is also the most crowded, meaning by the time we squeeze there, we'd be dying. O:

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NAFA has this fashion design holiday course which I would go to, if only I didn't have to go back to school for the English course and remedials and all. Ahhhhhhh. How how. I really want to go leh. Can I pon English? D:
NAFA holiday fashion design course

Homework for the weekend!
Zuowen (3)
- long ago one, can't remember titles.
- sec 2 common test question.
- today's friday weekly topic.
English summary (national geographic)
English functional writing
English compo (tys)
Chemistry AHS prelim paper
A. Maths 9.2 and misc ex 9
SS impact worksheet
SS s'pore worksheet
STUDY FOR CHEM SPA ON MONDAY(!!!!!!)
AND THIS IS SHIT LA.
I HAVE NO CURVE RULER BECAUSE I DON'T USE IT AND HAVE NEVER USED IT FOR SPA OR EVEN FOR MATHS. I CAN'T EVEN DRAW WITH IT. AND I DRAW SO MUCH NICER WITHOUT IT. BUT I DON'T WANT MY MARKS TO BE MINUSED SO OHMYGODDDDD. O-LEVELS YOU KNOW. WAHLAO, I AM DAMN SCREWED. I MUST PRACTICE DRAWING CURVES WITH A CURVE RULER, AFTER I GO GET IT.

Homework that has been left for weeks. (YES, SHUT UP.)
Chinese bao mi hua x4
Chinese du hou gan
Chemistry ZHSS corrections

I think I didn't leave out any homework?
Do tell me if I did.

Life is crazy. Then again, so am I.

But I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you.
They try to pull me away, but they don’t know the truth.

Got back three papers today and I failed two. Yeah yeah, that's just wonderful. I can't be happier about it. (And I hope you sense the sarcasm because if you don't, you should just go bang the wall.)

14/40 for a maths. Expected, but still disappointing.
8/20 for elect geography. Expected again, but also horrible because I knew all that just that I never wrote it all down.
37.5/50 for biology. I'm really happy with the A1 and Ms Loy is really nice to give me the mark. I had integrity and told her she marked wrongly okay. So I didn't get my A1 but got it back in the end, yeah.

I think NAFA is so cool. I want to go there next year but I will never pass their entrance exam. Aye, there's still hope.

Bye. Off to watch shows. Next week, I promise you I'll start mugging. I can't afford to fail anything for midyears.

I can do it, I can I can. Like how I suddenly woke up in sec two and improved so much. From failing/almost failing everything to an average of 65+. And I didn't even study much, I just studied a while before exams. I have eight months more now. Why can't I do it? :D

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I forgot something.
So you can say I'm a bitch. You can call me whatever you like. Go ahead and curse me or bitch about me if you find that I'm at fault. The truth you'll never see. The feelings you'll never feel. The regret you'll never understand. I admit, I do bitch at times. I don't like it but you will never understand me, will you? Just like you and everyone else in this damn screwed world, I'm trying to make myself feel better. I appear to be so cheerful but have you looked beyond that?

I don't even feel the distance.
I'm not missing, I'm not missing you.

Physics is so terrible. 23/45. To think I would have failed, if not for moderation. Zzz.

I don't have much to post. Oh yeah, the sec ones were being terrorized by us today because there was no teacher then we could see them washing things at the sink in home econs room. So Abigail kept shouting over to them. Hahaha so funny.

Went to queenstown with Yanling today. Finally cleared my library fines of years ago before going for tuition.

Career talks tomorrow. Woohooo.

And I have seen no less than twenty people wearing black skinnies and it's irritating me, especially guys who wear skinnies. It's damn gay okay. I don't own skinnies and I don't intend to. I will just laugh at people who look disgusting wearing it.

I loveeee Amanda Ng Li En. (Going to the com lab. :D)

Oh one last thing. We got our verification slips for O's or something today. Then I realized O's are coming in less than eight months. I don't want to think about how I will die then, seeing as I'm still failing at this point of time.

He never made me feel like I was special, cause I was special.

My results so far have been disappointing, but nevertheless it's going to be quite good compared to the rest we have yet to get back.

19/30 for English which is pathetic rubbish.
28.5/50 for Chemistry which is crap but at least it's a pass.
36/40 for E math which I have nothing to say about though it's all careless mistakes. Like, I sub-ed in the wrong value. Typical me.

Bought a bubble skirt and a white.. mini dress. Well, it's supposed to be a wearover kind of thing but I am too short or small or whatever, so it became a mini dress. It's pretty anyway.

Yeah. Bye, I have to go do SS. And try to watch my shows today, if there's time.

P.S. Post titles as well as italics are and have been lyrics. Of course, if you know me well enough, you'll know when I actually mean them and when they're just.. lyrics. :D

Yay today was really fun. I love outings like these where we just say "Hey, let's go kbox on Sunday." Then we just settled the time and place in a while and poof. There's no further discussion and we all turn up. :D

We're probably going to kbox again next week after school. Hahaha.

"Oh man, Cheryl, I'm falling in love with you. Can you be my girlfriend?"
HAHAHA! Amanda Ng is so cute alright. (Don't worry Amanda Ang, in case you read this, you're really cute too!) I have such affinity with Amandas.

From the way she sang, you can tell how deeply in love she was with me kay. By the way, she can sing very well. I like her singing bei ai de nu ren. Yes, the really high one.

Oh and we all were very high. :D

Tomorrow's a bad day, we'll be getting many papers back.
On the bright side though, we should be going back to our old seats. I can sit with Amanda again. (And I need her to help me buy things online :X)
:D

Shall go watch two faces of my girlfriend and nana.

Bye.

And then I realized, no one's there to care anymore.
I'm all on my own to do whatever I want.

Oh, I forgot to mention that Wenfu's at the KL Jay Chou concert now, or a while ago.
Aye, all the lucky people. Hahaha.

Thanks anyway for trying to get me something.

Anyone has the ending song of d.gray-man? Snow kiss? Send me pleaseee. It's a super nice song alright.

Wooh. Kbox kbox kbox tomorrow. Yay.

If someone said three years from now, you'd be long gone.
I'd stand up and punch them out cause they're all wrong.
And that last kiss, I'll cherish until we meet again.
And time makes it harder, I wish I could remember.
But I keep your memory, you visit me in my sleep.
My darling, who knew.

Sometimes I can't ignore.
They put me down cause of jealousy, but I'm not that girl and that's not my world.




You tell me that you love me first.
Then throw your heart into reverse.
I gotta getaway.

Mr Chia went through a maths paper, though we haven't get back yet. At least now I confirm I have 11 marks (out of 40, yes). Hopefully, I have more method marks. I don't think it'll be much either since all the questions I actually did wouldn't help me pass anyway. I at least hope to fail well. Cheers.

And everyone passed e math, as well as physics MCQ. Hoho cheeeerrrrs.

I think 409 guys are damn funny kay!
"This is girl-boy talk. You're gay, you go away." Damien to Ashleigh.
And HAHAHA they were like having their own mini debate.
LOLLOL. I am amused, I would like to see them try _.

After school, to plaza sing with AmandaA and LLJ.
Watched L: change the world.
:D

I'm so bored. Common tests are over. And this sucks.
Cause it means more homework, more homework to owe, more teachers chasing me, more chemistry prelim papers, more homework, more class tests. Yeah whatever.

I think I may fail at least four subjects this time round. And it's probably the worst I've ever done. Argh.

It's not easy not answering.
Everytime I want to talk to you, but I can't.

A maths is a gone case zzz. I think I only finished a few questions. There is no way I will pass. You don't even need to think about it. I just hope I won't fail that badly. Pray that I don't get a single digit. The stupid paper is out of 40. -.-

Bio was.. I don't know. I hope I won't do badly. Hormones did come out after all. How can they not tell us?! I didn't even READ that part. ):

I really, really need to wake up now. Why am I so distracted? Why am I unable to sit still for even a pathetic hour to simply study? With shit results like that, I don't even need to think about going to any JC already. Gah.

Tomorrow's thinking day (as well as physics ct). I need to reach school at 6.45 (wth!). On normal days, I'm not even out of the house at that time yet.

And just to end off on a lighter note.. my plans for the next few days! :D

Friday; Watching 'L: Change the world' (unconfirmed) with AmandaA, Liangjie, Jamie(if I can get her).
Saturday; Meetup to collect clothes, Guides thinking day at indoor stadium.
Sunday; Kbox with AmandaN, Yanling, Waner, Jingwei.
Monday; Study/homework session with Rachel and Jiayu? (unconfirmed)
Tuesday; Don't know yet. Tuition from 6 to 8.
Wednesday; Career talks (Going for the tourism one and the NAFA one), Guides.

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Some teacher was being an idiot today. I was super pissed with her. Like what the hell okay. I had no OTAS. I asked her once, she wants to ignore me, then FINE. Maybe she really never hear me. Then I had to walk all the way in front and ask. She ignored me again and demanded for the chairman to ask the class to greet her. After that then she gave it to me without saying anything super slowly, and giving me that ... face. Zzzz. Like it's my fault you can't count and I don't have an OTAS sheet?!
P.S. No names mentioned. :D

If only you knew the hell I put myself through, replaying memories in my head of you and I, every night.

Oh, I forgot something.

A conversation, which went something like this;
WanEr: Actually, I knew long ago already.
Cheryl: Huh! Why!
WanEr: Careforce. They told me, then I can go help them take pictures.
Cheryl: Oh, of what? Me?
WanEr: HAHAHAHA.

Yeah, done with homeostasis and nervous system notes.
If you ask me I think it's a rather good job because it looks like it's printed out or something. :X And it's really pretty kay!

Not going to do notes for the human eye partly because there is no time. It's also because I am lazy la. Still have a maths to study. Zzz.

I’m Mrs. 'Lifestyles of the rich and famous'
I’m Mrs. 'Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless'
Now, are you sure you want a piece of me?

Today is actually a very sad day. I didn't complete both chemistry and social studies. Left with 5 minutes to do the SBQ and I had no time to conclude my SEQ. Gaaaah! ):

I must be suffering from tremendous stress or something. I walked all the way into the general office during recess without bringing the slip to get my IC. Then last night, I plopped onto the bed and lay down straight on a frigging three pin plug. Yes, with the three pokey things facing upwards. Like what the hell! Have you seen anyone as dodo as me! ):

Collected IC after school.

