Glitter all around
We're delirious, tear it down, till the sun comes around
When it was me,
June 07, 2008 / 1:00 AM

I am, at the moment, very happy with life.
Though I seem to have wasted years of my life.

I can hardly believe that four years are going to be over soon.

Not much time left before I'm finally free from Nanhua.
I really can't wait.

Best friends don't necessarily have to be together 24/7. They don't even need to talk on the phone everyday. That's because they're always able to talk about anything and everything, regardless of when. They're already able to understand everything that's left unspoken.
& that's why I love all my darlings. :D


Lyrics to When It Was Me by Paula DeAnda, my newest obsession. :D

She's got green eyes and she's 5'5"
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadilliac truck, so the hell what
What's so special about that
She used to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs buck of 5
So I guess she's alright if perfection is what you like

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

Tell me what makes her so much better than me
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me

And now you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
Now you don't care I'm alive
How did we let the fire die


Me, that made you smile
Me, that made you laugh
Me, that made you happier than you had ever been
Me, that was your world
Me, your perfect girl
Nothing about me has changed
That's why I'm here wondering

I know this is going to be a long post but I don't care because I don't really have intentions to post tomorrow. Or rather, later. (Today is Saturday) Nobody's asking you to read it all either.

Shucks, I really admire _ eh. She's damn smart and her CCA is so pro! Why why why?! Er she isn't from Nanhua.

Now proceding to my favourite, quizzes. This is a little messy and I would tell you please not to kope because I randomly took questions. Yeah, so it's in rather random order. :x

Do you believe you can survive without money?
You wait long long.
Coolest thing you’ve gotten in the mail lately?
Er, clothes? Bank statement? What?
What’s your weakest point?
I talk without thinking.
Ever been given a ring?
Hmm, yeah. It's from my cousin. But it's Jay's concert merchandise. So technically, it's from Jay?
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Happy either way.
Have you ever been cheated on?
I think so, I hope not.
What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?
Nothing I can think of now. :x (I'm a feminist, thanks.)
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
How'd I know about someone's heart? All hail, the heartbreaker.
Do you believe everyone deserves another chance?
No, I think no one does. Well ok, that depends on why too.
Believe in love at first sight?
Maybe.
Ever dated two people at once?
No, I'm not such a bitch.
Do you want to get married?
Maybe.
What time is it now and what are you supposed to do?
1.57am. I don't know.
What was the last thing that made you sad?
I don't know, I was tired?
What made you happy today?
Abigail and Cynthia kept me entertained.
Is there anything to look forward to today?
Of course. Mugging, I really look forward to it.
Do you think dreams can come true?
Yes, at least nightmares do.
Who did you dream of last night?
Nobody.
Who was the last person who said I love you to you?
Bu zhi dao leh?
Who was the last person who said I hate you to you?
I'd prefer you to tell me that in my face instead of pretending k, thanks.
What is a decision you have made that others question?
If it's my decision, others have no right to question it.
Can you write with both of your hands?
Everyone can.
Do you know anyone who has changed a lot in the past year?
I believe so.
What is one song that brings up an important memory?
Er, none important enough, yet.
Who were your last 5 calls from?
Home, Evelyn, Rachel, Emelia, Mum.
Are you a heart breaker, or the broken hearted?
Hearts don't break but.. I think I'd prefer to be the heartbreaker. So call me selfish, too bad.
Have you ever liked someone because of their appearance?
Yeah, like.
Do you have a cell phone or iPod with a patterned cover?
Yes, ipod touch has. No, not those twit-looking ones though. It looks damn classy.
Isn’t there another appropriate response for “I love you” besides “I love you, too.”?
Okay, thank you.
What color would you like to bleed?
What the hell?
Do you know any Furries?
Yeah, Emelia is furry. :x
If you have a wall calender, what kind is it?
I have postcard with calendar I suppose. But they're all not of 2008.
Have you ever been to a convention?
Yeah?
Were you an honor roll student in school?
Were? No. But I will be. You wait and see.
What do you know about the future?
I'm going to do really well and meet _.
Is there one thing all of your love interests have had in common?
Er. Common interest, Cheryl?
Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
Hahaha, she's the man! Stuff tampons up your nose. Alright, no I have never.
If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
If I really had to.. wrist. Or will I die if I attempt to get my wrist tattooed?!
If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
Japanese.

SCHOOL LIFE CONFESSIONS
[x]Talked back to a teacher. Hahahaha detention.
[x] Been kicked out of class.
[ ] Worn pyjamas to school.
[x] Had your tooth fall out at school.
[ ] Gotten lost in your school.
[x] Broken the dress code in school. Does hair count? Oh, now.. wearing fbts? Zzz.
[x] Completely failed a test. Single digit for a maths leh o_o
[x] Left class without asking.
[ ] Missed a whole week of school.
[x] Thrown up in school.
[ ] Been beat up at school.
HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS
[x] Argue with your parents a lot. Not really serious arguments?
[ ] Argue with your brother(s) a lot.
[ ] Argue with your sister(s) a lot.
[x] Have your own room.
[ ] Do your own laundry.
[ ] Cook dinner once in a while.
[x] Are loud and obnoxious at home.
[x] Wear pajamas when you are not going anywhere.
[x] You sleep in very long. To make up for lack of sleep on weekdays?
[ ] All you do is watch television.
[ ] Your parents are divorced.
[ ] Your family makes you cry alot
[x] One or both of your grandparents live with you.
[ ] You cant stand being with your parents
FRIEND CONFESSIONS
[ ]You currently dislike one or more of your friends. If I dislike you, I obviously don't regard you as a friend
[x] You are jealous of one or more of your friends.
[ ] You have known a friend your whole life.
[ ] Your friends are all taller than you. No!!!
[x] You have been ditched by a friend. Maybe?? I can't really remember.
[x] You have memorized a friends phone number. Not on purpose?
[x] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number.
[ ] You have been to all of your friends houses.
[x] You love most of your friends
HABIT CONFESSIONS
[ ] You bite your nails. I scratch, cut, peel but I don't bite :x
[x] You have an odd obsession with knives. I think they're pretty cool but that doesn't make me an emo freak -.-
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed.
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door open.
[x] There is at least one sound you cannot stand.
[ ] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers
[ ] You are good at telling lies I have no idea
LOVE CONFESSIONS
[x] You currently like someone.
[ ] You want to kill one of your ex's.
[x] You can stay committed for an unusually long time. I think I can
[x] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily. Crush, yes. If it's more than that, no.
[x] A crush/bf/gf has called you a bitch before. Eh maybe? I think so..
[x] A crush/bf/gf has called you self- centered before. But I am what. It's human nature.
PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
[ ] You hate George Bush.
[ ] Abortion is horrible and should be illegal. It's horrible but there are people with no choice, I suppose
[x] Gay marriage is fine by you. They want, so let them?
[x] Boys make better friends than girls do. Not all, but yeah at times.
[x] The beach is an excellent place for a date.
[ ] Pink is an ugly color.
[x] Needles aren’t so horrible. Unless they're giant? :/
[ ] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal
[x] You have plenty of secrets
HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS
[ ] Fallen up the stairs.
[x] Someone has tied your shoelaces together.
[x] Had a nail fall off.
[ ] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul by Ars Falcis
[x] Had surgery Stitches counted?
[x] Slapped someone across the face.
[ ] Killed someone.
[ ] Someone has called you a tease.
[ ] You have been to Europe.
[ ] You have worn something inside out for a whole day.