Now I'm home. Going to read teenage and seventeen, then maybe I'll just go sleep. If there's time.

Seriously screw this common test la. I don't know how many frigging subjects I'm going to fail. I don't want to know. And the worst has yet to come! A maths. Ughhhh, kill me.

And yeah yeah yeah, I'm a lot to handle.
You don't know trouble but I'm a hell of a scandal.
Me, I'm a scene, I'm a drama queen.
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen.

Hello y'all.

600+ smses gone, and it's not even 2 weeks yet. Okay, I'm so screwed this month.

I screwed up geography paper today. The strategies bit didn't come out and I tried to memorize all that like crazy. The damn parivartan thing, jamuna multipurpose bridge and hill tribe education project. ALL DIDN'T EVEN COME OUT. PFFT. Combined humans is gone already. Nooo, that means so is my L1R5!! There's no way my ss will pull it up either. Confirm, guarantee, chop.

My e maths was screwed too. The paper was easy but I was damn careless so I can only hope for the best.

After school was er.. study session with Liangjie, Jamie and Tomson. I was unproductive. Not surprising. I did almost nothing (even until now) and by then, people like Jianlong finish studying chem already. Wth!

People were stalking me too. Like what's your problem. I AM so pretty. Then? Cannot arh!!!! Slap you. Sheesh. :X

Anyway, I just reached home. I'm so dead because tomorrow is chem and ss and what have I actually done? Nothing. -.-

But no fear manzx! It's only CTs kay. Have faith, have faith!

Hello I'm back. Yes, I'm damn early for once, I know. :D

I am a really happy girl now because I just ate a whole container of ben & jerry's. Please shut up about the fats. Ben & jerry's is heavenly, the person who came up with it and their whole range of flavours is such a genius.

Oh yeah, I'm also happy because I got 17.5/25 for the biology class test. I am damn fantastic, I am. Even Ms Loy said good improvement or something. Hahaha I know it's only an A2, not that much of a big deal to you but yeah, my bio is shit please. And only 5 people got A1s anyway.
In your face, ugly bitch. :D

I pwnszx you hands-down. :D :D

By the way, I have a bloody star again for the chemistry ZHSS paper. I have to copy a bloody structural equation ten times.
Hahaha MJL, I am so not copying now. You wait until after common tests. Xie xie.

Yes, I am going to study geography, or try to. Hee hee hee. Then I'm going to pwn you again.
You you you, can just go die. :D

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Hahaha I want to go for the deathnote movie marathon thing! There's free flow of popcorn and drinks and it ends at 2am. But. I. Can't. Go. Because. I. Have. Guides. Thinking. Day. Thing. The. Next. Day. And. I. Will. Never. Be. Able. To. Wake. Up.
Which reminds me too, I want to design a guides tee fast because we're stepping down soon. And anyway, I was being random today and I drew some random thing. I think it looks pretty cute. Ahaha, we'll see.

I read this friendster bulletin then suddenly I realized.
Perhaps, I am exactly what you think I am, selfish and stubborn.
I'm so sorry, there's so many things I never knew.
But there's already no turning back from here.
Sorry.

P.S. I love you.

It gets so hard to walk away.
You're gonna remember me.

I had a lovely lunch. I don't know how many courses but it was like those you get during wedding dinners. Plus the yu sheng and birthday cake. I ate like a pig. I ate every dish, even the fish, which is seriously something amazing for me. My cousin did too. And he's not even three years old yet. He didn't eat smaller portions by the way, it was the same. :X

Oh, I've spent another $50 on online shopping. Damnnn. I think my new clothes are really cool though. At least, it's definitely not as pathetic as your wardrobe. Teeheehee. Next Saturday Sunday, shopping with Yanling once again. Maybe, we're going to shop late into the night too. I'm going to get the keyboard bag if I can. Yay.



And I want this (the two toned top with scarf):
Preferably, red.
MAIL ME IF YOU HAVE/ARE SELLING :D
282731@gmail.com

Zzz I am super bored. I think I'm going to flunk this common tests. Tomorrow common tests are starting and I still haven't started studying a single shit. -.-

Perfect, Cheryl. That's just perfect. You're such a genius to leave everything last minute. This is exactly how you're going to get to Hwa Chong, aren't you?

I'm going to believe you, this one last time.
I won't hope for more. I just hope what you believe, is the truth.

Keep, keep bleeding, love.


THE LETTER 'A'
Are you Available?
" You want? Send in your bank statement to apply.
Hahaha okay okay, that was from a slogan tee, and I was joking. Don't send in, I don't want you.

What is your Age?
" 15.

What Annoys you?
" Many things do. Especially liars. Or people who annoy me further when I'm already down.

THE LETTER 'B'
Do you live in a Big house?
" Not really.

When is your Birthday?
" 31st December. It's so easy to remember so you have no excuses.

THE LETTER 'C' - ((((:
What's your favorite Chocolate?
" I eat almost all kinds of chocolate. Hazelnut?

When was the last time you Cried?
" Hahaha I don't tell you. Okay la never mind, recently.

THE LETTER 'D'
Do you Daydream?
" Plenty. A lot more than I should be.

What's your favorite kind of Dog?
" TWITTY. I haven't forgotten you okay!

What Day of the week is it?
" Er hahaha I remember the super lame what day is it thing. Hmm, it's a saturday and I think it's quite an unproductive day too.

THE LETTER 'E'
Have you ever been in the emergency room?
" Yeah.

Did you had a crush that starts w/letter E?
" Er! I don't think so. Or maybe? I don't know.

THE LETTER 'F'
Favorite Flower?
" Currently, in love with roses.

THE LETTER 'G'
Do you chew Gum?
" No.

Are you a Giver or a taker?
" I don't know. I don't think I give much actually.

THE LETTER 'H'
What's your Height?
" 154cm. I am short and proud of it because I am so cool, height doesn't matter. Hoho. :X

what color is your Hair?
" Black.

THE LETTER 'I'
What's your favorite Ice cream?
" BEN & JERRY'S are the best kay. Bring me anywhere near them and I will go crazy.

Have you ever Ice skated?
" Yes.

Do you play an Instrument? And what is it?
" I used to play the piano. I tried guitar, drums, harp and xylophone a little before. Oh, I can play the recorder. :X

THE LETTER 'J'
What's your favorite Jelly bean?
" Er I don't know.

Have you ever heard a really hilarious Joke?
" Yes, I have. Most of the time, my own. I like to laugh at myself.

Do you wear Jewelery?
" Sometimes.

THE LETTER 'K'
Who do you want to Kill?
" Hoho, you.

Do you want Kids?
" Maybe. But I think it's not fair. Why do women have to give birth and not men? I'm going to make them give birth instead.

THE LETTER 'M'
Whats your favorite Movie?
" I don't know. I liked a lot.

Do you still watch Disney Movies?
" I don't think so?

Do you like Mangoes?
" They're okay.

THE LETTER 'N'
Do you have a Nickname?
" No idea. Do I? Everyone just calls me Cheryl.

What's your favorite Number?
" Er. 27?

Do you prefer Night over day?
" Yessss.

THE LETTER 'O'
What's your one wish?
" To be a happy girl and do well for O's. Oops, that's two. But I guess I'll be happy if I do well for O's. So actually it's only one wish right?

THE LETTER 'P'
What one fear are you most Paranoid about?
" I feared losing _. And so, I did.

What Personality traits you look for in the opposite sex you like?
" If you can make me laugh, I will like you. I mean, as a friend.

THE LETTER 'Q'
Are you Quick to judge people?
" Guess so.

THE LETTER 'R'
Do you watch Reality tv?
" Not really.

THE LETTER 'S'
Do you prefer sun or rain?
" Rain! Then I can stand under your umbrella ella ella eh eh eh. Hoho, no I just don't like the sun cause it's hot.

THE LETTER 'T'
What Time is it?
" Summer time, it's our vacation. -.- never mind. It's 11.56pm.

What time did you wake up?
" 1.30+ today.

THE LETTER 'V'
Whats the worst veggie?
" I don't know.

Where do you want to go on Vacation?
" Taiwan or Japan.

THE LETTER 'W'
What's your Worst habit?
" I don't know. You tell me.

THE LETTER 'X'
Have you ever had an X-ray?
" Yes.

I know it's not right but it seems unfair,
that things are reminding me of you.

Btw, I'm looking for;
Oversized tees with huge word slogans.
That can pair nicely with leggings. :D
HOH-inspired tees or tees from stitch.
Whatever it is, you get the idea.
Preferably the "I never loved you anyway" one. (http://www.stitch.com.sg/)
Tunics or minidresses are fine with me depending on the design.

Please email me (282731@gmail.com) with the design/colour/size/price/whatever if you're selling.


Sciolism sciolism sciolism. Tsk.

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I realized I get so distracted during weekends because I am so bored. Then I can't even get any homework or studying done. Wtf. I want to go to school, I want to talk to everyone again. ):

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Hello again. I miss talking to CYNTHIA WEE. I am feeling super rant-y again. And now, there's no one to talk to. Pfft.
"Act pretty also cannot." Hahaha.

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Yes, I'm back. I owe TWO compos and THREE bao mi huas for chinese already. And one newspaper review thing. Damn it. I think there's more but no, I will not think about it. Pffffft!! I'm never going to get all these done. Neither am I ever going to finish studying. Ugh.

我们说好谁也不放弃谁

But I will try, I will try.

Today is the best day of this whole sucky week. :D

"他会后悔的。 这样好的女朋友也不要，我要。"
Says Amanda Ng. :D
She says I'm cute by the way. :X

And I love talking to Cynthia!
We were both ranting during chinese, almost the whole of it. So I never did my zuo wen. I think Amanda and Yanling were getting bored. Hahaha but we were like blahblahblah yayaya! It was so funny.

Then lunch was funniest. Dismissed 10 minutes early, so I sat outside class with Ian and Yanling. We talked about everything from.. attraction bonds to baboons and their backsides.

"It's like having sex, you need to have 安全套!"
"那种女人去Geylang到处都有"
Both said by Ian.
And being the typical genius me, I thought yu4 lang3 was geylang so I said that when I tried to translate it to Chinese. Then they both laughed at me. -.-

But hahaha I had a damn hilarious day. Oh and I koped many songs from Jingwei too. Yay.

I should be setting up a blogshop soon to sell stuff. Will give the url once I'm done, maybe after common tests or this weekend. Yup, support kay!

Common tests on Monday! All the best, loves. :D

One last thing, my tablet is back. And only C drive is reformatted, meaning all my songs and photos are still there. Cheers! (:

孤孤单单又怎样
哭哭啼啼能怎样
他就是没有眼光

Here's to all the pretty words we will never speak
Here's to all the pretty girls you're gonna meet

Happy valentine's y'all.

Happy happy happy happy!
Change in marks for physics and it's now 16.5/25 and it's a B3.
And 18/25 for chemistry and it's an A2.
Jesse gave some chemistry progress thing. I love mine. It's like sec 1 science C6, sec 2 science B4, sec 3 chemistry B4 and sec 4 class test 1 A2. HAHAHAHHAA.

Okay, I'm such a show off.

Received many chocolates and stuff today.
Thanks to Amanda Ang, Amanda Ng, Alethea, Yunian, Raymond, Yileen, Rachel, YiAn, Jiayu, Huishan, Gladys and okay, I really can't remember. Sorry.

Lazy to transfer photos, shall do so another day.
Sidetracking, I've sent almost 500 messages in a pathetic 8 days. Omg, I think this is the most I've ever sent in my life k. Must be you, Angqiqi!

Special thanks to Amanda Ang for a very gigantic present (seeing as it's valentine's, it's quite gigantic.)
And to Amanda Ng for letting me eat all her spoilt cookies which were damn good too.
And to Alethea for putting in extra effort to make your handwriting nicer in your love note.
HAHAHA I realized they all start with A's. Kay never mind.
And to Rachel Chen Chen for the sweet note.

I love you people so much so much kay.
Especially Angqiqiqiqiqi, I think she's really the best. :D
And I finally talked to Jamie today. Love you too.
Don't worry about me, I'm alright. :D
I still feel like biting some bitch but no, I will not give _ the satisfaction of having my teeth prints somewhere.

AND GOODBYE TO YOU.

By Linkin Park,

My insides all turn to ash, So slow
And blew away as I collapse, So cold
A black wind took them away, From sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer
looking so dissatisfied
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

I used to be my own protection, But not now
Cause my path has lost direction, Somehow
A black wind took you away, From sight
And held the darkness over day, That night

And the clouds above more closer
looking so dissatisfied
and the ground below grew colder
as they put you down inside
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

So now you're gone
And I was wrong
I never knew what it was like
To be alone

On a Valentine's Day


I think it's a nice song and I'm posting it because it's minutes to Valentine's day! Hahaha anyway, it's going to be like any other day. But yeah whatever. :D

By the way, thanks Ang Qi Qi Amanda for helping me change blogskin.

Today was pretty slack so it wasn't bad. Ian and Damien stole my oreo donut. Uhh. I got 9/9 for the e maths test which is still no big deal because it was easy and many other people did too.

Oh oh I remember already! We were locked out for 15 minutes plus because Ian lost our class keys after Malay. And Jesse came by to ask about anyone absent and stuff. By the time he found it (in his pencil case), 20 minutes of SS was gone. Damn hilarious okay.

Bio was like, free period. The super tall guy came in for relief. Yanling, Waner and Alethea fiddled with Touchy. Hahah.

Tomorrow is valentine's. I may bring chocolates for people if I remember. But I will have so many people to give so.. I'll try.


想听的话 你说给了她
我的快乐从此蒸发
如果痛是爱的代价
那伤心像沙该怎么画

我的倔强疯狂 不放 逞强 流浪
是否只剩一人在寂寞战场
你的摸样说谎 眼光 装傻 躲藏
我逃亡
原来呀爱情是不会留下什么
只留下残缺的我

And oh I just realized these songs are both from Amanda Ng. Hahaha.

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Zhengda, hahaha always like that. You may not see this but.. take care and get well soon, yeah?

Irritated beyond words.
Damn pissed.
So tired.

I want to slap you hard. I want you to feel the pain.

Will I ever see you smiling back at me?

I was super happy with myself because I passed physics.
I've never had high expectations of that subject. I am pathetic, miserable, terrible at it.
So 15.5/25 made me rather happy. And the average mark was 15! :X

My geography on the other hand was crap.
4/8!!!!! ):

Hmm. So annoyed.
Someone pangseh-ed me today.
For the bloody first time, someone cancelled on me last minute.

No apologies even. FINEEEE.
Whatever okay.

Things are not only different from the past, but also different.. from everyone else?

So I stoned in school with Alethea and Amanda Ang for a while.
Then they both left, leaving me waiting for.. nothing.
I met Liangjie whose math olympiad just ended so I went with him to central.

Then I did nothing much, and went for tuition, and just reached home.

I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared! CTs are coming! ):
Ahhhh. I must do well so I can apply for direct admission. ):

And hey, Sheryl I know you will read this. So.. hello I think we should talk more often! Like we have never-ending things to talk about. Hahaha never mind, I'm going to see you on Friday! :D

Now, it's not that you can't let go, you just don't want to.
It's like you're holding on only because you feel bad, though you really just want to let go.

I can hardly believe that you're mine.

So at least the bad day is over. Hmm.

Bio was damn funny. It was quite sick.
And hahaha throwing your spectacles away when you're angry.

Oh yeah, we changed our seating arrangements.
I'm still with Yanling, though now, diagonal.
But Amanda is sitting behind me! Yay, I know she misses me so much. She hasn't sat with me since last year! (She also wants me to get her forget me nots because she wants to remember me even years later.) So sweet right! Hahaha!

I have more chemistry corrections. Copy 10 times again, zzz. But it's alright la. I'm not complaining. 10 is quite okay already.

To science centre mac with Chenchen after school! We talked a lot, we couldn't do ss, we ate and talked a lot more. Heh.

Kay, a lot of homework as usual. Must finish before it gets too late. I slept at 1 yesterday, and I think I will die if I keep doing this. :D

Share the laughter, share the tears.
We both know we’ll go on from here.
Cause together, we are strong.
In my arms, that’s where you belong.
I’ve been touched by the hands of an angel.
I’ve been blessed by the power of love.

Hmm. Tomorrow is such a bad day. Ugh.

Btw, Chenchen you're so sweet. I love you. Hahaha. Oops, in case you don't know who I'm referring to.. Rachel, yes you. :X Chenchen is a cute name what. Don't complain!

And Emelia, thanks for making me laugh so much over the phone just now. Hahaha. You got me laughing like crazy and I just couldn't stop for the whole night.

And my best best bestie, Amanda Ang. I just saw your wordpress and yeah. Always my BBB! HAHAHA.

And to you,

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I’d be lost without you and never find myself
Let’s hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

Whatever it takes is a cool song. :D

You know, to be very honest, kungfu dunk is not a very good show. I think it's a little overrated. Like, seriously? This is Jay Chou we're talking about here. From Jay, this is crap. If you're calling it good, it's so degrading alright. Charlene Choi is so extra in the show. They never even show anything about her other than the icecream bit. And they consider her a main star too?

I, as a Jay Chou fan, am saying it's not that great because it really isn't. And I suddenly remember Damien saying it was a rubbish show too. Yeah, I agree. Sure, it was funny and all. But think about it, how many lines did Jay actually have in the show? And the plot isn't that strong either. Now, I am reminded of the newspaper article from the guy who insulted Jay like crap.

You know what? Not all fans are blind. It's obvious you're bloody jealous that he has talent you can only dream about. Then again, maybe you can't even dream about it, right? Sure, I will buy all his CDs even if I think it's lousy. I will watch all his shows even if I don't really like it that much. But please, if I think it's not good, then it's not? I won't go around forcing myself to think it's great because "OH, JAY ACTED IN IT WHAT!!"

Hah rubbish. I can't believe I typed all this.
Anyway, go be pissed at me or something. I can't be bothered. It's really an overrated show. Like, Jay can do so much better, please.

Sorry if I'm offending anyone.
I'm definitely not saying I can do better or whatever. But Jay obviously can. :D

I bought ZhuoWenXuan's new album. Cause it rocks too much I just had to have it. :D

Hmm we were late for the movie because the queue was so long. Anyway, I think we only missed a bit. The movie wasn't great. Maybe I expected more of it since it was Jay and all. I think the basketball matches were quite exaggerated. Yeah, unrealistic. Overall, the show is okay I guess.

After that we wanted to go to Jianlong's house to bai nian. :X
But anyway, he went home earlier because he was going out or something. Yeah anyway, I'm amazed enough he actually came for the movie. Ate at mac with Liangjie and Emelia, then just walked around aimlessly. Liangjie had to go collect stuff so he left too.

Emelia and I wanted to ask Jianlong if we could go to his house playground but he left the house already. LOL so we just went home.

I'm doing chem paper now. Zzzz what a damn sad life.

还是想叫你 亲爱的
回忆不断倒转着
时间却又不停的

假装多好
我只要 只想要 再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱 一直会让我依靠

Shou xin by Zhuo Wen Xuan.
Lyrics that I find meaningful, and have been listening to ever since I don't know when.
I typed half of it so, yeah.

Going out soon. Go analyse the lyrics or something.
Goodbye.

我 一个人 徘徊在 我们的海
闭上眼我还记得那一天看见的蓝
爱 距离也分不开
你送的贝壳 还在呼唤
在耳边答应要给我未来
那一天手心里的爱
我放不开
等一个人多么孤单
我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐
握紧了手心里的爱
我勇敢了起来
当你回来的时候 我一定要跟你说
别再走开

我 跟寂寞 在比赛 等你带我
手牵手一起去看全世界最美的海
泪 不可以掉下来
我学着向日葵抬起头
等待着最亲爱的你回来
抱着我称讚我的勇敢 ooh...
那一天手心里的爱
我放不开
等一个人多么孤单
我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐
握紧了手心里的爱
我勇敢了起来
当你回来的时候我一定要跟你说
别再走开

贝壳握在手心静静的变得温暖
就像是握住一点点答案 Oh---
那一天手心里的爱
我放不开 等一个人多么孤单
我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐
握紧了手心里的爱
我勇敢了起来
当我祈祷的时候天使都不在
当我痛苦的时候也只好习惯
当你回来的时候我一定要跟你说
别再 别再走开

Two Names You Go By:
Cheryl. Cherylle is fine too.

Two Songs You Love Listening To At The Moment:
手心(ZhuoWenXuan) and 爱来过(S.H.E). They're meaningful to me.

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
Black tunic, white fbts.

Two Things You Want in a Relationship:
Two is quite little. Oh well. Love and communication? I mean communication as in, if there's anything we should talk about it?

Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
Talking and laughing, which I haven't done a lot recently.

Two Things You Want Very Badly At The moment:
To confirm tomorrow's outing and uhh talk to you.

Two pets you had/have:
Fishes -.- and a rabbit.

Two things you did last night:
Use the com, and I can't remember.

Two things you ate today:
A lot of CNY goodies which I can't spell or don't know what it's called.

Two people you Last Talked To:
Over the phone, Emelia and Amanda Ang.

Two Things You'll be doing tomorrow:
Watching Kungfu dunk and maybe kbox with Emelia at night.

Two places you want to go:
Nowhere.

Two favorite beverages:
Anything. No, not the can drink.

Two favorite channels:
MTV and I don't know what.

Two favorite foods:
I don't know. Can't think.

Two things you want to do before you die:
Ruffle your hair and uh, enjoy life.


Aye, I am really thankful to have such great friends who actually care about me. And thank you, Amanda, I wished you did. I wished we were in the same class.

My cousins and I.

So even the only thing that was left, is gone now.

Hmm this year's CNY is alright. I mean, I had fun with my cousins. But other than that, yeah, I didn't have fun at all. Photos later.

I am still as obsessed over Zhuo Wen Xuan's new songs, as ever. Maybe, even more now because the lyrics are really meaningful, I feel like I can relate to it.

Thanks Emelia, I love you. I'm sorry, I've probably been whining non-stop to you. I know you think that's cool cause I'm not usually like that, but yeah. Sorry!

I want roses for valentine's.
And you know, maybe I'll just date my textbooks on that day instead of staying back like what I intended to do.

当我痛苦的时候 也只好习惯
当你回来的时候 我一定要跟你说 别再走开

I feel like I'm being lied to.
It's always like that. I seem to find things(that contradict whatever you said) out not from you yourself, but from others.
Wth. A bad start again.

Might be watching kungfu dunk on Saturday. I don't know who can go. I haven't really asked anyone yet. But I know Emelia's confirmed. And Jianlong and Damien, don't know yet.

Throw my hands up and let it go.
Forget about everything, and runaway.

I've got a bruised up heart,
But I'm still hanging out.
I should take it easy but I'm still gna get around.

Today was a funnyhalf-day. HAHAHA!
Class party was alright. We kept eating but we had quite a lot of leftover. Oh well.
So tempting zzz. The whole celebration was driving me nuts. :X
I know I sound so ... but hey, I haven't forgotten my dream two years ago.
My dream was to one day, do that.
If you don't understand, that's fine, maybe you weren't meant to get it.
Only some people will know what I'm saying. :D

Melodie sang 手心!
Hahaha so niceee :D
非卖品 is an uber nice song too. Yuppp.

Met Jiawen after that, sat around to talk. And aye, stalked people. Hahahaa.
We're going to be mugging together soon. :D

你那么爱她 为什么不把她留下

与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情 还是错过的爱情

Hahaha shit manzx. I am so full of crap today.
It must be due to lack of sleep.

Oh by the way, I bought a brown beret(because Jiawen says if I say hat, it reminds her of a straw hat), which is super pretty. And new shoes. As well as pink leggings. Oh shut up, I don't know when I'm ever going to wear it out but it's really comfortable.

By the way, something I've been telling everyone today:
What day is it today?
Tuesday! (Or holy day)
What day is it tomorrow?
Half day!
What day is it the day after tomorrow?
Holiday!
What day is it the day after the holidays?
Saturday!
What day is it after that?
Sunday!
What day is it after Sunday?
BAD DAY. (school reopen)

HAHAHAHA sorry, I was self-entertaining but it really did entertain Wan Er and I. :D

Holey day. Lunch was bloody hilarious. We were laughing almost all the way up. And sitting near the toilet waiting for Audrey. Hahahaha. Yay yay funzxzx.

And YiAn is very funny. Hahaha I will buy you a heater. Thanks a lot for entertaining me though.

Kay, I feel liberated. Oh joy. No rushing of homework! :D

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Oh my, moodswing. I think I will miss you, Yanling! ):
Baaah no wonder. Zzz.
Whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy.
Why do these things always happen to me?
Suddenly, I realize how important my girlfriends are to me.
With them, I don't even have time to worry about anything. I'll be too busy crapping and laughing. Ahhh.
I am now free of tests, but where's the joy?
Can't have fun with you people again, till Monday.

You don't care no more, do you?
):

If you'll give me a chance.

HAHAHAHA it's 1.35am now and I am so hyper. I don't know! Don't ask me why! Tomorrow morning I'll probably be a grouchy girl though. Hee hee, I used alliteration! Okay, never mind.

Not done with chemistry because I don't know how to do some.
Not done with compo but it's almost done, so I'll finish tomorrow.

My white bag is so pretty I can't wait to bring it to school on Wednesday.
I can because I will have nothing much to bring. Yippee!

Oh, did I mention people are niceeee.
Wenhui, Yuanting and many other people help me buy food.
And Ashleigh, Waner, Jianlong help me print stuff too.
I am a lucky girl. Aren't you jealous? :D :D
(Okay okay, sorry. I am just too hyped up now. How to sleep manzx!)

Hahahah I feel like changing my url! Yes, again! But maybe I won't tell the whole world and all. I'll tell you if you ask or if you can find it, then good for you. Tag me and let me know.
Anyway, don't worry I'm not going to do that yet. I'll say so if I have changed my url. Hahahaha goodnight or rather, good morning! :D

I am so happy shalalala.

Tell me what is this thing, that I feel like I'm missing,
And why can't I let it go?

Homework due tomorrow;
1. English Composition
2. English Comprehension
3. Physics thermal worksheet
4. Chemistry ZHSS Prelim Paper
5. Chinese Speech
6. Chinese du hou gan/sheng huo sui bi

Homework due I don't know when;
1. Chemistry VS Prelim Paper
2. Chinese bao mi hua x2
3. English SRP week 5
4. Bio TYS
5. Physics extra worksheet

Sucks being me. But it's fine. I can totally see me getting 8As. Hey, look here. I already have one right! Then I also never ask for 9As! I only need 7 more k! How hard can it be? :D

LIFE IS GREAT SHALALALALA.

Jiayouuuu! I'ma go home everyday to mug already. :X

Maybe this is bold, but I'm hoping you'll stay for the happy ending.

Okay, I will not waste my life away worrying about such trivial things.
I will just believe you cause I love you more than anything.
Whatever it is, this is.. mugging year. I cannot be distracted.
No matter how hard it gets, I'll make it through.

Hah. Three tests tomorrow, so I will go study.

CNY eve at ECP with Jiawen. (:

I cannot believe Jay is at Bugis now while I am at home. Zzz.

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Why does everyone think we're making excuses for ourselves? Why do they think they understand because they were once students? Basically, aren't they just thinking we're not even bothering to try? That's not the case. I really do try to do everything and study for tests and all. I really don't understand many things and so I take very long to do homework. I do try to finish them but sometimes I just can't. Then I really have not enough time because I take so long. I do try to catch up but it's hard because we're learning more and more new things. So I don't have enough time. What do you want me to do? o_O

No, I won't look back when I tell you what I think about you.
And I'm falling, so now you know.

I ♥ SHOPPING WITH YANLING!
Especially, late night shopping. That's super cool.
I reached home at 10, and I know that's not very late but to me, it is because I hardly ever go out at night.

I bought many things and am feeling very happy now. Lots of new clothes to wear out! :D
Plus, they're all so pretty. And I have Jay's world tour dvd too. Yay. I just realized too that the models for two of the tops I bought were Hebe and Jolin. Hahaha so cool k!

Oh, I heard from Yanling that ___ was listening to a part of our auditions and said we sure get in for Nanhua Idol. Hahaha I think that was so funny.

Anyway, I am so in love with gothic lolita. Daaamn. Yanling this is your fault. Pretty skirt I got. Hoho.

And the couple tee was super cute k. "I date him because my dad hates him." and "I date her because my mum told me so." Ahhh I want I want.

Baby, I must say your aura is incredible.
If you don't have to go, don't.

Hahaha we didn't get in for Nanhua Idol but it's fine since so many people didn't either. And I think we weren't bad already. I'll be going to Bugis with Yanling tomorrow. Damn tired, really feel like sleeping now. I can't because my cousins are over. Ah well, so much homework, so little time. Three tests on Monday, then I'll be less busy. Ahhhh.

I am addicted to Zhuo Wen Xuan's album.

Brrt.

Cause everything is F'ed up, straight from the heart.
Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart.
Gotta pick myself up, where do I start?
Cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart.

Just came back from NUH. Was visiting.

Today is February 29th.
Happy birthday Alethea, girlfriend! I love you loads okay. All the hilarious moments at the lab, all the gossiping at KAP, all the laughing and many more. :D
You're finally four!

Roadrun at WCP. I was rather late but heck, there were too many people so they couldn't book me. Handwashed 1000+ apples. Seriously? With ____ rushing us like mad, do you know how tiring/boring it was washing all the apples and packing them for each class? Slacking? In what way huh.

Ms Chien and Mr Wee were being quite funny. Then Caitlyn and I went with Mr Wee to see the boardwalk. (Yooo Alethea, are you reading!!)

Love being bimbotic with Caitlyn.

Can't remember what else. Oh, thanks Jenna for getting food for Yuanting and I. :D

Took a lift from Waner to central and went with Yanling to Bugis. Had a lot of fun people watching. (Still can't stand skinnies.) And shopping too. Never have I been shopping at such an empty Bugis. I mean okay, it's not empty at all but it wasn't crowded at all either.

So I bought a lime green bag, a patent belt, black and white striped tights and a minidress. It's only a minidress only because I am too short. See? Who says being short is a bad thing? Tsk.

I always spend so much when shopping with Yanling. Why why why do you do this to me! Yanling, if you're reading, please ask me out to shop less often la!!

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HAHAHA I AM THE BEST RIGHT!!
117 WORDS PER MINUTE!!

My mum was like "Omg you basket" HAHAHAHA.


明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天

曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变

你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会

You're gonna wake up feeling sorry,
cause life won't wait.
I guess it's up to you.

My god. I haven't even reached 100 hours for my CIP. From sec two till now, at least. Because my sec one result slip is missing then I have no idea how much I did. Won't be much anyway.

A lot of people are going to do the 15 hours this Saturday and next Saturday. I don't really know what is it about but it's for chia chia. After I do that, I will need 6 more hours to reach 100 hours. Wooh. A1 for CCA, you'll be all mine.

Ms Loy is nice. She dismissed us first. Only class to get A for cleanliness for random check. HAHAHA. Pwnzzzz. Every other class got Bs, Cs and Ds. :X

Foolaoshi keeps not coming and giving us homework. Now I owe her three compos. Fabulous, really. That's not even counting all the newspaper articles, worksheets and other stuff that I owe her.

And 409 is going to be the first to die if there's a fire in school. We're the furthest from the stairs among all the 6th floor classes. And the staircase we're using is also the most crowded, meaning by the time we squeeze there, we'd be dying. O:

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NAFA has this fashion design holiday course which I would go to, if only I didn't have to go back to school for the English course and remedials and all. Ahhhhhhh. How how. I really want to go leh. Can I pon English? D:
NAFA holiday fashion design course

Homework for the weekend!
Zuowen (3)
- long ago one, can't remember titles.
- sec 2 common test question.
- today's friday weekly topic.
English summary (national geographic)
English functional writing
English compo (tys)
Chemistry AHS prelim paper
A. Maths 9.2 and misc ex 9
SS impact worksheet
SS s'pore worksheet
STUDY FOR CHEM SPA ON MONDAY(!!!!!!)
AND THIS IS SHIT LA.
I HAVE NO CURVE RULER BECAUSE I DON'T USE IT AND HAVE NEVER USED IT FOR SPA OR EVEN FOR MATHS. I CAN'T EVEN DRAW WITH IT. AND I DRAW SO MUCH NICER WITHOUT IT. BUT I DON'T WANT MY MARKS TO BE MINUSED SO OHMYGODDDDD. O-LEVELS YOU KNOW. WAHLAO, I AM DAMN SCREWED. I MUST PRACTICE DRAWING CURVES WITH A CURVE RULER, AFTER I GO GET IT.

Homework that has been left for weeks. (YES, SHUT UP.)
Chinese bao mi hua x4
Chinese du hou gan
Chemistry ZHSS corrections

I think I didn't leave out any homework?
Do tell me if I did.

Life is crazy. Then again, so am I.

But I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you.
They try to pull me away, but they don’t know the truth.

Got back three papers today and I failed two. Yeah yeah, that's just wonderful. I can't be happier about it. (And I hope you sense the sarcasm because if you don't, you should just go bang the wall.)

14/40 for a maths. Expected, but still disappointing.
8/20 for elect geography. Expected again, but also horrible because I knew all that just that I never wrote it all down.
37.5/50 for biology. I'm really happy with the A1 and Ms Loy is really nice to give me the mark. I had integrity and told her she marked wrongly okay. So I didn't get my A1 but got it back in the end, yeah.

I think NAFA is so cool. I want to go there next year but I will never pass their entrance exam. Aye, there's still hope.

Bye. Off to watch shows. Next week, I promise you I'll start mugging. I can't afford to fail anything for midyears.

I can do it, I can I can. Like how I suddenly woke up in sec two and improved so much. From failing/almost failing everything to an average of 65+. And I didn't even study much, I just studied a while before exams. I have eight months more now. Why can't I do it? :D

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I forgot something.
So you can say I'm a bitch. You can call me whatever you like. Go ahead and curse me or bitch about me if you find that I'm at fault. The truth you'll never see. The feelings you'll never feel. The regret you'll never understand. I admit, I do bitch at times. I don't like it but you will never understand me, will you? Just like you and everyone else in this damn screwed world, I'm trying to make myself feel better. I appear to be so cheerful but have you looked beyond that?

I don't even feel the distance.
I'm not missing, I'm not missing you.

Physics is so terrible. 23/45. To think I would have failed, if not for moderation. Zzz.

I don't have much to post. Oh yeah, the sec ones were being terrorized by us today because there was no teacher then we could see them washing things at the sink in home econs room. So Abigail kept shouting over to them. Hahaha so funny.

Went to queenstown with Yanling today. Finally cleared my library fines of years ago before going for tuition.

Career talks tomorrow. Woohooo.

And I have seen no less than twenty people wearing black skinnies and it's irritating me, especially guys who wear skinnies. It's damn gay okay. I don't own skinnies and I don't intend to. I will just laugh at people who look disgusting wearing it.

I loveeee Amanda Ng Li En. (Going to the com lab. :D)

Oh one last thing. We got our verification slips for O's or something today. Then I realized O's are coming in less than eight months. I don't want to think about how I will die then, seeing as I'm still failing at this point of time.

He never made me feel like I was special, cause I was special.

My results so far have been disappointing, but nevertheless it's going to be quite good compared to the rest we have yet to get back.

19/30 for English which is pathetic rubbish.
28.5/50 for Chemistry which is crap but at least it's a pass.
36/40 for E math which I have nothing to say about though it's all careless mistakes. Like, I sub-ed in the wrong value. Typical me.

Bought a bubble skirt and a white.. mini dress. Well, it's supposed to be a wearover kind of thing but I am too short or small or whatever, so it became a mini dress. It's pretty anyway.

Yeah. Bye, I have to go do SS. And try to watch my shows today, if there's time.

P.S. Post titles as well as italics are and have been lyrics. Of course, if you know me well enough, you'll know when I actually mean them and when they're just.. lyrics. :D

Yay today was really fun. I love outings like these where we just say "Hey, let's go kbox on Sunday." Then we just settled the time and place in a while and poof. There's no further discussion and we all turn up. :D

We're probably going to kbox again next week after school. Hahaha.

"Oh man, Cheryl, I'm falling in love with you. Can you be my girlfriend?"
HAHAHA! Amanda Ng is so cute alright. (Don't worry Amanda Ang, in case you read this, you're really cute too!) I have such affinity with Amandas.

From the way she sang, you can tell how deeply in love she was with me kay. By the way, she can sing very well. I like her singing bei ai de nu ren. Yes, the really high one.

Oh and we all were very high. :D

Tomorrow's a bad day, we'll be getting many papers back.
On the bright side though, we should be going back to our old seats. I can sit with Amanda again. (And I need her to help me buy things online :X)
:D

Shall go watch two faces of my girlfriend and nana.

Bye.

And then I realized, no one's there to care anymore.
I'm all on my own to do whatever I want.

Oh, I forgot to mention that Wenfu's at the KL Jay Chou concert now, or a while ago.
Aye, all the lucky people. Hahaha.

Thanks anyway for trying to get me something.

Anyone has the ending song of d.gray-man? Snow kiss? Send me pleaseee. It's a super nice song alright.

Wooh. Kbox kbox kbox tomorrow. Yay.

If someone said three years from now, you'd be long gone.
I'd stand up and punch them out cause they're all wrong.
And that last kiss, I'll cherish until we meet again.
And time makes it harder, I wish I could remember.
But I keep your memory, you visit me in my sleep.
My darling, who knew.

Sometimes I can't ignore.
They put me down cause of jealousy, but I'm not that girl and that's not my world.




You tell me that you love me first.
Then throw your heart into reverse.
I gotta getaway.

Mr Chia went through a maths paper, though we haven't get back yet. At least now I confirm I have 11 marks (out of 40, yes). Hopefully, I have more method marks. I don't think it'll be much either since all the questions I actually did wouldn't help me pass anyway. I at least hope to fail well. Cheers.

And everyone passed e math, as well as physics MCQ. Hoho cheeeerrrrs.

I think 409 guys are damn funny kay!
"This is girl-boy talk. You're gay, you go away." Damien to Ashleigh.
And HAHAHA they were like having their own mini debate.
LOLLOL. I am amused, I would like to see them try _.

After school, to plaza sing with AmandaA and LLJ.
Watched L: change the world.
:D

I'm so bored. Common tests are over. And this sucks.
Cause it means more homework, more homework to owe, more teachers chasing me, more chemistry prelim papers, more homework, more class tests. Yeah whatever.

I think I may fail at least four subjects this time round. And it's probably the worst I've ever done. Argh.

It's not easy not answering.
Everytime I want to talk to you, but I can't.

A maths is a gone case zzz. I think I only finished a few questions. There is no way I will pass. You don't even need to think about it. I just hope I won't fail that badly. Pray that I don't get a single digit. The stupid paper is out of 40. -.-

Bio was.. I don't know. I hope I won't do badly. Hormones did come out after all. How can they not tell us?! I didn't even READ that part. ):

I really, really need to wake up now. Why am I so distracted? Why am I unable to sit still for even a pathetic hour to simply study? With shit results like that, I don't even need to think about going to any JC already. Gah.

Tomorrow's thinking day (as well as physics ct). I need to reach school at 6.45 (wth!). On normal days, I'm not even out of the house at that time yet.

And just to end off on a lighter note.. my plans for the next few days! :D

Friday; Watching 'L: Change the world' (unconfirmed) with AmandaA, Liangjie, Jamie(if I can get her).
Saturday; Meetup to collect clothes, Guides thinking day at indoor stadium.
Sunday; Kbox with AmandaN, Yanling, Waner, Jingwei.
Monday; Study/homework session with Rachel and Jiayu? (unconfirmed)
Tuesday; Don't know yet. Tuition from 6 to 8.
Wednesday; Career talks (Going for the tourism one and the NAFA one), Guides.

(edited;6.55pm)
Some teacher was being an idiot today. I was super pissed with her. Like what the hell okay. I had no OTAS. I asked her once, she wants to ignore me, then FINE. Maybe she really never hear me. Then I had to walk all the way in front and ask. She ignored me again and demanded for the chairman to ask the class to greet her. After that then she gave it to me without saying anything super slowly, and giving me that ... face. Zzzz. Like it's my fault you can't count and I don't have an OTAS sheet?!
P.S. No names mentioned. :D

If only you knew the hell I put myself through, replaying memories in my head of you and I, every night.

Oh, I forgot something.

A conversation, which went something like this;
WanEr: Actually, I knew long ago already.
Cheryl: Huh! Why!
WanEr: Careforce. They told me, then I can go help them take pictures.
Cheryl: Oh, of what? Me?
WanEr: HAHAHAHA.

Yeah, done with homeostasis and nervous system notes.
If you ask me I think it's a rather good job because it looks like it's printed out or something. :X And it's really pretty kay!

Not going to do notes for the human eye partly because there is no time. It's also because I am lazy la. Still have a maths to study. Zzz.

I’m Mrs. 'Lifestyles of the rich and famous'
I’m Mrs. 'Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless'
Now, are you sure you want a piece of me?

Today is actually a very sad day. I didn't complete both chemistry and social studies. Left with 5 minutes to do the SBQ and I had no time to conclude my SEQ. Gaaaah! ):

I must be suffering from tremendous stress or something. I walked all the way into the general office during recess without bringing the slip to get my IC. Then last night, I plopped onto the bed and lay down straight on a frigging three pin plug. Yes, with the three pokey things facing upwards. Like what the hell! Have you seen anyone as dodo as me! ):

Collected IC after school.

Now I'm home. Going to read teenage and seventeen, then maybe I'll just go sleep. If there's time.

Seriously screw this common test la. I don't know how many frigging subjects I'm going to fail. I don't want to know. And the worst has yet to come! A maths. Ughhhh, kill me.

And yeah yeah yeah, I'm a lot to handle.
You don't know trouble but I'm a hell of a scandal.
Me, I'm a scene, I'm a drama queen.
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen.

Hello y'all.

600+ smses gone, and it's not even 2 weeks yet. Okay, I'm so screwed this month.

I screwed up geography paper today. The strategies bit didn't come out and I tried to memorize all that like crazy. The damn parivartan thing, jamuna multipurpose bridge and hill tribe education project. ALL DIDN'T EVEN COME OUT. PFFT. Combined humans is gone already. Nooo, that means so is my L1R5!! There's no way my ss will pull it up either. Confirm, guarantee, chop.

My e maths was screwed too. The paper was easy but I was damn careless so I can only hope for the best.

After school was er.. study session with Liangjie, Jamie and Tomson. I was unproductive. Not surprising. I did almost nothing (even until now) and by then, people like Jianlong finish studying chem already. Wth!

People were stalking me too. Like what's your problem. I AM so pretty. Then? Cannot arh!!!! Slap you. Sheesh. :X

Anyway, I just reached home. I'm so dead because tomorrow is chem and ss and what have I actually done? Nothing. -.-

But no fear manzx! It's only CTs kay. Have faith, have faith!

Hello I'm back. Yes, I'm damn early for once, I know. :D

I am a really happy girl now because I just ate a whole container of ben & jerry's. Please shut up about the fats. Ben & jerry's is heavenly, the person who came up with it and their whole range of flavours is such a genius.

Oh yeah, I'm also happy because I got 17.5/25 for the biology class test. I am damn fantastic, I am. Even Ms Loy said good improvement or something. Hahaha I know it's only an A2, not that much of a big deal to you but yeah, my bio is shit please. And only 5 people got A1s anyway.
In your face, ugly bitch. :D

I pwnszx you hands-down. :D :D

By the way, I have a bloody star again for the chemistry ZHSS paper. I have to copy a bloody structural equation ten times.
Hahaha MJL, I am so not copying now. You wait until after common tests. Xie xie.

Yes, I am going to study geography, or try to. Hee hee hee. Then I'm going to pwn you again.
You you you, can just go die. :D

(edited;5.36pm)
Hahaha I want to go for the deathnote movie marathon thing! There's free flow of popcorn and drinks and it ends at 2am. But. I. Can't. Go. Because. I. Have. Guides. Thinking. Day. Thing. The. Next. Day. And. I. Will. Never. Be. Able. To. Wake. Up.
Which reminds me too, I want to design a guides tee fast because we're stepping down soon. And anyway, I was being random today and I drew some random thing. I think it looks pretty cute. Ahaha, we'll see.

I read this friendster bulletin then suddenly I realized.
Perhaps, I am exactly what you think I am, selfish and stubborn.
I'm so sorry, there's so many things I never knew.
But there's already no turning back from here.
Sorry.

P.S. I love you.

It gets so hard to walk away.
You're gonna remember me.

I had a lovely lunch. I don't know how many courses but it was like those you get during wedding dinners. Plus the yu sheng and birthday cake. I ate like a pig. I ate every dish, even the fish, which is seriously something amazing for me. My cousin did too. And he's not even three years old yet. He didn't eat smaller portions by the way, it was the same. :X

Oh, I've spent another $50 on online shopping. Damnnn. I think my new clothes are really cool though. At least, it's definitely not as pathetic as your wardrobe. Teeheehee. Next Saturday Sunday, shopping with Yanling once again. Maybe, we're going to shop late into the night too. I'm going to get the keyboard bag if I can. Yay.



And I want this (the two toned top with scarf):
Preferably, red.
MAIL ME IF YOU HAVE/ARE SELLING :D
282731@gmail.com

Zzz I am super bored. I think I'm going to flunk this common tests. Tomorrow common tests are starting and I still haven't started studying a single shit. -.-

Perfect, Cheryl. That's just perfect. You're such a genius to leave everything last minute. This is exactly how you're going to get to Hwa Chong, aren't you?

I'm going to believe you, this one last time.
I won't hope for more. I just hope what you believe, is the truth.

Keep, keep bleeding, love.


THE LETTER 'A'
Are you Available?
" You want? Send in your bank statement to apply.
Hahaha okay okay, that was from a slogan tee, and I was joking. Don't send in, I don't want you.

What is your Age?
" 15.

What Annoys you?
" Many things do. Especially liars. Or people who annoy me further when I'm already down.

THE LETTER 'B'
Do you live in a Big house?
" Not really.

When is your Birthday?
" 31st December. It's so easy to remember so you have no excuses.

THE LETTER 'C' - ((((:
What's your favorite Chocolate?
" I eat almost all kinds of chocolate. Hazelnut?

When was the last time you Cried?
" Hahaha I don't tell you. Okay la never mind, recently.

THE LETTER 'D'
Do you Daydream?
" Plenty. A lot more than I should be.

What's your favorite kind of Dog?
" TWITTY. I haven't forgotten you okay!

What Day of the week is it?
" Er hahaha I remember the super lame what day is it thing. Hmm, it's a saturday and I think it's quite an unproductive day too.

THE LETTER 'E'
Have you ever been in the emergency room?
" Yeah.

Did you had a crush that starts w/letter E?
" Er! I don't think so. Or maybe? I don't know.

THE LETTER 'F'
Favorite Flower?
" Currently, in love with roses.

THE LETTER 'G'
Do you chew Gum?
" No.

Are you a Giver or a taker?
" I don't know. I don't think I give much actually.

THE LETTER 'H'
What's your Height?
" 154cm. I am short and proud of it because I am so cool, height doesn't matter. Hoho. :X

what color is your Hair?
" Black.

THE LETTER 'I'
What's your favorite Ice cream?
" BEN & JERRY'S are the best kay. Bring me anywhere near them and I will go crazy.

Have you ever Ice skated?
" Yes.

Do you play an Instrument? And what is it?
" I used to play the piano. I tried guitar, drums, harp and xylophone a little before. Oh, I can play the recorder. :X

THE LETTER 'J'
What's your favorite Jelly bean?
" Er I don't know.

Have you ever heard a really hilarious Joke?
" Yes, I have. Most of the time, my own. I like to laugh at myself.

Do you wear Jewelery?
" Sometimes.

THE LETTER 'K'
Who do you want to Kill?
" Hoho, you.

Do you want Kids?
" Maybe. But I think it's not fair. Why do women have to give birth and not men? I'm going to make them give birth instead.

THE LETTER 'M'
Whats your favorite Movie?
" I don't know. I liked a lot.

Do you still watch Disney Movies?
" I don't think so?

Do you like Mangoes?
" They're okay.

THE LETTER 'N'
Do you have a Nickname?
" No idea. Do I? Everyone just calls me Cheryl.

What's your favorite Number?
" Er. 27?

Do you prefer Night over day?
" Yessss.

THE LETTER 'O'
What's your one wish?
" To be a happy girl and do well for O's. Oops, that's two. But I guess I'll be happy if I do well for O's. So actually it's only one wish right?

THE LETTER 'P'
What one fear are you most Paranoid about?
" I feared losing _. And so, I did.

What Personality traits you look for in the opposite sex you like?
" If you can make me laugh, I will like you. I mean, as a friend.

THE LETTER 'Q'
Are you Quick to judge people?
" Guess so.

THE LETTER 'R'
Do you watch Reality tv?
" Not really.

THE LETTER 'S'
Do you prefer sun or rain?
" Rain! Then I can stand under your umbrella ella ella eh eh eh. Hoho, no I just don't like the sun cause it's hot.

THE LETTER 'T'
What Time is it?
" Summer time, it's our vacation. -.- never mind. It's 11.56pm.

What time did you wake up?
" 1.30+ today.

THE LETTER 'V'
Whats the worst veggie?
" I don't know.

Where do you want to go on Vacation?
" Taiwan or Japan.

THE LETTER 'W'
What's your Worst habit?
" I don't know. You tell me.

THE LETTER 'X'
Have you ever had an X-ray?
" Yes.

I know it's not right but it seems unfair,
that things are reminding me of you.

Btw, I'm looking for;
Oversized tees with huge word slogans.
That can pair nicely with leggings. :D
HOH-inspired tees or tees from stitch.
Whatever it is, you get the idea.
Preferably the "I never loved you anyway" one. (http://www.stitch.com.sg/)
Tunics or minidresses are fine with me depending on the design.

Please email me (282731@gmail.com) with the design/colour/size/price/whatever if you're selling.


Sciolism sciolism sciolism. Tsk.

(edited;4.59pm)
I realized I get so distracted during weekends because I am so bored. Then I can't even get any homework or studying done. Wtf. I want to go to school, I want to talk to everyone again. ):

(edited;5.50pm)
Hello again. I miss talking to CYNTHIA WEE. I am feeling super rant-y again. And now, there's no one to talk to. Pfft.
"Act pretty also cannot." Hahaha.

(edited;10.47pm)
Yes, I'm back. I owe TWO compos and THREE bao mi huas for chinese already. And one newspaper review thing. Damn it. I think there's more but no, I will not think about it. Pffffft!! I'm never going to get all these done. Neither am I ever going to finish studying. Ugh.

我们说好谁也不放弃谁

But I will try, I will try.

Today is the best day of this whole sucky week. :D

"他会后悔的。 这样好的女朋友也不要，我要。"
Says Amanda Ng. :D
She says I'm cute by the way. :X

And I love talking to Cynthia!
We were both ranting during chinese, almost the whole of it. So I never did my zuo wen. I think Amanda and Yanling were getting bored. Hahaha but we were like blahblahblah yayaya! It was so funny.

Then lunch was funniest. Dismissed 10 minutes early, so I sat outside class with Ian and Yanling. We talked about everything from.. attraction bonds to baboons and their backsides.

"It's like having sex, you need to have 安全套!"
"那种女人去Geylang到处都有"
Both said by Ian.
And being the typical genius me, I thought yu4 lang3 was geylang so I said that when I tried to translate it to Chinese. Then they both laughed at me. -.-

But hahaha I had a damn hilarious day. Oh and I koped many songs from Jingwei too. Yay.

I should be setting up a blogshop soon to sell stuff. Will give the url once I'm done, maybe after common tests or this weekend. Yup, support kay!

Common tests on Monday! All the best, loves. :D

One last thing, my tablet is back. And only C drive is reformatted, meaning all my songs and photos are still there. Cheers! (:

孤孤单单又怎样
哭哭啼啼能怎样
他就是没有眼光

Here's to all the pretty words we will never speak
Here's to all the pretty girls you're gonna meet

Happy valentine's y'all.

Happy happy happy happy!
Change in marks for physics and it's now 16.5/25 and it's a B3.
And 18/25 for chemistry and it's an A2.
Jesse gave some chemistry progress thing. I love mine. It's like sec 1 science C6, sec 2 science B4, sec 3 chemistry B4 and sec 4 class test 1 A2. HAHAHAHHAA.

Okay, I'm such a show off.

Received many chocolates and stuff today.
Thanks to Amanda Ang, Amanda Ng, Alethea, Yunian, Raymond, Yileen, Rachel, YiAn, Jiayu, Huishan, Gladys and okay, I really can't remember. Sorry.

Lazy to transfer photos, shall do so another day.
Sidetracking, I've sent almost 500 messages in a pathetic 8 days. Omg, I think this is the most I've ever sent in my life k. Must be you, Angqiqi!

Special thanks to Amanda Ang for a very gigantic present (seeing as it's valentine's, it's quite gigantic.)
And to Amanda Ng for letting me eat all her spoilt cookies which were damn good too.
And to Alethea for putting in extra effort to make your handwriting nicer in your love note.
HAHAHA I realized they all start with A's. Kay never mind.
And to Rachel Chen Chen for the sweet note.

I love you people so much so much kay.
Especially Angqiqiqiqiqi, I think she's really the best. :D
And I finally talked to Jamie today. Love you too.
Don't worry about me, I'm alright. :D
I still feel like biting some bitch but no, I will not give _ the satisfaction of having my teeth prints somewhere.

AND GOODBYE TO YOU.

By Linkin Park,

My insides all turn to ash, So slow
And blew away as I collapse, So cold
A black wind took them away, From sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer
looking so dissatisfied
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

I used to be my own protection, But not now
Cause my path has lost direction, Somehow
A black wind took you away, From sight
And held the darkness over day, That night

And the clouds above more closer
looking so dissatisfied
and the ground below grew colder
as they put you down inside
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

So now you're gone
And I was wrong
I never knew what it was like
To be alone

On a Valentine's Day


I think it's a nice song and I'm posting it because it's minutes to Valentine's day! Hahaha anyway, it's going to be like any other day. But yeah whatever. :D

By the way, thanks Ang Qi Qi Amanda for helping me change blogskin.

Today was pretty slack so it wasn't bad. Ian and Damien stole my oreo donut. Uhh. I got 9/9 for the e maths test which is still no big deal because it was easy and many other people did too.

Oh oh I remember already! We were locked out for 15 minutes plus because Ian lost our class keys after Malay. And Jesse came by to ask about anyone absent and stuff. By the time he found it (in his pencil case), 20 minutes of SS was gone. Damn hilarious okay.

Bio was like, free period. The super tall guy came in for relief. Yanling, Waner and Alethea fiddled with Touchy. Hahah.

Tomorrow is valentine's. I may bring chocolates for people if I remember. But I will have so many people to give so.. I'll try.


想听的话 你说给了她
我的快乐从此蒸发
如果痛是爱的代价
那伤心像沙该怎么画

我的倔强疯狂 不放 逞强 流浪
是否只剩一人在寂寞战场
你的摸样说谎 眼光 装傻 躲藏
我逃亡
原来呀爱情是不会留下什么
只留下残缺的我

And oh I just realized these songs are both from Amanda Ng. Hahaha.

(edited;8.04pm)
Zhengda, hahaha always like that. You may not see this but.. take care and get well soon, yeah?

Irritated beyond words.
Damn pissed.
So tired.

I want to slap you hard. I want you to feel the pain.

Will I ever see you smiling back at me?

I was super happy with myself because I passed physics.
I've never had high expectations of that subject. I am pathetic, miserable, terrible at it.
So 15.5/25 made me rather happy. And the average mark was 15! :X

My geography on the other hand was crap.
4/8!!!!! ):

Hmm. So annoyed.
Someone pangseh-ed me today.
For the bloody first time, someone cancelled on me last minute.

No apologies even. FINEEEE.
Whatever okay.

Things are not only different from the past, but also different.. from everyone else?

So I stoned in school with Alethea and Amanda Ang for a while.
Then they both left, leaving me waiting for.. nothing.
I met Liangjie whose math olympiad just ended so I went with him to central.

Then I did nothing much, and went for tuition, and just reached home.

I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared! CTs are coming! ):
Ahhhh. I must do well so I can apply for direct admission. ):

And hey, Sheryl I know you will read this. So.. hello I think we should talk more often! Like we have never-ending things to talk about. Hahaha never mind, I'm going to see you on Friday! :D

Now, it's not that you can't let go, you just don't want to.
It's like you're holding on only because you feel bad, though you really just want to let go.

I can hardly believe that you're mine.

So at least the bad day is over. Hmm.

Bio was damn funny. It was quite sick.
And hahaha throwing your spectacles away when you're angry.

Oh yeah, we changed our seating arrangements.
I'm still with Yanling, though now, diagonal.
But Amanda is sitting behind me! Yay, I know she misses me so much. She hasn't sat with me since last year! (She also wants me to get her forget me nots because she wants to remember me even years later.) So sweet right! Hahaha!

I have more chemistry corrections. Copy 10 times again, zzz. But it's alright la. I'm not complaining. 10 is quite okay already.

To science centre mac with Chenchen after school! We talked a lot, we couldn't do ss, we ate and talked a lot more. Heh.

Kay, a lot of homework as usual. Must finish before it gets too late. I slept at 1 yesterday, and I think I will die if I keep doing this. :D

Share the laughter, share the tears.
We both know we’ll go on from here.
Cause together, we are strong.
In my arms, that’s where you belong.
I’ve been touched by the hands of an angel.
I’ve been blessed by the power of love.

Hmm. Tomorrow is such a bad day. Ugh.

Btw, Chenchen you're so sweet. I love you. Hahaha. Oops, in case you don't know who I'm referring to.. Rachel, yes you. :X Chenchen is a cute name what. Don't complain!

And Emelia, thanks for making me laugh so much over the phone just now. Hahaha. You got me laughing like crazy and I just couldn't stop for the whole night.

And my best best bestie, Amanda Ang. I just saw your wordpress and yeah. Always my BBB! HAHAHA.

And to you,

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I’d be lost without you and never find myself
Let’s hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

Whatever it takes is a cool song. :D

You know, to be very honest, kungfu dunk is not a very good show. I think it's a little overrated. Like, seriously? This is Jay Chou we're talking about here. From Jay, this is crap. If you're calling it good, it's so degrading alright. Charlene Choi is so extra in the show. They never even show anything about her other than the icecream bit. And they consider her a main star too?

I, as a Jay Chou fan, am saying it's not that great because it really isn't. And I suddenly remember Damien saying it was a rubbish show too. Yeah, I agree. Sure, it was funny and all. But think about it, how many lines did Jay actually have in the show? And the plot isn't that strong either. Now, I am reminded of the newspaper article from the guy who insulted Jay like crap.

You know what? Not all fans are blind. It's obvious you're bloody jealous that he has talent you can only dream about. Then again, maybe you can't even dream about it, right? Sure, I will buy all his CDs even if I think it's lousy. I will watch all his shows even if I don't really like it that much. But please, if I think it's not good, then it's not? I won't go around forcing myself to think it's great because "OH, JAY ACTED IN IT WHAT!!"

Hah rubbish. I can't believe I typed all this.
Anyway, go be pissed at me or something. I can't be bothered. It's really an overrated show. Like, Jay can do so much better, please.

Sorry if I'm offending anyone.
I'm definitely not saying I can do better or whatever. But Jay obviously can. :D

I bought ZhuoWenXuan's new album. Cause it rocks too much I just had to have it. :D

Hmm we were late for the movie because the queue was so long. Anyway, I think we only missed a bit. The movie wasn't great. Maybe I expected more of it since it was Jay and all. I think the basketball matches were quite exaggerated. Yeah, unrealistic. Overall, the show is okay I guess.

After that we wanted to go to Jianlong's house to bai nian. :X
But anyway, he went home earlier because he was going out or something. Yeah anyway, I'm amazed enough he actually came for the movie. Ate at mac with Liangjie and Emelia, then just walked around aimlessly. Liangjie had to go collect stuff so he left too.

Emelia and I wanted to ask Jianlong if we could go to his house playground but he left the house already. LOL so we just went home.

I'm doing chem paper now. Zzzz what a damn sad life.

还是想叫你 亲爱的
回忆不断倒转着
时间却又不停的

假装多好
我只要 只想要 再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱 一直会让我依靠

Shou xin by Zhuo Wen Xuan.
Lyrics that I find meaningful, and have been listening to ever since I don't know when.
I typed half of it so, yeah.

Going out soon. Go analyse the lyrics or something.
Goodbye.

我 一个人 徘徊在 我们的海
闭上眼我还记得那一天看见的蓝
爱 距离也分不开
你送的贝壳 还在呼唤
在耳边答应要给我未来
那一天手心里的爱
我放不开
等一个人多么孤单
我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐
握紧了手心里的爱
我勇敢了起来
当你回来的时候 我一定要跟你说
别再走开

我 跟寂寞 在比赛 等你带我
手牵手一起去看全世界最美的海
泪 不可以掉下来
我学着向日葵抬起头
等待着最亲爱的你回来
抱着我称讚我的勇敢 ooh...
那一天手心里的爱
我放不开
等一个人多么孤单
我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐
握紧了手心里的爱
我勇敢了起来
当你回来的时候我一定要跟你说
别再走开

贝壳握在手心静静的变得温暖
就像是握住一点点答案 Oh---
那一天手心里的爱
我放不开 等一个人多么孤单
我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐
握紧了手心里的爱
我勇敢了起来
当我祈祷的时候天使都不在
当我痛苦的时候也只好习惯
当你回来的时候我一定要跟你说
别再 别再走开

Two Names You Go By:
Cheryl. Cherylle is fine too.

Two Songs You Love Listening To At The Moment:
手心(ZhuoWenXuan) and 爱来过(S.H.E). They're meaningful to me.

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
Black tunic, white fbts.

Two Things You Want in a Relationship:
Two is quite little. Oh well. Love and communication? I mean communication as in, if there's anything we should talk about it?

Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
Talking and laughing, which I haven't done a lot recently.

Two Things You Want Very Badly At The moment:
To confirm tomorrow's outing and uhh talk to you.

Two pets you had/have:
Fishes -.- and a rabbit.

Two things you did last night:
Use the com, and I can't remember.

Two things you ate today:
A lot of CNY goodies which I can't spell or don't know what it's called.

Two people you Last Talked To:
Over the phone, Emelia and Amanda Ang.

Two Things You'll be doing tomorrow:
Watching Kungfu dunk and maybe kbox with Emelia at night.

Two places you want to go:
Nowhere.

Two favorite beverages:
Anything. No, not the can drink.

Two favorite channels:
MTV and I don't know what.

Two favorite foods:
I don't know. Can't think.

Two things you want to do before you die:
Ruffle your hair and uh, enjoy life.


Aye, I am really thankful to have such great friends who actually care about me. And thank you, Amanda, I wished you did. I wished we were in the same class.

My cousins and I.

So even the only thing that was left, is gone now.

Hmm this year's CNY is alright. I mean, I had fun with my cousins. But other than that, yeah, I didn't have fun at all. Photos later.

I am still as obsessed over Zhuo Wen Xuan's new songs, as ever. Maybe, even more now because the lyrics are really meaningful, I feel like I can relate to it.

Thanks Emelia, I love you. I'm sorry, I've probably been whining non-stop to you. I know you think that's cool cause I'm not usually like that, but yeah. Sorry!

I want roses for valentine's.
And you know, maybe I'll just date my textbooks on that day instead of staying back like what I intended to do.

当我痛苦的时候 也只好习惯
当你回来的时候 我一定要跟你说 别再走开

I feel like I'm being lied to.
It's always like that. I seem to find things(that contradict whatever you said) out not from you yourself, but from others.
Wth. A bad start again.

Might be watching kungfu dunk on Saturday. I don't know who can go. I haven't really asked anyone yet. But I know Emelia's confirmed. And Jianlong and Damien, don't know yet.

Throw my hands up and let it go.
Forget about everything, and runaway.

I've got a bruised up heart,
But I'm still hanging out.
I should take it easy but I'm still gna get around.

Today was a funnyhalf-day. HAHAHA!
Class party was alright. We kept eating but we had quite a lot of leftover. Oh well.
So tempting zzz. The whole celebration was driving me nuts. :X
I know I sound so ... but hey, I haven't forgotten my dream two years ago.
My dream was to one day, do that.
If you don't understand, that's fine, maybe you weren't meant to get it.
Only some people will know what I'm saying. :D

Melodie sang 手心!
Hahaha so niceee :D
非卖品 is an uber nice song too. Yuppp.

Met Jiawen after that, sat around to talk. And aye, stalked people. Hahahaa.
We're going to be mugging together soon. :D

你那么爱她 为什么不把她留下

与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情 还是错过的爱情

Hahaha shit manzx. I am so full of crap today.
It must be due to lack of sleep.

Oh by the way, I bought a brown beret(because Jiawen says if I say hat, it reminds her of a straw hat), which is super pretty. And new shoes. As well as pink leggings. Oh shut up, I don't know when I'm ever going to wear it out but it's really comfortable.

By the way, something I've been telling everyone today:
What day is it today?
Tuesday! (Or holy day)
What day is it tomorrow?
Half day!
What day is it the day after tomorrow?
Holiday!
What day is it the day after the holidays?
Saturday!
What day is it after that?
Sunday!
What day is it after Sunday?
BAD DAY. (school reopen)

HAHAHAHA sorry, I was self-entertaining but it really did entertain Wan Er and I. :D

Holey day. Lunch was bloody hilarious. We were laughing almost all the way up. And sitting near the toilet waiting for Audrey. Hahahaha. Yay yay funzxzx.

And YiAn is very funny. Hahaha I will buy you a heater. Thanks a lot for entertaining me though.

Kay, I feel liberated. Oh joy. No rushing of homework! :D

(edited;11.07pm)
Oh my, moodswing. I think I will miss you, Yanling! ):
Baaah no wonder. Zzz.
Whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy.
Why do these things always happen to me?
Suddenly, I realize how important my girlfriends are to me.
With them, I don't even have time to worry about anything. I'll be too busy crapping and laughing. Ahhh.
I am now free of tests, but where's the joy?
Can't have fun with you people again, till Monday.

You don't care no more, do you?
):

If you'll give me a chance.

HAHAHAHA it's 1.35am now and I am so hyper. I don't know! Don't ask me why! Tomorrow morning I'll probably be a grouchy girl though. Hee hee, I used alliteration! Okay, never mind.

Not done with chemistry because I don't know how to do some.
Not done with compo but it's almost done, so I'll finish tomorrow.

My white bag is so pretty I can't wait to bring it to school on Wednesday.
I can because I will have nothing much to bring. Yippee!

Oh, did I mention people are niceeee.
Wenhui, Yuanting and many other people help me buy food.
And Ashleigh, Waner, Jianlong help me print stuff too.
I am a lucky girl. Aren't you jealous? :D :D
(Okay okay, sorry. I am just too hyped up now. How to sleep manzx!)

Hahahah I feel like changing my url! Yes, again! But maybe I won't tell the whole world and all. I'll tell you if you ask or if you can find it, then good for you. Tag me and let me know.
Anyway, don't worry I'm not going to do that yet. I'll say so if I have changed my url. Hahahaha goodnight or rather, good morning! :D

I am so happy shalalala.

Tell me what is this thing, that I feel like I'm missing,
And why can't I let it go?

Homework due tomorrow;
1. English Composition
2. English Comprehension
3. Physics thermal worksheet
4. Chemistry ZHSS Prelim Paper
5. Chinese Speech
6. Chinese du hou gan/sheng huo sui bi

Homework due I don't know when;
1. Chemistry VS Prelim Paper
2. Chinese bao mi hua x2
3. English SRP week 5
4. Bio TYS
5. Physics extra worksheet

Sucks being me. But it's fine. I can totally see me getting 8As. Hey, look here. I already have one right! Then I also never ask for 9As! I only need 7 more k! How hard can it be? :D

LIFE IS GREAT SHALALALALA.

Jiayouuuu! I'ma go home everyday to mug already. :X

Maybe this is bold, but I'm hoping you'll stay for the happy ending.

Okay, I will not waste my life away worrying about such trivial things.
I will just believe you cause I love you more than anything.
Whatever it is, this is.. mugging year. I cannot be distracted.
No matter how hard it gets, I'll make it through.

Hah. Three tests tomorrow, so I will go study.

CNY eve at ECP with Jiawen. (:

I cannot believe Jay is at Bugis now while I am at home. Zzz.

(edited11.07pm}
Why does everyone think we're making excuses for ourselves? Why do they think they understand because they were once students? Basically, aren't they just thinking we're not even bothering to try? That's not the case. I really do try to do everything and study for tests and all. I really don't understand many things and so I take very long to do homework. I do try to finish them but sometimes I just can't. Then I really have not enough time because I take so long. I do try to catch up but it's hard because we're learning more and more new things. So I don't have enough time. What do you want me to do? o_O

No, I won't look back when I tell you what I think about you.
And I'm falling, so now you know.

I ♥ SHOPPING WITH YANLING!
Especially, late night shopping. That's super cool.
I reached home at 10, and I know that's not very late but to me, it is because I hardly ever go out at night.

I bought many things and am feeling very happy now. Lots of new clothes to wear out! :D
Plus, they're all so pretty. And I have Jay's world tour dvd too. Yay. I just realized too that the models for two of the tops I bought were Hebe and Jolin. Hahaha so cool k!

Oh, I heard from Yanling that ___ was listening to a part of our auditions and said we sure get in for Nanhua Idol. Hahaha I think that was so funny.

Anyway, I am so in love with gothic lolita. Daaamn. Yanling this is your fault. Pretty skirt I got. Hoho.

And the couple tee was super cute k. "I date him because my dad hates him." and "I date her because my mum told me so." Ahhh I want I want.

Baby, I must say your aura is incredible.
If you don't have to go, don't.

Hahaha we didn't get in for Nanhua Idol but it's fine since so many people didn't either. And I think we weren't bad already. I'll be going to Bugis with Yanling tomorrow. Damn tired, really feel like sleeping now. I can't because my cousins are over. Ah well, so much homework, so little time. Three tests on Monday, then I'll be less busy. Ahhhh.

I am addicted to Zhuo Wen Xuan's album.

Brrt.